13. Bear child in the appearance of an angel 11
Lin Xian'er listened to Lin Shiyin's words, and her expression was a little distorted, but she raised her hand to cover it with the handkerchief in her hand.
"My sister doesn't sell Zhuangzi, how can she maintain the life of Xingyunzhuang?" Lin Xian'er looked worried about Xia Xiyan, and when Long Xiaoyun next to him saw this, he opened his mouth and was about to say that he had won 120,000 yuan by selling calligraphy and painting before, but Xia Xiyan noticed it, so he poured a cup of tea for him, Long Xiaoyun took it happily, and Xia Xiyan rushed in front of him and began to cry with Lin Xian'er.
"Zhuangzi can't be sold, to maintain the life of Xingyunzhuang, we can only rely on me and Yun'er to cut down on food and clothing, eat less and use less, and wait until your brother-in-law comes back, just a qiē!"
"Frugal?" Lin Xian'er listened to Xia Xiyan's words, and then looked up and down at Xia Xiyan, who was still luxurious, and almost couldn't help but say directly, let Xia Xiyan treat her old clothes as if they were not bad for their mother and son's expenses.
"Yes, Yun'er and I are saving some flowers, and the dozens of taels of silver in the family should be enough to wait until your brother-in-law comes back, I have inquired, a few taels of silver a year for ordinary people is enough." Xia Xiyan had an expression on her face that she had endured a hard life, and Lin Xian'er was a little embarrassed to see it, her calculations full of stomach were not useful. In the end, Lin Xian'er's expression was a little ugly, and Long Xiaoyun, who had been silently watching Xia Xiyan and Lin Xian'er, noticed it with some surprise, and then kept secretly observing Lin Xian'er.
Lin Xian'er found that Long Xiaoyun was looking at her, so she immediately put away the expression on her face and smiled at Long Xiaoyun, Long Xiaoyun also smiled back when she saw this, but she immediately lowered her head and looked at a certain place, no longer looking up. My eyes kept rolling around, not knowing what to think again.
Lin Xian'er didn't take Long Xiaoyun to heart, and continued to think about how to calculate Xia Xiyan again.
"I'm afraid my sister doesn't know, ordinary people spend a few taels of silver every year, they eat bran and wild vegetables, the children have yellow faces and thin muscles, and my sister and nephew have always lived a life of fine clothes and food, how can they live such a life! My sister can get by, and my nephew may not be able to live either! ”
"Sister, don't worry, they are a few taels a year, I have more than ten times more than them here, and I won't live so badly!" Xia Xiyan looked like she didn't eat oil and salt, so Lin Xian'er didn't know where to start, and finally returned to her cold fragrant Xiaozhu with a belly full of fire.
"Mother, Aunt Lin is weird!" After Long Xiaoyun waited for Lin Xian'er to leave, he said this to Xia Xiyan.
Xia Xiyan saw that he didn't answer, and Long Xiaoyun said where he looked at Lin Xian'er's weirdness, "Aunt Lin seems to want her mother to sell some of the Zhuangzi in her hand, but her mother doesn't want her to persuade her, why is this?" What does it have to do with her whether we sell Zhuangzi or not? And mother, why did you tell her that we only have a few dozen taels of silver, obviously we have more than 100,000 silver now? ”
"Have you forgotten what you told you yesterday that 'wealth is not exposed'?" Xia Xiyan saw that Long Xiaoyun was not a little defensive against Lin Xian'er, so she was ready to give him a wake-up call.
"But isn't it an outsider?" Long Xiaoyun muttered this sentence, but he thought of Xia Xiyan's attitude towards Lin Xian'er before, and immediately understood that Xia Xiyan regarded Lin Xian'er as an outsider.
"Is my mother guarding against Aunt Lin?"
Long Xiaoyun asked Xia Xiyan with some surprise, Xia Xiyan saw that he guessed directly, and nodded to him without concealing it.
"Why should my mother guard against Aunt Lin, is Aunt Lin going to do anything to us?" Long Xiaoyun asked Xia Xiyan a little anxiously, Xia Xiyan didn't answer him, he began to think deeply about Lin Xian'er by himself, and then thought of the key and asked Xia Xiyan, "Mother, is Aunt Lin also coveting our Xingyunzhuang?" ”
"She's kind of funny, isn't she?"
"That mother, let's hurry up and kick her out of Xingyunzhuang, right?" If Long Xiaoyun got confirmation from Xia Xiyan, he immediately came up with a solution very rudely.
After hearing this, Xia Xiyan shook his head at him and said, "Lin Xian'er is not simple, we can't move her now, just stay away from her for the time being." ”
Long Xiaoyun winked at Xia Xiyan a few times, then said 'oh', lowered his head and thought for a while, then looked up at Xia Xiyan and said, "Mother, I thought that Aunt Lin and my mother were good friends before, and it was a good one, but I didn't expect it to be a bad one." Just now she looked at her mother a little wrong, mother, let's be careful of her in the future. ”
Xia Xiyan said 'um', and then didn't tell Long Xiaoyun about Lin Xian'er, but asked about Long Xiaoyun's current studies.
"The husband that your father invited you before, it's been a few months since you were angry, and your studies have dropped a lot!" Xia Xiyan said that Long Xiaoyun was angry and left, Long Xiaoyun was embarrassed to bow his head and didn't dare to look at Xia Xiyan, Xia Xiyan saw that he would feel guilty now, and didn't say much about him, but just asked Long Xiaoyun how many words he recognized now, how many books he read, and understood Long Xiaoyun's learning progress, Xia Xiyan began to think about how to continue to let Long Xiaoyun learn according to Lin Shiyin's memory.
