33. Extra
The soot is blown up by the breeze, and the person who still retains the traditional way of paying tribute spills a glass of wine in front of the tombstone.
"Wishing you in heaven and meeting your love."
Low blessings and prayers are blown away by the wind.
The funeral was followed by an auction, in which all his belongings were auctioned off according to the deceased's wishes, and the proceeds were donated to the Idealism Charity Foundation.
A diary was auctioned for a sky-high price of 200 million, but the winner decided to make the contents public.
"Anyone wants to know the memory of the times."
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January 16, 1999 was sunny
I still haven't been able to get rid of the shadow of the past, especially after Huang Sifan made it clear that he hated me.
If I can't survive in the entertainment industry, then what will I take revenge on, and what will I use to fulfill my long-cherished wish? I'm running out of chips.
The longer I stay in the entertainment industry, the more bored I become, there are no permanent friends here, and even the people who keep saying that they love are hypocritical, and their bodies are full of crazy pursuit of fame and fortune.
Oh, who am I to say about others? Didn't I myself take on a lot of films that didn't care at all for profit? Am I not trying to chase the actress for fame?
In this circle, there are less and more pure feelings.
・・・・・・ maybe there is such a person.
It was cloudy on 3 February 1999
I thought I could be indifferent to life, but I was wrong, and I was so scared when I faced death again that I even forgot about it completely.
I imagined a hundred blood spray trajectories in my mind, simulated countless physical pains, and I couldn't face them calmly.
At that time, I thought a lot, probably thinking that if I could survive, I must cherish life.
Then she saved me. I didn't know she was so good.
I don't know if it was the near-death situation that made me feel negative, and I began to doubt her.
What is the purpose of her faintly approaching me?
July 2003: Since then, she has given me a new lease of life. And I rejected my subconscious dependence on her and turned a blind eye to her for the short time I spent with her.
Light rain on 3 June 1999
The boring days of the new crew are coming to an end, and I only now realize that I am so wolf without her protection.
I started to miss that crew and miss her.
See what I wrote? Are you crazy? Why write such words?
Wei has already interfered with me, and in order to divert the public's attention from the scandal between us, I actually chose the most stupid way to expose Qi Ren. In this world, you can only rely on yourself.
I can use a qiē, and after fulfilling my long-cherished wish, I will be truly liberated, and from then on, the sky will be high and the clouds will not return.
July 27, 1999 was sunny
I've been filming with her for a long time, and I've always thought that I could get into the drama and be able to play it.
I saw that her love made a person who didn't care about anything become so, like a person.
I never seemed to say to her that my freshman, had been learning to imitate her. Now that my example has stepped down from the altar, I am angry with her, even though she is not wrong. Disappointment?
But there is a feeling stronger than disappointment.
I'm jumping.
Maybe I'm already in the play, she's a gambler. gambled everything he had, just to lure me into the play.
I can't let her win. Her infatuation is really good to use as a stepping stone for me.
Shaded on 31 December 1999 (supplemented in March 2000)
I almost went crazy.
My long-cherished wish is to make a fool of myself, I just want to be at the top of this circle, to be with her in the name of the word, so that everyone thinks we are a good match.
And now, she's gone.
I'm missing my whole world.
Overnight, everything changed.
She and the killer died together, Huang Sifan fell from the fifth floor in the early hours of the morning and died on the spot, Meng Yimeng was found by the police to find evidence, it seems to be a suicide with hatred, Yang Xin left with a heart attack, the bodies of Yuan Yiyi's two sisters were found in the toilet, the police thought they were fighting each other, and they died together.
This is a big case, the officer said lightly. The Film Awards have been suspended. They're all outsiders, and if they don't lose anything, they'll never understand why I'm dead.
Overnight, my life was turned upside down, and the people and things I knew turned to dust, leaving a handful of ashes in the fire. I'll be a handful of ashes from now on.
At that time, no one owes anyone.
Now, please allow me to still have resentment, resentment and dreams, I don't know the reason, but I don't need a reason, what is the use of words when people are gone? Allow me to still look forward to the day when I think of you when I think of you, or to whom will I speak those sweet words that I have prepared?
I thought about going with you, but I know you won't. In the last scene of "The Fugitive", you whispered to me during the shooting: "Live." "I hear you.
I finally knew why I was so unsure if I was in the play, because "The Fugitive" was us.
The fugitives left early, and the police lived in peace.
I will follow the script and go for the rest of my life.
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"Jiang Xin, at the age of 101, is a representative work of "Different Idol Drama" and "Fugitive".
