"Lu Meizhi, why are you squatting in the toilet again? Haha, I knew that you must be the same as us, you hate Lu Qinghe the most, don't you? Isn't it right to write bad things about her? Don't worry, we won't tell anyone. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Do I hate Lu Qinghe?

Yes, I kind of hate her!

Lu Qinghe is my fourth sister, ask me why I hate her?

Because Dad has something good, the first to think about her, tight to her. Even the best textbooks, toys, and headbands in the hands of my eldest sister and the second sister will be snatched away as long as she likes them. If we didn't give it to her right away, she would pretend to cry and pretend to be pitiful to complain to her father.

Then, Dad didn't ask why, because no matter what we say or how we explain it, Dad is a sentence, you are a sister, and you must take care of your sister. It's your fault for making your sister cry and make her sad.

So domineering, so unreasonable!

I ignored Lu Yuanfang and the others, just closed the toilet door, just like isolating all the discomfort. I like to write behind the toilet door, and I can write all the dissatisfaction and dislike of Lu Qinghe in my heart with chalk.

Scolding her, hating her, all kinds of ugly words, I wrote on it.

No one knows who wrote it, anyway, there are countless people in the village who hate Lu Qinghe.

Besides, there is no more than me, and no less than me. Behind the toilet door in the village, 90% of them are written scolding Lu Qinghe.

It's such an idiot, a person who is hated by the whole village, but I didn't dare to touch a finger of her since I was a child.

When I went to junior high school, I became the eldest in the family, and the eldest sister and the second sister dropped out of school to work in Guangdong after not much junior high school. It's true that the family is poor. My eldest sister and my second sister and I never bought new clothes. But Lu Qinghe and Xiaomeng will have new clothes at the end of each year.

Lu Qinghe has his father's preference, and Xiaomeng has his mother's preference.

And none of the three of us have love.

However, Xiaomeng is younger than Lu Qinghe, although she has her mother's preference, she is very good to our sisters, and she will never be angry to bully us.

"Third sister, did you bring chalk back again? I haven't finished the chalk I brought back last time. ”

Xiao Meng asked puzzled, looking at the chalk head I picked up from school.

Even I don't know when I developed this broken habit, I got used to going under the blackboard in the class and picking up the chalk head of the teacher's paragraph.

"Hmm."

I replied lightly, Xiaomeng and Lu Qinghe have the best relationship, I hate Lu Qinghe's sister, and I can't even like Xiaomeng.

"Third sister, I'm hungry, you can cook for me."

Just when I was still thinking about the chalk, Lu Qinghe walked out of the outside and opened his mouth to eat. Also, what else can she do if she is a 'daughter' like her?

Oh, she's a good reader!

But my grades have never been bad, so why don't my parents like more?

I have thought about things like my father's preference for Lu Qinghe and my mother's preference for Xiaomeng many times. Why is this happening? Obviously they are all my parents' children, why don't my parents love me and my eldest sister and second sister more?

Is it because they're young?

The eldest sister said that Xiaomeng and Lu Qinghe are the younger sisters in the family, so they have to let them be sisters. Everything that is good must be held on to them first.

If they like us a little more if we give them everything that is good, I don't have a problem with that.

Lu Qinghe has one set on his face and one set on his back.

Absolutely good girl in front of daddy, good baby.

When my father couldn't see it, Lu Qinghe often bullied me and robbed me of my things. The lollipop that Brother Lu gave me, and she snatched it before I could taste it. This kind of behavior, Lu Qinghe has done a lot since he was a child.

Obviously I remember when I was a child, she behaved for a while. He was also very friendly to our sisters, and occasionally brought back apples from outside, and was willing to give us a small slice to taste.

Later, for some reason, Lu Qinghe became worse and worse.

That was the worst cry Lu Qinghe in my memory, as if there were no apples in the whole world. That day, Dad came home and gave Lu Qinghe five cents, so she didn't cry. But she still ran out every day, and for more than half a month, she didn't go out again.

Go to school on time every day and get out of school. Staring at the apple in his hand, for a long, long time.

I hate Lu Qinghe like this, especially hate it. But I'm an older sister, I can't beat her, I can't scold her. I thought of a way to take chalk and write some words scolding Lu Qinghe behind the front of the toilet, and I would be very happy. As long as I go behind the toilet door and scold Lu Qinghe, I won't be sad.

