Past life - Zhang Yimei's world
Not finished! Not finished! Not finished!
I sat quietly with him on the phone, from eleven o'clock in the afternoon to three o'clock in the morning. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
He didn't eat or drink, he just sat still.
I ran to Li Chenli to cry and asked her to come and see if Lu Qiang had lost his soul.
Lu Guan also ran over and shouted a few words into Lu Qiang's ear, but his eyes only moved. didn't let Li Chenli go to Kehong Township to find a master to summon spirits, just asked me to accompany him well, watch him, and don't let him do anything to hurt himself.
I was so nervous that I had to close the door and lock the kitchen when I went to the bathroom, and I put away the scissors, needles, and his razor blades in the room. I dare to go to the toilet, and of course, I only dare to use one-third of the usual time to go to the toilet.
If he hadn't said he was hungry, I would have thought he had become a nerd.
I didn't cook, I just cooked the porridge as Luguan said, and the porridge was boiled with the Chinese medicine left by Luguan. Sure enough, there was a calming effect in it, and after Lu Qiang ate two large bowls, he fell asleep, and he slept for three days, and he didn't open his eyes for three whole days.
I cried twice again, and I was afraid that he would just leave me and leave this world.
Lu Guan, who was in his seventies, sat with Lu Jun on the edge of his bed, and Li Chenli took Xie Wumei and Li Ailing, who also came to see from time to time and cooked for us. The people of Lingu Village also came quietly and left quietly.
The three daughters also came back, Xiaomeng cried since he came back, the mobile phone in his hand, kept calling Lu Qinghe, and I was also hung up in the water the day before he woke up.
If it weren't for Lu Qiang's normal breathing, I really thought he was dead.
How scary is it to sleep for three days without waking up?
Especially when I couldn't wake him up in the morning, I didn't want to experience that kind of fear at all!
The first thing he said when he woke up was to let all of us not go to Lu Qinghe's wedding, saying that he had never given birth to such an unfilial daughter!
More than a dozen people present were really shocked by his words, who in Lingu Village didn't know that Lu Qinghe was his Lu Qiang's sweetheart?
He suddenly said that he had never given birth to Lu Qinghe's daughter!
It's harder than pie in the sky!
However...... He really said it!
It's still in front of his parents, his eldest brother, his second brother, and I have four daughters. Said so decisively, so calmly!
It's as calm as if you're saying, "Have you eaten?" ”
Because of his words, I accompanied him for four years of terrifying life.
After that day, he really seemed to be like a daughter without Lu Qinghe, no phone, no care. All day long he likes to go for a walk by the river, or sit at home and look through the photo album over and over again. If there is one thing he likes to do most every day, it is to look at the photos of Lu Qinghe.
From small to large...... Occasionally, her name is called in dreams. Obviously only in his fifties, he looks like a man in his sixties or seventies who knows his fate.
When I was finally able to dominate Lu Qiang so much, I really couldn't be happy at all, and this was not the result I wanted. I hope there is only one me in his world, but I also want him to be happy every day.
Now there is only one me in his world, but I don't laugh for a year, two years, three years, four years...... In the fifth year, Lu Qinghe brought back a little girl and a man. The man came back in a car that alarmed the entire Lingu Village.
According to Xiaomeng, that car is more than 20 million ...... Indeed, in the past four years, like Lu Qiang, I have heard too many people in Lingu Village talk about Lu Qinghe's various inconsistencies. Maybe it's because I've heard it too much and I'm used to it. Bi Taofeng said that Lu Qinghe married a rich man.
Xiaomeng and the four sisters also said the same, and it was not good. Even our two elders are the same, but Lu Qiang doesn't want a point. The family of three went home, because Lu Qiang didn't speak, and I didn't stop him. plus Lu Baozhi, Xiaomeng and the four sisters are also back.
In five years, it was the first time that our family had gathered so together, and Lu Qinghe's husband was Wen Yuanjie, who seemed to be very impatient with us here. From the moment he entered the door, his brows had been furrowed with all kinds of disgust on his face. I think if it weren't for her daughter Xiaolu who was cute and knew how to please Lu Qiang, Lu Qiang would definitely not let them stay for an extra day.
When the people in the village heard that Lu Qinghe had brought her husband back, they all came over to watch. Fortunately, Xiaomeng has already prepared a lot of candy and snacks, and even cigarettes are 20 yuan a pack. Men and women, young and old, have something to eat and some to smoke.
Dinner added the road to close them, set up four tables, and sent them all away.
Lu Qiang sat motionless on the throne, I stood on his side, the five daughters with their husbands, and the children all stood opposite, Lu Qiang pointed at Lu Qinghe: "You kneel!" ”
Lu Qinghe knelt down along the way, and her daughter also knelt down, but her husband was like a piece of wood, and I was like Lu Qiang, I didn't even give him a look, he was an outsider to us. In my words, he is the bad guy who has ruined the harmony of our family for all these years.
