"I've been thinking a lot about it these days, and I don't think we're a good fit."

Mao Dong raised his eyes, his eyes were a little trance-like, but he didn't look at Liang Ju's face.

Maybe it's because the weather is extremely hot today, or maybe it's because I've been sick for too long and my head is really inflexible, Liang Ju stood in place and looked at Mao Dong in a daze, she wanted to say something, but with a mouth, her throat was like a needle prick.

"I" Liang Ju raised his hand forcefully and pinned the bangs in front of his forehead behind his ears. She looked away, her eyes wandering down, "You, why are you saying these things to me?" ”

"Liang Ju"

"I don't want to hear it." Liang Ju has always thought that she is the kind of person who is not afraid of heaven and earth, she will not force anything, but at this moment, she is like a turtle with a shrunken head.

"Is it because of Zhong Ling? Is it because she committed suicide that you can't be with me? She suddenly raised her head and asked Mao Dong with wide eyes.

The look on Mao Dong's face was not much better than her.

His face was tense, and his lips were pursed in a straight line. "It's not."

"Why is that?"

Mao Dong was silent, and a deep wrinkle appeared between his eyebrows.

Liang Ju felt his head spin for a while.

She held on to the tree next to her and shifted all her weight to the tree.

The discomfort caused by the severe cold to her body was magnified countless times, and Liang Ju felt very weak and had no strength at all.

"I'm hungry and I want to go home." She turned to leave.

"Liang Ju." Mao Dong called out to her behind him.

Liang Ju pretended not to hear and accelerated his pace, but his eyes were weak for a while, and gradually blackened.

"Liang Ju!" Mao Dong ran a few steps and grabbed her from behind.

"I said I wanted to eat!" Liang Ju vigorously shook him off, and this effort was even more unbearable.

Mao Dong finally noticed that something was wrong with Liang Ju, her face was pale, and her forehead was full of beads of sweat.

"What's wrong with you?" He panicked and immediately put his hands on her, his eyes wandering over her face.

Liang Ju's legs began to stand unsteadily, her lips were white, her whole body was shaking, and sweat began to bubble out of her body.

"Liang Ju!" Mao Dong was shocked, and hugged Liang Ju, who had lost his strength a little bit, and was about to fall, "Sue me, where are you uncomfortable!" ”

"I don't want to be separated from you."

Before losing consciousness, Liang Ju's last words.

She fainted in his arms.

***

A white light came in and drove away the dark silence.

Liang Ju, who was lying on the bed and didn't know how long he had been asleep, heard a burst of fierce insults outside the door before he opened his eyes.

His head suddenly felt like a pain in his heart, Liang Ju frowned tightly, and raised his hand to support his forehead.

"I really misjudged you, how could you do this to her! What exactly do you think! What to think! ”

"What should we do with our Liang family! What do you let her do later! ”

From time to time, the sound of her mother's crying voice came from outside the door, and Liang Ju struggled to prop up her upper body and sit up from the bed.

She looked around briefly, and it was not her home, but the hospital, and she was now lying in a separate room that was not too large.

The memory before fainting slowly remembered, Liang Ju covered his head with both hands and put his head against his knees, which seemed to relieve a little pain in his head.

Mother He Mei scolded outside the door for I don't know how long, Liang Ju covered her head and kept this posture until the door 'clicked' and was pushed open from outside the door.

He Mei walked in from outside the door with tears in her eyes, and when she saw Liang Ju waking up, she was stunned at first, and immediately stepped forward, "Juzi, you're awake!" There is nothing uncomfortable with sue sù mother. ”

Liang Ju closed his eyes, and it took a long time to raise his head, staring at He Mei with blank eyes.

The mother's eyes were red and swollen from crying, and she looked at herself with a worried expression.

He Mei touched Liang Ju's slightly messy hair, "Are you hungry, mom asked your dad to buy you something to eat?" ”

Liang Ju shook his head slightly, "What about him?" What about Mao Dong? I want to see him. ”

He Mei was stunned for a moment, and the tears in her eyes showed signs of recovery. "Good girl, we don't want him, that man, he doesn't deserve you to be good to him."

"Mom, you know everything?"

He Mei nodded, lowered her face slightly, and tried to hold back her tears.

"I want to see him."

"Orange"

"Mom, this is our business, or let us handle it ourselves, okay?"

He Mei looked at Liang Ju anxiously, saw Liang Ju's firm eyes, and in the end, she could only agree.

When Mao Dong came in, Liang Ju was leaning on the head of the bed and looking out of the window through the window of the ward.

She still had a hospital quilt on her legs and a black coat on her body.

Mao Dong walked from the door of the ward to the bed, he did not sit on the sofa in the ward, but chose to sit on the stool next to Liang Ju's bed.

"The nurse said she would take you for a check-up when you woke up. Is there anything else uncomfortable right now? ”

It was already dark outside the window, and when you looked out of the window, you could see the endless flow of cars on the cross-sea bridge not far away, and the night scene in the distance was brightly lit.

