Chapter 31: The Notebook

After eating the barbecue, Tang Zhiheng was called back by his parents, and originally planned to go to see the house with Ye Zhichen and Xiao Ning, but Qin Ziyan didn't think anything of it, the houses there were all old apartments of a bit old, and Ye Zhichen and Xiao Ning might not be able to see it. xs520。 Lewen Novel

Seeing that the two couldn't find a house before, Qin Ziyan asked them to move in and share a house with Li Xin, the apartment where Li Xin lived still had two rooms, which was just enough to accommodate two more people, but Ye Zhichen and Xiao Ning were embarrassed to move in to "Teacher Qin's" apartment.

Li Xin and the others knew his current situation, he basically wouldn't go back to live, and the apartment would be idle, but after all, it was the apartment left by Qin Ziyan in the past, and it was not easy to make decisions without permission, and he couldn't be sure what kind of mentality Tang Zhiheng suddenly proposed for this construction.

"What do you think?" Qu Mohan saw that Qin Ziyan had been silent since he got into the car, leaning on the back of the chair and taking care of himself, and couldn't help but comfort, "If you feel very embarrassed, you can refuse, and I will arrange the house for you." ”

Qin Ziyan looked sideways at Qu Mohan and chuckled: "It's not embarrassing, it's just that the apartment is a bit old, Zhichen and Xiao Ning may not be used to it, but the environment is not bad, the elderly are more conservative and like to live there, so most of the people who live there are old people." ”

This is the first time Qu Mohan has heard Qin Ziyan mention the past, in fact, he wants to see Qin Ziyan's past life more than anyone else, and he has to admit that Tang Zhiheng, a guy who does not arrange cards, also has times when he "does good deeds", no matter what mentality Tang Zhiheng holds, this time it can be regarded as a favor for him.

"I don't think I've ever told you about me." Qin Ziyan turned his head and smiled at Qu Mohan.

Qu Mohan was silent for a moment, and said softly: "Don't be reluctant, say it when you want to say it." ”

Qin Ziyan chuckled, leaned back in the chair and said slowly: "When I was in elementary school, my dad died in a fire, but it was a relief for him, if he hadn't died, he would have spent the next few years in prison, the fire was not an accident, it was my dad himself who burned down a home." ”

"My mom was disfigured in the fire, and she was sick, and I happened to be in a summer vacation tutoring class that day, and I escaped the catastrophe, and then my mom and I moved to the apartment where we live now, my mom was disfigured, her body was not as flexible as before, and it was very difficult to find a job."

"But life has to be lived, in order to support me, my mother got a job as a cleaner, went to clean the road before dawn, and so a few years passed, one winter, my mother went to clean the road as usual, was hit by a fatigued driving truck, and failed to rob back."

Qu Mohan stretched out his hand and grabbed Qin Ziyan's hand on his knee, and saw Qin Ziyan's smile indifferent, and his heart ached slightly.

"That day was my father's death day, when I was a child, I was ignorant, I saw my parents have an accident in the fire, I only knew how to cry, and when I grew up, I slowly understood, and my father's memories and feelings became more and more complicated, this qiē was a tragedy caused by my father, and it was he who ruined an originally harmonious family."

Qin Ziyan felt the love and hate of Qin Ziyan for his father in the past, his father gave him the best memories when he was a child, and he has always hidden the original love for his father in his heart, but if it weren't for his father, he and his mother would not have lived so miserably.

"Anyway, he was always my father, and after I went to the cemetery to see him that day, I was in a trance on the way back, and I didn't see that the green light had turned red, so I crossed the road all the way, and when I heard the sound of brakes and the violent impact, it was too late."

Qu Mohan's hand holding the steering wheel tightened slightly, and it took a long time before he slowly let go, and said in a deep voice: "It's all over." ”

Qin Ziyan curled the corners of his mouth slightly: "Professor Qin and Aunt Qin said that since Teacher Qin is willing to exchange his life for me, they are willing to respect Teacher Qin's decision, and it was my fault that made them lose Teacher Qin, so I will use the rest of my life to give them a son worthy of the Qin family." ”

"That's why you're changing?" Qu Mohan asked lightly, in fact, he should have noticed that every step Qin Ziyan took now was copying Qin Ziyan's life, to be precise, Qin Ziyan was using his life to replace Qin Ziyan to complete the unfinished life.

