Chapter 164: With What Determination
Jin Hanyuan looked at the hard-won herbs in his hand that could make Xiu wake up in a daze.
"What do you think?"
Qianchen walked out of the hole in the tree and stood behind Jin Hanyuan, his already thin body now looked a lot thinner.
"I'm wondering, keep him unconscious, or ......"
"I guess he's willing to wake up. ”
Qianchen squatted beside Jin Hanyuan and said slowly.
"I don't have to repeat it to you no matter how much effort he has made to be with you. Seeing that there is nothing to stop the two of you now, and he is back in the transfiguration realm that he has in mind, he must not be far from being in a coma. ”
"I know all these things, but if I only have one more month to live, I really can't make up my mind. ”
"Then how long do you think he can last if he keeps being in a coma like this? ”
"More than ten years......
"Moreover, it is necessary to soak in this spiritual spring every day to maintain it. Once you leave the Transfiguration Realm, you may not be able to hold on for a few years. ”
"Did you find anything? ”
Jin Hanyuan looked at Qianchen's expression, and already knew a rough idea, but he still didn't give up asking.
"As you know, there is no way to save it. ”
"Sure enough. ”
Jin Hanyuan buried his head again, and began to look at the small transparent flower that had been planted in the pot in his hand again.
"If you can't figure it out, don't think about it. In the two days you left, Xiu woke up once, and although he was delirious, I could still hear him clearly calling your name and the relationship between the two of you...... If it were me, I wouldn't be able to choose, after all, no matter how much the bystanders understand, they can't empathize. ”
Qianchen stood up and shook his stiff squatting feet.
"Before I became the patriarch, I hated Ao Sen very much. ”
"Why?"
"He is obviously the most powerful person in the Transfiguration Clan, why can't he let the clansmen accept us compatriots who are poisonous in nature. ”
"Now that I am the patriarch, I know his helplessness and the struggle he struggles when he can't handle everything perfectly. There is always someone, or one side that needs to make concessions, compromises, or ...... Or accept reality unconditionally. ”
"You and Goodbeth have changed a lot. ”
Jin Hanyuan actually saw such the same look as Gu Debai in Qianchen's eyes. I can't help but feel a lot of emotion.
"Needless to say, I still have a lot of things to deal with, so you can stay in the tree hole with Xiu at night, there are other accommodations near me. As for the future, you can only make your own choice, and I am not qualified to persuade you. ”
Qianchen, who was dressed in white, his back was getting farther and farther away, and finally, he disappeared from Jin Hanyuan's sight.
"Xiu, don't blame me for keeping you in a coma like this, I know, you want to wake up. But...... I really can't bear you to leave this world, and I am even more reluctant to let you leave me. ”
Whispering a few words, Jin Hanyuan carefully helped Xiu out of the spiritual spring, and at this time, Xiu's whole body was still wrapped in cold mist.
"Kites. Is that you?"
Maybe it's because the spiritual spring is really magical, or maybe it's because Xiu's heart has been missing Jin Han Yuan too much and turned into an obsession.
At this time, Xiu actually came to his senses.
"It's me, what do you think. ”
"My kite, I've worried you. ”
"Xiu, where are you uncomfortable now, where is it hurting?"
Jin Hanyuan anxiously probed Xiu's breath, but Xiu waved his hand and signaled Jin Hanyuan to stop.
Sitting on the stone bench, Xiu slowly raised his cold hand, with a miserable white hand, and slowly stretched out to Jin Hanyuan's cheek.
"Am I in a coma for a long time...... During this time, I had a long dream. I'll tell the kite, okay?"
"Okay, you say. I'm listening. ”
Jin Hanyuan used his face to close to Xiu's hand and protected it with his own hand.
"At first, it seemed like I was looking for you, but I couldn't find you anyway...... As soon as the screen turned, you appeared next to me, but I wanted to touch you, but I couldn't get close to you anyway. ”
Jin Hanyuan looked at Xiu's eyes seriously, and suddenly found that the pupils that were originally like amber had dimmed a lot and were gray.
"I've been chasing you, trying to tell you that I'm right behind you, to make you turn around and look at me. Suddenly, the heavens and the earth changed again, and you sat beside me, still wearing the clothes I had given you, and I hurried to tell you how much I liked it. ”
Suddenly, Xiu stopped talking behind and tilted his head to look at Jin Hanyuan.
"Since I am hopeless, choose the best way for me to die. ”
There was no sound of coughing, not even an eyebrow wrinkled, and Xiu passed out again.
It seems that waking up this time is to give Jin Hanyuan, who is struggling infinitely, a standard answer.
The breath was even weaker, and the different age that had been less than five hundred years left was now less than thirty years.
"Is it so fast......"
The cold body leaned against Jin Hanyuan's arms.
Once, what Jin Hanyuan was most familiar with and the most sad was Xiu's hot eyes, and the same warm body temperature, with cowardice and restraint, he approached his side carefully step by step.
Now, although there is still unrepentant affection in his eyes, he has lost the spirit that the young man should have, although his face is still handsome, but the sick appearance of Qing Huang makes others feel cold when they see it.
Xiu may know something, or he has always been as sharp as he is.
He knew that for his own pain, Jin Hanyuan was even more difficult. After all, when he was unconscious, he could still meet his beloved woman in his dreams, but Jin Hanyuan could only look at the skin that was still breathing, but there was no response, and sighed in a daze.
"Goodbeth is right, I can't just go my own way because of my reluctance, and choose the path that I think is right. ”
As if he had made up his mind, Jin Hanyuan straightened up violently, tore off a petal from the transparent flower, and gently placed it on the sunlit bluestone table according to the words of the strange herb merchant.
"Tomorrow I will see you. ”
Helping Xiu slowly approach the tree hole and settle down, he returned to the table, motionless to look at the petals that had been a little shriveled but still transparent.
Perhaps, when Xiu wakes up, he will die after not even lasting a few days.
Or, there are miracles that can be by your side for at least another three or five years.
Yes.
Xiu will not abandon himself so much, he will work hard for me.
Jin Hanyuan thought slowly in his heart, and his eyes once again lit up with a strange red glow like fire.
If Goodbeth had been here, he would have called her out at once.
But today, no one around Jin Hanyuan can find her abnormality. With a maniacal smile, his eyes looked directly at his reflection on the spiritual spring, and his body was uncontrollable.