"What I want, no one can stop me......" Song Yanzhu chewed this sentence repeatedly, and at the end, he sat on a chair and supported his head, wanting to laugh but couldn't laugh.

That year, she learned that she was going to marry Tao Moyan, and she was happy before she got married, but after she got married, she realized how twisted his temper was. What he doesn't want, it's futile to shoehorn into him. So, from beginning to end, he treated her as a passerby. Because of his upbringing, he probably thought of her as a roommate who lived under the same roof at best.

She thought she could get close to him. But it wasn't until now that she realized that she didn't know the man she had in mind in her previous life.

In the past, she followed him in a posture of looking up, she thought that he had always been gentle and elegant, but in just a few days of getting along, she saw him from another angle. It's not always polite, gentle and mellow, but it's also scoundrel, coquettish, and ......

Such domineering.

He is also a young man of flesh and blood, and occasionally, with a tender side......

Yes, he also has a tender side, just never for her! In the last life, those tenderness were never for her!

Who is that for? Zhao Silian?

She suddenly remembered the scene of the two of them hugging each other and sleeping under the red candle tent, she slapped him angrily, and he said coldly-

"Song Yanzhu, you shrew!"

Rebirth can't erase everything, all the memories are turned out, and they are still as fresh as yesterday.

A burst of pain struck, Song Yanzhu sat down indifferently, put the letter on the candle, the flame licked the letter, burned the edge of the letter, and became charred little by little, Tao Moyan's strokes disappeared into the flames, along with all the tenderness and sweetness of his side.

It wasn't until the fire was about to burn his fingers that Song Yanzhu threw the letter on the ground.

The early summer was late, and when she entered the door, Song Yanzhu was sitting in a daze, her expression was wooden and heavy, with a pen and ink in front of her, she was holding the pen and didn't write it down for a long time.

In early summer, I brought in a bowl of tofu flowers, and only some mint honey water was poured on the tender tofu flowers, and I looked white and chubby. The bowl is still a coarse porcelain bowl, commonly used by people who set up stalls on the roadside.

Chu Xia walked in tremblingly, put it on the table, and said to Song Yanzhu: "Second Miss, who is this angry about?" ”

Song Yanzhu didn't know where to start for a while, but when he saw the tofu flower, he said "Huh" and asked, "Where did this come from?" ”

Chu Xia shook his head and said: "I just met the sixth young master on the road, and his face is not very good, so he gave me this bowl of things with a black face, saying that it was bought for you, so that you can drink it while it is hot, and it will not taste good when it is cold." ”

Song Yanzhu was stunned for a moment, and remembered that he had said to Zhao Rong before that he wanted to go to the town and drink a bowl of tofu flowers ground by Xi Shi, the most famous tofu here. After the result came, she forgot about it, but Zhao Rong remembered.

Song Yanzhu's heart warmed, scooped a spoonful of tofu flowers into his mouth, and melted in his mouth, which was a faint fragrance of tofu. All the depression just now suddenly became unimportant, and his mood became much more ironed.

Chu Xia said: "I see that the sixth young master went out from the direction of your house, aren't you in the house?" Why didn't he give it to you personally? ”

Song Yanzhu felt a hint of strangeness rise in his heart, and he said "um" in his mouth, but his eyes drifted out of the door, and after a while, he patted the two things on the table that were intact, and instructed Chu Xia: "Take a piece of cloth and wrap these two things, and find an opportunity for Master Tao." ”

In early summer, I looked at the pen and ink on the table, and asked, "Do you need a slave to bring a letter or a sentence?" ”

"No, you just pay him back." Song Yanzhu said coolly.

At that moment, Zhao Rong walked outside the Zhuangzi alone, slipped to the river alone, and was depressed in his heart, and couldn't help but raise his hand and pat his mouth, sighing: "I only think about eating all day long!" Why are you so unsweet-minded! ”

Looking at the sky for a while, I couldn't help but lament that I was stupid: if people want to send it, they will send it homemade! Unique! Hairpin! Child!

He? One! Bowl! Beans! Rot! Flower!

Defeated!

No wonder a group of his brothers have a group of children at his age, complaining about him and not opening up!

