130. I try my best to love you
It was dark inside, and there were no lights, but it was supposed to be daytime, and the thick curtains blocked the sunlight outside, but there were still a few rays of light stubbornly through the small cracks and falling on top of the fluffy carpet, so that people could vaguely see the inside of the house.
The woman held a string of Buddhist beads in her hand, her expression was very peaceful, her eyes were closed, as if petrified, and she sat motionless next to the light.
Wei Dongyi saw her, and also saw the Buddha beads in her hand, just like the first time she saw this woman, dignified, elegant, and mature, which is like in the future, she is dictatorial and arbitrary like a tyrant and a monarch, and all tricks have been exhausted, and Wei Dongyi's patience with her has been exhausted.
As if feeling Wei Dongyi's gaze, the woman slowly opened her eyes and looked at Wei Dongyi in the dark for a few minutes, no one was willing to open her mouth first to break the tranquility, Yong Qingfan looked at Wei Dongyi, a charming smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, she stood up, put down the Buddhist beads in her hand, and approached Wei Dongyi step by step.
Why put it down? Wei Dongyi's thoughts were disturbed by that string of Buddha beads, put down the butcher knife and became a Buddha on the ground, what about putting down the Buddha beads? Is it Buddhahood? Or is it a demon? The brain didn't have time to think so much, her body had fallen into Yong Qingfan's arms, Yong Qingfan lowered his head and kissed her lips, the joy of regaining it made her cautious, even if the kiss fell, but she left quickly, without a trace of stay, and was eager for Wei Dongyi's response "Baby, you're back." ”
Wei Dongyi couldn't understand her complicated feelings, just at that moment, the moment she wanted to push Yong Qingfan away, she suddenly found that she couldn't do it, she felt sad in her heart, and understood that she could only be warmly held by Yong Qingfan like that, and even the only way to refuse disappeared "Let go of me." ”
There was no joy of reunion after a long absence, and there was no excitement at all, Wei Dongyi's indifference made Yong Qingfan stunned, she turned on the light in the room, wanting to see if the woman on the bed was her Wei Dongyi, this woman's taste, temperature, and her appearance are Wei Dongyi herself, but why is her attitude like this.
Yong Qingfan looked at her in a daze, "Baby, what's wrong with you?" ”
I don't know how to describe this mood, if I heard such a thoughtful and worried greeting from Yong Qingfan before, Wei Dongyi would definitely be very happy, but today's sentence made Wei Dongyi feel just irritability that he didn't want to respond.
"What happened to my hand?" She tried to move her limbs, but nothing was wrong except for her right arm, "Sue me, what's wrong with it?" ”
"Nothing." Yong Qingfan comforted her, "It's just that the wound is infected with something unclean, and the doctor has applied medicine, and it will be fine in a few days." ”
Wei Dongyi was silent, she stopped talking, closed her eyes, and turned her back to Yong Qingfan.
Since she woke up, except for the first glance, she hasn't looked at Yong Qingfan again, is this a punishment? Yongqingfan walked in front of her, squatted down, pinched Wei Dongyi's chin with two fingers, and forced her to open her eyes and look at herself, "Look at me, baby, you look at me." ”
Wei Dongyi opened her eyes, Yong Qingfan's figure was reflected in the pupils of Qingming's eyes, there was only Yong Qingfan in her eyes, but Yong Qingfan couldn't see a trace of emotion in her eyes, that plain look cut Yong Qingfan's heart, Yong Qingfan's heart was aching, she pressed her wound, trying not to let it bleed and suppurate, "Why are you looking at me like this?" Are you still mad at me? ”
"Nope."
"You've slept for a few days, and after the doctor told you to wake up, get up more often, get up first, and I'll have someone arrange lunch for you."
"Where's my clothes?" The low voice was not as usual, and after sleeping for a few days, Wei Dongyi almost couldn't even hear his own voice, "What time is it today?" ”
"February 1st." Yong Qingfan took out a set of clothes in the closet, she threw them on the bed, and her hand went to untie Wei Dongyi's pajamas very naturally, "Baby, I'll help you change." ”
Wei Dongyi's thin white and soft fingers went down, and pulled out the palm on his chest that was about to move, "My left hand is okay, not crippled enough to ask others to help me change my clothes." ”
"When you're not crippled, I can change it for you." The air pressure on Yong Qingfan's body suddenly decreased, and he said with a sneer, "You don't let me wear your clothes, who will wear them?" Baby, your body has always been my decision. ”
She almost began to take off Wei Dongyi's clothes with a revenge mentality, her fingers slid over Wei Dongyi's shoulders, and the scar that she had seen more than a hundred times appeared in her eyes, which still made her fingers tremble, "Baby, is this the one who hurt that night?" ”
The wound has already scarred, much better than when she first found out, Yong Qingfan had seen it when she helped her change her clothes before, when Wei Dongyi was in a coma, she was sitting next to Wei Dongyi, her eyes were staring at the scar, the hatred in her heart was so strong that her eyes were about to burn red, so she picked up the Buddhist beads and began to chant Buddhist scriptures, trying to suppress the hatred in her heart over and over again.