"From tomorrow onwards, I will spend three hours a day teaching you to read and write, and after a while, I will help you hire a gentleman." Xia Xiyan was ready to leave Xingyunzhuang with Long Xiaoyun within half a year, and the time of departure was uncertain, so it was not good to invite a new gentleman for Long Xiaoyun, but letting Long Xiaoyun spend time with him every day was not what Xia Xiyan wanted to see, so she wanted to come and go first, Xia Xiyan decided to enlighten Long Xiaoyun by her before leaving.
She also has the memory of Lin Shiyin, a talented woman, in her mind, and it is not difficult to enlighten a child.
"Mother, do you want to teach me personally?" Long Xiaoyun was very happy when he heard that Xia Xiyan taught him personally, Xia Xiyan nodded and he suddenly ran out, and then after a while, he took his study room and said on the four treasures, "Mother, you teach me now!" ”
Xia Xiyan saw his eagerness, and began to teach him to recognize a few words.
"Mother, Yun'er can't write this word, you hold Yun'er's hand and teach Yun'er!" Long Xiaoyun wrote a few words, and when he reached a word with a lot of strokes, he asked Xia Xiyan to teach him hand in hand.
Xia Xiyan also stepped forward to take him to write it again, and after writing it, he asked him if he would, Long Xiaoyun shook his head, Xia Xiyan taught him to write a few more times, Long Xiaoyun nodded and said yes, and then wrote it himself.
Just writing and writing, Long Xiaoyun cried.
Xia Xiyan didn't notice it at first, but when he saw his tears dripping onto the rice paper and blurring his writing, Xia Xiyan asked him with some surprise, "Why are you crying?" ”
Long Xiaoyun lowered his head and didn't speak, but the tears were even more fierce, Xia Xiyan walked over, raised his head, and then asked him again why he was crying.
Long Xiaoyun didn't answer Xia Xiyan's words, but he lost the pen in his hand, hugged Xia Xiyan's waist, buried his head in Xia Xiyan's abdomen, and continued to cry silently.
Xia Xiyan didn't know why he was crying suddenly, so he didn't know what to do, and finally after thinking about it, he reached out and touched his head, which was considered comfort.
And Long Xiaoyun felt that the hand holding Xia Xiyan's waist tightened tighter and cried more fiercely, so that Xia Xiyan could feel the wetness in her abdomen.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" Xia Xiyan couldn't help but ask again, Long Xiaoyun didn't answer right away, but after a while, he said in a muffled voice with a crying voice, "Yun'er wants her mother to be like before, but she doesn't want her to be like before." Although my mother would call me 'Yun'er' before, she often ignored Yun'er, and although her current mother doesn't call me 'Yun'er' anymore, she knows how to understand Yun'er and will teach Yun'er to read. But Yun'er still wants to hear my mother call me 'Yun'er'. But I don't want my mother to be what she used to be. ”
Xia Xiyan listened to Long Xiaoyun's words and knew his sadness. Lin Shiyin's occasional absent-mindedness towards Long Xiaoyun before, which made Long Xiaoyun feel a little sad, but now she will put her mind on him, so that Long Xiaoyun feels that she is valued, and Long Xiaoyun is also sensitive to the difference between her and Lin Shiyin.
Xia Xiyan has never been able to treat Long Xiaoyun like a parent, and has always been a little alienated. just wanted to be a bystander educator, and did not bring in the identity of Lin Shiyin's mother, Xia Xiyan did not achieve intimacy with Long Xiaoyun.
There are many details, Xia Xiyan may not have noticed it, but the sensitive and intelligent Long Xiaoyun found out and never said it, but today when Xia Xiyan was holding his hand affectionately to write, some feelings in Long Xiaoyun's heart broke out.
He would be eager for Xia Xiyan to do more to him, but he was worried that he would ask too much, and Xia Xiyan would return to the previous state of Lin Shiyin, so he couldn't help crying when he thought about it.
Xia Xiyan began to realize from Long Xiaoyun's words that some of her attitudes would cause harm to Long Xiaoyun, so she was a little overwhelmed, she had never been a mother, and she didn't know how intimate her mother and child were, so she never thought that just a 'Yun'er' title could make Long Xiaoyun perceive a lot of differences.
"Master, you need to treat Long Xiaoyun as your own child, although you are not as good as Long Xiaoyun's mother psychologically, but now you are physiologically." The system pointed out the key to the problem to Xia Xiyan, Xia Xiyan reflected on her behavior, and then reached out and rubbed Long Xiaoyun's head, so that when Long Xiaoyun looked at her suspiciously, she smiled at Long Xiaoyun and said.
"I didn't call you Yun'er before, because you were not obedient and got into trouble, and you didn't know your fault, which made my mother very angry, so I didn't want to recognize you as a son"
"Mother, Yun'er will be very well-behaved in the future, don't deny me!" Long Xiaoyun grabbed Bai when Xia Xiyan didn't finish speaking, Xia Xiyan waited for him to finish before continuing, "Recently, your cousin has been better, and my mother feels that I can forgive you and not be angry with you, if you continue to be so obedient in the future, my mother will continue to call you Yun'er!" ”
"Mother! It's true? When Long Xiaoyun heard that Xia Xiyan was about to continue calling him Yun'er, he looked at Xia Xiyan with some excitement.
Xia Xiyan nodded at him, and then called Long Xiaoyun, "Yun'er!" ”
Long Xiaoyun's eyes lit up and looked at Xia Xiyan, Xia Xiyan looked at his tear-stained face, so he took out a handkerchief to wipe away his tears.