86. The old man is forever

The emperor's temperament was uninhibited, so his letter was also written in classical Chinese and vernacular, which seemed very incongruous.

He said: "Wanwan sister, see the words as faces. I haven't seen you for a long time, and when the two armies are fighting, I don't know if this letter can reach your hands, so let's give it a try and relieve my longing. Since the farewell of the West Sea three years ago, although you and my brother and sister have also corresponded, our minds have gradually drifted apart, and now it has become a trend of fire and water, which I never expected. I know that you resent me, and the cause that was planted back then has borne fruit today, but it is my mistake and it is too late to regret it, so I don't talk about him. I went to your dormitory the day before yesterday, but the palace has been empty for you, and you said that it should be shared with the concubines, but I was not willing to give it up. I am the only one in this world, you are a dear sibling, and once you go thousands of miles, I will always leave some thoughts. The begonias in your yard have bloomed, and on the first bouquet of flowers, I have tied red silk for you, congratulating you on finding a wishful husband. In the future, you husband and wife will love each other, and you can rest assured under my nine springs. The mountains and rivers are broken, the sin is bowing to me, I thank the world with death, it is my duty, you don't have to be sad. Sometimes, the friendship between me and the imperial sister is like a big river soup and flowing water, which is endless. His sister sits in the clouds, the country is in hand, balancing the world, the famous and the pawns all want to be attached, and the brother is also happy for you. The country is like the longevity of a person, there is a beginning and an end, what I regret is that it was destroyed in my hands, the king of the country, and I have no shame to see the ancestors and ancestors. However, there is still some relief, and the community is not far away. When you ascend to the throne, please patrol on behalf of your brother to benefit the common people, although your brother is dead, he will also shed tears. โ€

Wanwan closed the letter, the spring breeze was in full bloom outside, blowing through the treetops and eaves, and the whistling sound was accompanied by the jingle of the iron horse, like a desolate and sad elegy.

There was no rebuke in the letter, not even a single heavy word, but she knew how desperate he was. He still misunderstood her, that picture hurt him a lot, because he trusted her, he lost the front line, and was defeated by Nanyuan, in fact, he must have hated her very much in his heart. She wanted to explain, picked up the pen, thought for a moment and put it down. At this time, language is the most weak, no matter how much she speaks, it is in vain, and no one will believe her.

She stood up, stretched her skirt and went out, stood under the eaves and ordered: "Let Pingchuan wait, I have a letter to ask him to present the emperor." โ€

Tonghuan Dao was, paying close attention to her expression, "What did the emperor say in his letter, scolding His Highness?" โ€

She shook her head, "He said that there is a time when Jiangshan will die, so let me not be sad......"

Tonghuan was a little puzzled, could it be that he was too tired to carry it for too long, and even the emperor was tired of it? Maybe if you see everything clearly, the pain will gradually decrease, and it will not be so difficult to accept.

She breathed a sigh of relief for the time being, "What did Your Highness come out for?" It's almost noon, the sun is big, so go in. The slave asks Xiao You to prepare pea yellow, which you used to love to eat. โ€

She smiled slightly, "I'm thinking about it." He looked out again, "I haven't seen Dongli for a long time, bring him here for me to see." โ€

Tonghuan took the order, and soon the nurse came with the child, and Dongli was already more than a year old, and began to babble. is also tall, inheriting the consistent figure of the Qi people, with slender limbs, much taller than children of the same age.

He can walk, but he can't walk well, and he has to hold the hand of an adult. Wanwan saw a small figure on the weeping flower door come in from a distance, wearing a horse coat and robe, dressed decently. Because I took two steps, I felt a sense of accomplishment and smiled very happily.

Wanwan walked to the bottom of the steps and crouched down to greet him. He walked step by step, but as he approached, he suddenly paused, his eyes were a little strange and frightened, and he examined her again and again.

Wanwan smiled: "Brother, don't you recognize your wife?" โ€

I wanted to come forward to answer him, but he burst out with a terrible cry and hugged the nurse's leg in fright.

My brother was crying so much that his wife couldn't get off the stage, and he couldn't coax him no matter how he coaxed him. The nurse held her in her arms and shook it, "Aren't you always called Mrs., why is this pus-filled style when you see it?" โ€

The graceful smile became sarcastic, the child was really spiritual, probably smelled the smell of death, and was no longer willing to approach her.

She stood up and sighed, "It's not good to be a wife, this Cheng Zi has snubbed you." Turning to the bronze ring, he frowned, "In that case, send him back to the vassal palace." The child still has to be taken by his mother, and he is here with me, and I can't take care of him, the child is loved by no one and no one loves him, how pitiful. โ€

Tonghuan persuaded her not to rush to send it away, but she still shook her head, "You send it in person, and I can rest assured that it will be handed over to the young grandmother." When I came back, I passed by Green Willow House and brought me two mixed vegetarian buns. โ€

Tonghuan had no choice but to agree, "I asked Xiao You to come in and serve." โ€

She said no, "Tell her to be busy, I'll sleep first, and then eat when I get up." You go first, it's late for the young grandmother to rest, and she didn't wake her up. โ€

Dong Liang was still crying, she folded her hands and looked at him deeply, then carried her skirt up the steps and never looked back.