Qu Mohan frowned inadvertently, after understanding the whole thing clearly, Qin Ziyan's sudden change also had a reasonable answer, but he didn't know why, he still felt that there were still many unspeakable abruptness, Qin Ziyan's life, not everyone can "copy" and "imitate".

What's more important is the attitude of Qin Ziyan's parents, no matter how similar Qin Ziyan is to Qin Ziyan now, even if Qin Ziyan is used as a stand-in, Qin's father and Qin's mother's attitude towards Qin Ziyan is too intimate, after all, Qin Ziyan is the root cause of Qin Ziyan's car accident.

And there are too many coincidences, Qin Ziyan has excellent calligraphy attainments and literary creation achievements, in addition, Qin Ziyan is also a master of sanda, if he wants to copy such a life, he can't do it without ten or twenty years of hard work, and then Qin Ziyan can coincidentally copy everything.

If you give Qin Ziyan a face, it is the original Qin Ziyan.

Change your face......

Qu Mohan's heart suddenly tightened, his heartbeat couldn't help but speed up a few beats, and the answer that was about to come out gradually took shape in his mind, and a few fragments flashed quickly in his memory, Qin's father and Qin's mother's attitude towards Qin Ziyan, Qin Ziyan's words and deeds on weekdays, novels, calligraphy, ink paintings......

The car turned all the way into a narrow street, the street was lined with old storefronts, mostly small restaurants and fruit shops, under the guidance of Qin Ziyan, the car drove forward for a while, and saw an apartment entrance from afar, at noon, the apartment entrance was deserted.

"Just this road keeps going in, 17 buildings and 2 units." Qin Ziyan pointed to the road in front of him.

Qu Mohan followed Qin Ziyan's instructions, and continued to drive forward for a while, as Qin Ziyan described, the apartment is still a very old-fashioned house, the highest is only six floors, but the environment is very quiet, there are flower beds in front and back of each apartment, and the flower beds are full of osmanthus and moon flowers.

When he first came in, he glanced at the name of the community, which seemed to be called "Osmanthus New Village"?

"The house is a little older, but it looks good, and it's quite close to the school." Li Xin turned his head to look around.

Ye Zhichen and Xiao Ning also feel the same way, the earlier apartments were all in this model, Ye Zhichen lived in such an apartment when he was a child, and he didn't buy the old apartment until he was in junior high school and bought a new house, and for Xiao Ning, it was okay to rent such an apartment.

Qin Ziyan hadn't been here for more than half a month, and when he opened the door of the apartment, a damp musty smell that had not been lived in for a long time came to his face, and a thin layer of dust had accumulated on the floor and items of the apartment. ”

", Qin Ziyan, how long have you not lived here?" Li Xin stretched out an index finger and wiped the dining table, and a thick layer of ash was suddenly stained on the tip of his finger, and he raised his index finger in front of Qin Ziyan and shook it vigorously, "Look, look, if it is dirty like this, can it still live in people?" ”

Qin Ziyan touched his nose, turned his head and asked Ye Zhichen and Xiao Ning, "Let's go and see the room first." ”

Ye Zhichen and Xiao Ning nodded, and followed Qin Ziyan into the master bedroom, the master bedroom was empty, only the wardrobe had no bed, and the items in the other room were also extremely simple, only one more single bed and a desk than the master bedroom.

It doesn't matter if the decoration is simple, there should be, as long as the sanitation is cleaned, it is very refreshing to live here.

"Ziyan, are you sure you want to rent out the house? I think it's not bad, if Zhichen still wants to see it again, it doesn't matter if we rent it separately. Xiao Ning was very satisfied after looking at the house, according to his current economic level, it was already the limit to be able to rent such a house.

"There's no need, I'll just stay with you, I'll clean up later, and I'll go buy a bed." Ye Zhichen doesn't care, dozens of people in the army can stick to the life of lying on the plank, not to mention that there are rooms and beds here, there is nothing to be picky.

"Okay, then you will live in the master bedroom, and I will live in Ziyan's room." Xiao Ning smiled very happily.

Next, a few people began to divide the work of cleaning, and there were not many things in the apartment, so it was also very convenient to clean.

