- The pain of falling out of love is only clear to yourself.

It heals with time, it is everywhere, the pain pulls you all the time, and all the memories will become the trigger for the onset of the disease.

***

When she woke up again, Liang Ju only felt that her face was cold, she hugged the quilt and turned over, thinking that she was still sleeping on her own comfortable double bed, but who knows, what she reached out to touch was only smooth skin.

I opened my eyes in a daze, and I could see unfamiliar walls and curtains. Liang Ju blinked his eyes and didn't react for a while.

There was a few seconds of pause in her head, and suddenly, the usual episodes of the TV series quickly flashed into her brain, and she sat up from the bed with a grunt.

Could it be... Raped, right?

There was a sharp pain in her waist, and when she lifted the quilt, she could see not only the underwear and underwear she had worn the day before, but also a large bruise on her waist and legs.

"Damn, it's too intense!" Liang Ju panicked in his heart.

She looked around in horror, the room was unfamiliar, and at first glance it belonged to one of the rooms of the hotel.

Suddenly, there was a sound of the door opening on the side with his back to the bed, and Liang Ju quickly pulled up the quilt and looked sideways.

A man in white clothes and black pants walked in through the door, his forearms holding the doorknob were thick and strong, and the muscles were strong, and it looked like they would only be maintained after years of exercise.

The man was tall, his slender legs were wrapped in well-fitting trousers, and Liang Ju sat on the bed and looked at it, his head was almost at the height of the hotel door.

When he got closer, he still smelled of the soil moistening after the early morning rain.

"Are you awake?"

He glanced at her lightly, and at that glance, Liang Ju seemed to instantly fall into the swamp in his dark eyes.

The man's voice was a little hoarse, and his broad shoulders looked very secure.

He walked over to a chair in the room and sat down, and Liang Ju noticed that he still had some water droplets on his hands, looking tired.

"Who are you?" She asked warily.

He didn't speak, just glanced up at her.

Liang Ju is not a conservative person, since things have happened, if she can really sleep with such a man as she thinks, then she is worth it.

But suddenly, I remembered Sun Qi again...

The negative man.

Those unbearable images from last night reappeared in my mind like a movie, and the slap in the face still hurts faintly.

Mao Dong stayed up here for the second half of the night, Liang Ju had a fever, he put a towel on her forehead, and asked the waiter to come to a thick quilt to cover her sweat, and after tossing for a few hours, her fever subsided, but he was too tired to do it.

Seeing Liang Ju stretching out his hand to stroke his face, Mao Dong sat on the chair and leaned on the back of the chair and pinched the bridge of his nose, closing his eyes and recuperating.

"Now you know it hurts?" He thought she had touched the place where she had been injured last night.

Realizing that it was this man who was talking, Liang Ju was very generous.

She lowered her hand and cleared her throat, and sat up straight to look at Mao Dong.

"I slept you last night?"

As soon as he felt a little sleepy, he was driven away by her words, Mao Dong opened his eyes and looked at the girl on the bed, and he wanted to laugh.

is also in his early twenties, with a short unkempt hair, very thin, pointed chin, eyes are not too big and the bridge of the nose is not too high, at first glance, it looks like a person all the way, not at all inconspicuous, but a small mouth is a little sharp, and the girl in his memory is a little similar.

Seeing Mao Dong looking at him, Liang Ju said again: "Don't be afraid, I will be responsible for you." ”

Mao Dong was completely speechless.

"Are you sure you slept me?" He asked her rhetorically, wiping the water from his hands.

"Or else?" Liang Ju swallowed his saliva and craned his neck.

It's not that Liang Ju is afraid of this man, but his aura is so big that people don't dare to breathe lightly.

His three-dimensional facial features are a little strict in Liang Ju's opinion, and because his skin is dark, his hair is very short, and he doesn't have a little tenderness when he speaks, and the overall feeling is just two words.

Scary!

Mao Dong disagreed, got up from his chair and poured himself a glass of water.

