Chapter 64: Love You as Life

No wonder the technology is so simple and crude. She said. Not at all like a man with a lot of experience. Although she is not with other men. However. Some women should have intuition. There are still some.

"This feeling. It's pretty cool." Lu Yao smiled. She won't be his first woman. However. As long as it's his last woman. A woman is nothing great when a man is the first woman. He has the ability to be his last.

Well. Think about it this way. The slightest sour feeling in my heart is gone.

"Are you so proud?"

Lu Yao touched his face. Hey. Is it so obvious that I am expression? Hey. Hey...... Wait a minute. So how do we prevent pregnancy. The last time you told me about the low sperm survival rate, you were completely lying to me."

"I kid you not." Rong Liu's face was dark.

Hey. It's true.

"It's a real fake."

Rong Liu glared at her." Do you need me to give you a physical report?"

"If you can. I don't mind taking a look." Lu Yao looked at him with a smile. Rong Liuqi knot. Gritted his teeth and glared at her." You don't provoke me. Uncomfortable isn't it."

"No." Lu Yao smiled so much that he couldn't see his teeth." You asked me yourself. There is no sincerity at all."

"Shut up, you."

Lu Yao made a gesture to shut up. also threw a wink cutely. Rong Liu couldn't cry or laugh. Reach over and pinch her cheek." Stinky girl."

"It's like you're much older than me." Lu Yao turned around. Saying. Our family Qiuqiu is really sensible. It hasn't even come out. Next time, let's not be so unrestrained. I guess it scared him."

"......" Rong Liu looked at her speechlessly. Lu Yao went to the study to look for the ball. I searched for a long time before I found out. Qiuqiu actually fell asleep next to the computer. She forcibly took the ball out of the newspaper. Ask Rong Liu." Would you like to give it a hug?"

"No." Rong Liu didn't even look at it. What is there to hold for this little animal.

"Soft. How cute it is to hold." Lu Yao's eyes were smiling. Whisper." A child should be so soft. Lovely."

Rong Liu is invisible. Lu Yao also ignored his displeasure. Holding Qiuqiu and sitting next to him watching TV. Watching TV for an hour a day is a very tacit and pleasant decision made by them together.

She loves to watch entertainment news. What a celebrity scandal. All kinds of gossip. I love it. Rong Liu likes to watch financial news. Various financial news. Often rush to remote control. In the end, they all took a step back. Chose the animal world.

Thereupon. Both of them watch the animal world at eight o'clock every day. It's also a pleasure to watch.

It's also a different kind of romance.

"How long will it take you to be treated?" Lu Yao couldn't help but ask him.

It is said that mental illness is treated. Very time-consuming. No matter how long. She's all set. Fight with him. Spend this time together. Rong Liu said lightly. Up in the air. I'm an old problem. The situation is not rosy."

Lu Yao definitely didn't know. Treatment of mental illness. What a painful process.

She's so lively and sunny. I've never been exposed to anything like this. I don't know. Every treatment. It's like bringing him back to his childhood. Those dark years. That period was abused by his mother. The years abandoned by everyone.

"I believe in you. I'm sure I'll be able to defeat my demons."

Rong Liu smiled bitterly. He doesn't even believe in himself. Where did she get the courage to believe him?

Night. Lu Yao couldn't sleep steadily. Especially after knowing that Rong Liu sometimes wakes up inexplicably in the middle of the night. She couldn't sleep all the time. Sleep until midnight. Wake up by a cold wind. Sure enough, I saw Rong Liu standing on the balcony again. Lu Yao was so frightened that she couldn't sleep at all. Hurriedly and lightly walked over. I'm afraid he'll do something stupid. She shouted softly. Rong Liu didn't seem to hear it. Lu Yao walked over. Gently hold his hand.

His hands were cold. I don't know how long it was blowing in the cold wind.

"Yaoyao. Sometimes. I really want to jump. Jumping off is a hundred. There will never be so many monsters pestering me all the time. There will never be any pain again. But ......" Rong Liu closed his eyes. Said in a deep voice. Every time I'm going to jump. There is a voice in my heart that sues me. He was not reconciled. I was unwilling to die like this. I am not willing to disappear into the world like this. I have so much to do. I want a complete home. I finally got a piece of treasure. I haven't had time to treasure it yet. I'm not willing to die like this."

"Then don't jump." Lu Yao said. She was glad she had come. Bravely shook his hand.

Rong Liu warned her. No matter what happens at night. Don't go near him. He can overcome it himself. She was still worried. I'm afraid he won't be able to think about it for a while. Rong Liu had apparently regained consciousness.

Lu Yao hugged him from behind." I can't live without you. You can't leave me behind. Even if you don't have nostalgia for this world. You're going to look back at me, too."

Rong Liu closed his eyes. Covering all the pain in his eyes.

Such a night. Lasted three nights. Lu Yao's whole person felt a nervous breakdown. Not to mention Rong Liu. She is funny and makes Rong Liu happy every day during the day. I just want Rong Liu to show a smile. Let him be cheerful. Talk more. Talk to her heart. Beware of Rong Liu waking up in the middle of the night to do stupid things. Not a night did she get a good night's sleep. Always on the lookout. The whole person's face was extremely ugly.

