Volume III_Chapter 660 The Meaning of Survival
What kind of person is Thorn?
Assassin is a killer, as he himself said, he kills people without blinking, kills countless people, and even kills children and pregnant women, causing some innocent people to die tragically.
Such a thorn is damned.
And the thorn is tragic. He has been trained in inhuman cruelty since he was a child, and it is almost a miracle that he can survive. And in the end, Thorn turned out to be a top killer, and since then he has a kung fu that does not have to be bullied by anyone.
So Thorn is grateful to the owner of the island who gave him all this. But when Thorn was about to give everything for the islander, Thorn found out that his parents were killed by the islander, and it turned out that the owner didn't think about being good to himself at all.
Everything that the owner gives to the thorn is a prerequisite for the owner to want the thorn to be his dog.
It turns out that Thorn's life has been controlled by the owner of the island from now on!
But the thorn was lucky again. Because Thorn met Han Yu, because Thorn finally avenged his hatred.
Thorn is sinister and inhuman, and Thorn is a very strange person. Because he can be born and die for Han Yu because he drank with Han Yu twice, because he was able to treat him as a friend because Han Yu treated him as a friend.
Thinking back to the time when he was stabbed on the node not long ago, he sacrificed his life to kill those who could give Han Yu danger, and it is not difficult to understand why the stabbing is strange here.
And such a thorn, at this time, has lost the purpose of life and has already given birth to suicidal thoughts.
Han Yu knew that if he didn't say anything at this time and just let the thorn leave here, then he really wouldn't have any chance to see the thorn in the future.
So, Han Yu said, "Do you think you've had a happy time?" Or you can continue to do the things that make you happy, so you know what you need to do next. ”
"Kill. Killing makes me happy. The sting's eyes lit up slightly, and he looked a little excited, but the excitement didn't last long, and the prick's face was in pain again under the circumstances he didn't even know.
"Do you really think killing people makes you happy?" Han Yu frowned slightly and asked.
The piercing eyes lit up with excitement again, and he said: "Yes, when I kill someone, when I stab a dagger into the enemy's chest and grind the enemy's heart, my heart will beat faster, I will become extremely excited, and my blood will churn. ”
"Do you think that's really fun? The so-called happiness is to feel physically and mentally happy, the whole body will be relaxed, and it will be in a feeling like flying through the clouds. After thinking about it, Han Yu said such a paragraph, although it was not accurate enough, but it was not unreasonable.
Thorn couldn't help frowning, seriously thinking about Han Yu's words, and after a long while, he said, "Killing people does make me excited and excited, although my body will be tense when I kill people. So I think killing someone is really a thing that makes me happy. ”
Han Yu couldn't help but shake his head and said, "No! Killing doesn't make you happy at all. If killing would make you happy, you wouldn't have thought about it that long just now. Happy things don't need your brain to move to come out directly. ”
"The emotion you have when you kill someone is not happiness, but tension, but pain. Because you are so excited, you forget about the pain. And because this excitement can mask your pain, you will feel that killing will make you happy. ”
Thorn fell silent again, and thought seriously again, but after a long time, Thorn still couldn't figure out the meaning of what Han Yu said.
"So, what can I do next?" Thorn asked, in fact he wanted to know the answer to the question, wondering what the point of his life was.
"There's so much you can do!" Han Yu's eyes couldn't help but light up, he knew that if the thorn could ask this question, it meant that the thorn had already produced a ** for survival.
"Do you ever feel that when you save me, it will make you feel good, or that your body will be very comfortable, even if you are stabbed by someone's sword, even if you are bleeding." Han Yu said to the thorn a little excitedly.
Thorn thought for a moment, didn't speak, just nodded his head.
"Do you understand why?" Han Yu said.
"Because you're my friend." The stab didn't want to answer directly.
"Yes, but it's not true. If I wasn't your friend, but anyone else, would you still feel comfortable when you feel like you're bleeding? Will it still feel worth it? Han Yu's eyes were fixed on the thorn.
"No!" Thorn replied without thinking about it again.
"Nope! You will. Han Yu vetoed the thorn affirmatively, his eyes were full of determination, he paused, and continued:
"Do you know why you feel comfortable at that time? It's not because you don't feel pain in your body, and it's not because the blood you shed isn't your blood, but because your pain has been completely replaced by another emotion. ”
"That emotion is called satisfaction. This emotion arises because you feel like you've done something that you feel you're worthwhile. ”
Speaking of this, Han Yu stopped, his eyes looked at Thorn, waiting for Thorn to digest the meaning of his words.
After another moment, Han Yu continued: "Maybe many people will feel that they are happier to receive than to give. But if you're rich enough to a certain extent, or if you've experienced something to come, you'll know that a lot of times, you give it to make you happier. Because even if you put in the labor, you will feel indebted deep down.