He took a sip of water, looked at Liang Ju on the bed, and asked, "Do you like to beat yourself as a sandbag when you are drunk?" ”

The cold water ran down his throat and felt refreshed, Mao Dong looked at Liang Ju and asked again, "Aren't you afraid of knocking yourself to death?" ”

"Huh?!"

Liang Ju didn't keep up with the man's thinking again, she looked down at the wounds on her body, her face full of doubts.

Thinking of last night's scene, Mao Dong couldn't hold back for a while, and actually stood there laughing.

——

Last night, when Mao Dong asked Liang Ju that question, Liang Ju actually sat on the ground with a puff and began to cover his face and cry.

Her actions really stunned everyone present.

Mao Dong really didn't know why this girl was able to evolve so many different personalities in front of him in one night.

Liang Ju on the ground was no longer as amorous as she had been a few minutes ago, and she was crying like a child.

The uninformed people around them cast disdainful glances at Mao Dong, and Mao Dong couldn't wait to go up and pull her directly.

"Hey, get up."

He really didn't want everyone to mistakenly think that he had done something to her, so he kindly squatted down to help her, who knows

Liang Ju jumped up from the ground suddenly, really jumped, and almost hit Mao Dong's chin.

Mao Dong was completely convinced that she was really drunk.

Otherwise, how could he keep banging against the wall like a sandbag, and roaring while bumping: "You men are all bastards, big bastards who don't have a long heart!" I'll kill you, I'll kill you! ”

She really dared to do it, and even Mao Dong, who was standing on the sidelines and watching, felt pain all over.

In the end, Liang Ju was exhausted, so he sat on the ground and fell asleep.

On the way to the hotel, Mao Dong unceremoniously vomited herself.

——

The phone rang suddenly, interrupting Mao Dong's narration of the wonderful scene of the previous night.

He put down his glass and answered the phone.

Liang Ju on the bed was not very close to him, and he couldn't hear the voice on the phone clearly, but he kept looking at him curiously.

Mao Dong's posture of leaning sideways on the edge of the table looked very charming, especially the two long legs hidden under the black trousers, one bent and the other upright.

It's just a typical type of man.

After drinking the last sip of water, Mao Dong put the water cup on the table and prepared to leave.

"There's anti-inflammatory medicine next to your pillow, and the waiter will come and bring you breakfast, as well as dry cleaning clothes."

Seeing that he was leaving, Liang Ju hurriedly shouted: "Wait! ”

Mao Dong ignored her, opened the door and walked out, but before closing the door, he turned around and warned her, "Instead of thinking about how to take advantage, it's better to study hard." ”

Take advantage? His brainless words made Liang Ju even more confused.

Liang Ju sat on the bed and grabbed his hair, the more he thought about it, the more incredible he felt.

How could she do such a crazy thing in public?!

Also, his last words didn't just refer to what happened last night, right?

This is a clear pun.

Could it be that she took advantage of him last night?

***

Fortunately, his parents went out with the tour group in the past few days, and Liang Ju escaped the catastrophe, otherwise with Liang's mother's hot temper, she knew that she hadn't come home all night and might have turned the family upside down.

Her family's current house is her father's Liang Zhifu's unit, Qihai Iron and Steel Plant's staff room two years ago, and at that time, the unit also implemented the welfare of unit housing for employees who have been in the factory for more than seven years. In fact, Liang Zhifu's working experience has been more than 20 years and he is a small leader of the department, it stands to reason that this benefit should have been enjoyed a long time ago, but his father gave up the quota to other employees in the factory who needed help every time, until the year before last, and finally caught up with the last wave, but this also has the credit of Liang Ju's mother.

Liang Ju still remembers that his mother pinched her waist and stood at the gate in the middle of the night and pointed at her father, "If you don't give me the house this time, I will move out with your daughter!" ”

This is not to blame Liang's mother for greedy vanity, her original house is an old house, when it rains badly, the rain will flow down the wall, it rains heavily outside, and it rains lightly inside the house, because the house is damp, Liang's mother also has skin diseases.

