82. Guan Shan Mengchang

However, in the end, there is no love, she can be very firm on the surface, but in the deepest part of her heart, she will still feel regret and pain. Even in the dream just now, she was still crying and calling him back. As he said, it is not easy for two people to be together, and they have suffered a lot of hardships when they are separated and combined. She is not hard-hearted, she is bent on growing old with him. It doesn't matter if you don't have children, the title will be passed to Lan Zhou, and when he retires in the future, the two of them will find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers to live, fish, and raise flowers, how good is this!

She has always been at the center of power, but many times she is tired of that kind of trickery and calculation. For example, a series of changes after the death of the eldest brother, how cruel is the competition for the throne, how many people will die in the change of dynasties? As soon as he succeeds in ten thousand bones, when he reigns in the world, those innocent soldiers and people will have to pay a terrible price for his ascension. Daye is rotten, she has already seen it, she hopes that he can support it, at least with her, and do something for the Murong family. As a result, he reversed, and when he joined Wang Ding, he may not really want to keep the community, but he just didn't want to share the world with others.

She looked at him in a hazy light, and asked him hesitantly: "You have killed so many people, when will it be my turn?" ”

He was surprised by her thoughts, "How do you say that?" Why should I kill you? ”

"Didn't you? Then where is the factory guard who went out of my house now? ”

He was suffocated, unable to answer, and said after a while: "Who sued you?" Yu Qiyao or Jin Shi? ”

She slapped the bed board angrily, "Are you still going to kill them?" There are only a few left around me, do you have to kill them all? ”

At first, his eyes were full of anger, and he regretted that he should not be soft-hearted, but her sharp rebuke was like a huge wave that poured into the sky, and immediately extinguished the flame.

He raised his hands and surrendered helplessly, "Let's not mention those, you didn't have dinner, I'll let them warm on the stove, and I'll bring them in for you." ”

He retreated to go out, and she called back, and he immediately rushed to her bed, "I'm here, so I want to go out and tell them to prepare...... If you have something to say, just say it, this time I'm ready, if you call me a bloody dog, I won't talk back. ”

He actually smiled, as if everything before was a nightmare for hers. He was pretending to be relaxed, paralyzing her, but she was not yet confused to that kind of Cheng dΓΉ.

"I don't have any hope for you now, I just ask you for one thing, no matter what, don't touch the people around me again. They are bent on protecting me, just like my family, and if you kill them, you will kill me. She looked him in the eye and said almost pleadingly, "You promise me that you will do it." ”

He sighed, "I promise you, as long as they don't move, I won't touch them." "The Jinyi guard who came back to restore his life before had to be killed, he went to Beijing to report the news, he had long hated itchy, and now he dared to appear panting, maybe he brought the emperor's message, left him, and let him teach Wanwan how to deal with the outside? Now that he had broken up, he didn't want her to have any more contact with the capital. She is the daughter of the Murong family and the daughter-in-law of the Yuwen family. Is an older brother who has misled the country more important than her husband?

But he didn't dare to elaborate, only Nuo Nuo agreed, "Okay, good...... If you say don't kill, you won't kill. But we have to make three chapters of the law first, you must be safe and sound, if there is any accident, it is that they are not well served, and they all have to be buried together. ”

She blushed angrily, "Are you threatening me with this?" In that case, let them go back to Beijing and reunite with their families. ”

He was a little scoundrel and sloppy, "Who will serve you when they're gone?" It's better to stay, or you'll have to go back to the vassal palace, are you willing? ”

She didn't chase him away again, which gave him hope. Seeing that she didn't speak, I knew that she had acquiesced. Fortunately, there is one more thing that can restrain her, as long as she is safe, it is the greatest guarantee for him.

He turned around and asked for the cup to be brought in, intending to feed her himself, and the silver spoon was handed to her, and she stubbornly turned her face away. He held the lid cup and muttered: "The doctor said, although you are weak, the female Corey is much better than before, and she may conceive at any time." So you have to take care of yourself, not for me, but for the children of the future. Don't you want a baby? Our own children? ”

And then what? The orthodoxy of the two dynasties promised to pass on the country to him, which is the harmonious state of Yuwen Murong and half of each, is that so?

Or maybe he seemed perfect, but she didn't. She doesn't want children as much as she used to, and if she does, it has become a means for him to replace them in the name of obedience, and such a child would rather not have it.

He probably thought that he could make her change her mind by messing around, but he really underestimated her. The two armies had already clashed, and she didn't know what the battle was going on, but she knew that the people were struggling on the brink of life and death every day. Persuade him to stop, he won't listen, how else can she do this? She can't do anything anymore, and in the end she just lives and dies with Daye.

