Uncle, I'm willing to trade all my luck for the best one.

However, why was it me who made this exchange, but it was Song Lin's luck that was taken away in the end?

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Soon Song Lin and I got married, because the family background and affection are enough to match, and none of us have any complaints about our marriage, which is very good.

As early as the night when Song Lin confessed to me, that is, the night when I was with Xuan, Song Lin and I went to my aunt's palace together to express our hearts to each other, in fact, it was quite unruly, and fortunately my aunt didn't sleep.

Under my aunt's tears and joyful countenance, Song Lin and I made two wishes, I said that I would use my life to take care of the man next to me and this land, my aunt nodded with satisfaction, and Song Lin actually said that he would spend his life guarding me There will be no second woman, I was really surprised, although this is his promise to me, but I didn't expect him to say it directly to my aunt.

My aunt was not surprised, and even began to recall something with tears in her eyes, which reminded me that my uncle seemed to be the only one in his life.

If I had to sum up my married life, I would use the word ordinary, but such a dull life makes me feel that every day is memorable.

Even if Song Lin succeeded to the throne not long after I got married, I naturally became the queen. The good times didn't last long, and the border, which had been stable for decades not long after we got married, began to be agitated, and it was Beirong, and the Beirong people, who drank blood, began to attack our DPRK with unbearable ambitions.

Song Lin began to get busy, not only him, but also me, because in the long years of study to be able to help him, I have been involved in history, politics, and the art of war, and I have my own channels to obtain information about the border.

As the situation on the border became worse and worse, Song Lin's face became worse and worse, and finally he even lived directly in the political affairs hall, I know that the army of Yujing, which has been stable for too long, lacks actual combat experience, and his father's injury also means that Yujing has no second general candidate who can lead the army to fight fiercely with Beirong.

Neither of these problems can be solved quickly, I heard that my father has written a letter asking to return to the battlefield, but, with what I know about Song Lin, he should ......

That night, Song Lin told me that he had made up his mind to drive the expedition in person, accompanied by a strong reluctance and the emotion that it was really like this, I held back my tears and nodded at him, I believe that he knows that even if I don't say anything, I will take good care of this harem and even the court for him, just like I believe that he will return safely.

I packed my bags for him that night, and I didn't hold back my tears and told him that I was looking forward to your return.

Looking forward to the return of the king......

Why don't you return......

When I heard the news of Song Lin's death, I almost fainted in front of my eyes, but I couldn't, and there were countless ministers waiting in front of me to tell me the result of this letter.

Sure enough, after I told the news of Song Lin's death, countless ministers cried in grief and grabbed the ground, you are crying so sadly, why am I not, Song Lin was my sky, and now my sky has fallen, what should I do?

I had to suppress the grief of losing Song Lin and re-direct the overall situation, and I quickly assigned the few young generals in Yujing who were young and vigorous but not afraid to go to the border to die, but with little success.

From this day on, the moment I am most afraid of is waking up every day, because every day when I wake up, I can know how much territory Yujing has lost, and Beirong's army is getting closer and closer to the capital.

I can't let Song Lin and the queen mother down, I must not let Yujing perish in my hands, Song Lin has never despised me because I am a woman, how can I despise myself.

When Beirong's army was only a few cities away from the capital, I was diagnosed as pregnant, which was probably the only and best news in recent days. I hadn't finished digesting the news that I was already a mother, but June came in with a letter with a slightly unnatural look.

Looking at the big "I love to open up" on the envelope but not Song Lin's handwriting, the panic in my heart was like a huge fire, burning my heart in a panic, but after Song Lin's accident, I used to be strong in front of and behind people, pretending to open the letter as if nothing happened, but the information in the letter smashed my whole person like a boulder.

I never thought that June, who had eaten and lived with me since I was a child, and grew up together like sisters, was actually the eyeliner arranged by Beirong by my side. She was only four or five years old when I received it in June, how could I have thought that a little girl who was less than five years old could already take on the responsibility of eyeliner?! As my maid, June betrayed the master, but as Beirong's eyeliner, she did a good job, so good that even a thoughtful person like me couldn't notice it, or I had already classified her as a family and skipped her.

With my father's injury and my entry into the palace, June followed me into the court, which brought her closer and closer to the center of power in the imperial view. Not to mention my aunt's favor for me and Song Lin's favor for me, June could hardly have to ask for everything she wanted to know.

And I never hid the news of almost all the battles in this battle, which can explain why Beirong knows everything about the military layout of Yujing, even the news of grain and grass supply, and why Beirong's surprise attack on Yujing is just right, every time Yujing wants to enter the palace, Beirong will always fall into the trap they have arranged in advance.

It's not that I haven't thought about having a spy, but there are only me and Song Lin who can access such a secret, and June, is not in my consideration at all.

It was June who betrayed me as my own sister......

And what really hurt Song Lin was me, whom he loved to the bone......

I held the letter with trembling fingers and raised my head, June saw me look up and immediately knelt on the ground, I looked at June's face and felt stranger than ever.

Maybe it's because Yujing has reached the moment of life and death, or maybe in the eyes of the Beirong people, Yujing is no longer powerless, and June is not afraid of me being angry and making any drastic moves. She gushed about how much he liked me, how much he had cared about me since childhood, and finally, she dropped a bombshell, telling me that as long as I was with him, he could promise me a good treat to the people of Yujing.

What a good condition, knowing what my current focus is, I almost agreed to it.

But I am Qiuyan, how can I seek the skin of the tiger, how can I betray my husband who loves me and the land under my feet? I won't give in to death.

Of course, I thought about it symbolically for a moment, and then pretended to agree to June's request, while putting my inner struggle on my face without reservation, which also dispelled the last trace of June's doubts.

She quickly agreed to arrange a meeting between me and Tuoba Che, and in order to show her sincerity and importance to me, Tuoba Che did not bring a vast army of guards but only a few guards, maybe because she was confident that I couldn't do anything, maybe because she was confident that I had already succumbed to it in my heart.

I almost laughed out loud, June, you know, Song Lin didn't seem to have left me anything before he set out on the expedition, but he gave me all the secret guards he had trained for several years, and it was also to save my life and my mother's life in the end, that is, I have a whole army of secret guards in my hands.

After Tuoba Che died, my task became much easier, because although the Beirong people had a unified goal, that is, to enter the palace capital, they were also faced with the problem of attacking the generals, coupled with the intensification of the power struggle within Beirong, I knew that my opportunity had come.

I never thought that women were born any different from men, and I also believed that women could do the same things that men could do.

In this way, I opened the situation that the first woman in Yujing led the army to the general, although I lack actual combat experience so far, but I am proficient in the art of war and strategy, and I have been by Song Lin's side for a long time, and more importantly, I am the daughter of the king of Zhenbei, and I have the blood of not admitting defeat in my bones.

Ah Lin, if you can see me fighting on the battlefield for you and the country, you will be proud of me, as for our baby, I believe this is the best prenatal education for it. 166 Reading Network