33. The curtain ends
Shen Bing originally just wanted to go home quickly, but after listening to Tang Xiangzhou's words, she felt that it was better to go anywhere, but she didn't want to go home. But where to go? As a negative artist like a street rat, there is no place where she does not know her, and there is no place that will accept her.
The company is not too cruel to her, and the deadline set for packing up her things and getting out of the house is enough for her to reminisce about the past, express her feelings, and be lazy while packing her luggage. She found a box of luggage under her bed that she had packed after being threatened by Tang Xiangzhou before, and the contents had not been taken out, and the boxes had fallen into dust.
"It seems that there was an omen at that time." Shen Bing muttered, thinking that he was really very prescient. That way, it's possible to leave tonight.
The dinner on this day was delivered by Cui Mang, and the meal was very suitable for Shen Bing's taste. Cui Mang watched her gobble up, and in retrospect, it seemed as if he had never eaten alone with this child. These days, she is very busy, and every day when she loses sleep, she will scold this troublemaker fiercely in her heart. But when I really faced her, in addition to the sourness in my heart, all the superfluous feelings disappeared.
"Eat slowly." Cui Mang smiled and brought her a bottle of water.
Shen Bing raised his head and asked her, "Sun Keren, are they okay?" ”
"It's good."
"What about the combination? Will there be two people in the future? ”
"You, can you take care of yourself?" Cui Mang was helpless, "I definitely won't add people in so quickly recently, the deeper the teammate affection is rendered, the less negative impact it will have on the group." To put it bluntly, you can understand, right? ”
Shen Bing nodded hurriedly.
"The company plans to let Zhang Jiayi come in as a substitute after a while, and the two of them are not enough to support the big scene."
Shen Bing said while chewing rice, "Hmm, Zhang Jiayi works hard. I like her. ”
In the past days, Cui Mang said how many times she swallowed the food in her mouth before speaking, today, Cui Mang just watched quietly.
On the way to see her, Cui Mang made a draft in his heart and thought of a lot of things to say.
Kid, I've always been sorry for you, as your agent, and I know that. In this circle, the agent has always been known as the artist's lamp bearer. I'm not a good lamp bearer, I'm just a businessman, or just a normal guy struggling to make a living. When I finally wanted to treat you as a child, I didn't expect that there was no chance anymore. Are you saying I'm wrong? I was wrong. Right? There's really nothing wrong with that.
Child, you are still young, you can live a less smoky miasma. Although you will basically not be able to step into this circle again in the future, it is a good thing for you.
Cui Mang quietly watched her finish her last meal, and these words were never spoken. She sighed and put Shen Bing's mobile phone on the table, "Your personal mobile phone and the company's work mobile phone." The company will not ask for your work mobile phone and number, you can keep it if you want to keep it, and you can dispose of it if you don't want to keep it. ”
"Wow." Shen Bingle took the two mobile phones in his hands and weighed them. Just like usual, as if Cui Mang would be picked up by Cui Mang tomorrow to run away in the nanny car, I said my final goodbye to her.
After Cui Mang left, Shen Bing sat on his wooden bed and looked at his work phone. There are too many precious things in this mobile phone, including the first group photo taken by her and Tang Feifei and Sun Keren, the photos of Zhang Aixuan secretly taken from afar, the large collection of gifts taken when she received gifts from fans for the first time, and the smiling faces of a few ice flowers taken from the backstage.
Flipping to the recent past, there are three people wearing cheap peripheral bracelets together to photograph three centripetal hands; After the music ceremony, Cui Mang helped the three of them take a group photo holding the trophy. It was their last photo together, and if she had known in advance, she wouldn't have smiled so reservedly when she took the picture.
Also, a photo with Xia Wei in the car.
When she saw this photo, she became distressed. She was leaving, and she wanted to leave completely. But Xia Wei, like a big tree with intricate roots and too deep roots, if you want to uproot her, it will inevitably leave a miserable pit.
- Don't send this photo out.
- I know. I'll keep it for myself.
She pressed delete on the photo, and her heart hurt hard.
"Tsk, why should I bother?" Shen Bing was still afraid of pain, so he only deleted a photo with Xia Wei and stopped. If you delete them one by one, it's really a masochistic act.
