Li Yansu's gaze shot at Zuo Xinrou like a poisoned arrow, she admitted that what Zuo Xinrou said was not wrong, but she couldn't accept such a fact. She can't just give up so easily, give up Li Yansu, who she has liked for more than ten years, so for the sake of her own happiness, she would rather grab a hand with Zuo Xinrou. Even if they are sisters.

Zuo Xinrou understands that Li Yansu is not a person who can let go lightly, but she can't let go of the hands she and Li Zefan are holding each other because of this, in the end, she doesn't want to hurt Li Yansu, who is in love with her sister in front of her, and her current mood entanglement has reached its peak, and she suddenly has a sense of powerlessness.

"You mean not letting go, do you?" Li Yansu asked coldly.

Zuo Xinrou was silent, she didn't know what else to say, Li Zefan she wouldn't let go, because he never let go of her hand.

Seeing that Zuo Xinrou was silent, Li Yansu came up angry, what she envied most in the past was Zuo Xinrou's calmness, as a lawyer, Zuo Xinrou has a calmness that ordinary people do not have, no matter how strange things are, she can be calm, but now she is surprisingly annoying, surprisingly hating Zuo Xinrou's calmness.

Zuo Xinrou's calmness made her feel that what she did was so wrong, so sorry for this friend, she would rather Zuo Xinrou jump up and point at her nose at this time and scold, so that she can feel more or less comfortable.

"Do you know how much I hate you now, you are so resigned to your fate reminds me of when Sui Tang and Tang Rui betrayed you in college, you were also so calm and relative at that time, and your cowardice made me feel that you were not worthy of sympathy."

Li Yansu's eyes were full of contempt, she wanted to cover up her weakness, she wanted Zuo Xinrou to hate herself, she wanted Zuo Xinrou to slap her, so that she could be calmer and be able to fight with Zuo Xinrou to grab it. Otherwise, she couldn't bear to let go of Li Zefan, who had loved her for so many years, but she felt sorry for Zuo Xinrou when she went to fight, because Zuo Xinrou had saved her with her life.

Only by breaking off this relationship with Zuo Xinrou can she grab some peace of mind. Of course, even if she knew that Li Zefan only had Zuo Xinrou in her heart now, this did not affect her love for him.

Hearing Li Yansu say such affectionate words, Zuo Xinrou's tears suddenly welled up, Sui Tang and Tang Rui, the two names she never wanted to hear, these two people she would never want to see again. One of them was her favorite and most reluctant first love back then, and the other was her best and closest best friend and roommate, but these two people staged the most bloody and nonsensical plot against her.

When she learned that moment, she had almost no strength to go on, the most beautiful was her first love, and the best was her best friend, but these two people came together behind her back, and that kind of betrayal and deception was not a heartbreak that could be described at all.

That's right, she was indeed calm and surprisingly calm at the beginning, but that was just a superficial phenomenon, who knows how many tears and blood she shed! Except for her parents and brother, Lai Yansu didn't know, and everyone didn't know.

When she appeared calmly in front of everyone again, it was already after all the storms, she still looked calm, chose to transfer from her junior year and skipped a grade to study for a doctorate, and since then the people around her have never mentioned the names of these two people in front of her.

Zuo Xinrou still didn't speak, but her heart was desolate, she didn't expect that for the sake of a Li Zefan, she and Li Yansu would come to this point, and Li Yansu would turn over the affairs of Sui Tang and Tang Rui, this incident is undoubtedly the most painful injury and the most bitter memory for her.

But for Sui Tang, Tang Rui or her Li Yansu, the reason why she didn't dare to show the slightest was not because she was calm enough, but because they were her favorite and most important, she was not calm, but speechless.

Speechless to them, speechless to the harm given to her by the person most important to her, she has no way to tear her face at each other like them, not because of cowardice, not because of calmness but because of speechlessness.

She didn't know what she Zuo Xinrou had done wrong to let them hurt herself like this. But what about them? Is there really no scruple about the old friendship?

Silence does not mean that there is no injury, it does not mean that there is no resentment, but what can it be? Remembering the injuries they inflicted on you for the rest of your life? Isn't that cowardly?

In the end, Zuo Xin softened as Li Yansu wished, she stood up without hesitation and mercilessly poured a cup of Blue Mountain on Li Yansu's face, lifted the bag and walked away.

There are some things that she might let them go later, but now she can't, her heart just wants to do it at this moment.

Like a wandering spirit in the crowded crowd, Zuo Xinrou looked up at the not blue sky, and her tears couldn't be held back, and they swept across her face drop by drop.

She wandered to nowhere, the crowd thinning out and becoming crowded until she came to a stop in a corner. Along the way, she kept asking herself what she had done wrong.

Why did you treat her like this again and again? She is not a noble Jesus Christ who can tolerate all who hurt her with a generous heart, and she will feel pain and hatred.

Li Yansu, the closest sister by her side, became the most unrelenting enemy overnight, that feeling, that feeling no one can understand, no one.

Love and affection, she is caught in the middle and doesn't know how to choose, she is greedy and wants to make a choice to let them coexist peacefully, but it is just a dream.