"Hey." Zhao Rong let out a long sigh, "Demon barrier." ”

For two days in a row, Song Yanzhu received letters from the Jin family, urging her and Song Heqing to return home as soon as possible. Zhao Rong saw that he couldn't keep her, so he simply packed up his things and went back with her. Seeing this, Zhu Jingwen pestered Zhu Jue to return to Jianzhou together.

When they came, there were four, but when they returned, there were many more. Song Yanzhu and Zhu Qi were in a carriage alone, Tao Moyan and Zhao Rong were riding horses, and one person was carrying a child.

There was a pavilion halfway through, Zhao Rong called everyone to stop and rest, Song Yanzhu and Zhu Jue got off the carriage, Tao Moyan took Zhu Jingwen to tease the horse on the side, and Zhao Rong took Song Heqing to pick wild fruits.

In early summer, he moved neatly, and after getting out of the carriage for a while, he put a pair of pastries and tea fruits on the table. Song Yanzhu stood beside Zhu Jue and said softly, "My lord, please use some pastries." ”

Zhu Jue picked up a piece of cloud cake and ate two bites, nodding slightly. put down the pastry and looked up to call Song Yanzhu: "You don't have to be too formal when you go out, you can sit down too." ”

Song Yanzhu excused himself, and then sat down. Zhu Jue has read countless people in her life, and after only two or three contacts with Song Yanzhu, she felt that this girl was very good and knowledgeable, and she always heard beautiful words about her in Zhu Jingwen's mouth these days. Zhu Jue turned his head to look at his grandson, he was standing beside Tao Moyan, one big and one young, both with the same modest smile on their faces.

Zhu Jue said: "Mo Yan has always been cautious in his words and deeds, and he has always only discussed with me the way of learning in front of me, regardless of the rights and wrongs of others. On that day, he hesitated in front of me for a long time, asking if I could take in another disciple. He retracted his gaze, looked at Song Yanzhu and said, "I guess, the person he said is Brother He'er?" ”

Song Yanzhu was stunned, Zhu Jue had a clear smile on his face, and the wind blew on his face, which was indescribably comfortable, he stretched out his hand and stroked his beard and looked into the distance, on one side was Zhao Rong who was gone, and on the other side was Tao Moyan who happened to look over. The tip of the nose is filled with the aromatic fragrance of spring flowers after blooming, with vigorous vitality and unconcealable spring.

Song Yanzhu looked at Zhu Jue's line of sight, and happened to meet Tao Moyan's eyes.

In the early summer of that day, Tao Moyan returned the things, and Tao Moyan didn't move at all. Song Yanzhu finally breathed a sigh of relief.

At that moment, Tao Moyan looked at Song Yanzhu unabashedly, a faint smile curved out of his mouth, and when he saw Song Yanzhu frowning in annoyance, he was not annoyed, and withdrew his gaze lightly.

Zhu Jingwen, who was beside him, said in a low voice: "I sneaked into your room that day, and I saw a Meilantu on your desk, and it was your money, although the Meilantu was different from Sister Song's idea and composition, but the charm was very similar...... Sister Song's painting, it can't be painted by you, right? ”

Tao Mo was noncommittal, stretched out his hand to smooth the horse's mane, and took a handful of grass to feed the horse.

Zhu Jingwen snorted, turned his head and said lightly: "I heard my grandfather say that you have excellent painting skills and never forget, but all the paintings you have seen can be imitated and □□ similar." Don't worry, I won't expose you, you and I are on Heqing's side, and I like Sister Song very much...... However, my grandfather, who was as shrewd as a fox, may have noticed it a long time ago...... Don't worry, even without you, I can get my grandfather to promise to accept Heqing, my grandfather loves me, and he can agree to whatever I say. ”

After speaking, he raised his head quite arrogantly.

Tao Moyan couldn't help but smile when he heard him say, "I like Sister Song very much, too."

The carriage entered Jianzhou, and everyone went their separate ways. Song Yanzhu asked Song Heqing to get into the carriage, and he wanted to say goodbye to Zhao Rong at the gate of the city. Tao Moyan and Zhao Rong seemed to have said yes, and insisted on sending the new junior brother home. Song Heqing was flattered, and looked at Song Yanzhu, whose face was like frost, and was suddenly silent.