Wei Shengqing, at the age of 20, is a representative work such as "Fugitives". In 2000, the 100th Film Awards reissued the actress trophy for Wei Shengqing. ”
"In the history of cinema, "The Fugitive" is an insurmountable classic, not only because the quality of the film reached the limit at that time, but also because the legendary experiences of the two heroines overlapped with the movie."
"In the minds of fans, there has always been a happy ending to live. The policeman is old, dead, and permanently with the fugitive in Heaven, there is no misunderstanding, no aggressive reality, no force majeure force to force two people apart. In the movie, the fugitive said three words to the police when he died, without subtitles, and many people speculated that it was 'I love you', but in Jiang Xin's diary, we uncovered this sentence——"
"Live."
"Now let's review this film again, review the memories of an era, see off Jiang Xin's soul, and sing the wedding march for Jiang Xin and Wei Shengqing's soul."
Fugitives are initially disdainful of the police, who are full of justice, but they are too stupid, so this justice will become a sharp edge for harm. If you cut others, you will eventually hurt yourself.
But then the fugitive found out that the police were different, they had been through a lot, the police were tenacious and never gave up, and she was not as stupid as she thought.
When he was locked up, the fugitive's heart was very happy, and if he had been with the police in the last hours of his life, he would have no regrets.
The fugitive is not very afraid of death, but she has not seen enough of the world, so she does not want to be caught and bear the charge of not owning, and the fugitive does not care much about this kind of pursuit, she has a keen sense of smell and can always escape before the police find her.
But now she's willing to give up her life for a few hours with a police officer, and the world she hasn't seen yet.
The fugitive knows that she is in love with the police.
She didn't want to admit it.
But the past trip and the current silence cleared her mind, and the fugitive told the police that she wanted to prove her innocence.
The police don't believe it, she thinks she's being dragged down by this fugitive, so it's ironic. The fugitive just smiled at her.
It was gentleness that a fugitive had never had.
"I've been to a lot of places, I've met a lot of people, and I've loved them. But only for you, I fell in love with my own identity. ――Aren't you very clear about my own identity? I'm a fugitive. The day is precarious, so you can ignore a lot of things and enjoy it now. ”
It was the most beautiful love story the police had ever heard. But at that time, the police just coldly reprimanded her, a fugitive, who was not qualified to love someone.
The fugitive smiled slightly wryly, more calmly.
The fugitive is determined to prove her innocence, and for nothing else, she wants the police to know, and she wants others to know that the person the police like is not a real villain. The fugitive is very smart, and the police do not dare to face his heart, but the fugitive sees it clearly.
There's nothing more painful than being in love but not being together, and that pain can make a fugitive pay a little to smooth it out.
But the reality will never be an idol drama, and it is impossible for a person, a person who has been placed on a criminal charge, to bring down several intricate and huge groups.
Many people know the truth of the facts, but they will rot it in their stomachs and become carrion that they cannot rip off, and they will suffer from it for the rest of their lives.
In comparison, the police seem to be lucky.
At least she knew that the person she loved was not a vicious bad person, and at least, after that person left, she used the courage she left behind to live this life.
When the fugitive blocked the shot for her, the police hugged her, tears blurring the whole world.
The fugitive sued her: "Live." ”
It was the only thing she could do for the fugitive, who wouldn't want to see their beloved end there.
The policeman resigned and lived in the countryside, which is the hometown of the fugitive, and there will be people who talk about the fugitive's childhood and praise her. There will also be people who will scold her and call her cruel, and the police will walk away silently at this time, as long as she knows that the fugitive is innocent, and the fugitive only needs her trust and love.
The policeman lived for a long time, and her pleasure was only left to write a diary, writing about her and the fugitives, and then taking them out to read at some lazy time.
The policeman was unmarried, had no children, and often donated money to the welfare home, and when she died, she gave all her qiē to the welfare home, and she wanted to go to heaven to see the fugitives in a refreshing way.
And then together, together forever.
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"What if the fugitives go to hell?" The child asked, she still didn't know what □□ was, but she couldn't help but leave tears.
The parents were stunned, if the fugitive went to hell, "the police will definitely follow." ”
"And what if the fugitive has already been reincarnated?"
"Ah, even if you are reincarnated, there will always be a lifetime together."
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April 27, 2080 Sunny
It's a pity that meeting you has spentall the luck of my life.
There was an omission in my acting skills that I have always regretted.
The police shouldn't cry, and when their hearts really hurt to death, they can't even cry.