Yes, yes, I remember, and after I liked the feeling, I started collecting chalk.

I didn't have any extra textbooks to practice writing, so I had to pick up the chalk heads thrown away by the teacher every day after class. It's just that I don't know when many people in Lingu Village looked at me and their eyes changed. At first, I felt a little uncomfortable, and even Lu Qinghe stabbed me a few words from time to time.

I told Brother Lu about my depression, and Brother Lu gave me the answer, he said: "Lu Qinghe's English score came out, and he only scored more than 30 points. "I just remembered that Lu Qinghe has had an extra nickname 'idiot' since he went to kindergarten.

At first, our family didn't know, until Lu Qinghe went to primary school, and the results of Chinese and mathematics came out, and the family was stunned by her. Full marks in mathematics and 21 points in Chinese. The first midterm exam, no one paid attention to it.

Then the same is true at the end of the semester, the first grade, the second grade, the third grade, and the fourth grade Lu Qinghe's Chinese grades are slowly improved. More and more people shouted her nickname 'idiot', and people from the village where she grew up often scolded her like this in front of her.

From the fourth grade of primary school until the sixth grade, she was the object of praise from the school teachers, and her grades were amazingly good. It is precisely because of the broken grades in the first and second grades of primary school that the teachers will call Lu Qinghe, an 'idiot', a 'genius', and an inspirational representative of poor students.

Who would have thought that after going to junior high school, he would have English again, and then, Lu Qinghe would become an idiot and genius who others envied and envied. I never passed English and never scored less than 90 in other subjects. In this case, she is the only one of the five sisters in our family who has this inexplicable 'disease'.

Many people say that Lu Qinghe is sick, and I agree with it, and I am even very happy, it would be good if Lu Qinghe, who was sick, died early.

Before I could expect what I hoped to happen, unfortunately the matter between me and Brother Lu was poked out, and everyone was scolding me. But Brother Lu didn't stand up and speak, let alone propose to my family. After graduating from junior high school, I had no choice but to go south to work, giving up my favorite studies.

Working in Guangzhou is actually very hard and tiring.

First, I'm not educated.

Second, I don't have the skills.

Thirdly, I have no money and will not know anything.

I can only follow the introduction of the second sister into the factory and label the glass bottles on the assembly line. I work 10 hours a day, and I post about 10,000 sheets a day. After doing it for the previous week, I couldn't lift my hands. Then, I slowly got used to it, and when it came to the peak season of the factory, I had to work overtime, at least 14 hours a day.

However, I worked in the factory for two years, and the business of the factory got worse and worse. So much so that my second sister and I could only work five hours a day, and our wages were getting lower and lower. After getting off work together, we went to pick up plastic bottles and beverage bottles on the side of the road and take them to the scrapyard to sell, so as to make a lot of money and send them home.

went home for the New Year, the second sister went on a blind date, had a partner, and did not go to Guangzhou to work, but followed the object to start a small business in the county and opened a small shop. I worked alone in Guangzhou, and I changed four factories in half a year, and finally, I met my junior high school classmates.

Lee Seung-eun, my junior high school classmate, is also my boss.

His family opened a small leather goods factory, and the business was not bad, and he was very good to me and took good care of me. Just when I was thinking that I was doing a good job at the factory here, a phone call from my father called me home.

Lu Qinghe was admitted to Ansha Normal University, and she finally got her wish and was admitted to the school that her father wanted. It's just that they called me home just to marry off and make up for Lu Qinghe's tuition. My parents found a family with a façade house in Yuyun Township, and said that the bride price was 50,000 yuan, as long as I got married, Lu Qinghe's tuition would not have to worry.

I don't agree, why should I make sacrifices for Lu Qinghe?

Because I resisted, my parents locked me in the house and didn't let me go anywhere, but every day Xiaomeng would secretly bring me some food. Lu Qinghe ran to the door from time to time to scold me, stabbed me, and said that she was the most promising in our family, and I had a bride price for her to go to school, which was a matter of course.

