Extra-two

I've always been a very rational person, always calculating what is the best choice.

It was back then. It still is.

It's just that I didn't regret it back then, but now I regret it.

I rarely think about what kind of life I was going to live without Zhou Papi, but I just did it.

I opened a small coffee house and recruited two Chinese international students who came here to work part-time, and I only needed to feed the treasure of the town store and Garfield every day, as well as bask in the sun and read magazines.

I didn't pay attention to domestic affairs anymore, there was no reason, just because people were lazy.

I think that I am very satisfied with my current life, quiet and comfortable, I will never have sleepless nights and nights, no longer have to worry about all kinds of conflicts between two people, and I don't need to find a reason to comfort the lover who is not grown.

I'm going to live like this forever, I thought I'd go on like this.

Until he fainted in the store and was taken to the hospital.

The result of the test is an inadequate blood supply.

At that time, in a daze, I suddenly reacted that I had not eaten for two days.

It's been a long time since I've thought about these things.

So long that I thought I had forgotten.

Maybe it's because of the pain, maybe it's because it's in the hospital again, that feeling of depression, loneliness......

Some memories came flooding back and caught me off guard.

At that time, I was only 14 years old, and my daily life suddenly changed from watching someone's back in a white shirt every day with an unspeakable pink little secret in my heart, suddenly facing my parents who were arrested for drug trafficking, and being alone with my relatives' debt collection orphan daughter.

Actually, I didn't think about how good she was going to be to me, and I didn't even care if she ignored me, after all, we were just nodding friends except for those hidden thoughts in my heart.

I have never been so short of money at that time, and in order to pay off my debts, I sold my house and everything in my house, except for me......

To be honest, at that time, I was so desperate that I wanted to sell myself.

The only reason I insisted in my heart was that she sat in front of me, no one spoke to me, everyone avoided me like a snake and scorpion, but for me, there was nothing.

Until, she suddenly changed schools, and the head teacher explained that it was because of the class style.

Because...... Sitting in the back...... I.

At that time, I realized that people can really be cornered.

Also, we don't have much to do with each other, do we?

I thought, what the hell am I holding onto?

I can't think of it, I did the stupidest thing of my life.

Then it turned out to be taken to the hospital.

When I woke up, someone paid for my medical bills and sent away my relatives who had come to collect the debt.

I heard from the doctor that the driver who hit me did it.

It's the worst thing I've ever done in my life.

However, it changed my fate.

When a middle-aged woman with a beautiful face walked in, I was holding my stomach and looking out the window in a daze.

I didn't know this person, although I thought it was familiar.

"Let me introduce myself, my name is Gu Ning's mother."

I was stunned for a moment, she has a mother??? From marriage to cohabitation, we never heard of it.

"Haven't heard of me?" The woman smiled a little ...... Sadness......

I can't tell you how it felt, I always felt like she was going to break down and cry the next moment......

However, she has an indescribable temperament, which makes people a little uncomfortable.

"Gu Ning and I are divorced." I don't want to be involved again, I think, maybe it's the obsession when the love first opened, even if she abandoned me at that time, no, it's not abandoned, we have nothing to do with each other, right?

"Well, I know, so she's back in the nursing home again."

"Sanatorium ???" I don't understand what she means at all? What does it mean to go back again?

"Psychiatric sanatorium." Gu Ning's mother sat over, with a tired face on her face, "It's the second time." ”

When she said this, she frowned, "The last time she was sent in by her father. She once stole more than two million from her family. ”

"I think, Miss Ling may still be able to remember what more than two million yuan were used for?" Gu Ning's mother laughed more and more cruelly, "She didn't have a penny on her at that time, she knelt in the hospital and begged the hospital to save you, and then stole more than two million from her family to give you a bright future." It's almost to death, not to let us make you a little trouble, I'd rather admit that I'm sick, and I'd rather accept all kinds of treatments......"

"Do you know who she kept calling when she was alone on the so-called physical shock treatment for homosexuality? Do you want to guess how many times she committed suicide because she was depressed? ”

And I'm ...... Dislike her in such a situation, dislike her for being insecure, dislike her for being selfish and willful......

In an instant, his mind went blank, as if he had been stripped of all his strength, and only his hands were shaking.

"After she returned to China, she never contacted me again, and I know that she hates me, but I also hate you too, if it weren't for you, she would have a home, a husband, and children, and she wouldn't have so many psychological shadows. I also hated myself for not being able to divorce her father and take her away...... Instead of having a deep obsession with money as it is now, and having a deep attachment to ......"

"Where is she ......" moment, I just want to see her...... I just want to tell her that I love you.

I've loved it for years.