But she didn't give up, and suddenly leaned down and grabbed his arm, "Shall we get out of these disputes?" You don't care about the battle ahead, leave the mundane and follow me elsewhere. Let's find a good place and live our little life in harmony......" She held his hand tightly, tears rolling down her cheeks in a sob, "Good time, even if I beg you, I don't want to make husband and wife turn against each other." It's not easy for us to be together, you and I should cherish it. Where have you put me now? Why didn't you think about me before you started the army, don't you know that doing so will put me in a dilemma? ”

He naturally knew that in fact, he had hesitated, because he was afraid of making her sad, and he thought about giving up. But the development of the situation is not something that he can control alone, so many generals, everyone has sworn together, he still carries the wishes of his fathers, and he has no way to let go. The life she described also made him yearn for it, he carried too much, and sometimes he was tired and tired. But not now, so many men are fighting on the battlefield, his brothers, his sons, his soldiers...... If he leaves, everyone will have no way back but to die in battle.

He said, "You like that kind of life, and as soon as the war is over, I will take you away." Even if the country changes hands, I am not the emperor, as long as I am with you, will I succeed? ”

The light in her eyes gradually extinguished, but he still refused to give up, did not destroy the foundation of the Murong family, and vowed not to give up.

She let go of his grip and leaned against the bed frame, a throbbing pain in her chest, scorching to tear her to shreds. She lowered her eyes and said lightly, "We are all trying to convince each other, and it seems that neither of them will succeed." You have your insistence, and I have my limit. I'm so stupid that I want to persuade you to turn back...... I understand, you carry 300,000 lives on your shoulders, and I, I am carrying the foundation of my ancestors for 260 years. ”

He would rather her mess with him, not to be so calm and indifferent, the more calm she is, the more likely she is to be ruthless.

There was an element of horror in his voice, and he felt that a great calamity was coming, and he said: "You have read the books of sages and sages, the rise and fall of dynasties throughout the ages is a common thing, and judging the merits of the ancients can understand the righteousness, and when it comes to yourself, why is it so sticky?" ”

"Because I am a layman, I can never become a Buddha on the ground. I praised Tang Taizong's talent in governing the world, but I despised him for killing his siblings. A person's merits and demerits should be left to future generations to comment, and at that time, whether you are a hero in troubled times or a thief in a chaotic world, it is all on the tip of someone else's pen. If you're lucky, or you can still earn a mixed reputation, but if I work with you, I will inevitably be condemned to death by the literati...... I don't want to be poked in the back by someone behind me, I can't stand this all my life. ”

She fell silent and said no more, her body and soul forged into a hard shell that he couldn't break through.

He almost lowered to the dust, "Wanwan, have you completely ignored the kindness of the past?" ”

She didn't look over, and the indifferent side image of the ice edge hanging under the eaves in the middle of winter was hard to reach.

He was sad and hesitant, and stood there in confusion for a long time. She turned her back and didn't look at him at all, and he sighed softly, "I'm going to go on the expedition in two days, and I can't see you if you have a journey." ”

She closed her eyes, even if she didn't want to cry, tears flowed down and wet the mandarin duck pillow.

Going on a campaign, to attack her brother, what can she say? It may not work, so it's better to leave it at that.

The footsteps lingered for a while, and when she finally went, she began to sob reassuringly. Her body was already weak, and her hands and feet trembled after great sorrow and anger, and she had no strength at all. She wants to go on like this soon, and her body bones may not be able to support it for long.

The nurse came again, hugging Dongli with a sad face, "Your Highness, look at my brother, I have refused to eat in the past two days, and I have lost a lot of weight." ”

Wanwan sat in the circle chair and looked up consciously, "What's wrong?" ”

"I don't think I'm feeling good." The nurse frowned and said, "What Mafa and Ama are doing outside, how does my brother know, my wife is angry, and she can't spread her anger on my brother." Although you don't beat or scold, your brother is clever. You usually love him so much, can he not be sad when he is cold. ”

Wanwan was slightly stunned, got up to look at the child, and it was really clear, and her eyes were bigger than before. When I saw her, my mouth flattened, and I wanted to cry. She hurriedly coaxed a few words, he stretched out his hand to let her hug, she was very embarrassed, and said to the copper ring, "Why don't you send him back to the palace." ”

Brass disagreed, "Send it back, tell them to laugh at us." Just leave the child behind, so that I can grab something in my hand. ”

Can you still take Dongli as a hostage? She smiled wryly, took it in her arms, nodded the tip of his nose and said, "Such a little person...... Will you remember your wife later? ”

A child who is more than half a year old can already drink some rice milk, scooping half a spoon on a small silver spoon, thinking that he is really hungry, staring with big black eyes, and before he arrives, his mouth opens first.

Alas, such a lovely ball of meat is a cure for all diseases. She coaxed him and shook him, after all, she was the one who took care of him, and he was so innocent that he should be wrathed.

