Chapter 65: Refusal
There are always some battles in life that are forced and cannot be escaped, because once you retreat, even if you escape, you will have no courage, no confidence, and ruin your reputation.
So from the day Ye Leiyang was reborn, he told himself that no matter what happened, he couldn't be cowardly, just do it!
can confess this kind of thing, and the object is still himself, Ye Leiyang really doesn't know what to do.
This incident has become a news in the English department, and when many people met Ye Leiyang, they all laughed and ridiculed him, and even Zhao Dongjian said to Ye Leiyang with a smile: "Third child, when will you have time to teach me experience, you said that the boss is wise and martial, why is no one coming to confess to me?" ”
Ye Leiyang rolled his eyes, he didn't bother to take care of this guy, he could understand that this guy was not here to teach him any experience at all, he was here to take the initiative to hease and tease himself.
But since that incident, many people have looked at Ye Leiyang differently, and the girls in the class with active personalities will occasionally tease Ye Leiyang about this matter, although they have not brought each other closer, but at least Ye Leiyang is no longer the low-key and outrageous image in the eyes of many people.
As for the impression of Ye Leiyang at the beginning of the military training, what are you kidding, it's all about Chen Sesame and rotten grain, okay?
Even Ma Lina occasionally said to Ye Leiyang with a smile during a small talk: "Li Jiajia is a well-known good girl in her sophomore year, with a good personality and a good person, how about it, do you want to think about it?" ”
As soon as she said this, she obviously felt a cold gaze around her, and she sighed with emotion in her heart, saying that you are really stubborn to death, and she is obviously very concerned, but she has to pretend to be indifferent on her face, fortunately, my dead friend is righteous enough to help you ask what you want to ask.
Ye Leiyang shrugged, he noticed that many people around him were paying attention to this side, it was obvious that after the precipitation of the past few days, everyone was waiting to see if he was really interested in the senior sister named Li Jiajia.
With a wry smile, Ye Leiyang slowly spoke: "Everyone has their own suitable shoes, and they may look very beautiful, but they may not be suitable for me to wear." ”
The implication is naturally that he is not interested in Li Jiajia. Seeing this, everyone naturally stopped dwelling on this issue and quickly dispersed.
Ma Lina pursed her lips, obviously feeling that Tang Xin beside her breathed a sigh of relief, shook her head and smiled, and did not speak again.
Ye Leiyang looked at the warm winter sun outside the window, and made up his mind in his heart, it seemed that he was going to talk to that Senior Sister Li.
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It was not difficult for Li Jiajia to meet Ye Leiyang, the letter she sent to Ye Leiyang contained the phone number of her dormitory, so Ye Leiyang simply asked her to a coffee house near the school.
"Senior sister, thank you." The first sentence that Ye Leiyang said made Li Jiajia stunned. Her good impression of Ye Leiyang actually came from a glance in the library one time, and then asked someone to inquire about it, only to know that this was a freshman student. Later, when they met in the library several times, although Ye Leiyang did not pay attention to this quiet senior sister, Li Jiajia became more and more curious about this junior who borrowed books every day and seemed to have no hobbies other than reading.
Later, when asking Hu Mei to inquire about Ye Leiyang, Li Jiajia's mind was seen through by Hu Mei, and this led to the later confession incident. As for whether she pushed the boat along the river or was really forced, only she herself knows.
"Why thank me?" Li Jiajia stared intently at Ye Leiyang's eyes, her eyes as gentle as water. Being watched by such beautiful and moving eyes for a long time, at a certain moment, Ye Leiyang felt a warm current passing through his body, and his heart seemed to stop beating.
"Thank you for liking me." Ye Leiyang took a deep breath to make himself look calmer.
"Nothing." Li Jiajia smiled sadly and said, "I think I already know your answer." ”
She has a weak personality, but she is not stupid, otherwise she would not have been admitted to a key university like Binzhou Normal University, so she naturally understood the meaning of Ye Leiyang's words just now. Thank you for liking me, and by implication, I don't like you anymore.
Ye Leiyang's face was full of apologies: "I'm sorry, senior sister, I really appreciate your liking, but I think I should still tell you that if I choose to accept you, it's not right, whether it's for you or for me." ”
Li Jiajia laughed: "Thank you for your confession." But I'm curious, what do you think is wrong? ”
"You said in your letter that you want me to be a knight who will always protect you. I know it's impossible, one can't protect another forever. If we're together, you're going to have a class, right? So how can I protect you while you're in class? You're going to work after you graduate, right? So when you're at work, will we still be together? I can't keep guarding you, right? Of course, this is just a metaphor, for me, I don't think I have the ability to protect a woman now, you have the confidence to give me your future, but I don't have the confidence to take on your future. Ye Leiyang's voice was very calm, and he seemed to regard Li Jiajia opposite as the object he had been suppressing and wanted to talk to.
"Love is beautiful, we will all have the opposite sex we like, and even impulsively want to be with each other at some point, but I feel that if I don't have the ability to bear the weight of each other's future, I'd rather do nothing."
Ye Leiyang's words made Li Jiajia's eyes flash, and she naturally heard that Ye Leiyang had a favorite person in his heart, but he was worried that he would not be able to give that person happiness, so he was suppressing his emotions. For this reason, he will not accept his confession.
"Junior brother, I feel like you're a person with a story." Li Jiajia laughed, but this time there was a hint of relief in her smile. She was originally an emotional person, she was easily moved, and naturally she was easily persuaded by Ye Leiyang.
Adolescent young people are like this, hot blood and sensibility occupy most of their bodies, and when they enter society, they will gradually be defeated by cruel and cold social reality, grinding off edges and corners, becoming sleek and accidental.
Ye Leiyang smiled, but did not answer Li Jiajia's words, he knew very well that this was not a story, but the experience of his previous life experience, for a loser, love is always a luxury.