Liang Ju put his hands on his lap and looked sideways into the distance. "It is said that it takes three years to pay tribute to a person before he can forget his sorrows. After three years, the sadness will slowly decrease. We don't have the first three years, but I'm willing to wait for you for another three years. Three years later, I was 27 years old. ”

She looked back at him, but his brow was furrowed slightly.

"Will you marry me then?" She lowered her profile and asked him sincerely.

A pain that bordered on collapse welled up on Mao Dong's face, and he lowered his head so low that Liang Ju couldn't see his face.

"The doctor said," Mao Dong's voice was almost hoarse, there was a strong smell of smoke on his body, and the calm and neat image he had always maintained was almost gone.

Liang Ju saw Mao Dong's hanging shoulders and became a kind of withering.

It was a long time before he slowly said what he hadn't said just now.

"You're pregnant, 39 days."

Liang Ju completely fell into a state of surprise and shock after hearing Mao Dong's words, she was pregnant herself, why didn't she feel it at all.

"But" Mao Dong took two deep breaths before saying in a hoarse voice: "You have been sick with a cold before, and my aunt said that you have taken a lot of cold medicine and home remedies." Worried that these will affect the development of the fetus, so it is recommended that you knock out the child. ”

Before he could recover from the surprise, he heard such amazing news again, Liang Ju sat on the bed in a daze, just staring at Mao Dong, and did not react at all.

Mao Dong raised his head and looked at her uneasily, the continuous cold had tormented Liang Ju and lost a lot of weight, and the hospital gown she was wearing was big and long, and her appearance was even thinner.

"You have to pay attention to rest these days."

"Why?"

Liang Ju's sudden words made Mao Dong confused.

"Why should I listen to you, my child?"

"Liang Ju"

"This is my child! Why knock it out! ”

"You have taken a lot of medicines, and now it is the most sensitive period for the fetus to drugs, which will have a certain impact on the child, even if you don't operate now, you are afraid of miscarriage under the effect of drugs in the future."

Liang Ju straightened her back, she made a completely defensive posture, her hands tightly at her sides, and clenched the sheets.

She shook her head and completely denied Mao Dong's statement, "This is all your speculation, I don't agree, I won't agree to kill the child." ”

"Liang Ju"

"Don't talk to me, aren't you going to break up, can't I promise to break up, I promise, I promise!"

"Liang Ju! Look at me! Mao Dong noticed that Liang Ju's expression was very wrong, and he got up and grabbed her trembling shoulders with both hands, forcing her to look at him. We are all worried about your body, you are not fit to get pregnant right now! ”

"Why not? I know my own body! Liang Ju's eyes lingered on Mao Dong's face, and his eyes were in a trance. She grabbed his arm and leaned forward, "Are you worried that I will threaten you with a child not to break up?" No, I promised to break up, I'll say yes now! ”

It's like being slapped twice, Mao Dong feels like a bastard now.

Tears began to flow from Liang Ju's eyes, and she grabbed him and looked directly into his eyes intently. "If I can't keep this child, then what will I do in the future, where will I go to have a child with you? The child is mine, it's me and yours, why did you beat her out? She's going to be sad, she's going to be sad! ”

"Don't say it" Mao Dong can't wait to slap herself a few times now, she is already thin and weak in front of her, she is so miserable, so pitiful.

And it was he who single-handedly pushed Liang Ju into this situation.

"The doctor is just speculating, not absolute, so we still have hope," Liang Ju held his stomach with one hand and smiled at Mao Dong with tears, "In a few months, she will be pregnant, and we will be able to feel her, she is your child with me, and she belongs to the two of us." ”

Liang Ju reached out to hold Mao Dong's hand and let his hand rest on his stomach. "In a few months, you'll be able to feel her, she's our baby."

He had never seen her before, and he withdrew his hand from her stomach and sat back on the stool.

Before the smile on Liang Ju's lips could dissipate, she saw him on the stool hanging his shoulders, leaning over, covering his head with his hands and putting his arms on his legs.

His shoulders trembled, and she heard him let out a low, heart-rending roar of grief.

For the first time, she saw him crying.

In front of her.

The hand on her stomach slowly fell on the quilt, and the place where she was touching her hand just now was flat, without a heartbeat, and without prominence.

She stopped laughing, just watched him almost break down and cry.

It turns out that this is really it.

There's really no room for manoeuvre.

"When?" She asked him desperately. "When is the surgery?"

He buried his face in his palm, and with great difficulty, he managed to say two words. "The day after tomorrow."

She nodded, looking aware.

"I'm sleepy, you can come back tomorrow."

She rolled over and lay on the bed, pulling the quilt above her head, half-covering her face.

She lay with her back to him facing the wall, and he looked up at her deeply.

He got up and turned off the lights in the room for her.

But she didn't speak again.

He opened the door softly, and looked back at her again in the darkness.

At that glance, it seemed that time had passed, all kinds of obstacles, and a glance at the night when I first met her.

He and her, after all, are inseparable.