Because he felt embarrassed in his heart, Xu Ziran stumbled in singing, but finally sang it, and in the last sentence, he laughed a little shyly.

Qiu Yurou glanced at Xu Ziran's expression, and couldn't help laughing with her.

Her eyes were still a little dry, and she still had the bitterness in her heart, but somewhere in her heart, a little bit of sweetness slowly oozed out.

She hadn't figured out why she was crying.

If it was just because Shen Feiyao said something excessive, then this was not the first time, and she should have gotten used to it.

However, at that moment, she suddenly couldn't bear it, and now that she thinks about it, maybe it's because this time it's in front of Xu Ziran.

In any case, she didn't want to be said like this in front of Xu Ziran.

Will Xu Ziran mind? What kind of person does Xu Ziran think she is?

Because of the panic in my heart, I had to hide in the room and calm my mind alone, is it too weak?

Her thoughts that were boiling in her heart gradually calmed down in Xu Ziran's singing.

Qiu Yurou smiled and applauded, saying, "You sing so well." ”

Xu Ziran felt that singing this song violated her reputation in the first life, so she changed the topic and said: "Eat the cake, eat it." ”

Qiu Yurou lowered her head and did not move.

Xu Ziran couldn't guess what Qiu Yurou was thinking at this time, so she had to sit beside her and look at the other party's face.

The flush on his face had not completely faded, and his eyelids drooped slightly, so his eyelashes covered his eyes, and it was difficult to find any clues from the changes in his eyes.

Xu Ziran thought: How could she treat Qiu Yurou as an ordinary shy girl at the beginning, the other party is simply talented in hiding her thoughts.

When thinking like this, Qiu Yurou finally spoke, she said, "Actually...... Actually, I have prepared a gift for you. ”

Xu Ziran was a little surprised: "Huh? ”

Qiu Yurou looked up at Xu Ziran and bit her lip: "But it's so childish, I can't figure out how I can prepare this." ”

Xu Ziran originally thought that it was unnecessary for Qiu Yurou to make up gifts for her, but now when she heard Qiu Yurou say this, she became curious: "What is it?" ”

Qiu Yurou seemed to struggle with her thoughts, and finally stood up and took out three small pieces of pink paper from the drawer.

She hesitantly handed it over, and finally said, "See for yourself." ”

Xu Ziran curiously took it and looked at it, and found that there were words written on each note - the first was a "massage coupon", the second was a "chat coupon", and the third was a "universal wishing coupon".

Xu Ziran couldn't hold back and laughed.

When she looked at Qiu Yurou, the other party had turned red into a boiled shrimp, and she didn't dare to look at Xu Ziran, but secretly looked at Xu Ziran's reaction with her eyes.

Seeing Xu Ziran laughing, she wasn't sure what the other party's smile represented, so she looked sad and a little worried.

Xu Ziran said: "It's very interesting, you really have ideas." ”

Qiu Yurou looked at Xu Ziran, as if to determine whether the other party was saying polite words or the truth.

"Then I'll put it away, I should be able to use it within this year, right?"

Qiu Yurou saw that Xu Ziran's expression was as usual, and finally gradually calmed down, nodded and said, "Well, yes." ”

Because Qiu Yurou only brought in the cake, she had to go out in order to cut the cake at this time.

When the two went outside, they saw Aunt Chen sitting on the balcony sighing, and when they saw them coming out, they finally breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Oh Rourou, don't be sad, we're not sad." ”

Qiu Yurou whispered "I'm sorry".

She felt that she had messed up her mood like this, and suddenly became depressed again.

Xu Ziran sensed Qiu Yurou's mood, thought about it, and raised her hand to rub Qiu Yurou's head when Aunt Chen went to get the knife.

"It's not your fault, okay?" Xu Ziran said.

Qiu Yurou put her hands behind her back and twisted them together.

After that, until Xu Ziran left, Shen Feiyao didn't come out, originally Xu Ziran thought about whether Qiu Yurou should send a cake to Shen Feiyao, but after looking at Shen Feiyao's expression, he didn't say this in the end, but just said to Qiu Yurou when he left: "Some things are different from another angle." ”

Qiu Yurou watched Xu Ziran leave, and the smile on her face gradually faded.

She glanced at the last piece of cake left on the table, and in fact, she knew what Xu Ziran had been saying all along.

She thought about it for a moment, but knocked on the master bedroom door with the cake.

The door was not locked, and after hearing a "come in", Qiu Yurou opened the door by herself.

It was getting dark, and in the drowsy room, Shen Feiyao sat on the floor, leaning against the bed and raising her head.

Seeing Shi Qiu Yurou, she showed a surprised look: "Rourou, it's you." ”

Qiu Yu said softly: "Do you think it will be cumin?" ”

Shen Feiyao did not answer.

