114.§§114 One thought is attached
The school's auditorium was packed.
This week is graduation week for seniors in all departments.
Considering the interaction between departments, the school does not arrange the graduation ceremonies of each department on one day, but staggers each other, and can see each other off.
Today, it is the graduation ceremony of the software department.
Not only the students of the software department, but also the younger students of other departments also came, and they knew that today was the day of Han Jiayu's graduation, and they would really not see each other in the future.
Xinyi and her roommate arrived early, but chose a very backward position. Here, from the stage, they are not visible at all.
This is exactly what Xinyi wants, she came today, just to see him off from afar, and she didn't want to be discovered by him.
While waiting for the ceremony to begin, the classmates chatted and laughed casually, but she was the only one who leaned back in her chair in a daze, and the three friends looked at her worriedly, not knowing where her empty eyes were looking and what was going on in her mind.
Time flowed constantly, but the time that belonged to her completely stopped on that rainy day.
Now she is not an exaggeration to say that she is a walking corpse.
Since the beginning, the speakers in the auditorium have been playing a Japanese song on a loop, which has aroused the interest of many students. Usually, while waiting for the ceremony to start, the staff will play some soothing piano music or welcome song to set the mood of the scene, and other departments also play music at the graduation ceremony, but they are all welcome songs, and only the software department gets special treatment.
This "special" is a bit strange, how could the head of the department allow Japanese songs to be played?
Now there is a function of "listening to music and recognizing music" in the mobile phone software, so everyone has taken out their mobile phones to check this song. Yama Dema 's そばにいるね (by your side), when the trio saw the lyrics displayed on the app, they finally understood the purpose of putting this song.
"Xinyi." Sister YY looked at her, "This song was played to you by Senior Han." ”
In this school, apart from Han Jiayu, who else has the ability to make the school put a designated repertoire at the graduation ceremony?
The three words "Senior Han" made Xinyi's time when it had stopped flowing start again. Sister YY didn't let go of the wavering in her eyes, and read it to her word by word according to the translation on her mobile phone.
Your thing
I'm still thinking about it
No matter how time passes
I'm still with you, baby
Even if they are separated
In my heart, we've always been together
But I still feel lonely
So, come back soon, baby
I'm right here
Going anywhere, just waiting for you
You know I love you
So don't worry
No matter how far away
This mood will not change
Do you understand what you want to say?
I'm waiting for you right here
……
“…… Don't read it......"
Xinyi covered her ears in pain, tears already soaking her front placket. The dormitory headmaster sitting next to her put his arms around her emaciated body and comforted her.
The lyrics of this song are exactly what Jiayu wants to say to her, but those sentences are like the fangs of a poisonous snake to her, and the venom spreads and erodes her heart.
He was waiting for her, but the moment her psychic eye failed, there was no recovery between them.
Remorse, sorrow, helplessness.
God, why did you let her meet Jiayu? Why should she suffer such pain?
All the feelings have become a mess, and she forced herself not to think about him, not to think about him, not to think about him, but under the catalysis of this constantly circulating song, the bits and pieces of being with him came to mind like a rewind.
“…… Please...... Don't read it anymore......"
Sister YY wanted to say something, but the dormitory director stopped her and shook her head.
Xinyi is also in pain, don't force her.
Fortunately, the music that disturbed Xinyi's senses stopped at this time, and the head of the department announced that the graduation ceremony had begun.
The seniors walked onto the stage one by one, and Xinyi was finally willing to raise her head and look at those figures stupidly, wanting to find her Jiayu in those crowds, and then look at him for the last time.
Soon it was Jiayu's turn to be in Jiayu's class, and Xinyi watched Wen Hui, Yang Yang, and Jiayu's classmates walk onto the stage one by one in their degree gowns and receive their academic degree certificates from the school leaders.
There is no figure of Jiayu.
The leader seemed to be waiting for Jiayu, but after waiting for a while, he still didn't see his figure. There was no way, so the leader had to put Jiayu's certificate back on the podium first, and let the students in the next class come up to receive the certificate.
"What's going on?" The auditorium began to agitate.
At this moment, the door of the auditorium opened, the light spread straight along the aisle, and a slender figure slowly walked in. With his footsteps, the auditorium gradually became quiet.
The awards on stage continued, but most of the audience had turned their attention to this man.
He stopped in front of Xinyi's seat, leaned down slightly, and looked at her.
A light shot straight down overhead, and his pale face looked like a dead man in the light.
Jiayu appeared in front of her without warning. She missed him when she didn't see him, but when he was so close to her, she was scared again.
She tried to lower her head to avoid it, but he held her chin and was forced to look at him.
"Why don't you want to see me?"
His voice sounded steady, but full of sternness.
"If you want to sentence me to death, you must give me a reason."
Reason......
Jiayu was wearing casual clothes instead of a degree gown, and it seemed that if he didn't make his words clear today, he wouldn't even be ready to get his graduation certificate.
Xin Yi knew him too well, so she had to say, "...... You finish the graduation ceremony first, our business, and we'll talk about it later......"
"Say it now."
His chin was held by him and couldn't move, Xinyi had to take her eyes off him and say duplicitously: "I haven't loved you." Is this reason enough? ”
"Then look at me and say."
It's true that it works better to watch him say it, but ...... She couldn't.