"Are you wrong? When will you be back? ”
After a few years, I really didn't expect Lu Qiang to ask such a thing, it turned out that after so many years, he still wanted Lu Qinghe to go home and return to Conglingu Village!
"Dad...... I'm sorry. Lu Qinghe didn't answer Lu Qiang's words directly, but just silently shed tears, and slammed on the ground again and again, very loudly. Keep knocking and keep saying I'm sorry! Xiaomeng and their three sisters all cried, Xiaolu cried the loudest, learning to kowtow to Lu Qinghe.
Both mothers and daughters had blood on their foreheads, and so did me and my four daughters, and the tears in the corners of our eyes couldn't be stopped. I'm sorry, but I want to repay Lu Qiang's kindness for cultivating her for more than 20 years? I disagree! I don't have the heart that Lu Qiang loves her as much.
I ran to the kitchen and got a broom and hit Lu Qinghe again and again: "Do you know how much your father has suffered for you in the past few years?" Don't talk about the twenty-one years that you have been healthy, let's just say that in the past four years, Lu Qinghe, do you have a heart? Yes?
Even if you have a dog, you will wag its tail, why are you so ruthless, breaking your father's heart, and throwing our family here? ”
After more than 20 hits, I really can't move, Xiaomeng and Baozhi don't look over their heads and don't look at Lu Qinghe. Even Lu Qiang's eyes were red, and he asked her again with an old voice: "The child was also born, you give him the child and go back to Lingu Village, can you go back?" ”
"Dad...... I ......" The moment Lu Qinghe's attitude was decided, Lu Qiang stood up, turned his back to all of us, and waved his hand weakly: "Let's go, your family of three should leave now, I, Lu Qiang, have never given birth to a son." ”
Lu Qinghe knelt and crawled to Lu Qiang's feet, hugged his legs and cried: "Dad, I'm sorry, please don't want me." I'm your daughter, and always have been. But, I have my own home, Dad, please don't force me, okay? I'll give me another ten years, ten years is good, I'll bring Xiaolu up, I'll come back, okay? ”
Lu Qiang pushed Lu Qinghe away: "I don't have ten years!" ”。
With that, he went back to his room and closed the door, as if to isolate everything.
I still want to call Lu Qinghe again, but Wen Yuanjie stopped him and threw down a bank card: "The money here is for you, you should live and raise her, since you don't like us so much, let's leave now." "Really, just like that, the people who came back for less than a day left Lingu Village in a hurry.
I was extremely disappointed in Lu Qinghe.
Xiaomeng cried and chased out, I took the bank card and smiled and handed it to Xiaomeng, who came back empty-handed: "Tomorrow you go and take out all the money in it, and you four sisters will divide it." ”
Really, raising such a white-eyed wolf, and then marrying such a heartless man, Lu Qinghe is really blind. When I met Wen Yuanjie for the first time today, I could see that Lu Qinghe loved him badly, but he didn't have any love for her, and even with her family, like me and Lu Qiang as parents, they were not respected.
Lu Qinghe went back to his home once in five years, and he made a mess at home, you hurt me, you cry and I cry...... Drive everything away, and I cook for Lu Qiang three meals a day. He resumed again, in a daze every day, going to the river early in the morning, and looking at a bunch of photo albums in the afternoon. The grandson and granddaughter born to three daughters in a row couldn't adjust his good mood.
Think about it, that day, Lu Qinghe's daughter, Wen Xiaolu only took half a day to make Lu Qiang, who had not laughed for five years, laugh again and again. It's just that the time is too short, and I know that Lu Qiang deeply wants Lu Qinghe to return to Lingu Village, which is his son who asked for a genealogy from the ancestral hall of the Lu family.
His "son" abandoned our entire family for a man who didn't love her. How could he not be sad? How is it possible not to be sad?
Slowly, Lu Qinghe sent money and things to his family; Because neither I nor Lu Qiang will answer the call. Of course, Lu Qinghe has returned home later, but I don't want to see her like Lu Qiang. It's just that at night, in the middle of the night, Lu Qiang will take me upstairs to see the sleeping Lu Qinghe.
Then whispered to me some interesting stories about Lu Qinghe when he was a child.
There were many times, in the middle of the night, Lu Qiang got up alone and sat in Lu Qinghe's room, sitting all night. And I'm ...... I can only accompany him, looking at him like this, crying silently. My Lu Qiang, for the sake of an unfilial daughter, tortured himself unpresentably.