I was locked up for six days, and my parents finally released me, saying that there was only one to choose from, but now there is more. The other party is my classmate, and he is willing to pay a bride price of 70,000 yuan, and asks me if I will marry?

Actually, they didn't consult with me at all, they informed me.

When I saw that my parents' classmate was Li Kaiwei again, I cried. My parents also left Li Kaiwei in my room, and he comforted me and said, "Meimei, don't be sad, marry me, and I will take you to a good life." I'll be good to you for the rest of your life, don't be sad. ”

His words made me feel more uncomfortable and aggrieved, and I cried louder.

Because, the attitude of my parents and Lu Qinghe's attitude made me disappointed in this family. It's just that I didn't expect that after Lu Qinghe took my bride price to school, the whole person changed so much that I didn't dare to recognize her. However, the only thing that makes me happy is that Li Kaiwei treated me very well after marriage, I helped him in the factory class, and I got along well with his parents, and I got pregnant within a few years.

It wasn't until after giving birth that I noticed that Lu Qinghe seemed to be rumored to be like me. I passed with the third brother of Lu, and she passed with the fourth brother. The result was the same, and later, I heard Xiaomeng say that Lu Qinghe had an unprecedented quarrel with his parents, and his parents stopped Lu Qinghe's living expenses in anger.

Hearing this good news, I was so happy that I ate half a bowl of rice at every meal.

Later, I heard that Lu Qinghe had lost contact with her family, and her parents were worried that she had no money to eat. Actually, at that time, I was also a little worried that Lu Qinghe, who couldn't do anything, went to a city as big as Ansha City, and she didn't even have living expenses, how could she survive?

Later, I found out that I was worried in vain.

Lu Qinghe called back and said that she was getting married, pregnant, and married to a rich man.

I was very unhappy to hear that she was doing well and married a rich man from Ansha City. I called my second sister and told me that our two sisters scolded Lu Qinghe on the phone and counted the things she bullied us when she was a child. It's just that when I hung up the phone at the end, I was cursing Lu Qinghe for not having a good time.

Not long after, I gave birth to a second child, because I have my own small family, I have my own children to raise and raise, and I can't see Lu Qinghe once a year, so the relationship is even weaker. However, when I taught my children to write, I started with chalk writing, and my sisters were all good at writing, all thanks to my father.

There is less contact, the relationship is weaker, and the attention is gone.

Suddenly, one day, Xiaomeng called me to tell me that my father was sick and was angry with Lu Qinghe. Lu Qinghe is divorced, and he has left the house, and he can't find anyone until now.

I knew that Lu Qinghe was the scourge of our family, and my father was so angry that he was hospitalized, Li Kaiwei and I took the child and drove home immediately, and then received a message from the doctor that my father was dead. At that moment, I really wanted to kill Lu Qinghe.

Although Dad didn't treat us like Lu Qinghe since he was a child, at least he taught us how to behave as a person, and that was the father who gave us life and gave our family.

The second sister cried and scolded in the hospital: "I said it a long time ago, Lu Qinghe's short-lived ghost will not be a conscience." What's so great about marrying a rich man? It's not that I've been kicked out now, I don't even dare to go home, but I'm going to be kicked out when I come back. ”

Mom instantly seemed to be a child who was several years old, her eyes were about to cry blind, and her complaints about Lu Qinghe were never less than ours.

The family was in the hospital, and my father was shouting Lu Qinghe's name with his eyes closed, saying: Qinghe, come back, my parents are waiting for you, don't cry, go home. I don't blame you at all, good, come home, Daddy has prepared apples for you.

You are not allowed to talk about Qinghe, you must help me take good care of Qinghe and let her go home.

One difficult sentence after another commanded.

A mouthful of a clear river, his daughter.

Let Lu Qinghe go home.

We couldn't find anyone at all, not even Lu Qinghe's rich husband who had only been to Lingu Village once. The civilized eldest sister couldn't help but scold: "You deserve it, this unfilial girl, she has been like this since she was a child." Now that Dad is waiting for her, why is her heart all eaten by dogs? Xiaomeng, Xiaomeng, you go to Ansha City to bring this ghost child back, Dad can't wait, what should I do. ”

Eight days, eight whole days, it was as if I had passed a century.

Dad was weak and shouted unwillingly.

