Chapter Ninety-Nine: Loving You is a Choice
What you can't get is always the best, and what you can't get, others get it lightly, which will make people's hearts slowly become weightless, and all kinds of human nature will be derived, some people will look bland, and more people will become extreme, although no one wants to admit that this kind of real existence is called jealousy.
Hearing the rumors in the company, Zuo Xinrou was really sad, because she was a person with flesh and blood and soul, and she knew that she was sad and happy, but at the same time, she felt that most of these people were jealous of her.
It's jealousy, it's not wrong at all, they say that she is not beautiful and not worthy of Li Zefan, and the implication is inevitably a little self-proud, she feels very good, but Li Zefan doesn't love them, so she talks sourly.
But Li Zefan never said that he didn't love her, Li Zefan didn't love Xin Ruoyuan because she was good-looking, and he didn't love her because she wasn't good-looking, so they said that she didn't deserve Li Zefan, but it didn't make sense at all. It's just that I feel lost because I can't get it, and then I choose to hurt the person who got it.
However, Zuo Xinrou admired Luo Xi, although Luo Xi also loved Li Zefan, but she didn't think that Zuo Xinrou was as thin as everyone else, and didn't take the opportunity to retaliate against her, so that at least you can see that she has a complete and rational soul, and she will not follow the crowd, nor will she hurt others because she can't get it, such a person Zuo Xinrou believes that it will not be bad.
The silence in Li Zefan's office was a little scary, Zuo Xinrou nodded hello to Secretary Lin and Luo Xi, and then pushed the door and walked in.
Wei An's back stood motionless in front of the window, and he slowly turned around and glanced at it when he heard the sound of the door closing. Zuo Xinrou walked over with a smile.
"Is there something wrong?" She smiled and spoke.
Li Zefan didn't have the slightest smile, stared at her with a cold face, and looked at her reluctant smiling face, and his heart suddenly hurt.
The moment he saw her smiling face, he suddenly regretted it, and for the first time regretted that he shouldn't have made his relationship with her so reckless, otherwise she wouldn't have been under so much pressure.
But when he thought about it, he could only sigh, and the divine hand pulled her into his arms for a long time without making a sound, and he didn't know how to open this mouth.
His embrace was warm and solid, so that her nose couldn't help but sour, and she couldn't help but want to be wronged, she could pretend to be strong in front of everyone and pretend that it didn't matter, but in front of him, she didn't want to and couldn't pretend.
He felt that her body trembled slightly, although there was no sound, but he knew that she was crying, silently crying.
patted her back distressedly, he still didn't speak, just accompanied her, silently accompanied her.
The more she cried, the more she felt wronged, and finally she cried and raised her hand to pat his chest to vent: "It's all your fault, it's all your fault, who made you so good......"
Let her vent her dissatisfaction in her heart, and when she was tired of crying, she raised her hand to wipe the tears from her face, and lowered her head to imprint a kiss on her forehead.
Seeing that she had recovered from her, he took her hand and sat on the guest sofa on the side, let her lean on her shoulder, moved her lips and said, "Let you be wronged."
Zuo Xinrou twitched and raised her head to look at him, and her mood had calmed down a lot at this time: "What I said just now was just angry words."
He turned his head and kissed her hair: "Xin Xin......"
He paused and sighed and continued, "Love me, do you feel tired?"
Zuo Xinrou was stunned for a moment, then raised her head and looked at Li Zefan seriously, his lips pursed slightly, she knew that this expression would only appear when he was nervous, the first time she saw this expression was on the day he confessed, and this was the second time she saw him show this expression. You can imagine what it represents.
Zuo Xinrou stretched out her hand to smooth his frowning brow: "Are you tired?" I've also asked myself, I do feel tired and tired of loving you. ”
Li Zefan's eyes were a little dim, she said that she was tired and exhausted, and he suddenly became a little scared, afraid that she would say that she was tired of love next, so she chose to leave.
Seeing his fear, Zuo Xinrou smiled bitterly and continued: "But I know that I can't let go, because I can't live the days of leaving you, although I will be tired by the environment when I love you, but even if I am not tired without you, there is no point in living."
Although I love you, I will be tired, and although I love you, I may be hurt by the environment and people, but as long as I am by my side, no matter how tired and injured I am, as long as you rely on you, as long as you are willing to hold my hand and not let go, this qiē will not be a problem.
Tears flowed out of his eyes again, and his hand caressed his angular face: "From the moment I decided to be with you, I knew that this road would not be easy, but Li Zefan, since I decided to be with you, it means that I have made up my mind to hold your hand all the time." Unless you let go, I won't let go in this life. ”
Reached out and covered her small hand on her face, and rubbed her face in her palm: "No matter how far and tired the future is, I will not and cannot let go of your hand, it is my choice to love you, and I will not love you because of change."
Because I don't love your appearance, I don't love your talent, I don't love you because you're cute, just because I see you from the first sight and I'm sure you're the choice of my life, so I won't stop loving you because your appearance has become old, I won't leave you because there is someone more talented than you, I won't love you because you're not cute, because loving you is the most important choice in my life.
Maybe there aren't so many sweet words, maybe not so many passionate years, but I'm willing to accompany you through this life.
Zuo Xinrou raised her head and took the initiative to kiss his lips for the first time, slightly cool thin lips, people say that people with thin lips are thin, but who knows that people have never said thin feelings, thin feelings, but not enough love is not deep enough.
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