"You go and live with Fu Lianwei for a while." Rong Liu said. Initial stage of treatment. All of the same. I'm uncomfortable. You're also uncomfortable. You don't have to suffer with me."

"We've talked about it." Lu Yao insisted on refusing to go. It's like Rong Liu's rejection of a spiritual sanatorium. His doctor built yì he lived in a sanatorium. He refused. Lu Yao also knows. Rong Liu has two attending doctors. One surnamed Chen. It's the top expert that Old Man Rong found for him. One is Mu. It is Cheng Haiyang's year-old friend. Rong Liu seems to believe in Dr. Mu more.

"Look at your face."

"Rong Liu. Don't talk about this anymore, okay. I really don't want to leave you at this time. It's hard for you to look at me. But you should know. Suppose I'm not with you. I'm even more worried that I can't sleep well. You don't want to be attached anymore."

"You're really stubborn." I can't persuade Lu Yao. He couldn't help it. I had to give her my own medicine. If he is in a serious condition, give him medicine. Or stun him. You can do whatever you want.

Lu Yao agreed. What really frightened Lu Yao was the night of the fourth day. She woke up in the middle of the night. Subconsciously look at the balcony. I didn't see Rong Liu. Then I found Rong Liu in the living room. Blood in a land...... He held a knife tightly in one hand. Blood kept pouring out of his fingers. The house smelled of gore. Lu Yao's face turned pale. Look at him in horror.

Rong Liu's eyes are gloomy. Like a bloodthirsty madman. With a full body of anger, he approached Lu Yao step by step. The blood-stained knife was dripping with blood. Stained the carpet red. Lu Yao's eyes turned red instantly. Rong Liu......"

Rong Liu didn't seem to be able to hear Lu Yao's shout. Approaching step by step. forced Lu Yao to lean against the wall. There is no turning back. Now. Rong Liu's warning. She couldn't remember it at all. The heart is filled with fear and distress. I don't know what to do.

"Rong Liu. Wake up......" Lu Yao's cry. It didn't wake him up. Rong Liu's eyes. Not a little bit of brilliance. There was only a dead silence. The sharp knife approached Lu Yao. Lu Yao's tears fell on the back of his hand. Piping hot. As if it burned him. Rong Liu woke up like a dream. I saw the blood marks on Lu Yao's neck. If struck by lightning. The knife in his hand fell to the ground suddenly. Let out an icy cry. and a shrill voice.

"Yaoyao ......"

Lu Yao hugged him suddenly. Crying out loud. These days come with the torture and stress. It seems to be released in an instant.

Rong Liu's body stiffened. Let her hold it. Lu Yao suddenly remembered Rong Liu's injury. Just as he was about to check his scars, his chin was lifted by Rong Liu's uninjured hand. There was a bloody streak on her neck.

Lu Yao wiped it. A bloody hand.

"I'm not hurt. It's your blood."

She wiped her tears. Pull Rong Roku aside. His hand was cut deep by the knife. Lu Yao felt that she couldn't handle it well. It's too late by then. Can't bother the old doctor. Lu Yao had no choice but to follow Rong Liu's instructions. Stop him from bleeding first. Then go to the hospital for stitches.

Along. Rong Liu didn't speak. Lu Yao's eyes were red and swollen. It's very distressing. I don't understand it for a while. Why did Rong Roku suddenly self-harm. And the self-harm was so severe, the doctor asked the reason, and they couldn't say anything, so they had to think of them as a fight.

Coming out of the hospital. It's four o'clock in the morning. Lu Yao's heart was very blocked. The love xù is not high. There are a hundred and ten thousand doubts in my heart. I don't dare to ask. What she fears most is for Rong Liu to hurt herself. On the contrary, he was not afraid that Rong Liu would hurt her.

The house is in shambles. It's not packed up yet. Clean up again. It's almost dawn. Rong Liu lay on the bed tiredly. Close your eyes and recuperate. Lu Yao approached him gently. Squatting beside him. Holding his uninjured hand. Put it on the lips and kiss it.

"Yaoyao. Count me in begging you. Let's go."

Lu Yao's tears fell suddenly. Lowered on the back of his hand. She didn't know what she was holding onto. Rong Liu let her go. It's for her good. Stay with Rong Liu. In case he didn't come to his senses today. And she lost her life.

But if she's gone. Rong Six hurts himself. Maybe Rong Liu lost his life.

She's torn between a rock and a hard place. Don't know what to do.

"Are you going to a nursing home?" Lu Yao begged him while kissing his hand. Only he went to a sanatorium. She can have peace of mind. Otherwise. She wouldn't be at ease anyway.

Rong Liu didn't answer for a long time.

The sky has turned white. Lu Yao was in a very bad mood. Don't dare to leave Rong Liu. I'm afraid that my eyes will leave. What happened to Rong Liu.

"I promise you."

Dawn. Fu Yunteng's car picked up Rong Liu. Where to. He didn't say anything specific. It's just that. Lu Yao didn't expect it. Rong Liu didn't even say a word to Chairman Rong. He went to a sanatorium the next day. Lu Yao went to work as usual. Called to the office by Chairman Rong. Inquire about Rong Liu's whereabouts.

Lu Yao didn't know how to answer. What was she going to say?