At this time, the sound of electricity broke through the air, followed by the slightly annoyed voice of the head of the department: "Han Jiayu! What are you doing down there? Why don't you hurry up and change your clothes and come up and get your graduation certificate? Do you still want to graduate? ”
For a while, all the eyes in the auditorium were focused on the two of them, and her back hurt, and he finally met Jiayu's gaze, and his tone was full of pleading: "Jiayu, I promised to have a good talk with you later, now you go and get your graduation certificate first, okay?" ”
Jiayu looked at her, suddenly bent down and hugged her horizontally, and just carried her out of the auditorium regardless of it.
This is not his usual at all!
The more she struggled, the more he tightened his strength. She wanted to scream, but when she met his eyes, she stopped.
Those eyes, almost blazing pain, had endured for so long, and finally erupted at this moment.
He carried her to a quiet place, and made sure that no one disturbed her, and then put her down, but did not give her a chance to escape, and pushed her against the wall, holding her arms firmly in the way of her escape.
"Didn't you say you didn't love me? Okay, then push me away with all your might, then hit me. ”
With that, he covered her lips and kissed eagerly, not possessively, but as a confirmation that she belonged to him from head to toe. Jiayu hadn't kissed her for a long time, her lips ignited his gloomy heart, and his body heated up all of a sudden, she didn't know how much he longed for her and missed her! The kiss deepened, and his body leaned over as if gears were biting, all of which did not fit her perfectly.
The cold walls pressed against her back, but the front was covered by a volcanic scorching heat, which warmed her cold heart little by little, and her body was the most honest, eager to prove with her actions how much she wanted him and needed him.
The arms unconsciously wrapped around him, the tongue couldn't help but entangle with him, and at this moment, the ice wall she had built finally collapsed.
Jiayu ...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
In between the kisses, she cried and apologized, Jiayu stopped asking for her, gently wiped her tears with her hand, and then held her head tightly into his arms.
"You love me."
She cried so hard that guilt flooded her nerves, and she hugged him tightly, not knowing how to express it except to cry out loud.
Jiayu finally smiled, stroking her back like coaxing a child who had done something wrong. He heard her say in his heart: Of course I love you.
After a while, her love calmed down slightly, and her howl turned into a sob, and he soothed and said softly: "Why did you say break up?" ”
"My psychic eye is gone...... I'm not qualified to be your wife, so ......"
The hand caressing her back paused, and then, he straightened her so that she looked at himself: "When did I say that only a woman with psychic eyes can be my wife?" ”
"But...... Your family's ancestral teachings...... Your mother, she ......"
He sighed, "Are you marrying me, or are you marrying my mother?" ”
Xinyi was stunned, "But, but ......"
"I thought that you would leave me, it was Ouyang Jinyu who was threatening you with the future of your parents."
After investigation, Wu's father was promoted, and the landlord suddenly waived a lot of rent for the shop leased by Wu's mother's hotel not long ago. - This should all be done by Ouyang Jinyu.
"Me, my parents?" Xinyi became nervous, "What did he do to my parents?" ”
Doesn't she know? Could it be that Ouyang Jinyu or the Wu family didn't sue her? Or did the Wu family think that this was the help of the Han family?
"He didn't do anything, I guessed. Because I can't think of a reason why you'd leave me. ”…… Since she doesn't know, don't let her know about it ever. He didn't want Xinyi to have a good impression of Ouyang Jinyu. "The psychic eye is failing, why don't you tell me?"
"I don't have the face to see you......" She lowered her head, and was repeatedly questioned by him, but she still told him honestly what had happened.
After hearing this, Jiayu touched her head: "Fool." You have me, why do you have to carry this alone? ”
She choked in her throat and couldn't speak.
At this time, Jiayu's mobile phone rang, and as soon as he picked it up, he heard the head of the department scolding with his head and face: "Han Jiayu! Don't want a diploma anymore? ”
"Director, I have very important things to solve right now."
"What do I care about you! If you don't see you in 10 minutes, you won't want to graduate in your life! After saying that, he hung up the phone.
Jiayu sighed.
Xinyi hurriedly persuaded: "Jiayu, go and get your graduation certificate first." ”
He squeezed her hand, "You come with me." ”
Still afraid that she would run away.
On the stage of the auditorium, the representative of the graduates was giving a speech, and the head of the department called them to the back of the stage, and stared angrily at Jiayu, who was supposed to be speaking on the stage as a representative at this time, and stared for a while before asking: "Did the two quarrel?" ”
Xinyi has always been afraid of the head of the department, hiding behind Jiayu and not daring to show her head. If Jiayu hadn't held her hand and never let go, she would have hid a long time ago. Jiayu looked at the head of the department and nodded lightly.
"Hmph, it's so noisy that you don't even want a graduation certificate?" The head of the department threw the certificate he was holding in his hand on Jiayu, "Here you go!" ”
Jiayu took it and sincerely apologized: "I've caused trouble to you and the school leaders." ”
No matter how you say that Hongyu is also a sponsor, he didn't have any demerits from the school leaders just now, and the head of the department meant it.
"When two people quarrel, they quarrel at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed."
"Yes, students are taught."
He did not participate in a series of activities held by the school for graduates, but dragged Xinyi to hurry home to "end the bed".