118 Freedom from desire
For Xia Wei, the beer that Shen Bing bought could be drunk as a coke, of course, her interest was to watch Shen Bing get herself drunk little by little. γLatest chapter reading. The last time I saw her come into contact with alcohol was many years ago, because the memories of that time were too unpleasant, so after Shen Bing and Xia Wei were together, they had been consciously refusing to contact with alcohol.
It is conceivable that this young woman, who usually uses orange juice instead of wine, has not grown much compared with when she was a child. They leaned together and watched Sun Keren's variety show on the sofa. While watching and drinking, Shen Bing also peeled almonds for Xia Wei.
After about two cans, Shen Bing peeled another almond that had already been peeled. After reacting, he stuffed it into Xia Wei's mouth and said, "I'm too bad either." It's a little sleepy so soon. β
Wine is intimidating. She had to drink today, in addition to being really happy and worth celebrating, she also wanted to take this opportunity to tell Xia Wei that she had signed a contract with Jia Rui. In the joyful atmosphere, she felt that there should be some buffer. Now, she poured herself a big sip again, and when she swallowed it, the rich gas rushed to her brain, and she instantly felt that she was brave enough to explode.
Sun Keren unloaded the burden of idols, and the sound of laughter in the pool made background music, Shen Bing put down the beer, straddled Xia Wei, and licked Xia Wei's lips teasingly. Knowing that he moistened her lips with his alcohol-stained tongue, he parted again and smirked at her.
Shen Bing's face was covered with two soft flushes, not to mention how sweet it was with dimples. Because she was slightly drunk, her eyes were covered with a cloud of water, and under the light in the living room, Xia Wei could even see her reflection in her eyes. Although she couldn't see clearly, she knew that she must be unable to help her expression now.
Shen Bing kissed together, and when he was drunk, his kissing skills also deteriorated, as if he had returned to the time when he had just started dating but was moving forward. Xia Wei chuckled lowly, gently pried open her teeth, and indulged her favorite sharp tiger teeth, with a sweet and spicy smell of wine in her mouth.
"You know, it's very similar now to eight years ago."
Shen Bing was already in a state of love, and planned to take the initiative to pick up his clothes to see Jun in the background of Sun Keren's words, but at this time, he heard such a sentence in the sinking of will. She said in a daze: "Eight years ago? Then he suddenly remembered something, and his eyes widened suddenly, "Who did you do this with eight years ago?!" I want to think about it...... Aren't you and Liao Yuan fake from the beginning? Could it be Zhu Qian?! β
Xia Wei couldn't help but laugh and endured a stomachache, she decided not to tell her the truth, this stalk might be able to play for a lifetime. She interrupted Shen Bing's thinking and said, "Since you're sleepy, go to bed early." Tomorrow is the meeting of the main creators of "Zhiwei". Tang Yi, the male protagonist, after the release of "The Last Wing", your popularity will definitely be much higher than him, which can be regarded as taking him. β
Shen Bing's mind turned a little slowly. She happily climbed down from Xia Wei and nodded obediently. And then I remembered.
The main creators of "Zhiwei" will meet!
As if a basin of cold water fell from the sky, Shen Bing shivered for no reason, and his mind instantly cleared up. She touched her hands and sat beside Xia Wei, her whole body stiffened, like a student who admitted her mistakes, and lowered her head.
"That ......" Shen Bing secretly looked up and found that Xia Wei was also looking at himself. Her own strangeness really couldn't escape her eyes, and now, she was quietly waiting for her confession.
"When I was hospitalized before, I signed a contract with Jia Rui and decided to act in his films. Because of schedule conflicts...... "Zhiwei" ...... I can't play ......"
The moment he finished speaking, Shen Bing felt as if he had just finished running three thousand meters and had been drained of all his strength. She didn't have the courage to look at Xia Wei for the time being, she lowered her head and looked at her fingers and waited for a long time, and the people around her didn't speak, she knew that this meant that Xia Wei was trying to digest this fact, and then confirmed that what she said was true, and then forcibly suppressed her anger.