At nine o'clock in the evening, the arrival of late autumn made the night at this time quite thick, which would give Shen Bing the best cover for his way home. Shen Bing pulled a suitcase and carried a backpack on his back, standing in the living room to say his final goodbye to this dormitory. She took out the key and tried to lock the door to her bedroom when her purse was hooked and fell to the floor.
By the way, there is one more precious thing that needs to be erased. What she once said to Liao Yuan is a priceless treasure.
My fingers ran across the transparent glial membrane, and even though I didn't touch the photograph, I still felt a painful touch between them. At that time, she told lies lightly, proud of her wit, and ridiculous for Xia Wei's good deception. It was only from early summer to late autumn, and she didn't expect that after a short period of time, she would blur her eyes in front of this photo.
It's still the same now, when I see Xia Wei, even if it's just a photo, I want to cry so much.
Outside the dormitory, Xia Wei stopped. She didn't know what she wanted to do until now, and when she was in the office she thought: let me think about what I should say to her and do on the road. On the way here, she thought: When she sees her, she will naturally know what to say and do.
Now that she saw the child through the crack in the open door, she found herself still unsure of what to do.
No one told her what happened, no one told her why things were the way they were. She questioned Liao Yuan, Zhu Qian, Tang Xiangzhou, and people who might be related to the matter, but they were just exposing their helplessness to them, and there was no answer.
The world is just like Shen Bingqing that night, after causing her the biggest self-doubt in her life, she smirked and left her with a beautiful back. Xia Wei, you are smart, you think you can protect the people you want to protect, and you can also manipulate the people who want to be at the mercy. Do you know how stupid you are now?
So Shen Bingqing, you should tell me, what should I do with you?
She stretched out her hand and retracted it, and hesitated and peeped in, as long as the child had not yet pulled his luggage to the door, and she had time to hesitate. However, at this time, she saw the purse that had fallen to the ground.
She saw Shen Bingqing standing in front of her photo for a long time, the crack in the door was too narrow, and her head was too deep to see her expression. Xia Wei watched at the door, and finally, after seeing Shen Bingqing's actions, he completely lost the courage to push the door.
That was the last time Xia Wei saw Shen Bingqing. She watched as she pulled her picture out of her purse and slammed it to the ground.
When Shen Bing dragged his luggage out of the Zhongtang realm, he received a call on his work mobile phone. She was surprised that someone else would call her at this time, and she was even more surprised when she answered it - it was Kim Byung-kwon.
"Oba, you just got back from the set, right?"
"Yes. You okay? ”
Shen Bing smiled easily: "It's good, I'm about to go home." It's only you who called me, and you see the truth in adversity. ”
Kim Byung-kwan was silent for a while, "What I told you that night still counts. ”
“…… What did you tell me? ”
"I confessed to you."
“……”
Shen Bing hadn't lost his memory when he confessed to him, of course he remembered this paragraph. In order to avoid the embarrassment of refusing again, she pretended not to remember, but she didn't expect her eldest brother to have such a low emotional intelligence.
Kim Byung-kwon said, "Can I go and see you?" ”
"No, you can't."
"Can I play with you?"
Shen Bing laughed, "This can be had!" The national costume is boring, so you took me to Hanbok to play. ”
Kim Byung-kwan asked her for a personal phone number, and in order to make sure she wasn't lying to him, he made a call on the spot. Shen Bingqing changed his mobile phone and picked it up, saying that this Oba has a brain that is not easy to deceive and not fun. Kim Byung-kwon was finally relieved.
After hanging up the phone, Shen Bing looked up at the sky where there were no stars in sight, "Oba, you still don't know me well enough." ”
She removed all the SIM cards of her two mobile phones, "Oba, there is no Shen Bingqing in the world anymore, what are you still looking for her for?" ”
She threw two cell phone cards down the drain on the side of the road. In the night, the six years since I started as a trainee, whether good or bad, have turned into a drunken dream.
In the summer of the second year, taking advantage of the summer vacation of students after the college entrance examination, "The Legend of Ingenuity" was finally grandly released in anticipation. There were so many scandals and accidents during the filming of this movie that it earned enough eyeballs, and its quality did not make those film critics who were waiting to see the jokes cheap.
