On the seventh day of my suspension, I had a dream. &

Lin Yue is carefully caring for a pot of ferns that I have thrown on the windowsill since I bought it, with a smile of white dew in the morning. I walked over quietly, he turned around, and the smile and tenderness inevitably spread to my eyes and shoulders. I was on tiptoe waiting for a kiss, but my body fell into a huge black hole as if I had lost my center of gravity.

When I opened my eyes, I was lying in the bathtub, and the sun was shining outside the window.

Seven days ago, after I saw Yu Tian, I held the two large cardboard boxes about him overnight and put them in front of the church door.

Junko turned down my invitation to go shopping with her for the first time on the phone six days ago, presumably sick, and her voice was very weak.

Five days ago, Lin actually sent me a video. In the picture, he is pointing at the computer monitor, and it turns out that this kid was a professional e-sports player in high school. Lin actually invited me to play a game together, saying that he wanted me to experience the thrill of being carried by the gods. He bites the two words at the end very clearly.

Four days ago, there was a heavy snowfall, and I stood in front of the window and looked down, and it was a unique picture.

Three days ago, Google posted a Weibo after completing the neurosurgery examination, and the following are all kinds of cheers and complaints from their students, I don't know who mentioned Yu Tian, and then there are some very small girls' avatars sighing and missing.

Hey, it's like a memorial.

I tried to reply to something, but my neck stiffened and I couldn't move anymore. Probably because the sleeping position of the night before was too twisted, and I fell into the stiff neck. So for the last two days, I was obsessively bedridden, weak and pale.

The holiday ended in a hurry.

And an hour ago, I received a call from Vivian telling me to go back to work, so I threw myself into the bathtub to wash off my bad luck, but accidentally fell asleep, and then did more than that, well, Cheng dù is not a dream of spring dreams.

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When I arrived at the company, I found that there was silence in the office, and Li Xiaoming stood delicately in the middle of the crowd, just like me that day, and next to him were two upright-looking security guards.

"It's me, I'm the inner ghost."

From a distance, I saw him clutching his fingers, and his nails, which were as neatly trimmed as a girl's and even had nail polish, were deeply embedded in his palms, leaving faint marks.

Then, cautiously, he lowered his head and slowly returned to his desk away from the center. There was silence.

Vivian stood up suddenly, took out a thin stack of white cards from her delicate limited-edition fendi and distributed them to everyone, even Li Xiaoming, who was putting his head down to clean up his desk, and Yu Tian, who had not spoken or even raised his head much.

If it weren't for her next sentence, I would have thought she was just sending a mini check-up form. But.

"I'm getting married." She said that the delicate pale pink halo on her face made her look much more easy-going, "I'm going to leave my job for a while because I'm pregnant." ”

She lowered her head and stroked her flat lower abdomen. And the name on the wedding invitation is neither Lin Jing, nor can it be Yu Tian.

In just a few minutes, the atmosphere of this office room changed weakly between solemnity and inexplicability.

When the crowd dispersed, I found Lin Jing, who was hiding in the corner of the pantry and smoking, his eyes slightly red from the smoke, and the shallow mist on his cheeks evaporated gently. He grinned when he saw me inside.

That small ephemeral moment is like the universe, vast and insignificant, and any stone in it can lightly turn left and right and even tear our lives, or the whole universe is just a transparent container that rests under God's pupil

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