"Why do you want to sign it?" Xia Wei intervened and asked softly.
Shen Bing told her the reason from beginning to end.
"I was wrong, I shouldn't have told you now......" Shen Bing's voice became smaller and smaller, and finally swallowed it all into his stomach. She really didn't want to make any excuses, and she didn't want to tell Xia Wei that she originally wanted to say it, but what Xia Wei said was too different from what Jia Rui told her, so she had no idea for a while.
She did have doubts about Xia Wei for no reason, but after all, this was out of a sincere desire to protect Xia Wei and Su Chun.
After a while, Xia Wei's voice trembled slightly: "Bring me the contract to me." β
Looking at Xia Wei's appearance, she didn't seem to focus on "Shen Bing did this to save them", otherwise why did it look like an active volcano? Shen Bing was puzzled, and didn't dare to say more, so he hurriedly took out the contract and handed it to her. When she took over the contract, Xia Wei still didn't have anything unusual, she quietly flipped through the contract page by page and saw the liquidated damages.
"This liquidated damages ......"
Shen Bing whispered, "It's too much......"
"It's not unacceptable."
Shen Bing nodded subconsciously. Then she suddenly realized what Xia Wei said, and in shock, she saw Xia Wei pinching the edge of the contract with both hands and was about to exert force. Shen Bing hurriedly rushed over and snatched the contract into his arms.
"This covenant cannot be broken!"
Xia Wei's eyes flickered, "What can't be destroyed?" I will pay the liquidated damages. β
For some time afterward, none of them spoke. Xia Wei sat on the sofa and looked at Shen Bing scrutinically, as if she wanted to see through her every moment of mental activity. Shen Bing held the contract and stood a meter away from her, like a student who was admitting his mistake to the teacher. But she wasn't going to correct her mistakes.
"Xia Wei, tell me, have I helped you in the end. Even a little bit of it will do. β
Xia Wei felt a sense of disobedience. After thinking about it, she understood. Now I am like I am talking to an employee, but the "employee" on the other side is calling me by my name. I don't know when Shen Bing rarely called "goddess" anymore, such a change is a good phenomenon for lovers, but on this occasion, Xia Wei felt a little disgusted.
She said word for word, "Not at all." She held out her hand, "Give it to me." β
Shen Bing stared at her and took a deep breath, "Even if I am really deceived by Jia Rui, I will not break the contract." And...... I'm not convinced...... You said. β
"You don't believe it." Xia Wei repeated these three words in confusion.
"Well, it's not like I don't believe you-"
"Don't delay the work I have arranged for you a long time ago because you don't want to admit that you have been deceived."
Shen Bing was choked by her. was originally full of apologies, but when he heard this, he disappeared for no reason, "I signed the contract because he wanted to help me save you." If you can convince me that he did lie to me, of course I can break the contract. Otherwise, I can't be so unkind. β
"If you want me to believe it, you just tell me, why did Tang Xiangzhou release you after you were locked up? What did you promise him? How did he know about your and Su Chun's whereabouts? You said it wasn't Zhu Qian, but it could only be him, this is something that even a child can guess, right? Shen Bing said that he couldn't control his emotions in the back, and his tone became loud. She couldn't help but panic when she saw the disappointment in Xia Wei's eyes.
"Xia Wei, after you came back, there were still some changes. I'm just worried about you-"
"Your worries are unnecessary." This sentence made Shen Bing's hand that was about to be stretched out freeze in front of her, but Xia Wei didn't seem to realize it, and she continued, "You remember, I don't need you to help me by sacrificing yourself. You're an actor, not my secret art. You just have to do your part. β
Shen Bing listened and laughed, "But I'm not just an actor. We're not just a relationship between Party A and Party B, right? She couldn't see Xia Wei's thoughts now, her hand holding the contract was loose for a while, and she was also clamoring for a stalemate between the contract breaker and the insistent faction in her heart.