The new house covers an area of more than 100 square meters, the decoration is simple, and the family of three lives in a small and small house.

On the way back, Liang Ju met many of Liang's father's co-workers, and when she saw her uncle and aunt, she greeted them with a smile.

"Orange, what's wrong with your face?" An aunt she knew grabbed her and asked.

Liang Ju smiled dryly and covered his face with his hands, "I accidentally fell down the stairs." ”

"Orange, when will your dad come back, no one has played chess with me these days, and my hands are itchy." Dad's perennial chess friend saw Liang Ju and hurriedly pulled her to ask.

"My dad will be back in a week, uncle, don't worry, I promise to pass on your words to my dad accurately!"

No matter how crazy Liang Ju is playing outside, in front of her elders, she will always play a good role as a good child.

The new house is on the sixth floor, open the door, the house is empty, and the heart is so engraved.

The clock on the wall was ticking, the window was closed before leaving, and a few leaves were blown in by the windowsill in the living room.

Liang Ju looked at the withered leaves, and his heart, which had been pretending to be strong since last night, was depressed a little bit.

Pushing the door into the room, he collapsed on the bed and closed his eyes, and the scene from last night was still in front of him.

She can say to others that it doesn't matter, she can pretend to be very chic on the surface, she can pretend to be a good child and continue to greet her uncles and aunts, and even when she sees Sun Qi again, she can pass him calmly, however, when there is no one around, she can't do it safely.

She was uncomfortable, only she knew.

Take out the hidden key from the third shelf of the bookshelf, open the locked drawer under the desk, and remove the contents.

Love at first sight comes and goes quickly.

They met at the gym, and at the time, he was her strength and conditioning coach. Liang Ju used all his pocket money to sign up for his class, just because Sun Qi said that he didn't complete his performance and needed her help.

Without any in-depth knowledge of each other, they made hasty decisions together.

Until yesterday, he was very kind to her, gentle and considerate, just like every love at the beginning, they were like glue, and they wanted to be together all the time.

He speaks very well, and he will also say some sweet words to Liang Ju, and with him, she has a feeling of being pampered.

Sun Qi is full of places that attract Liang Ju, he is full of mystery and temptation, which makes Liang Ju can't help it.

Sun Qi wanted to change jobs, she strongly supported, the first month she couldn't find a job, she was worried that he was under pressure, she didn't say a word, she gave up her money for him to eat and live, the money was not enough, she worked, asked her parents and friends to borrow, and now she still owes Yu Yanjie more than 1,000 yuan.

A red box was taken out of the drawer, containing movie tickets and three notebooks from the movies they had seen together.

Ever since they were together, every day, she would carefully jot down everything.

She naively wanted to remember this, and wait for his birthday in a few years, and she would give it to him.

The notebook is not thick, page by page, full of words.

She remembered that once they chatted late at night, Liang Ju's phone crashed and the message could not be sent, and when she was good the next day, she received more than 20 messages at once, all of which were sent by him, and he was worried about whether something had happened to her.

Later, she memorized all these more than 20 messages, and since then, she hopes to remember the bits and pieces between them.

Outside the window, there was the sound of cars passing by, the cries of children frolicking, and the chirping of trees that they knew.

Sunlight shines through the gaps in the dense layers of leaves and shines on the notebook in his hand. Liang Ju sat at the desk, raised his hand and gently rubbed each page, neatly taking notes, and carefully jotted down a piece of their past.

Two years is a long time, and it seems that we have experienced a lot together, but it is too short to catch it, and it has passed.

There was another delicately wrapped box in the drawer, which was a birthday present she had prepared for him.

The box is packaged in beautiful bright paper, or colored paper and ribbons selected by Liang Ju himself, and packed by himself.

She still remembers the feeling when she chose a gift at that time.

