Chapter 119: Tears in my eyes
"What did you say?" Zhu Yunhuan looked at Lu Xihua in disbelief.
Lu Xifei understands Zhu Yunhuan's mood very well, and decades of self-blame and resentment have made his world dark. He lived in a kind of self-torture that bordered on despair, hating Lu Song on the one hand, and Jiang Yuezhen on the other, and treating Lu Song more purely, because he could hate him and resent him without any worries. Jiang Yuezhen is the source of his pain, he regards Jiang Yuezhen as the murderer of his grandson, he blames him, but it is indeed that he is sorry for Jiang Yuezhen first, he can't even hate him completely, and even said that he has no position and qualification to hate him at all.
Lu Xifei felt that he was very pitiful, and for more than ten years, he hated the wrong person.
"Zhu Xiaolin, it was true that he died of sexual asphyxiation."
"No, it can't be!" Zhu Yunhuan shook his head, "That day, I rushed back from the mountain, I saw Lin'er, Lin'er's appearance, my heart was broken, I didn't expect retribution to come so quickly, let alone retribution on my grandson's body." He is still a child, he told me not long ago, he said grandpa, I will definitely study hard, get ahead in the future, protect you, and honor you. How could such a child commit suicide? ”
The autopsy report of that year had been carefully read by Lu Xifei, and the cause of death was written in great detail, and the possibility of error was very small. This also proves that Zhu Xiaolin does have a habit in that area, and because he didn't grasp the scale, he buried his young life. According to the photos at the scene that year, the knotting method of the rope was very professional, not like Zhu Xiaolin's so-called, so Lu Xifei suspected that someone used sexual asphyxia to create an illusion.
"I think Grandpa Zhu should have gone to your house before going up the mountain and found Zhu Xiaolin, who had an accident. The rope was then knotted in a more professional way, and a scale was hung between his legs. ”
"Why is that? Didn't he deliberately lead the suspicion to himself, he knew that I would suspect him, why did he ......?"
"Chain reaction, mutual constraints."
Zhu Yunhuan shook his head solemnly, and lost his anger: "I don't understand." ”
"My grandfather asked Grandpa Jiang to go undercover in Qiao's, but because of this, he was disgusted with him and did not allow him to join the Rongjin operation, and Grandpa Jiang obviously did not betray my grandfather but was suspected for no reason, he was sad and he was angry. Because of this grief and indignation, he not only hated my grandfather, but even transferred this affection to Grandpa Zhu, who did not help him speak, and you felt guilty about him on the one hand, and on the other hand, you were afraid that he would be carried away by anger and take revenge on you, so you deliberately alienated him and beware of him. This is called a psychological chain. "There are two reasons why he deliberately created evidence to lead the suspicion to himself." First, the two clues of weighing and knotting, only you of the person concerned can understand the meaning, and will directly suspect him, and he is using your suspicion to torture you psychologically and take revenge on you. As for why he dared to do this, it is the second reason, if you directly tell your guess, you will definitely get into trouble, and the tomb robbery will be self-defeating, and you will not only lose your grandson, but even the old age will be difficult to protect. In a sense, you are grasshoppers on a rope, interdependent and mutually restrictive. ”
"This is terrible...... Zhu Yunhuan's eyes were cloudy, and he stiffened and shook his head, "If that's really the case, it's really terrifying." Yue Zhen can't do this to me, the person who kicked him away back then was Lu Song, not me, why do I have to bear all the qiē in the end......"
"Because of Grandpa Jiang, while he took revenge on you, he took revenge on my grandfather even more. You can't hate because of hatred, you can't turn back time because of guilt, and finally cut off your robe with my grandfather, who lost his most cherished friend and became a lonely man completely, leaving only a pile of dirty gold written on it. ”
"Huh." Zhu Yunhuan smiled sarcastically, "Lu Song, will he be uncomfortable?" Does he have a heart? If he really had a heart, he wouldn't treat Yuezhen like this, he wouldn't treat me like this, he only had money and power in his heart! Yuezhen figured out that Guò took revenge on him in this way, which was extremely ridiculous, because that person would not have even the slightest remorse at all. ”
"Nope." Lucy said categorically, she finally handed the thick diary into Zhu Yunhuan's hand, "Grandpa Jiang, he did it." Because of his death, my grandfather woke up. In fact, from that moment on, he was not really happy for a second. ”
- "Today's autumn is the beginning of autumn, I still remember that forty years ago in the beginning of autumn, I met Yun Huan and Yue Zhen for the first time in the dawn park, at that time, we were still full of arrogant hairy boys, domineering, and our hearts were higher than the sky. Yue Zhen is the most elegant of the three of us, Yun Huan often says that he is an ancient person, and he is full of words.