Qiu Yurou walked over, put the cake beside the other party, and sat down herself.

The two sat side by side, with a cake with a small fork in between.

After a while, Shen Feiyao picked up the cake and took a bite.

She looked surprised: "It's really delicious, Xu Ziran is so young, why is it so powerful." ”

When Qiu Yurou heard this, she pursed her lips and laughed.

She actually didn't want to laugh in front of Shen Feiyao, but because the other party praised Xu Ziran, she also thought of Xu Ziran, so she couldn't restrain herself from showing a proud smile.

She wanted to put away her smile quickly, but the smile still hung on her face for a long time, and it took a long time before it gradually faded.

"yes, she's really good." Qiu Yurou said.

Shen Feiyao looked at Qiu Yurou's expression.

She at least knew that at the moment when Xu Ziran was mentioned, Qiu Yurou was sincerely happy.

And she couldn't help but laugh when she looked at her daughter's smile.

When she laughed, she froze.

How long has she not experienced such happiness?

Because it was too long, she couldn't remember, only vaguely remembered that it was probably when she was a student.

She always felt that she was smart enough to be proud throughout her school days.

She felt that she hadn't made a wrong choice, because every choice was as much as she was in line with reality.

The best tutor is selected for the graduate school entrance examination, and the love investigation is to get married and have children at the most suitable age.

It seems to be right, it looks like it's right.

But no, in retrospect, it was never her own heart that followed, but the most suitable time.

Does she like Jomintai?

Like it, she has always liked the kind of person who is smart and wise in her eyes, but this kind of liking is not enough to support her to take on a family for the other party.

She didn't want to get married.

Although at that time she reached the most suitable age for marriage, and she also had an object that was simply high in the eyes of others, she knew in her heart that she didn't want to get married, she didn't want to have children, and she wanted to go on a further career.

However, this is the most suitable age.

If you miss it now, you may never have such a good opportunity again.

It's not to follow her heart, but after weighing the pros and cons, she went to the palace of marriage.

But deep in her heart, there has always been a more real self, a silent cry.

So what she did later, running away from the family, obsessing with her career, and forcing Qiu Yurou to do better - these things may just come from the rebellion that has already regretted her.

But one wrong step, one wrong step.

-- The authorities are confused.

She remembered what Xu Ziran had just said to her.

"There are some things, if you do something wrong, you do it wrong, and you can correct it from the source, that is the scientific reality or program number, life is not like this, life cannot go backwards, nor can we peek into the future in advance, we can only continue to grope forward, and constantly correct mistakes."

"Mistakes are difficult to correct, we all know this, but there is no way, things always have the worst possibility, but there are also good possibility, you are just a fan of the authorities, you think that when you use reason to control your behavior, in fact, there is only emotion left."

“…… Do you want to think differently? ”

Shen Feiyao thought that this girl was not building her a yì, nor was she seeking a piece of her, although she used a question in her words, and kept saying "we".

In fact, the other party is sounding the alarm bell for her.

Think about it differently.

She had always thought that she was thinking rationally, and as a result, she made a mess, so now, what if she only followed her inner feelings?

She has been unhappy for so long, oppressed by this heavy shackle for so long, does she also want her daughter to be oppressed like this?

If you're happy, why not do it?

I don't even feel bored to live, it's simply the most boring thing.

Shen Feiyao opened his mouth and said, "Xu Ziran is very popular in school?" ”

Qiu Yurou looked up at her mother blankly.

Shen Feiyao smiled: "Her eldest sister head type was very popular when she was a student, right?" There were such people in our school at the beginning, but they weren't as beautiful as Xu......"

The sunset is beautiful, spilling into the room through the window.

Dust floats in the air, surrounding the mother and daughter who are talking softly, quiet and tranquil.

Xu Ziran sneezed three times in a row on the road.

Just as she was suspecting that she had a cold, the system "ding" reminded her that she had been rewarded.

Xu Ziran: "??? ”

Could it be that some new mission has been completed at a time when she doesn't know it?

Xu Ziran opened the system panel and found that he had completed the task of [gaining the favor of key people].

Xu Ziran's face was dazed.

Why did I just say that my saliva was almost dry and I didn't finish it, but now I am enjoying the scenery on the way home, and I am done?

Recently, the system's judgment criteria have begun to become obsessed.

Thinking like this, Xu Ziran shrugged his shoulders and began to calculate whether his current ability value was enough to buy things in the mall.

Although the sun has set, the air is still humid and sultry, and in the midst of the disturbing cicadas chirping one after another, Xu Ziran ushered in a summer vacation that has not been seen for a long time.