In an old movie theater on the outskirts of Beijing, a girl in a hoodie sits in the center of a sparsely populated screening room. Everyone who saw her looked at her sideways, and she was wearing a hood, a mask, and dressed like a superstar going out on such a hot summer day. But how can a superstar haunt such a place?
After the lights in the screening room dimmed, the girl finally took off her hood and mask, and stared intently at the giant screen, which did not work very well.
I've read the script more than ten times. Every picture has been imagined in her heart, and when the finished movie matches her imagination, she will smile.
The actor of the little ingenuity is Sun Keren. When the girl learned the news half a year ago, she had mixed feelings. Later, she understood. Now, it's indifferent.
After countless trainings, Sun Keren's acting skills have made great progress. The ingenious princess she plays has her unique delicateness, and her soft facial features are also somewhat similar to Xia Wei, which is admirable for the director team's practical casting.
The lonely girl waited for the bed scene of the young actors, and finally found that it had been cut off, and her mouth was flattened dissatisfied. The plot developed to the point where Yan ingenuity followed the emperor out of the mountain, and the girl became more and more serious.
Yan Yixin, who was afraid that he would "never see the blue sky again", finally returned to the blue sky. From the distant Li River to Beijing, she saw the hardships of the new dynasty and the sparks that were about to be ignited in this era. The land that survived the war is in ruins, but fortunately, the people have new hope.
When Yan Yixin was staying in the store, he looked at the hot wontons that the boss served for him. These people are all ignorant and ruthless people who have betrayed her country, but they are also her people. She had eaten less, her thoughts were entangled, she couldn't eat a few bites, her body became weaker and weaker, and she fell ill on the road.
In her sleep, she knew that the emperor was wiping her face with a hot handkerchief, and she also knew that the medicine was boiled by the emperor himself. When she was a child, as soon as she was weak, she would take the medicine that the imperial doctor in the palace gave her characteristics, and Song Zhen would memorize the prescriptions one by one. Over the years, Yan Gui has taken care of her meticulously, but the taste of the medicine has changed with the prescription prescribed by the doctor, and she has never returned to the bitter taste of the year.
"Song Zhen. As I said, I probably won't be able to hold on. ”
The emperor held her hand tightly, "I'm sorry, ingenuity." It's me who is selfish, I finally found you, and I must never lose you again. ”
"But I still want to kill you."
"Then I will let you see with your own eyes how clear the government will be and how peaceful the people will live and work in peace and contentment in my Wei country. By the time you kill me, I'm going to make you regret it for the rest of your life. ”
Yan Yixin smiled with satisfaction, "This is a good idea, deal." ”
Yan ingenuity, who followed the emperor back to Beijing, was looked at sideways by the ministers. She was a woman, a sick and beautiful woman, but the emperor wanted to give her an official title. Every day in the court, ministers are forced to die to prevent women from interfering in politics.
Yan ingenuity played against the emperor, and said unintentionally: "Standing with those men, it's weird to be tired." Or I'll stay in your harem, and the view from the garden is very good. ”
The emperor was distraught, so he made the wrong move.
Yan ingenuity was funny, "I won't be your concubine." Song Zhen, you are my minister. Raising the eldest princess in the harem is nothing that can't be said, right? ”
In this way, Yan Yixin enjoyed the treatment of the eldest princess and lived in the palace unjustifiably. Song Zhen asked people to clean up the palace where she once lived, and the furnishings were restored to their original state. Yan ingenuity is a person who has crossed the threshold of red paint again for many years, as if he has changed back to the age when he didn't know the taste of sorrow in an instant. She happily called Yan Gui, and the two of them wrote on the ground with a huge brush dipped in water.
The Emperor leaned against the plane tree in the courtyard and watched them. It was herself who accompanied her back then, but now, you are obviously the monarch, but you can only be a spectator.
After that, there was a long period of planning. The soldiers on the front line in southern Xinjiang were arranged by Yan Yixin's subordinates to grant inferior new weapons, and Yan Yixin taught the soldiers of the Wei State how to operate mechanical weapons in Kyoto. Because of her health, she could only visit the barracks for half an hour every day, and dictate to the general at other times. For a long time, she would either secretly discuss her next steps with Yan Gui, or go out into the street in a carriage.