The tears in the corners of Dad's eyes distressed Lu Qinghe.

Every vague word of my father is Lu Qinghe.

In the end, Dad still didn't wait for Lu Qinghe, Xiaomeng rushed back halfway, and waited for Dad to enter the coffin. She ran to the city of Ansa again, looked for several places, and found her on a park bench. When Lu Qinghe returned to Lingu Village, her grandmother was the first to rush up and beat her, and her mother also scolded her.

Really, my eldest sister and I didn't sympathize with her at all, and I couldn't wait to go up and tear her up with my own hands like my grandmother.

Dad loved her, spoiled her, and protected her since she was a child.

In the end, Lu Qinghe was a white-eyed wolf, and he was angry with his father, and even when he left at the end, he didn't forget to tell us to treat Lu Qinghe well and take good care of her, I was afraid that my father would leave and no longer protect Lu Qinghe. When my father left, he couldn't even close his eyes.

Lu Qinghe was beaten by his grandmother and sent to the hospital, but Xiaomeng stopped him. At that time, if he didn't stop it, Lu Qinghe could be beaten to death by his grandmother, and Lu Qinghe seemed to know that he was wrong, so he kept kneeling in front of his father's coffin and crying, saying that he was wrong, let his father come back to life, and she would never leave again.

I must keep my promise to my parents, stay in Lingu Village, and be a 'son' who will provide for my parents in old age.

She knelt for a day, and cried for more than ten hours.

No one in our own family went up to persuade her, because it was all her sin, and she should pay it back.

It's just that no one thought that early the next morning, Lu Qinghe died.

She committed suicide in front of her father's coffin. Together with his father, he was carried to Lingzhu Mountain, which only belonged to the cemetery of the Lu family. Only those who have entered the genealogy can be buried in the cemetery above half the waist of Lingzhu Mountain, which can be regarded as my father's last wish, and did not let Lu Qinghe's bones be left outside.

Let her fall leaves return to her roots!

Lu Qinghe's death is still the same as being alive, and among the gossip of the people of Lingu Village, it took a long time to subside, and most of the ugly words were spoken.

Lu Qinghe's death had a great impact on Xiaomeng, and she was single until she was in her thirties and never married. still took her mother to travel abroad, and a Frenchman was willing to be a son-in-law, and pestered her for two years before nodding and agreeing to get married.

When Xiaomeng got married, Lu Qinghe's daughter came.

Wen Xiaolu, if you just listen to her name, you really think that Lu Qinghe and Wen Yuanjie are very affectionate. Who would have thought it would end like that?

The things that Wen Xiaolu brought, after Xiaomeng saw it, she cried a lot.

What was delivered was a BMW car and a bank card of one million.

I know that it was Lu Qinghe who promised Xiaomeng when he was a child: "Xiaomeng, if you get married in the future, I will give you a BMW car and a gift of one million." ”

Wen Xiaolu also brought a message that her father and the stepmother died together.

But we don't have more happiness, Lu Qinghe has been dead for several years, Wen Yuanjie's life and death have never had anything to do with us, but we just pity Xiaolu, a child, who has no father and no mother.

Many years later, the children got married, and Wen Xiaolu had a boyfriend and took him back to Lingu Village. The mother was particularly pleased, saying that what Lu Qinghe didn't do, her daughter did it for her.

When her mother passed away, she kept praising Xiaolu, saying that she was very good and paid off Lu Qinghe's debts.

Later, when we were all old, the four sisters sat together and chatted and talked about their childhood. But there was no hatred at that time, no resentment at that time, more laughter.

All the ups and downs, sadness or grievances that have been experienced have become memories.

That night, I had a dream in which Lu Qinghe appeared, standing in the classroom of our primary school in Lingu Village, holding the chalk I bought for her, teaching on it and teaching the children.

Suddenly, I seemed to remember what Lu Qinghe had chatted with his father before.

"Qinghe, you should take the normal exam, become a teacher, and be a caring teacher like Teacher Lu."

"But I don't know pinyin."

"It's okay, we don't teach Chinese, we teach math, we teach singing and dancing."

"Okay, then I'll be a math teacher from now on. Be a good teacher like Mr. Lu. (To be continued.) )