64. Look at the sea
Wei Zifan shook his head and stood up silently, he turned around and looked at the gate of the hospital where people were coming, the expression on his face was very calm, "You go to see her, I, I'm not going." ”
If it's not Yong Qingfan, how can it be who? Wei Dongyi didn't understand why he avoided that answer, she stood up and continued to ask Wei Zifan, "Aren't you going in?" ”
Wei Zifan looked back at her, looking a little helpless, the two looked at her so closely, Wei Dongyi found that there was a lot more white hair and silver strands on his head, this man was old, Wei Dongyi suddenly felt a little sad, no matter how majestic he was before, how principled he was, under the cruel and fair reality of time, he compromised, he did what he wouldn't do before, he ruined his own beliefs, he was old, at a speed that could be seen by the naked eye.
"You go in." Wei Zifan repeated again, "It's better if I don't see her." ”
Husbands and wives who have been cowardly for decades have ended up in the end, just like the plot in Elizabeth, the elderly Sissi and Franz sat on the park bench, such a short distance, the snow fell, and the two passed by in an environment that should have relied on each other to keep warm, and there was no entanglement again, is this kind of husband and wife really going to be repeated today?
Wei Zifan didn't have time to say anything, the woman in red came over, she looked at Wei Dongyi defensively, and asked Wei Zifan, "Old Wei, who is she?" ”
Wei Zifan ignored her, his hand was raised in front of Wei Dongyi's shoulder, and the sturdy left hand seemed to be forceful, and it slapped Wei Dongyi's body, which was not as strong as the snowflakes falling, "You take good care of yourself." ”
For the first time, probably and for the last time, the man faced his daughter with a normal attitude, and that sentence seemed to drain all his strength, he lowered his hand, sighed deeply, and strode forward under the gaze of the two women, without looking back once from beginning to end.
Wei Zifan's words lifted the vigilance of the woman in red against Wei Dongyi, she took a few steps forward, as if she had thought of something, turned around again, and smiled charmingly at Wei Dongyi, "I remember, you are Wei Dongyi, when you were in college, I saw you once, and he will be taken care of by me in the future, don't worry." ”
After finishing speaking, she didn't wait for Wei Dongyi's answer, and trotted in the direction where Wei Zifan was walking.
Wei Dongyi watched them leave, she felt that she had entered a different time and space, there was a cheating father, a critically ill mother, and a wonder woman who silently helped her take care of her family behind her back, the heroine was not Yong Qingfan, but besides Yong Qingfan, who else could have such a great ability to help Wei Zifan solve the problems above?
Wei Zifan didn't give her this answer, she could only find a chance to ask her mother.
Mrs. Wei's ward was on the thirteenth floor, Wei Dongyi bought a bouquet of carnations downstairs, she sat outside the ward with flowers in her hand for a while, hesitating to go in, Aunt Lin's voice flickered near and far inside, but her mother's voice was not heard.
Wei Dongyi stood up and was about to knock on the door, her hand stayed on the door for a while, and finally slowly fell, she threw the carnation on the chair, and then left the hospital with a blank face.
Wei Zifan didn't dare to see her mother, how dare Wei Dongyi, that kind and beautiful woman, dedicated her life to her family, as a result, her daughter ran away from home, her husband was looking for a new love, Wei Zifan married her back then, and took a fancy to her family background and beauty, in countless nights, she held the young Wei Dongyi and hid at the foot of the bed, watching the drunk Wei Zifan pump, take out the belt, and pump it to them fiercely, she cried, Wei Dongyi didn't cry, Wei Dongyi was a sensible child when she was young, Wei's mother always thought so, So later, Wei Dongyi wandered outside for so many years, and Wei's mother didn't really look for her, because she knew her daughter and she loved her husband.
Today, this woman has lost them at the same time.
Xiamen, you have witnessed so much love germination, you have witnessed so much warmth and harmony, why can't you give some love to this poor woman? Wei Dongyi closed her eyes, she was lying in the taxi, her heart was empty, the inexplicable depression made her feel tired, the car passed through a tunnel and came to a blue sea, Wei Dongyi checked out and got off, bought a ticket for the cruise ship, and looked at the island in front of her in a daze.
There were couples standing next to her taking pictures, their green faces were more shy, Wei Dongyi walked to the corner and made a bigger space for them, she held the mobile phone, wanted to call Yong Qingfan, put the mobile phone down, and thought about it for a long time.
It seems that as soon as people grow up, they will not be able to confess their feelings more and more, family affection is, friendship is, love is also, in this vast sea of people, it is not easy to meet, it is not easy to love, and it is even more difficult to get along, but some people don't understand, but they have to hold on, but can the hard support relationship last? Wei Dongyi was at a loss in her heart, she was not a fool, she knew that Yong Qingfan's feelings for her were not pure, and she also knew that Yong Qingfan did not love her as much as she said before, Wei Zifan's feelings lasted for more than 30 years, and finally failed, 30 years, how many people can gamble once in 30 years?
"Where are you?" Wei Dongyi still mustered up the courage and called Yong Qingfan, "When will you come back?" ”
"Baby misses me?" Yong Qingfan's voice was still not very serious, and she couldn't hear her true emotions in a smooth tone, "I went shopping with the tour guide and bought a few oil paintings, do you want anything?" I give it to you. ”
"No, you don't." The wind on the cruise ship was very strong, and Wei Dongyi's voice was very soft, "You have fun." ”
Hearing the wind, Yong Qingfan snorted lightly and asked rhetorically, "Baby, where are you?" ”
"I'm at sea."
"At sea?" Yong Qingfan's side was very quiet, probably indoors, "It's very windy today, come back, I'll take you there in two days." ”
"No need, I'm already on board."
"And you're back tonight?" After being silent for a few seconds, Yong Qingfan asked again, "Where are you?" ”
"I'm looking at the sea, the sea is beautiful, but I feel sad, I always feel that it should be the two of us standing here."
When the island arrived, Yong Qingfan didn't reply again, Wei Dongyi silently put away her mobile phone, and got off the boat with the crowd, she walked forward by herself and came to an empty and silent tunnel.
Even if a boat full of tourists had just gotten off, the tunnel was still empty, Wei Dongyi listened to his footsteps echoing in the tunnel, and continued to walk forward without saying a word.