Because of my guilty finger, I couldn't quarrel with Yu Tian for the first time, and he explained to me afterwards that he promised not to care about other people's affairs, but my pessimism and inferiority complex did not decrease by half a point, and I don't like to touch his mobile phone anymore.

Such a love xù, Yu Tian also has. Sometimes I feel like we're two people who are very similar in our bones, deeply in love and insecure. I understand that in this lukewarm relationship, in fact, if there is further development, maybe we can go back to the sweetness of a few days ago, and this further is actually a matter of rolling the sheets.

It's a bit vulgar, but we're vulgar.

In Yu Tian's view, he will only feel more secure if something happens to us, but I regard refusal to happen as the last layer of protection for myself. In the past few days when my finger was injured, he has also tempted and joked, but every time I get to the last step, I still can't. Over time, he gave up, not even like he was in bed with me every day for a long time like before, he put more time on work, and didn't let me cook and do housework anymore, he ordered takeout every day, and the two of us ate face to face, which seemed quite pleasant on the surface, and he continued to busy him after eating, and I was reading romance novels on the side.

Seeing the sad spring and autumn, Yu Tian occasionally noticed that he would come over to coax me, and his tone was soft. Then he walked away, and I continued to grieve.

I know that Yu Tian is really busy, if it weren't for waiting for my fingers to fully recover, he would have returned to the company, and his care for me was not perfunctory at all, and I knew better than anyone else that kind of real love.

But my mood is getting worse day by day.

I know what it's like to fall in love with someone, but I don't know how to love him, I understand the term love, but I don't seem to be in love. Sometimes I wonder if Yu Tian is always so busy, what he needs by his side is just a puppet that can talk, walk and laugh, talk when he is bored, tease him when he is in a good mood, and what else can he do at night. Preferably, the doll has a switch, and when you are not happy to see her, you turn it off and lock it in the cupboard.

You just can't give it to others.

So, the day after the gauze on my finger was removed, I stopped going to the small house for the rest of the day, and he began to return to the office. Of course, I was a big idler who didn't have to go to work, and I started to stay at home all day, and I went shopping with Junko and bought a big bag of snacks.

Junko asked me if I had something on my mind, and I said no. The matter between me and Yu Tian is just an underground affair for the time being, and I don't let him make it public, just like everyone was more worried when I was just pregnant, I was always afraid that this matter would be yellow as soon as it was said.

I don't know why Junko has to have a child at such a young age, and I've heard people say that children are also used to maintain the relationship between two people. Also, at the beginning, a couple who didn't understand anything held hands when they quarreled for the first time, hugged them the second time, kissed them on the mouth the third time, and then rolled the sheets, and every time they felt a little sublimated.

Next, the skill of rolling sheets can be upgraded several times, and when the sheets can't roll new tricks, it's almost time to have a child. In the days to come, two people will raise a little ancestor, how can they have the energy to quarrel and break up.

Or for a lifetime, it can really be so improvised.

When I said this, Junzi glared at me with disdain, "What do you want!" ”

I want to spend the rest of the day. In the past two days, our contact has become very formulaic, three phone calls on time every day, distributed after breakfast and lunch, saying sweet love words, my heart is always empty, another alias for this kind of emptiness is called missing, I regret a little that I didn't go to him, and I couldn't wipe my face when I started Houhu.

After breaking up with Junko, I went home with my snacks and continued to date the disaster film, and since I kept myself at home, I had more opportunities to meet Lin Yue.

On this day, he left work early again, changed his slippers and sat directly next to me. I moved away, he followed, I moved again, and he continued to follow me. It wasn't until the two of us were about to stick together that I suddenly stood up, Lin Yue grabbed my arm, and I almost fell on top of him.

My bad mood was aroused again, "Are you finished!" ”

Lin Yue was not only not angry when I was troubled, but laughed a little. Seriously, I think his smile is so dark, he said, "Sixi, look, you're not happy." ”

This sentence caused me to be depressed for an afternoon, and another night, after dinner I refused to answer the phone for more than a day, I don't know why, when I was unhappy, I wanted to convey this love to him by the way.

These days, although it is not a cold war, but it makes me very uncomfortable, I even hope that I can quarrel with Yu Tian again, of course, this time I will not let myself be so unlucky to be injured, even if he pulls me to accompany him to roll the sheets after the quarrel, I will never resist.

