That's because I care too much about you, and I'm afraid that the former unruliness will scare you away. I've changed so much for you, why... You still won't come with me?

He hid these cowardly words deep in his heart, and he didn't even dare to think that he would become what he is now for the sake of a woman.

He was afraid of her leaving, and when he pushed the room open and couldn't see her, his heart was taken away. He didn't want to bear the suffocating feeling a second time, so as long as he could keep her by his side, he was willing to do anything.

Listening to his humble tone, Liu Yilan was extremely distressed, she hated herself, hated herself for turning the person he was once so proud of into what he is now. She knew that he wanted to keep her by his side, but if she stayed with him, she would not only ruin herself, but also ruin him.

She doesn't love him, so if she relents with him for the sake of gratitude, for the sake of pity, this marriage must be unfortunate, and she can't be so selfish and push her into the precipice again.

In the 21st century, I have seen too many couples who are together because of gratitude, and the final result is that they die of old age and do not get along, which is relatively light, and the worst is the situation of killing each other.

Because one party does not love, or marries with a soft heart. Those who don't love are compromised, and those who love know each other's dislove, and their hearts are painful, and problems arise over time. She didn't want to see them end up in the endgame, and she didn't want him to spend the whole day in pain.

"Cheng Shiling, listen to me, even if I am reluctantly with you, you will not be happy, are you willing to live a depressed life every day?"

"I do, I do, as long as you can stay with me......"

His answer was unthinking, and it was evident that his current sanity was no longer suitable for conversation.

"Forget it, let's talk about these tomorrow, you're tired these days, I'll clean up the room later, you go and rest for a while."

"You're not going to leave me again, are you?" He took her hand and asked worriedly. He was really scared, afraid that while he was asleep, she would run away again.

"Don't worry, I won't leave." He is like a child, which makes her feel distressed.

After they finished negotiating, Nan Zhiyuan and Cheng Chengcai entered the house.

Nan Zhiyuan took on the task of cooking and made some food for the hungry Cheng Shiling, and Cheng Cheng worked on the side. Liu Yilan takes care of Lele and generally stays by Cheng Shiling's side. Fortunately, Lele is well-behaved and does not make trouble at all.

Liu Yilan sat on the edge of the bed with Lele in her arms, looked at the sleeping Cheng Shiling, and remembered the first time she saw him. The pride and unruliness of that year can no longer be found in him now, replaced by timidity. Little by little, he was being changed, making her feel like a sinner for the ages.

Even when he fell asleep, his eyebrows were twisted together, as if he was having some nightmare. A free hand touched his brow, trying to make it relax.

She also thought about marrying him and living a dull life, but it was too unfair to him, so she couldn't.

She didn't ask him for forgiveness, she just wanted him to go back to the past and find himself.

"Big brother, wake up."

After cooking, Cheng Cheng went to the room to wake up Cheng Shiling to eat. He has always pretended to be stupid and has never called him so affectionately, in fact, he has long recognized his status as a big brother in his heart.

"What about her? Where did she go? ”

Cheng Shiling didn't see Liu Yilan at the first glance when he opened his eyes, and hurriedly got up to look for someone, as if he couldn't leave her for a moment