One day after graduating from the college entrance examination, the three of us also walked in the park like the first time we met, along the long Suxin Lake, I stood in the middle, Yue Zhen and Yun Huan on both sides of me, Yun Huan said that I have the demeanor of a general, the two of them stood next to me and lived like two bodyguards, I retorted, in my opinion, I am the roughest, not as handsome as Yue Zhen, not as handsome as Yun Huan. Yue Zhen pointed to us at nine o'clock, and I fixed my eyes to see that it was a big girl with two braids, bright eyes, red lips and white teeth, well, it was indeed a good match with Yue Zhen, and that girl was the wife of Yunhuan later.
There was a sign in the park that it was not allowed to trample on the lawn, but Yun Huan was afraid that the girl would disappear in the next second, so he chased along the lawn around the path in a panic, and Yue Zhen and I followed behind him, looking at Yun Huan, who had always been calm and calm, out of control.
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Oh, it turns out that this qiē has been a full forty years. That's all for today, my daughter has called me downstairs for the second time to dinner. ”
What is certain is that Changhua Rongjin has always been a thorn in Lu Song's heart back then, and his career achievements have not been able to dilute the impact of this incident on him. Zhu Yunhuan looked at the emphasis mark marked by Lu Xifei with a carbon pen under the words "Shun", "Reverse" and "Nine", and his wisdom was like him, so he naturally knew that it was the unlocking direction of the secret room.
Lu Song may not be a brave man, because he saved all the courage that he could not show in his life until after death. He is waiting, waiting for an opportunity, two people, one is the opportunity for Zhu Yunhuan to break out, and the other is the person who can solve the mystery. He used to be cowardly, but after all, he did not have the luxury of being famous for a hundred years, and he still resolutely left the possibility of leaving the stench for thousands of years in a corner of the world. This may be his last tribute to this irretrievable friendship.
Zhu Yunhuan put the diary on the table and wept silently: "At that time, there were three of us, and your grandfather had the best grades, and he was the only one who was admitted to university, and the two of us had no money and no connections, so we could only run around every day to find a job." He studied finance and treated us very well, we would get together once a week, and he would show us a copy of his notes, saying that we should study hard, and in the future, the three of us would start a business together and make a lot of money together. Now that I think about it, I think it would be good if I just accepted my fate like that at that time, your grandfather went to his future alone, and Yue Zhen and I would be two ordinary people, so good...... At least, the three of us, won't change. ”
"Maybe Grandpa Jiang didn't hang that quick scale just to get revenge." Lucy opened her lips lightly, "That day, since he decided to go, he didn't plan to come back alive. Before people die, many things that are entangled in their hearts will be instantly transparent. And that scale, maybe not to tell you and my grandfather, he longs for money, but just a silent protest, Xiaolin is just a pitiful symbol, a symbol of death, the scale under his feet symbolizes wealth, he just wants to express that it was money that ruined him, so that he finally had to be heartbroken about the world and go to death. Grandpa Jiang knew that there were tigers in the mountains and preferred to go to the tigers, not because he loved money, but just because he hated money too much. ”
Zhu Yunhuan nodded and rubbed his eyes: "Then you say, if it wasn't for Xiaolin's accident that day, would he have done it...... Will he attack Lin'er? ”
"I don't know." Even she is not an omnipotent immortal, and she cannot change the qualifications for a person many years after his death to determine whether he will do a certain thing, "Maybe, maybe not." ”
Maybe. So on that day, he chose to go to Zhu Yunhuan's house.
Probably not. Jiang Yue is really such a smart and meticulous person, even if he has been dead for so many years, he can still become the demons of Lu Song and Zhu Yunhuan, making the two people alive more painful than him who has become a ghost. Such a person, even if he dies, should not be willing to stand at the lowest point of morality.
Will or no, maybe only Jiang Yue under Jiuquan can really tell.