Xiaomeng dropped out of school, and was woken up by me and Lu Qiang in the middle of the night, so he hugged Lu Qiang and cried. Xiaomeng persuaded me to take Lu Qiang to the hospital in the city, only to learn that Lu Qiang had Alzheimer's disease, and it may have been more than half a year. I didn't react at all, I hated myself.
No wonder, he always behaved in a variety of ways, I really just thought he was overly sad. People are old, have nothing to do, don't like to play mahjong, and don't like to talk, I really just think ...... Xiaomeng and Yunzhi pulled Lu Qiang to play mahjong together.
But the effect was not good, and even for half a year, he didn't even mention Lu Qinghe, just like we have never had this daughter in our family...... Sometimes sober, sometimes confused. He goes to the toilet and I follow! He went out, and I followed; He gets up early, and I follow; He sits by the river and sleeps, and I accompany him!
Yes, I used to take some time out to play mahjong or gossip with people once in a while.
Now, I don't dare to leave him for half a step, I am afraid that if I don't see him at a glance, he will disappear into my world.
For the first half of my life, I didn't have to cook, do housework, do laundry, or take care of Lu Qiang; For the rest of his life, I took care of him from head to toe, and sometimes he wet the bed, and I also helped him clean it up with my own hands. Someone in the village said bad things about him, and I immediately went home, grabbed a knife, and ran out to chase after him, shouting and shouting.
My Lu Qiang, who dares to scold?
Dare to say a bad word, I don't hack him to death?
After another four years of such a peaceful life, Lu Qinghe's phone call directly sent Lu Qiang to the hospital again, and then never came out......
Lu Qinghe is divorced!
Or Xiaomeng inadvertently revealed it, Lu Qiang seemed to wake up in an instant, and hurriedly gave Lu Qinghe I stood aside and heard her crying on the phone, saying that she had no face to go home and would not return to Lingu Village. On the other end of the phone, Lu Qinghe was crying!
On the other end of the phone, Lu Qiang is crying!
Seeing him crying, I can't wait for Lu Qinghe to die immediately!
Seeing him cry made me uncomfortable, even worse than someone hitting me!
Lu Qiang didn't allow me to scold Lu Qinghe next to the phone and kicked me out, I don't know what he said to Lu Qinghe on the phone, and when he came in again, he fainted and fell to the ground. I called Xiaomeng, Lu Baozhi, Yunzhi, and Meizhi.
Because I have a strong bad premonition, he can't hold on to Lu Qiang all these years. When I arrived at the hospital, he was still in a daze, shouting Lu Qinghe in his mouth, and occasionally calling my name. I also fainted when I heard him call my name.
After he married me, he never called me Xiaomei like he did before he got married!
I remember the first time I met him, he was very handsome, stupid and stupid, and the tall and strong Xie Changsong sat on the field stalk in the brigade and was settling accounts with the secretary of our village. Zhang Yuling took me with me to bring them water, and when the secretary introduced them: "This is Yuling, this is Xiaomei, two village flowers in our village!" ”
He first looked at the beautiful Zhang Yuling, and then shouted at me: "Comrade Xiaomei, hello! ”
These six words made me remember him, and a memory is a lifetime!
Now that he is in the hospital bed, the doctor asked us to prepare for the future, but he called me Xiaomei! How can I listen to the doctor and prepare for the aftermath? Impossible, Lu Qiang has always been a responsible person, he said that he would take care of me for a lifetime and accompany me to old age!
How could he leave this world first?
I don't believe it, I don't eat or drink and guard him. Whether it's Xiaomeng or Baozhi, I don't want to pay attention to them. I kicked them all out and didn't allow them to get in the way of me and Lu Qiang, but for some reason, when I saw him getting thinner and thinner, I couldn't stop crying like I didn't want money.
I have to wake up once after sleeping for ten minutes, and I must feel that his hand is still in my hand, so that I can feel at ease, well, as long as the doctor comes in and says a bad word, I will scold out. When my daughters call me to eat and rest me, I will also call out.
One, two, three, five......
He suddenly opened his eyes that had been closed for a long time, took my hand and said, "Xiaomei, don't blame Qinghe, let her go home, she is my son, you must take care of her." ”
"Xiaomei, you are so beautiful, you will be kind to the five sisters in the future, you are really good!"
I have been a husband and wife with him for more than 50 years, and this is the first time he has laughed and praised me, but I don't want to hear it at all, I just want him to sit up, get up and go home with me, and go back with me to guard Lingu Village.
"Xiaomei, I'm sorry, you have suffered you with me! Changsong came to pick me up, and he smiled with me just now! ”
"Xiaomeng, you take care of Qinghe, she is so stupid, you let your three sisters not be angry with her."
"Baozhi, you are the eldest sister, help me take care of her, don't hate her!"