The crying faded away, and she let out a sigh of relief. The child is such a weird thing, so cute when he doesn't cry, and it's almost fatal to cry. Now that the people have been sent away, the most concerned ones have also been put down, as for the people who are serving around her, she has a handwritten letter to leave, and when she sees her at a good time, she should let them live.

She went into the inner room, and sent out the maidservants who were standing, and commanded that no one should come in and disturb her. He lit a candle and burned the emperor's letters, so as not to make a fuss about them. Everything that should be prepared was ready, and she walked around the house twice to say her final goodbyes to the place where she had lived for a long time.

She had done her best, and there was no need to keep going. The second brother said that he would apologize with death, but she should be the one who deserves to die the most. Looking back now, it seems that I can stay out of it. She saw herself in Yude Palace, painting eyebrows and raising water sleeves; saw himself with low eyebrows and pleasing eyes, and was cautious in his words and deeds in front of the Queen Mother; saw the phoenix crown and the curtain, married to a wife; Seeing the surging air in the Chengguang Palace, he fought hard for himself...... Every frame is a sin and a mistake. If it would be better to take her with her when she died, jumping out of the Three Realms, without joy or sorrow, you would not have to go through so much suffering.

Her life is not a success or a failure, the food and clothing have never stopped, and she has also had a short period of happiness. I still remember when I fished for crabs on the shore of Yinwan Lake, and I also remember how beautiful it was when the moonlight melted and I was boating on the lake at a good time, and I never thought that it would fall to such a point. She is a person who can be given up at every opportunity, but she can't lose her dignity, which is the last bit of pride she was born with. There are many options for living, some people can bend their waists for five buckets of rice, and some people are willing to starve to death, but they also have to straighten their waists. People are never the same, and their choices are never the same, each with its own reason. It's just that she has enjoyed all the wealth in the world, and she is dressed in the glorious background given by her mother's family, and her mother's family has fallen, and she has turned to the arms of her usurping husband to continue to be free, so she is no longer worthy of being a man.

Fooled, trampled on, even the minions guarding the door can open her letters, and if she lives, it is foreseeable that this will continue to happen. Why? I originally wanted to wait for the final result, but now it seems that I don't need it, and that's just the case after the mountains and rivers are exhausted.

She walked slowly over and sat down in front of the bronze mirror, in which an emaciated face was reflected, pale and bloodless, and it seemed that even beauty was gone. She opened the makeup box and pursed her head, painted her eyebrows, and nodded her lipstick, and finally found a little color.

got up and opened the cage, and the box in the corner of the box contained the edict she had been enthroned and the wat board that the princess held when she faced the saint. She has several gold seals, except for the two private seals, and the rest are all kinds of turtle button seals. The official seal issued by the imperial court was originally not so much, but it was loved by his father and brother, and he made his own seal, and he never forgot to bring her. She experienced the emperors of the three dynasties of Daye, and she had six red gold turtle button seals.

I picked two out, cut the leather rope, and weighed the weight, which was enough. She had to take her things with her, and put the other four in the coffin so that she wouldn't forget her identity in the future.

The seal is angular, and although it is small and delicate, it is not easy to swallow. However, he is bent on death, and he doesn't care about the damage of his body. She felt that her throat was about to be cut, and she fell heavily, but her heart was stable, and she could finally comfort her ancestors. The second brother hates her so much, her justification is useless, only this is the best explanation. When Hirakawa returns to the capital and brings back the news of her death, he should always understand her heart.

As for Liangshi, she knew that if she was alive, she couldn't escape his entanglement. But she was tired of it and couldn't face it, and this was the most neat solution. From then on, she would never see him again, and she never wanted to have anything to do with him again.

She sat on the south kang, leaned crookedly on the hidden sac, and turned her head to look at the โ–กโ–ก outside. Two birds flew over, they must be husband and wife, and they were also lingering in the air. She raised her head and smiled slightly, and when she heard the sound of her liver and intestines breaking, she could actually endure the pain.

How tired are you...... She collapsed in pain, couldn't support her eyelids anymore, and slowly closed them together. In the darkness, there is a melodious Jiangnan tune: hometown, thousands of miles, the soul dreams are long......

Dongli's crying finally stopped, but when he entered the vassal palace, he didn't want anyone, and he climbed the neck of the copper ring and talked to his wife. This little man always touches the softest part of people's hearts. He has been raised in the eldest princess's mansion for a long time, and he is very familiar with her, but the people in the palace are unfamiliar, so he hugs her and doesn't let go.

