119 Do you think I am a scheming queen? (16)

I am Qiu Yan, and my preferred identity is Song Lin's cousin, or Song Lin's wife rather than the county lord, the queen, or the actual person in power. Yes, I mentioned this man's name at the beginning because my life is firmly connected to him, and now, it is inseparable.

I was born into a prominent family, my father was the famous king of Zhenbei, and my aunt was the queen of the country, so my uncle was the most honorable person in the country - the emperor. However, my uncle's health is not very good, and he was infected with a serious disease when he was in the prime of life, and he has the impression that he is a skinny but affectionate person.

Although my uncle died very early, he left a deep impression on me, because the last sentence before he died was to me, he said, Yan'er, my uncle's luck in this life has been used to meet your aunt, so the luck in the back is a little insufficient, but it doesn't matter, because it is very worthwhile to exchange all your luck for the best luck.

When I was young, I didn't know how difficult it was for my uncle to marry my aunt alone as an emperor, and I didn't know why my uncle said that meeting my aunt was the best thing, but my aunt couldn't cry silently. But at that time, I thought it would be nice if there was someone who made me feel that it was the best luck.

In the following days, my father and aunt became very busy, and they had to work hard to support the country, but I didn't know at that time, I only knew that during that time, only my cousin Song Lin and I were left to rely on each other, because our parents didn't come to see us.

Song Lin, Song Lin, I finally wrote this name, let me read it twice, Song Lin, Song Lin.

Song Lin sounds like a majestic name, Lin is a kind of Rui beast, rare and precious, from which it can be seen how high the expectations of the aunt and uncle are for Song Lin.

By the way, speaking of which, I want to interject, maybe your impression of Song Lin is irritable, coffin-faced, expressionless, but he was not like this before his uncle's death. He was mischievous and mischievous like all kids in a honeypot, and even though he was two years older than me, it was completely indistinguishable from how he behaved at the time.

On the day my uncle died, I searched many corners before I found Song Lin behind a rockery, sitting quietly on the ground alone, holding his knees and burying his face in it, shaking slightly like a wounded little beast. After all, Song Lin is two years older than me, and his concept of life and death is much clearer than mine, so he can't accept that his father, who loves him, died suddenly. It was also on that day that Song Lin and I agreed that the two of us must not abandon each other and leave first.

I couldn't help but ask, what if I get sick and die?

Little Song Lin frowned and thought for a while, and then solemnly told me, then die with you.

From that day on, in a world where no adults were in charge, the two of us ate and played together, wrote and endorsed together, although he was of different ages and genders, he seemed to have become another me.

No matter how old he is, Song Lin's changed personality is a little revealed, he began not to smile, even if he listened to a very funny joke, he would not laugh out loud, even if he fell and fell painfully, he would not show it, he began to consciously alienate many people, but he left me by his side.

We were exposed to horses. Strangely, the first time I touched the horse, I felt a shudder, but I knew very well that it was not fear, but ...... Rejoicing, touching the fur of the horse, awakened the nature in my blood, maybe the wind is in my blood, and I was born to gallop on horse. I wanted to tell Song Lin the news, but when I turned around, I saw Song Lin's frowning face, he seemed to be riding a horse and had some difficulties, so I ...... It is good to be in trouble.

Song Lin is fifteen years old, and his face is more stinky than the coffin face of previous years, and he can do it all the time. I'm also thirteen years old, and I naturally started to know something. For example, Song Lin seems to like me, every time she looks at me, the way I look at a horse, for example, my aunt seems to want to match me with Song Lin.

Thanks to Song Lin's strong possessiveness, I have not been surrounded by any gendered creature since I was a child, except for him, of course.

The only person I am familiar with of the opposite sex is him, we grew up together, if you have to marry someone, then marry Song Lin. However, Song Lin is the crown prince, and he will be the emperor in the future, I know very well that it is not easy for my aunt to be the queen, in order to help Song Lin manage the country well in the future, I began to prepare a lot of things in private.

Calligraphy, strategy, military calligraphy, cavalry archery, etiquette, history, diplomacy, dance, music, I have a lot to learn, but with the idea that I can help Song Lin in the future, those difficult books and skills are not so difficult for me. Maybe it's because my beliefs are sincere enough that as long as the skills I'm exposed to, it's okay. I thought that Song Lin would tell him when he needed it in the future, and whether he would be happier.

Song Lin's temper is getting worse and worse, so my temper is better.

The crown princess is a representative, and I need to practice more elegantly and generously, so as not to fall into Song Lin's face.

Song Lin's temperament is too straight, it doesn't matter, I can be softer and help him take care of the things that need to be fixed.

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Although I have done a lot of things for the purpose of Song Lin, and I have not yet let Song Lin know, I don't think these are any big deals, and until I was fifteen years old and Xuan, I didn't even realize that I liked Song Lin at all.

My aunt told me that this was the most important day for a woman besides the day of marriage, but the two were also closely related, because she could get married after that.

In order to get through the day smoothly, I spent a lot of days refining my posture and the final dance that needed to be performed, not to mention that Song Lin did not appear in those days, and I didn't even see him when I finished the last dance of the festival, to be honest, I was a little angry. Although I don't like him, I see him as the most important person in the world, and he doesn't even come to such an important day as me.

At night, Song Lin dragged me to the paddock in the western suburbs despite my objections, and I was still angry with him at that time, so I didn't talk to him even if I didn't show it. Until—

Until I saw the herds of horses changing into different formations due to Song Lin's gestures, galloping flexibly throughout the paddock, and the whole paddock was like a changeable and brilliant galaxy. And Song Lin was standing in the middle of all the horses and waving happily at me, and I finally heard the sound of my heartstrings breaking, and I only remembered his face before tears gushed out of my sight.

From this day on, I was truly connected to his life. From now on, I will live on him, and his will is my everything.

Uncle, I'm willing to trade all my luck for the best one. 166 Reading Network