I, figured it out.

Before going to bed, I decided to send a text message to Yu Tian, deleting and changing several lines, and finally leaving only four words.

"I miss you."

It took almost ten minutes for him to reply, and there was only one word of special defeat.

"Huh?"

I couldn't get angry, but I re-edited, "I miss you!" ”

"Then you come to me now."

Don't go! I must not go, why should I listen to him so much, I replied, "I am not going." ”

"Oh, then I'll sleep."

"Alas! You wait for me, half an hour. ”

I was in a hurry to get up and look for clothes after sending a text message, and then the phone rang, it was Yu Tian, I was in a hurry to answer, and as soon as the phone rang, I said, "You are not allowed to sleep, wait for me!" ”

Yu Tian couldn't help laughing over there, but he still let me hear it. I asked him what was wrong, and he said, "You look out the window." ”

I obediently walked over, and as soon as I lowered my head, Yu Tian was in front of me, although he was a few stories away, he looked up and smiled at me, and the street lights were dim, but I seemed to be able to see his face very clearly.

It's really good-looking, and I'm too, so I like it.

At that time, I had a very impulsive idea, I wanted to immediately throw myself into Yu Tian's arms, even in the form of jumping off the building. Fortunately, Yu Tian stopped me in advance.

He said on the phone, "Wait for me to change my clothes." ”

"Hmm." I whispered yes, so shy that I couldn't even look at it directly.

After another half minute, Yu Tian asked me to open the door, and then he hung up. I walked over softly, opened the door carefully, and as soon as the door opened, Yu Tian was directly pulled into his arms, hugging me, so tight that I couldn't breathe.

We went downstairs hand in hand, and I asked him why he was downstairs in my house.

Yu Tian pretended to be angry and said that he had been there for several days, and I never knew how to lower my head and look.

I asked him why.

He said very seriously. "I'm waiting for you."

When he said that, Yu Tian's eyes were very affectionate, he was waiting for me, and he was waiting for me silently when I was in a bad mood and didn't want to pay attention to him, and I thought I was tired of me.

I thought, if I hadn't been able to sue him that I missed him, or that Yu Tian would have waited so long, he was better at waiting than I was, and the only time he took the initiative was in exchange for disappointment and despair.

I suddenly felt very sorry for him, I sued Yu Tian, in fact, the boy he saw in Japan was my younger brother Si Chen, I didn't want to explain it clearly, it was my naivety to leave him with some sense of crisis, but I am reluctant now.

Yu Tian listened to me and just smiled, and he asked how to prove it.

I put it next to his ear and said a word. Well, it means that I'm going back with him today to do the thing that upgraded our love.

Yu Tian's initial answer was that he didn't want to force me, and then he agreed, which may be his nature as an adult man. Of course, there was more sweetness between us than ever before.

Together we went back to his small house, I went to take a shower first, then wrapped myself in the quilt and waited for him, he took a shower, and when he came out, he pressed directly on me. I raised my hand to turn off the light, still not used to being looked at by him like that.

When I was about to go to the last step, Yu Tian stopped, and he suddenly turned on the light, and I rubbed my eyes and looked at him a little bewildered.

He slowly lifted his fingers, and there was blood on them.

It wasn't even started yet, but soon we understood it together, and I couldn't help but laugh. Yu Tian pretended to be angry, "Okay, you deliberately lied to me!" ”

I laughed a lot, "I really didn't mean to. ”

I was eaten tofu several times by Yu Tian during the fight, and he suddenly got up to get dressed, and I was not too embarrassed to look at him. Before I left the house, I was asked to take a shower.

About ten minutes later, he came back with a pack of ABC.

That night we slept with each other in a tight hug, and at most we played kissing, and I could feel his restraint, and I could feel true love through that restraint.

I put my arm around his neck and said, "I'm going to learn to be confident and trust in you." ”

Yu Tian didn't say anything, just leaned over and chewed my mouth carefully, but I knew that he was thinking the same as me. And what I can't understand, and what I can't predict, is that after this failure to roll the sheets, there are more bumps in the road in front of me and Yu Tian, and if we miss this opportunity, he may be put into the bed by other girls.

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