Perhaps many times this feeling of indebtedness is not discovered, but is masked by some other, more intense emotion, but it is real.
And when you give, you don't feel indebted. And when you see that others can live better and smile more with your help, then you will have a sense of satisfaction! ”
"This satisfaction is the same satisfaction you had when you saved me! In other words, you can find satisfaction, not just in me, but in anyone, especially the weak, good, oppressed. ”
Speaking of this, Han Yu paused again, waiting for the stab's response.
After thinking about it for a while, he finally shook his head and said, "I still don't understand what you're talking about. And I don't think I'm going to help anyone but you, so I'm not going to get the satisfaction you say you have from anyone else. ”
Hearing this, Han Yu's brows couldn't help frowning, and his face couldn't help but sink, he couldn't imagine that he had said so much, but in the end it had no effect, and his original firm confidence had weakened a lot.
"But I'll try to do it, because it's what you say, so I'll do it." But the thorn suddenly said this,
Han Yu's eyes couldn't help but light up, his eyes looked at the thorns in disbelief, and a smile slowly appeared on his face.
Then, Han Yu talked to Thorn again, drank the remaining half jar of wine, and Thorn left Han Yu's tent.
And from this moment on, the thorn also left here and disappeared from everyone's sight.
Since then, no one on the outlying islands knows that there was once a young man, who was extremely indifferent, killed countless people, carried a sea of blood and hatred, and almost his whole life was dark.
But! But a few years later, some poor people in some areas of the outlying islands knew about that person.
This young man always wraps his inner enthusiasm with an indifferent face, and then uses the black dagger full of justice to kill some demons who have killed countless people, and some bullies who exploit the people's labor force and bully men and women.
People affectionately call this man "the good Grim Reaper".
More than a decade later, the "good Grim Reaper" has been known to the entire island, and people will be full of gratitude whenever they mention this person. Because almost all of them received help from this person to a greater or lesser extent, indirectly or directly.
Of course, these are things that will happen in the future, and Han Yu at this time will not know at all that his words tonight are just to live alone, and he has brought so much light and happiness to the outlying islands tonight.
By the time the thorn had left, it was already dark, and the moon had already appeared in the sky.
The moon is big and round tonight, filling the whole land with peaceful warmth, and everyone can't help but feel better.
After a while, someone entered Han Yu's tent again.
This person is the brave middle-aged man Yun Tian who does not look like a human.
The person who came had already entered the tent, and without saying a word, he directly bowed deeply and headed towards Han Yu.
Han Yu hurriedly stood up, helped Yun Tian up, and said, "Brother Yun Tian, why are you like this?" Little brother, how can I stand your worship? ”
"You can stand it, you can not only stand my worship, but also stand me kneeling. Even my life can be given to you," Yun Tian is a person who does not smile, so he is very serious when he says these words.
"I haven't done anything." Han Yu's brow furrowed slightly.
"Nope! You've done a lot. Whether you are doing this deliberately or not, our eldest lady was indeed saved by you, and the enemy we have to kill even if we pay with our lives is indeed because of you. So, you have accomplished the dream that all of us want to accomplish, so, you are worthy of our lives for you. ”
Yun Tian still looked serious.
Han Yu couldn't help but smile and waved his hand, but he didn't answer again, because Han Yu knew that he couldn't stop Yun Tian or anything. Changed the subject, "So you're here just to thank me?" ”
"Thanksgiving is the most important thing. But there are still some things that need to be explained to you. The eldest lady said that you are a very smart person, so maybe you already know almost everything, and if you don't understand anything, you can ask me, and I will tell you everything. Plus, if you need any compensation, we'll do it with our lives. ”
Yun Tian looked at Han Yu very firmly and said.
Han Yu didn't doubt that Yun Tian would die because of his words, because Yun Tian was such a person, and if he recognized something, he would never look back.
But Han Yu didn't accept Yuntian's meaning, but shook his head slightly and smiled slightly.
"Han Yu Xiaoyou, don't you believe me?" Yun Tian said with a frown.
"Of course, of course I believe in you, Brother Yuntian. But! But do you think that by doing so, you will be able to undo the damage and deception done to me? ”
Han Yu still had a smile on his face.
Yun Tian's brows furrowed even tighter, but not because he was angry, but because he was embarrassed, and said, "Indeed, we deceived you and caused you serious harm, and I will fulfill any request you make to us." It's just that...... It's just that we may not be able to give you more than one life. ”
"Haha......" Han Yu suddenly laughed, patted Yuntian's shoulder lightly, and said, "Brother Yuntian, you have indeed done something wrong, but what I want is not to let you be punished, and you should not be punished." Just someone......"
As he spoke, the corners of Han Yu's mouth were raised high, and some banter appeared in his eyes.
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