Tonghuan smiled, "My wife wanted to hug you before, how did you hide?" While saying this, he handed it to the young grandmother, "Our Highness has been lacking in spirit recently, and I am afraid that I will wronged my brother." I think you must miss the child, but now that the situation outside is chaotic, why don't you let your brother stay by your side for two days, and His Royal Highness will be better in the process, and then take your brother over. โ€

The young grandmother was still grateful, "Ask Enie for me, I told my wife before, I want to go over to see her, but I'm afraid that she won't be useful in her heart." The car was ready several times, and she hesitated when she went out, lest she see someone from the Yuwen family and arouse her sadness. โ€

Tonghuan Wen Tu smiled, knowing in his heart that the wall was pushed by everyone, isn't that it. They are not sure how deep the relationship between King Nanyuan and the eldest princess is, and when the country changes hands, if the eldest princess's status is not shaken, respect should be done. Once there is a change, or because of the rotation of status, from dignity to inferiority, then whether you need to buy her account or not, it's two to say.

She responded in vain, and was ready to retire. Seeing the situation, the young grandmother didn't even respond to her, and turned around and went into the house with the help of the child's cry.

She sighed and exited the palace, there was Goshha waiting outside the door, got in the car and went straight to the green willow house, bought the buns that the eldest princess liked, and returned to the mansion in the afternoon.

When she entered the yard, she saw Xiao You squatting in front of the railing watering the flowers, and she asked, "Has Your Highness eaten?" โ€

Xiao You turned his head and said, "The pea yellow is ready, and it is on the case." She explained that she would take a nap first and not let her be disturbed. Do you eat? There's still one in the cupboard, and I'll bring it to you? โ€

Brass Ring shook his head and looked through the glass towards the side hall. The curtain hangs on the flower window, which can be seen clearly from the inside of the house, but from the outside to the inside, the shadow is not real.

Somehow, I'm always in a state of panic today. She put down the bun and went to the edge of the well to fetch water, and said as she walked back: "I'll go and see, I'm afraid that if she doesn't cover the quilt, she will catch a cold when she turns back." โ€

The princess's mansion was formerly known as the palace, so the regulations are very high, and the main hall is usually used to ascend to the throne to meet guests, and the halls on both sides are used to live. Since the west side of the hall is divided into a study, His Royal Highness lives in the east side hall, the front hall takes a nap, and the back hall is a bedroom.

She let go lightly and pushed the door of the rhombic flower into the room, and the room was quiet, only the ticking sound of the Western table clock. The Wada carpet on the ground was very thick, and it was silent when she stepped on it, and she walked around the folding screen and looked inside, and at a glance saw that she was reclining on the cushion, already asleep.

If she really didn't cover the quilt, she really expected it. She opened the kang cabinet and covered her with a thin blanket, but when she looked closely, her complexion seemed to be a little strange, as if it was fresher than usual.

It's vivid and beautiful, but it makes her heart skip a beat. She tentatively called out to His Highness, "Go back to bed and lie down." โ€

She didn't move, she didn't even brow.

A great trepidation gripped her throat, and she snorted with her hands, no, nothing.

"Ah, Your Highness!" The copper ring was like an electric shock, and he screamed in a lost voice, "Your Highness, what's wrong with you! Come...... Come on! โ€

Her cry was terrible, breaking the silence of the afternoon. Outside, the copper basin fell to the ground with a bang, chaotic footsteps, and panicked shouts surrounded on all sides, and when everyone rushed into the hall, they saw that the copper ring was already holding people, and they couldn't cry anymore.

She hugged her tightly, leaning forward and back, tears pouring down her face. The eldest princess looked serene, and she was still silent when she shook like this, and she was so beautiful that she had no life. A kind of sorrow that lacks the ability to return to heaven is like a fence, holding everyone's hearts, and Jin Shi trembled and called the copper ring, "What's wrong with Your Highness?" โ€

Xiao You stepped forward tremblingly, knelt on the footstep and stroked her hand, the knuckles were still soft, just slightly cold. She pressed her hand to her face, "Your Highness, the slave maid will give you a pan...... It warms up. Get up, pea yellow is ready, your favorite ...... Your Highness, Your Highness, how can you do this, what do you call the slaves and maids! โ€

The world collapsed, and a large area fell to its knees inside and outside the door, and the howls of the sky resounded through the sky, alarming the guards outside the walls.

The Goshkhans looked at each other, "What's wrong?" โ€

The commander secretly shouted that it was not good, and he was busy entering the door to see, but there was not even a person to guard, so he entered the second gate smoothly.

The scene inside the door is panicked, hurriedly go up and down the porch to investigate, see the main hall set up a bed, the inner worship holds the eldest princess out, the former noble and extraordinary His Royal Highness is like a puppet today, put on the bed when a hand hangs down softly, not like a living thing.

The commander took two big steps back, stumbled out the door, and shouted to the person waiting for Xin'er next to the stone lion: "Quick, report to the prince in an urgent manner for eight hundred miles...... Her Royal Highness the Eldest Princess, it's over! โ€