Yongqingfan has always been a person who loves to hold grudges, she loves to hold grudges, and will retaliate, she used more than ten years to retaliate against Zheng Chengfeng, because she was not strong enough at that time, she is now strong, she can decide the life and death of others, when facing herself, she becomes less calm, at the same time she is an eccentric person, eccentric eyes to the bones, she thinks that Wei Dongyi is her person, hurt Wei Dongyi, that is, hurt her, think about it, her mood can't calm down "I will kill her sooner or later." ”
An aura full of hatred appeared on her, her bloodthirsty gaze fell on the sheet, and Wei Dongyi said softly, "There is a cause and an effect, I don't think it's anything, why do you want to continue?" ”
Yong Qingfan was silent, although Wei Dongyi's persuasion was kind, it reminded her of Wei Baishu's question, Wei Baishu asked her, if there was no Yong Qingfan, would Wei Dongyi and Zheng Chengfeng be better? Does Wei Dongyi like Zheng Chengfeng? If she doesn't like it, she won't save Zheng Chengfeng, and she won't help Zheng Chengfeng speak now, Yong Qingfan is a little unhappy, she feels unhappy like this, and she won't let Zheng Chengfeng go, "No matter what, she must die." ”
I didn't expect Wei Dongyi to reply, "That's all your game, I'm just an outsider." ”
Is she distancing herself from herself? Yongqingfan didn't think about it, but when he thought about it, he helped her get dressed a few times, and changed the topic and said, "Baby, you take care of your body first, let's talk about this later." ”
This is another villa, there are only two old aunts preparing lunch in the villa, Wei Dongyi's right hand can't be lifted at all, she doesn't have much appetite, she eats a few bites casually, and then returns to the room.
The atmosphere between the two is no longer as relaxed as before, the main reason is because of Wei Dongyi's attitude, Yongqingfan loves too little, and understands too late, she looks at Wei Dongyi's back and ponders, feeling as if she doesn't understand Wei Dongyi at all, where is the problem? Wei Dongyi is now like a soulless marionette doll, although she used to be cold and didn't like to talk much, but now, she has no soul, or perhaps, it was Yongqingfan who imprisoned her soul.
It was she who let go of Wei Dongyi's hand first, it was she who hurt Wei Dongyi, it was she who used Wei Dongyi, it was all her, but was she wrong? Yong Qingfan didn't feel that she was wrong, she was spoiled by Wei Dongyi's love, thinking that no matter what she did to Wei Dongyi, Wei Dongyi would forgive her, she would forgive before, so now, she must also forgive, she made Yong Qingfan believe in love, she had to respond to Yong Qingfan's love all the time.
Overbearing? What about domineering? What can Wei Dongyi do to her? She promised to accompany her for the rest of her life, she must be with her for the rest of her life, and every day that Wei Dongyi lives in this world must belong to her Yongqingfan, and there will never be an exception.
Left-armed man Wei Dongyi is playing with the computer, if Yong Qingfan is not mistaken, she seems to be unsubscribing from a German apartment, Yong Qingfan put his arms around her waist behind her back, and put his face on Wei Dongyi's neck, "Baby, I miss you so much, I miss you every day when you are not by my side, I miss your breath, I miss the smell of your body, I miss you calling my name, I miss you to sue me, how much you need me." ”
Wei Dongyi was unaccustomed to hiding outside, and Yong Qingfan's warm breath sprayed into her neck socket, making her very uncomfortable, "Yong Qingfan, don't touch me." ”
"I want it." Yongqingfan mischievously replaced the tip of his nose with his lips, and went all the way up, holding Wei Dongyi's earlobe, Wei Dongyi trembled, and didn't even say anything to refuse, Yongqingfan's hand couldn't wait to touch her chest, Wei Dongyi sighed, "Yongqingfan, I'm not in good health." ”
This reason for refusal is very useful, Yong Qingfan stopped what he was doing, and gnawed on Wei Dongyi's face in annoyance, "If you make me angry again, I won't care so much, baby, you're back, let's start again, okay?" ”
It's like a wolf-like woman, Wei Dongyi has reason to suspect that this woman is with him just for sex "Liu Zinong is back, she is more suitable for you than me, you don't need me anymore." ”
Speaking of Liu Zinong, Yong Qingfan's face sank, "I don't want to talk about her." ”
"I don't want to stay here either." Wei Dongyi turned his head and looked at her face full of pleading, "Can you let me go?" ”
"I need you."
"Do you need me to sleep with you?" Wei Dongyi felt funny, "Yong Qingfan, I'm not your sex or toy, you can't just want to do and have sex with me every time you see me, you can find another woman, I don't want to continue, I'm suitable for a better life, I deserve better treatment." ”
"I just need you Wei Dongyi." Yong Qingfan cupped her face, looked into her eyes, and said word by word, "I don't need other women, I want you to accompany me for the rest of my life, you are not my sex and toys, you are the last woman in my life, I love you, Wei Dongyi, I love you." ”
"You said something similar to me last time." Wei Dongyi was not moved, she lost her trust in Yong Qingfan, and it was difficult to recover again, she said extremely rationally, "That time, you asked me to go to Zheng Chengfeng's company, what now?" What do you want me to do? Yong Qingfan, I don't want to be another one of my mothers, I'm not young anymore, I just want to live a good life, I don't want to wake up when I wake up, the woman lying next to me has someone else in her heart, I don't want to guess what you used to think of me in the past, sex, toys, chess pieces, that's all over, we're already over, the day you accuse me of cheating, we can never be together again, you blasphemed my love and dedication to you, you let me know how unbearable my love is, I treat you, I never felt sorry or sorry, because I tried my best, I tried my best, and I no longer have the strength to love you. ”