Speechless all the way. When he was about to arrive at the gate of the Song Mansion, Song Heqing straightened his neck and went to the carriage, and said to Song Yanzhu: "Sister, I don't think something is right?" My mother said in the letter that she missed us, and when we came back, she would come to pick us up...... But when I looked, there were two gatekeepers standing at the door. ”

Song Yanzhu lifted the curtain and looked out, and couldn't help frowning: the two porters at the door showed anxious expressions on their faces, and they were lowering their heads and talking to each other.

Zhao Rong drove forward and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Song Heqing shook his head and said, "I always feel that something is wrong...... ......As soon as the words fell, Song Heqing's eyes suddenly lit up, and he said to Song Yanzhu: "Second sister, look, who is that!" ”

Song Yanzhu looked up, and suddenly he was overjoyed. I saw a person slowly walking out from the door of the Song Mansion, who came with a rich and elegant look, a lofty atmosphere, and a shallow smile on his lips.

"Hurry, stop now!" Song Heqing shouted again and again. Without waiting for the carriage to stop, he jumped down from the carriage with a cheer, rushed to the man in three steps and two steps, hugged his legs, and said, "Big brother, you are back." I miss you! ”

Song Yanzhu looked straight ahead, and saw Song Chengqing bowing his head with a smile, touching Song Heqing's head, and Wen Yan smiled: "I have grown a lot taller, but it is also dark." Where did you go to play with your second sister, I can't think about it. ”

raised his head, looked at Song Yanzhu, and said with a bit of ridicule and doting, "I haven't seen you for a while, why did my sister become stupid?" Aren't big brothers welcome back? ”

Song Yanzhu didn't know why, he only felt sour in his heart, tears welled up in his eyes, and he couldn't speak for a long time. In early summer, she helped her get out of the carriage, she walked quickly to Song Chengqing, and before the words came out, she choked up first, and muttered: "Big brother......"

That year, when he learned that Song Yanzhu was going to be rationed to Tao Moyan, Song Chengqing tried his best to dissuade him, and he persuaded the Jin family to let Song Yanzhu marry an ordinary family with a solid family and live a stable life. At that time, she blamed Song Chengqing for being troublesome, and she also resented Song Chengqing, and was reluctant to see her for a long time.

The day before the wedding, Song Chengqing appeared outside her house and asked her through the curtain: "Is my sister happy?" Seeing Song Yanzhu nodded, Song Chengqing smiled: "It's good if you're happy." ”

So far, she has never seen Song Chengqing again.

In the second year of marrying Tao Moyan, Song Chengqing went to the Western Regions with a caravan to trade, suddenly contracted a disease, and finally buried his bones in the yellow sand and died in a foreign land. When the news came back, Song Yanzhu sat alone in the house for three days and three nights, and remembered in a trance that when she was very young, Song Chengqing, who was six years older than her, took her around to play, she was in trouble, he covered it up for her, punished for her, if she was in trouble, the first person who stood in front of her would always be him.

It is said that the eldest brother is like a father, her father is ridiculous, and his brother is ten thousand times better than her father in her eyes. But such a good man left forever in his best years.

When we meet again, it's a lifetime away.

Song Yanzhu choked back tears and held Song Chengqing's hand and refused to let go, Song Chengqing was stunned, and laughed loudly: "You girl, I haven't been in Beijing for a few months, and I don't have to be happy to be like this when you see me." Such a big girl, why are tears so worthless, just drop them? ”

Song Yanzhu choked and covered his face with a handkerchief, and Song Chengqing said in a low voice: "I heard from my mother, I haven't been at home for the past few months, and I have all suffered great grievances from you...... Yan'er, you did a good job, big brother is very proud of you. If you have any grievances, go back to the house, and tell me carefully, you are not allowed to cry...... I don't have to think that I'm going to bully you as soon as I get back. ”

Song Chengqing said, quietly blocking Song Yanzhu.

Zhao Rong and Song Chengqing played together when they were young, Tao Moyan and Song Chengqing also had several faces, and when they saw that it was him, they both dismounted. Song Chengqing returned the salute one by one, his eyes fell on Zhao Rong, and he said with a solemn expression: "Zhao Rong, you should hurry back to the house." My aunt...... That is, your second aunt, who died half a month ago because of dystocia. ”