But children are fine, and adults will talk about it. When the Tara clan came, he blamed himself inexplicably, "Lan Zhou's evil obstacle, how well His Highness treats him, and he actually does such a thing, isn't it chilling." If you don't go to the palace, the old lady will also think about you, and she is afraid that you will hold a grudge and have no face to see you. I'm also stubborn, I hope you don't miss me. I've been with Your Highness for so long, and you know your temperament. I don't have any bad intentions at all, so I look forward to a harmonious family...... How are you doing? If you have anything to say, you can tell me, and I will also take human form and unravel you. ”

Wanwan now looks at no one like a good person, thinking that she didn't pick her up for the sake of serving her a while ago, it can be regarded as benevolent and righteous.

Her eyebrows were calm and her attitude was detached, "I'm fine, you don't have to worry about it." I don't need to say anything to explain, I've heard enough. ”

Tara sighed, a little disappointed. Then he said: "There is no overnight feud between husband and wife, you can also be considerate and considerate of the prince, this is not ...... I can't explain it. I've heard that we've already attacked Zhending Mansion, so it's a lot of progress. Seriously, you are like this, you have no affection, you don't look at the emperor in the capital, and you don't look at your highness......"

Tonghuan cut off her words: "Shu Fujin, don't add fuel to the fire, no matter who is right or wrong, it's a matter of two people, what do outsiders mix?" There is a sentence you are right, uncle, it is really chilling. I thought he was raised in front of our master, and the two of them had nothing to say, so they learned to be a little upright. I didn't expect to turn my head and stumble, didn't I become a white-eyed wolf in people's mouths? Okay, you go back, it's not delayed here, and when you turn around and say that you collaborated with the enemy, the prince can't explain it. ”

Tara was choked on two sentences, annoyed, and turned his head to look away again. This master is a grasshopper after the autumn, and he can't jump for a few days. Isn't it just the speed of the tongue, let's go, and you can't grow meat.

She walked out of the second gate in a daze, and saw Jinyi Wei Qianhu Jinshi next to the door, her eyes turned on his face, and she didn't say a word, turned around and walked away.

Wanwan went back to the room and pulled out the map, thinking that Shijiazhuang would be able to hold on for a month or two, but she didn't expect that it had already been broken in just a few days. Daye has been peaceful for more than 200 years, and those soldiers are too lazy to come out of maggots, and they don't even know how to put fire/guns, how can they compare with the well-trained Qi people? There are no generals in the DPRK and China, so they can only shrink their necks and be beaten.

She found Zhending Mansion and pointed out in despair: "Ahead is Hejian Mansion, and further ahead is Baoding." Capture Tianjin Wei, you can directly take Beijing...... How's going on in Kyosato? It's time for the emperor to wake up, right? She was so anxious that she shed tears, "The ancestral inheritance is about to be destroyed in his hands." If he's in front of me, I'll have to whip him hard. This fool, he has no human appearance, and he has been so bad, is it really exhaustive, and the dragon vein is broken? ”

Yu Qiyao glanced at the copper ring, stepped forward and said: "Your Highness, you have to think about the things in front of you now, Queen Nanyuan is going to join the army, once he gets to the front, the situation will be critical." If you get the Tiger Talisman, you may be able to delay time for the imperial court. The minister thinks so, let's be in a hurry, does the emperor know that this left talisman is in the hands of King Nanyuan? If even he doesn't know, which eunuch around him buys it off again and steals the right talisman, then Daye will really be finished. ”

Yes, this living immortal who only knows Taishang Laojun, does he understand the importance of the tiger talisman?

Wanwan pondered for a long time, "Can't sit still, there is more than one way from Zhending Mansion to Tianjin Wei, if he bypasses Baoding and attacks the capital from the northwest, there is no garrison to guard against it, and this city can withstand several rounds of strong attacks?" ”

The people in front of her all looked at her, and she gritted her teeth, "I want him to come back tomorrow night." Let's just say that I am very sick and will not die soon, and he will stay until he leaves and go directly on the road, and he will not return to the yamen halfway. Then the tiger talisman and the infantry map will be carried with you, and if you can't hold the tiger talisman at that time, it's good to expand the troop map. ”

Xiao You said: "It's too difficult to pretend to be dead, it's better to pretend to be pregnant." At this moment, if he heard the good news, he would be so happy that he forgot everything. Let's prepare another packet of sweat medicine, knock him down, and send things out overnight, how about this method? ”

Now she is desperate, in fact, the simplest and fastest thing is nothing more than poisoning him in one go, but she can't be ruthless. pretending to be pregnant, lacking morality, she is not very willing in her heart. But this is a good trick, even if he doubts, there is a three-point luck in his heart, it is this trance, maybe it gives her a chance to take advantage of, not necessarily.