Xia Wei just stretched out his hand, "This time you were deceived by Jia Rui, you should learn a lesson." β
"What lessons have been learned? If I don't sign this, I'll have to sign a deed of sale with him. β
"You're too self-righteous, you shouldn't sign anything."
"Self-righteous?" Shen Bing looked at her in disbelief, "Xia Wei, I want to save you!" Think about it from my point of view, okay! Shen Bing knocked Xia Wei's hand down. She saw a red mark left on Xia Wei's snow-white arm, and her heart stabbed suddenly.
"You remember, I never, I don't need you to save me." Xia Wei just frowned, and continued to stretch out his hand unwaveringly, "Don't force me to lose my temper with you." β
Shen Bing looked at her hand, leaving only a wry smile. The scales of inner struggle, as long as they tilt slightly in the direction of reason, she will immediately hand over the contract. But if you hand it over, why do you feel unwilling?
It's like the unwillingness I experienced again and again in the process of playing Irene. At that time, she always couldn't figure out what she was unwilling to do, but now she seems to understand. It was a kind of unwillingness to be confused, but she had to obey, and this kind of obedience made her unable to feel her true existence.
She never needs my help or me to take responsibility for my choices.
So, what if it's not a necessity of the situation, but my own will?
Shen Bing's hand clenched the contract.
"You tell me everything you are hiding from me, and I will leave the contract to you."
Xia Wei shook his head. In this way, Shen Bing sighed and smiled silently.
"You obviously don't want to act."
"I want to act. Jia Rui's script is very good, I chose it myself. β
"I'll give you a chance to change it."
"Xia Wei, did you hear that? I want to act! Shen Bing fell on the sofa in a daze, his eyes empty, "It seems that you really think that I just don't want anything as long as I am a fool, and I will always be protected by you and listen to your arrangement?" Sun Keren said that there is no difference between me and her, and I think now that she can at least choose for herself. Can't even count the contracts I've signed? β
Xia Wei's eyes flashed, "She said such things to you?" You didn't tell me. β
"What did you tell me? You already knew that Zhang Jiayi was taking drugs, deliberately leading Tang Xiangzhou to expose my existence, and then winning him by sacrificing Zhang Jiayi, and by the way, robbing me of a role that would not have been my turn at all. Did you tell me that? If you don't tell me, are you afraid that I won't accept it? Don't do it if you're afraid! β
Xia Wei closed his eyes and frowned.
"And the role of "The Last Wing", yes, I chose the wrong one. But if I choose the wrong one, it's just a lesson, am I a person who can't afford to learn a lesson? I don't need you to turn things around for me! There is also a national drama festival. Why did I get the award for Best Supporting Actress, even better than the old-timers who were obviously much better than me? Have you asked me if I would like to accept these things? β
Shen Bing then vented his guts after drinking, his eyes were swollen and red, but not a single tear fell. She took a few breaths, leaned over towards Xia Wei, and carefully grabbed her corner, "Xia Wei, you have something to say...... You're always like this, make me look like a fool......"
Xia Wei pulled the clothes out of her hand and stood up. She looked down at the remaining beer on the coffee table, and a small pile of white almonds, and said coldly, "Since you don't want to accept it, you won't have to accept it again." β
Shen Bing's gaze followed her. Watching her sort out her bag, she grabbed a large folder that she didn't use often, and some essential items, and walked towards the door.
"Where are you going! It's so lateβ"
"If you don't play "Zhiwei", I will always arrange someone to play it."
Shen Bing's heart cramped fiercely, and the courage to hold her disappeared in an instant. Xia Wei's hand rested on the door, paused, turned around and said, "I'm not coming back, you can live here." I would have already transferred this house to your name. β
Shen Bing was shocked and muttered, "If there is nothing, why would you transfer it to my name?" β
"You don't want to accept the house either? Then sell it. β
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