16. Bear child in the appearance of an angel 14
Li Xunhuan drank a few sips of wine, then coughed violently, and after coughing and drinking a few more sips of wine, he threw away the empty wine bottle, picked up a knife, and began to carve the portrait of Lin Shiyin with melancholy and sadness in his eyes.
Li Xunhuan seemed to have carved it thousands of times, and he finished carving it in a few moments after he was familiar with it. Then he looked at Lin Shiyin's statue in a daze.
"Young Master!"
I don't know how many moments later, a bearded man hurriedly pushed the door in, and saw Li Xunhuan missing Miss Lin Shiyin again, so he felt sorry for Li Xunhuan, and then remembered the purpose of his coming in, so he handed Li Xunhuan a letter he had just received.
"Young master, someone just sent this letter to you, saying that it was from Xingyunzhuang."
When Li Xunhuan came in, his eyes were still looking at Lin Shiyin's statue stupidly, falling into his personal 'pathos' world, and the Han was stunned when he spoke, until he heard Xingyunzhuang suddenly raised his head, stretched out his hand to take the letter in the hand of the big man, and when he saw the familiar notes on it, his body shook, as if he had been hit hard from above, and he fainted unbearably, and then opened the letter with some expectation on his face, and looked at the letter at a glance.
"Young Master, what's wrong?" Dahan stood while watching Li Xunhuan's face become more and more pale, so he asked worriedly, but Li Xunhuan did not answer, but read the letter in one go, and when he saw the last sentence, tears flowed down.
"Young Master, what's wrong with you? Who wrote the letter to the young master, but what's wrong with the young master? After hearing this, Li Xunhuan raised his head and looked at the big man sadly, as if he had found a mouth, and roared at the big man, "She said that she wanted to 'never see' with me, 'never see me', my cousin hates me, hates me and never sees me!" ”
"Young master, but what Miss Cousin said angrily?" The big man persuaded Li Xunhuan a little stupidly, but Li Xunhuan looked at the letter sent to her by Xia Xiyan in his hand, and looked at the words of accusation in it with a painful heartache.
"My cousin and Brother Long are reconciled and separated, she said that she is not happy, knowing that I gave her to Brother Long, my cousin will never forgive me, it is I who lost her, and it was also me who harmed her to marry someone like falling into a devil's cave, suffering all day long, it was I who hurt her, it was me" Li Xunhuan felt that his heart was distressed and he was about to suffocate, he thought that he was good for his cousin, so he let his cousin be pushed to the righteous brother Long Xiaoyun who was a talent, he knew that Long Xiaoyun loved Lin Shiyin no less than him, and he loved so much that he was about to die if he didn't get it, he was moved by Long Xiaoyun's affection, I couldn't bear to see him die, so I couldn't bear to give Lin Shiyin to him, but I didn't expect that Lin Shiyin had always loved him, and his abandonment was the pain that Lin Shiyin couldn't erase in her heart, and finally he married Lin Xian'er, Lin Shiyin had no choice but to marry Long Xiaoyun next to her to seek a safe haven, but she didn't think of a loveless life, tormenting Lin Shiyin all day long.
"Cousin, I was wrong! Cousin, I thought that letting go could give you happiness, I thought that I couldn't give you such a life, cousin, don't hate me" Li Xunhuan looked at Xia Xiyan in the letter and directly punctured his self-defilement and divorce, Xia Xiyan directly questioned his words.
'We are childhood sweethearts, we have had a marriage contract since we were children, I have known since I can remember that I want to marry you, so I indulged myself in falling in love with you in the first grade of love, I thought my cousin was the same as me, but I didn't know that my cousin only treated me as an emotionless object and gave it to Long Xiaoyun. Don't talk about my marriage contract with my cousin, let's just say that our relationship for more than ten years, but it is still not as good as the relationship between my cousin and Long Xiaoyun who have known each other for half a month, cousin, do you know that when I know, you wanted me to marry Long Xiaoyun before I quit the marriage, how much my heart hurts, and how much I hate, I am a living person, not a plaything that you sent back and forth for your own righteousness! Cousin, you despise me so much, but after you die, you still have the face to see my father and aunt, I am the wife that my aunt and uncle set for you, but you are so cheap! ’
"I didn't despise you, cousin, no, no"
'But it's also me Lin Shiyin who was blind, I fell in love with you back then, and I didn't see through the dirty behavior of you and Long Xiaoyun in private, not treating me as a person, but treating me as a commodity or a livestock that can't be resisted, and now I finally know the cause and effect before, it's not that I did anything wrong, so I made you angry and quit our marriage, it's not that I Lin Shiyin has a very bad character and appearance, compared to a Qinglou woman, cousin knows that you would rather marry an Oiran than go to the me that your father and mother set for you, Do you know how inferior I am? In my cousin's eyes, it turned out to be a woman who was not even as good as an oiran, Li Xunhuan, I hate that I am your cousin, I hate my marriage contract with you, I hate that I have no eyes, I hate that after being divorced by you, I was afraid of being pointed at by others and cowardly married someone I didn't love, I hate me'
"No, Shiyin, you are the most beautiful woman in my heart, all women in the world can't compare to your cousin is my self-righteousness that harmed you, you are unhappy, cousin, it is my fault, it is I who filled your heart with so much hatred, but cousin, please don't hate me so much, you leave alone, pray never to see me again, cousin, you are digging your cousin's heart again" Li Xunhuan hugged more than ten pieces of letter paper written by Xia Xiyan, crying uncontrollably, and the big man next to him persuaded a few words and said, "Miss Cousin is a kind woman, I won't forgive the young master, Miss Biao will understand the young master's hardships! ”
Li Xunhuan heard what Dahan said, and laughed miserably and said, "My cousin said that it was not my hardship, it was just her who sacrificed her to fulfill the righteousness of me and my brother."