After stealing life for more than ten years, Zhu Yunhuan finally achieved his goal, he did it by letting Lu Xifei unmask Lu Song with his own hands, using Zhu Xiaolin's death as bait to involve the gold melting incident of the year, which completely ruined the big hero in Lu Xifei's heart.
"Girl." It was the first time for Zhu Yunhuan to look at Lu Xifei, Lu Song's own granddaughter, so gently and sincerely, "Don't blame me for being ruthless and letting you bear such a cruel truth alone." You must know that I, Zhu Yunhuan, have endured this secret alone for decades on the basis of losing my own grandson. My son thinks crazy, every time he comes back, I can't stop thinking about Xiaolin, and my granddaughter doesn't like me either, because she thinks that I only have Xiaolin in my heart and doesn't care for her at all. Maybe in the eyes of the outside world, I am rich and powerful, and I lack nothing, but only I know that I have nothing. ”
He turned around and took off the calligraphy hanging vertically behind the desk, because he was behind his back, Lu Xifei couldn't see what he was doing, but the door in front of him was slowly opened, and Zhu Yunhuan walked in, and when he came out again, he was holding a USB flash drive in his hand. He stuffed it into Lu Xifei's hand, and there was no resentment in his eyes at the beginning: "This is what you want, I, Zhu Yunhuan, will do what I say, and do what I say." Maybe you think I'm cruel and set up such a bureau to ruin your grandfather, but it's all fate, your grandfather's debt, and now, only you can pay it off for him. ”
Lucy clutched the USB flash drive, speechless.
Protect the Lu clan and recapture a qiē belonging to the Lu family. That's why she got into the company.
However, now it seems that "Lu's" really belongs to the Lu family.
"Your grandfather wasn't exactly a hypocrite, at least, after he took all the treasures to himself, he didn't forget to donate some money to Project Hope every year to help some poor children. Maybe it's to atone for your sins, but who knows......
He reached out and patted Lu Xifei's shoulder and touched her head, just like the intimacy of the elders to the juniors: "This qiē is not your fault, but you have to bear it, but there is nothing you can do." I only hope that you will not repeat the mistakes of your grandfather, and after taking over the Lu family, not out of guilt or self-blame, but from the bottom of your heart, you will do something for this society. ”
Lucy clenched the USB flash drive, and she recorded every word Zhu Yunhuan said, word by word, which was deeply engraved in her heart.
"I'm sorry."
She bent over and bowed deeply to him. It's not about guilt, it's not about self-blame. It wasn't her fault, she knew it, and she didn't take it upon herself to blame all the faults. At this moment, she just admired this old man from the bottom of her heart, for his words, for him who really achieved the word "good", and for the truly admirable entrepreneur who did not forget to do good deeds for this society in his old age.
She couldn't turn back time and give him a genuine friendship. Nor can he let the tragedy stop and return it to his beloved grandson.
That's all she can do.
"Xihua." He took her hand and burst into tears, "It's me who should thank you." Thank you for finally letting go of all the hatred I have for Yuejin in my heart, so that I can live the rest of my life peacefully in guilt and atonement......"
"Thank you also for not complaining about me from beginning to end, and for keeping the dignity for me so you can keep."
Although indifferent, the kind-hearted Xi Fei knew that this was a play directed and acted by Zhu Yunhuan, but he did not show the slightest dissatisfaction from beginning to end, retaining all his dignity as an elder, so that he could stand on a high place and accuse Yiqiē with peace of mind. The zinc powder found by Meng Liuchen in the cave could not have been left by Lu Song ten years ago. There is only one possibility, that is, someone went there not long ago and deliberately left that zinc powder behind, so that she gradually delved into the gold melting incident. And that person is Zhu Yunhuan. This incident is enough to make Zhu Yunhuan, who has always stood on the moral high ground, lose face, but Lu Xifei didn't mention a word.
Zhu Yunhuan knew that this smart woman was not unaware, but under her cold appearance, she had a heart that was softer than anyone else.
With tears in his eyes, he felt a rare relief in his heart, and felt that he had let go of the fetters that had accumulated on his body for so many years: "Seeing you, I don't think the establishment of the Lu Clan is entirely a mistake, at least, now, it can have a child as good as you to take over it, so that it can really benefit mankind on the basis of profit......"