Li Xin went to the kitchen first, opened the cabinet and saw a large pile of messy and dirty kitchen utensils, and jumped to his feet in a fuss: ", Qin Ziyan, can you still cook and eat these things?" I really didn't expect that our noble and cold pen and ink were so big, that we used to live in a garbage heap. ”

Qin Ziyan heard Li Xin's roar, walked into the kitchen and saw the kitchenware thrown out by Li Xin, the spatulas used for stir-frying were all rusty, and they couldn't be used anymore, they were all broken bowls with chips, dirty chopsticks, and the small gas stove had also accumulated a thick layer of oil stains, and it was estimated that it was useless.

In his memory, in the past, Qin Ziyan rarely cooked, and it was all solved in the school cafeteria, or he bought a fast food outside and came back to eat.

"It's all gone, I'll go buy a new one and come back, anyway, just me and Xiao Ning, I don't think there will be many opportunities to cook." Ye Zhichen found some garbage bags and put the dilapidated kitchenware thrown by Li Xin into the garbage bag, "Ziyan probably won't come back to live." ”

Qin Ziyan listened to Li Xin's broken thoughts while helping to tidy up, he had been here a few times in total, every time he came over in a hurry to ventilate the apartment, he hadn't carefully sorted out the items in this apartment, if it wasn't for the suddenness, he wouldn't have touched the things here without permission.

Qu Mohan stood in the dining room where a set of tables and chairs was placed, looking around with an indifferent expression, hearing the sound of frolicking from the kitchen, he glanced at the room where Qin Ziyan lived, and there was no emotion on his expressionless face, and after a while, he slowly walked towards the room.

Qin Ziyan took them in just now to see, he just stood at the door and took a look, the room was extremely simple, there was no extra home, there was a desk by the window, and there were a lot of books piled up on the desk, most of them were textbooks and notebooks, a single bed in the middle, and a wardrobe against the wall.

Qu Mohan stood at the door for a while, Qin Ziyan and the others were still tidying up in the kitchen, and from time to time Li Xin yelled and teased Qin Ziyan's voice, he turned his attention to the desk by the window, and recalled in his mind that he was in Qin Ziyan's study at that time, and the notebook he originally wanted to open.

At that time, Qin Ziyan interrupted his words very calmly, and he couldn't see anything unusual from Qin Ziyan's face, Qu Mohan didn't pay attention to it for a while, and put the notebook back on the shelf, now in retrospect, Qin Ziyan has always been a very calm person, maybe he is just good at covering up.

Qu Mohan walked to the desk, the books were neatly placed vertically, in addition to the textbooks, there were also a few novels written by Qin Ziyan, and there were also a few black-leather notebooks next to them, and a few pens were inserted in a plastic cup, which were used as pen holders, and there were no extra items.

Qu Mohan picked up a black notebook, gently opened the cover, the handwriting that greeted his eyes made his eyes deeper and deeper, and he couldn't help but quickly turn a few pages back, incredible guesses kept surging in his mind like a wave, and after a long time, he slowly closed the notebook and put it back.

The current Qin Ziyan writes a good hand, the pen is vigorous and powerful, pleasing to the eye, and there is a trace of envy, and there is more than one font, and the handwriting on the black notebook just now is like a cloud of mud, and the handwriting on the black notebook is not even neat.

Qu Mohan heard the sound of someone walking out of the kitchen, and returned to the living room quietly, and saw Xiao Ning and Li Xin walking out with a few bags of garbage, Qin Ziyan was wiping the cabinet with a rag, Ye Zhichen was still squatting on the ground and putting the broken bowl into a garbage bag, and there was a mop on the wall.

"Need help?" Qu Mohan asked lightly.

Ye Zhichen put the garbage bag on the wall outside the kitchen, clapped his hands and said, "That's it, when Xiao Ning and Li Xin come back after throwing away the garbage, Li Xin and I will go to buy beds and kitchen utensils, see what else we want to buy, and buy it back together later, you will stay here to clean?" ”

"It's fine." Qin Ziyan threw the dirty rag into the sink to rinse, "Mo Han will help me tidy up the room later, let Xiao Ning clean the restaurant, put up all the things that are not used, you don't need to buy bed sheets and quilt covers, you have lived in the dormitory before, and the ones issued by the school can still be used." ”

"Hmm." Ye Zhichen nodded, picked up the mop and mopped the kitchen floor clean.

Qu Mohan was silent, watching Qin Ziyan's every move steadily, and the doubts in his heart gradually became clear.