"Yunzhi, Meizhi is my selfishness as a father, don't blame her!"
"Let her go home, that man doesn't want him anymore, we want it." Let her go home! ”
sentence after sentence, tell all of us, don't blame Lu Qinghe, don't hate her. Let's take care of her...... Lu Qiang is leaving, but he is still worried about Lu Qinghe, an unfilial girl...... I hate her, I hate her, I hate her!
He waited for her for so many days, why didn't she come back?
It's not safe to let him go?
Xiaomeng still brought Lu Qinghe back from Ansha City, but he was already in the coffin. I saw him laughing at me and told me to play mahjong and said don't worry. I was very obedient, he asked me to play mahjong, and I did. Even when Lu Qinghe came back, I wanted to rush to fight, but he also stopped me.
He stopped me, but he didn't stop his mother, Li Chenli, my mother-in-law!
Li Chenli cried and red-eyed, the moment Lu Qinghe appeared, she smashed something on her, and no one stepped forward to help Lu Qinghe block it at first, and in the end, it was Lu Wenbo who ran out, and Xiaomeng and the four sisters came forward.
Yes, like Li Chenli, I asked Lu Qinghe to accompany Lu Qiang on Huangquan Road, so that he would not be so lonely. in order to live up to his kindness to her...... Lu Qinghe was beaten and carried into the hospital by Li Chenli, leaving a large pool of blood in front of Lu Qiang's coffin, which was not dazzling at all, more like an exciting spiritualist ritual, because I saw Lu Qiang again, he was still frowning, putting on a paralyzed face, and I could see that he was still distressed.
In the middle of the night, Lu Qinghe ran back from the hospital, and Yun Zhi and I were keeping vigil.
watched Lu Qinghe kneel down in front of Lu Qiang's coffin with a fruit knife, peeling apples, cutting apples, crying and saying yes or no, one will say that he knows what is wrong, and the other will say that he regrets it.
I laughed as she took the knife and slashed into my wrist, and pulled Yunzhi back.
As I expected, an hour later, Lu Wenbo and Xiaomeng found Lu Qinghe, and before she could be sent to the hospital, she died.
Lu Qinghe, the anti-star, is finally dead!
She killed my Lu Qiang, and finally died!
I was happy and uncomfortable to know the moment she died, but I didn't shed a single tear for her, she wasn't worth it!
I even stood in front of her coffin and reminded myself sentence after sentence: "If there is an afterlife, I will never have a daughter like Lu Qinghe again." If she were my daughter in the next life, I would have let her die early, and never let her live in this world! ”
"Because she's going to kill the person I love most in this life!"
Xiaomeng represents Lu Qinghe's identity, becoming a "son" who beats Lu Qiang's portrait and walks in front of the two coffins, step by step towards the Lingzhu Mountain of the Lu family. And I stopped halfway with my three daughters, sprinkled white paper money, shouted Lu Qiang's soul, and sent him all the way.
Lu Qiang is gone, and my heart is empty.
Lu Qinghe is gone, and my wish has come true.
Xiaomeng stayed at home with me, Baozhi, Yunzhi, Meizhi, they didn't even go back to their small home to play mahjong with me all day long, they never had, I won there alone, but I was not happy at all, Lu Qiang was gone, I won and no one shared my money, no one shared my happiness.
A month, three months, a year, two years, I finally couldn't resist the longing for Lu Qiang, and I also wanted to die. But before I die, I want my little dream to marry happily, and someone has to help me take care of my little dream, so that I can pass away with peace of mind.
Xiaomeng listened to me very much, and went on blind dates one after another, but he always didn't like it. She also said that I would take me to travel abroad, and that I should accompany her to fulfill her wishes. I know, she told me when she was very young that she wanted to play abroad and see the world abroad.
She told me from a young age that men abroad are handsome and tall; Foreign women not only have big breasts and buttocks, but also have more warped buttocks than domestic women. The day before we left the country, we also went to Lingzhu Mountain, and met a handsome and tall man who looked very rich described in a small dream in front of Lu Qinghe's tomb.
That's not Wen Yuanjie!
We didn't arrive long before Xiaolu arrived!
All of us want to ask who he is and why he came here to see a dead man?
But it doesn't matter who he is, when Lu Qinghe was alive, I didn't care about everything about her, let alone that she died?
It's dead, it's white, what's the use of thinking about it again?
With her accompanying me Lu Qiang, I can also accompany my little dream to fulfill her wish with peace of mind!
My world has always been only Lu Qiang, and then a little dream!
Lu Qiang left my world, but I can't get out of my own world!
Lao Zuo, I miss you!
------ thought about it for a long time, and the previous life was officially over. Tomorrow we will continue the plot of the main text! Thank you all for your continued support, thank you! (To be continued.) )