Seeing that Li Xunhuan felt guilty and blamed himself, he picked up the wine in the house and drank it again, so he hurriedly stepped forward to stop it, but was thrown aside by Li Xunhuan.
When Li Xunhuan was drunk and fell asleep muttering words such as 'cousin Shiyin', the big man solved the acupoint, sighed and helped Li Xunhuan to bed and fell asleep, and then began to clean up the messy room that was messed up by Li Xunhuan.
Dahan first picked up the letter paper that Li Xunhuan had lost, and put it neatly on the desk, but when he was sorting it out, he found a title deed during the period.
"This is Li Yuan's title deed!" When Dahan saw the address written on it, he immediately recognized that it was the Li Yuan title deed given by Li Xunhuan before, "Miss Biao has returned Li Yuan to the young master!" ”
Dahan looked at the deed with some joy, as an old servant of the Li family, Dahan was a little unhappy about Li Xunhuan giving Li Yuan to Lin Shiyin and Long Xiaoyun, but he was a slave and it was not good to question the master's decision, so he didn't say anything, but he was very reluctant to see Li Yuan, who had been inherited for more than ten generations, changed hands like this and gave it to someone with a foreign surname.
The next day, Li Xunhuan woke up with some pain in his head, and he was a little confused, so he didn't immediately remember the pain of last night, but when he saw the title deed handed to him by the big man, he remembered the letter he received last night very painfully, as long as he thought of the words inside, Li Xunhuan felt that he was in pain and couldn't breathe.
"Young master, this is Li Yuan's title deed, you have to take it!" Dahan handed the title deed to Li Xunhuan, Li Xunhuan closed his eyes after accepting it, and then said to Dahan, "Wait a minute, let's go back to Chang'an." ”
The big man answered and went out to prepare the carriage, but Li Xunhuan picked up the letter written by Xia Xiyan again, read it again and again, read it again and again, and when he was a little numb in distress, he picked up the paper on the side, wrote a few letters, and then found someone to send them out.
"Cousin, I will find you and ask for your forgiveness in person, just ask you not to hate me so much" Li Xunhuan took out a statue of Lin Shiyin from his arms and muttered to her.
On the other hand, Long Xiaoyun, who was befriending people in the rivers and lakes outside, also received a letter from Xia Xiyan's heavy money trustee and a letter of reconciliation.
Long Xiaoyun saw that it was Lin Shiyin's handwriting, his face was a little excited, thinking that Lin Shiyin's letter this time was to show favor to him, Long Xiaoyun couldn't care that he was eating with people, so he stood up and said something to a few new friends, hurriedly left back to the inn's room, and then couldn't wait to open the letter.
Long Xiaoyun opened it with some complacency, thinking that he deliberately took away the money in the mansion, so that Lin Shiyin, who didn't like to take care of Xingyunzhuang, was overstretched for a while, and when he thought that his good method had worked, he saw the book in the letter and stared at it in shock.
"She's going to be reconciled with me!" Long Xiaoyun was shocked at first and a little unacceptable, and then he shouted with a kind of anger, "I won't agree!" She Lin Shiyin was born as my wife Long Xiaoyun, and she will die! ”
After Long Xiaoyun finished shouting, he immediately took the letter, and was about to hurriedly go out to call Xiao Er to prepare the horse, he wanted to rush back to Xingyunzhuang, but he walked a few steps, and a few pieces of letter paper fell out of the envelope in his hand, Long Xiaoyun noticed the letter Xia Xiyan gave him, in addition to the book of harmony, there were other things, Long Xiaoyun immediately picked it up and looked at it, but saw that Xia Xiyan wrote clearly on it The reason why she wanted to reconcile with him was - she didn't love him!
'I don't love you! Long Xiaoyun's eyes were red at the stimulation of these four words, but he saw Xia Xiyan clearly about how he pretended to be sick, how he deceived Li Xunhuan's sympathy and how to design Li Xunhuan's wife, Long Xiaoyun knew in a cold sweat that the dirty things he did back then were known by 'Lin Shiyin', so he wanted to reconcile with him.
'You make me sick! ’
Xia Xiyan deliberately wrote five very big words, and Long Xiaoyun's breathing stagnated