From a selfish point of view, she does not want to see Guotai and Min'an. The thriving trader and the satisfied farmer seemed to her to be a sharp blade of irony. But after a long time, she would also get out of the carriage and sit in a small shop outside Kyoto to rest and listen to the new pleasures that the people talked about. She heard that the wind and rain were good this year, not to pray for rain, but that the emperor sent capable people to repair the river embankment. I heard that this year's pension is a lot more, not because of how full the treasury is, but because the officials at all levels have withheld less money privately, and the emperor once killed a big corrupt official to set an example.
Yan ingenuity from the bottom of his heart didn't want to hear this.
The war in southern Xinjiang has become tense. Yan ingenuity and Yan Gui's plan went very smoothly. War was always accompanied by famine and pestilence, and the emperor received new bad news almost every day, and every night he could not sleep, so he got up and stared at the sand table.
One day, he told him that if he received the news of another defeat, he would go to the army in person. He said he was going to end the war as much as he could. This is what she wants, and it is what the people want, and for this, he can die on the battlefield.
One night, Yan Gongxin went to the emperor's bedroom and found that Song Zhen was still criticizing the performance.
"Song Zhen, when I was very young, I saw my father and emperor, and you are also like this."
"When you get old, can you do the same as you do now, don't change?"
"If you promise me, I will be even more sad when you die."
The emperor replied with hazy eyes: "Ingenuity, I have always wanted to make this world what you like." ”
Like a lover, and like an old friend, she reviewed it with the emperor until the fifth watch of the rooster.
Although it was still stalemate, the war in southern Xinjiang suddenly took a turn for the better, and Yan ingenuity breathed a sigh of relief. Yan Gui said to her with a calm face: "Your Highness, you have been getting more and more lazy recently. ”
A rift finally appeared between her and Yan Gui. On a snowy night, Yan Gui hijacked her from his palace for the second time, escaped heavy pursuit, and returned to southern Xinjiang. Yan ingenuity knew that Yan Gui had already crossed his own control and made a deal with the Emperor of Nanyue alone. The southern frontier of Wei is just a return to the light.
"Yan Gui." Yan Yixin, who was coughing up blood on the hospital bed, said weakly: "Are you doing this for me?" ”
"I'm going to take the world back and give it to you."
Yan ingenuity smiled, "It's a shame that you have followed me for so many years." ”
When Song Zhen told her that she wanted the world to be what she liked, she knew that he was still the Song Zhen she admired and loved the most. He even knows what he wants better than he does.
"Yan Gui, I can't get out of bed anymore, please do me one last favor. The Emperor of Nanyue had ill intentions, and he must not let him harm the people again. ”
"Whose people are you talking about?"
Yan ingenuity said: "It's Song Zhen, it's also my father's, it's mine." Yan Gui, that's our people. ”
Yan Gui left her and went to the battlefield. Along the way, he still didn't know if he would do what Yan ingenuity said. But he saw that his people were enduring homelessness and the separation of their wives, and all of this was his handiwork.
The final battle was fought for seven days and seven nights. Yan Gui led the army of Wei, and with his assassin skills, he successfully took the head of the Emperor of Nanyue, and then in the enemy camp, he was pierced through the heart by ten thousand arrows. He did not fall down in the end, but knelt down in the direction of the Li River, and told the beloved that he had not been able to understand in his life: Your Highness, Yan Gui gave you what you wanted after all.
In the quiet cabin in the forest, Yan Gongxin sat up for the last time before he died, and sat up with the support of the helper of the armory shop, where he had urged Yan Gui to practice swords. A gust of wind blew, and she seemed to smell a little fire in the wind, and her tears condensed.
The lights in the screening room came on early. The girl put on her hood and mask again, listened to the ending song sung by Liao Yuan and Tang Feifei, and waited for the staff list to be finished before she slowly got up. She was the only one left in the screening room.
That's nice. Because Liao Yuan's acting skills are not enough, the role of the male protagonist is weakened, making Kim Byung-kwan look like a hidden male lead. The girl happily thought: this really looks like her style.
When she walked out, a girl whispered behind her: that girl's legs are so good-looking, just like Shen Bingqing! The girl's female companion laughed at her: Do you remember Shen Bingqing? I didn't even know who it was when you said it. The girl sighed: "I used to be an ice flower, too.
The girl's footsteps paused, and she continued on, disappearing into the night.