Along with the gift notebook and movie tickets, Liang Ju put everything about him on the table.

Sun Qi bought her many gifts, the most meaningful of which was a mobile phone, a Snoopy doll now at the bedside, and a hairpin that could be seen every day on the desk but never used.

A large box was freed up from the locker at home, and Liang Ju kept them all in the cardboard box.

It's over, and she hopes there won't be any more traces of him around her.

She can't describe what it was like to pack up the discarded things and throw away all the things that were once precious.

The phone can't be thrown away for the time being, and when she imports everything into the computer, she decides to buy a new one.

Liang Ju carried the box to the entrance to change his shoes and planned to throw things downstairs, but the shoe cabinet was not closed, and something fell out of it with a pop sound.

Looking down, it's an umbrella.

On that rainy day more than a week ago, Sun Qi was waiting for her in the rain with an umbrella.

Knowing that she didn't bring rain gear, he hurriedly ran out of the unit, and when Liang Ju saw him, he was wet from the knee down. He didn't care about anything else, he just wanted to give her the umbrella and not let her get rained.

On that rainy day, she boldly stood on tiptoe and took the initiative to kiss him on the street, and they kissed tightly in the rain despite the sideways glances of passers-by.

Later, both of them caught a cold, but she lay on the bed in the dormitory and kept laughing, her heart was full of the sweetness of that day.

The umbrella has not been returned to Sun Qi, and Liang Ju thinks that they still have a lot of time.

The white transparent umbrella became blurry in his hand, and all the scenes in front of him seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, Liang Ju took a breath, opened the door, and threw the umbrella out.

She didn't dare to think about it again, she was afraid, tears would flow.

She told others that she would not be tempted by a man, but who knew that she was very afraid of the feeling of being abandoned.

It's not that she doesn't take her heart lightly, but she can't see a man's heart clearly.

The grandmother who collected the garbage saw that there were still a few sets of brand-new clothes in the box, so she asked Liang Ju, "Child, don't you want such good clothes?" ”

Liang Ju didn't turn back, just waved his hand.

Don't.

I don't dare to ask for it anymore.

The clothes were worn on their first date, their first kiss, and that rainy day, and she didn't want them all.

For several days, Liang Ju didn't take half a step out of the house, and Yu Yanjie called several times to ask her if she wanted to go to Jay Chou's concert, but she refused.

Jay Chou is Liang Ju's idol, Sun Qi promised to accompany her to see it this year, Liang Ju has already saved up the money to buy tickets, but now...

"Jiejie, in a few days, I will return all the money I owe you."

"Huh? Orange, I'm not in a hurry..."

What should be returned, always has to be returned.

When her cousin called, Liang Ju was lying on the bed looking at the ceiling in a daze, and she couldn't remember how she lived such a repetitive life every day for several days.

I don't want to eat, I don't want to go out, it seems that everything is becoming less important. She just wants to stay at home.

"Orange, I'm going on a business trip in a few days, you can help my sister take care of it for a few days."

Liang Ju held the phone and didn't know how much he listened, so he just hummed casually.

"That's okay, then I'll send the key over the day after tomorrow, Duoduo has to lose weight these days, you have to take it out every day to yo-yo, and, feed it twice a day, at half past seven in the morning and half past seven in the evening, I have bought the dog food and snacks at home, by the way, don't forget to feed it an egg yolk every morning, which is good for its hair, and also, when you go out, you must remember to tie the rope..."

The cousin chattered on the phone, and Liang Ju turned over and put the phone under the pillow.

***

In the past few days, it has caught up with the rare high temperature in Qihai City, and the sun is shining directly on the earth, and the whole city seems to be on fire.

The bruises on her face gradually disappeared, Liang Ju didn't go out for a few days, and the dazzling sunlight made her dizzy.

She sat by the window of the bus, and the hot air in front of her made her drowsy. When the phone rang, I didn't look carefully at her and answered it directly.

"Hey, it's me."

On the other end of the line was a familiar voice.