In a few days, it will be Chinese New Year's Eve, and the days in the holiday villa will be more leisurely, and Qin Ziyan and several people will have to go home for the New Year. He and Ye Zhichen are both natives of S City, and it is nothing to go home a day or two later, but Li Xin, no matter how urged by his family, will never go back until the last day, and he also proposed that everyone go to 1987 for dinner before going home.

Qin Ziyan originally thought that the two old men would just stay in the villa for a few days and then go back, but they went back to S City with them, and they actually planned to go back to meet his parents with him, and wanted to take his parents to the house in City B for the New Year.

Qin Ziyan couldn't cry or laugh, he didn't ignore the strange appearance of Qu Mohan's paralyzed face, when he heard the old man say that he wanted to meet his parents and hoped that his parents could go home together for the New Year, Qu Mohan's dark and deep eyes bloomed in an instant, and the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked with cold lines.

The old lady is not wrong at all, the old man Qu is just stern and fierce on the outside, but in fact he is very kind and gentle, a typical knife mouth tofu heart, arrogant and awkward. Maybe it's because of his age, and the old man is easy to play with children's temper, but he can see that the old man has accepted him.

After all, in Li Xin's memory, this old man can make him, a "bear child" who is not afraid of heaven and earth since he was a child, and he was scared to run away when he saw it from afar, but now he is very harmonious.

It's just that the old man's awkward temper has not decreased by half a point, and occasionally he will stab him a few words, Qin Ziyan is in a good mood, and he will accompany the old man to fight a few words, which makes the old man blow his beard and stare at him. However, he could see it clearly, and there was no anger in the old man's eyes, so he knew that he was in line with the old man's picky appetite.

After a few glasses of wine, Qin Ziyan only felt hot all over his body, his mind became groggy, he raised his hand and rubbed his swollen temples, and shook his head slightly to drive away his slightly messy thoughts. In order to exercise his drinking power, Qu Mohan would accompany him to drink a few glasses in his spare time, but now it seems that it has not played a big role, and his body is naturally invincible to alcohol.

"Drunk?" Qu Mohan always paid attention to the situation of the people around him, and when he saw Qin Ziyan holding his cheek with one hand, he hurriedly supported Qin Ziyan's body, leaned over and asked, "I have to get up early tomorrow morning and rush back to City B, do you want to go back to rest with you first?" ”

Qin Ziyan put down his hand rubbing his temples, turned his head to look at Li Xin and the others who were having a great time, and shook his head with a chuckle: "No, I can still insist, don't sweep everyone's interest." After today, I won't be able to meet again until school starts, so I'll go to the bathroom first. ”

Qu Mohan hugged Qin Ziyan's shoulders and said, "I'll accompany you ......"

"Ziyan wants to go to the bathroom? I'll go too! Without waiting for Qu Mohan to finish speaking, Li Xin, who was on the side of his ear, interrupted Qu Mohan's words, stood up and waved his hand at Han Muze boldly, "Wait for me to come back and fight again, and let you go out sideways tonight." ”

Han Muze held the wine glass elegantly and magnificently, raised it towards Li Xin, hooked his lips and smiled lightly: "Go!" ”

Li Xin proudly raised his chin and pulled Qin Ziyan out of the booth.

Seeing this, Ye Zhichen on the side helplessly supported his forehead and said to Qu Mohan: "I'll go and watch them." ”

"With Zhichen with them, rest assured!" Han Muze smiled and stopped Qu Mohan who was about to get up.

Qu Mohan glanced at Han Muze lightly, and finally retracted his posture, he was not at ease, Li Xin himself had drunk a lot of wine, and it was already good to be able to walk steadily, and he didn't expect this guy's head to remain awake. However, Ye Zhichen is much more reliable than Li Xin, and with Ye Zhichen here, he is not worried.

Han Muze smiled, shook the wine glass in his hand and said jokingly: "Do you know how Li Xin describes you?" ”

Qu Mohan's eyes were slightly gloomy, and he picked up the wine glass with an expressionless face and drank all the wine in the cup.

Han Muze smiled unmoved: "Li Xin is not wrong at all, you can only transform yourself in front of Ziyan and incarnate into ...... Crazy man, beloved wife crazy demon, I originally thought it was just Li Xin's nonsense, but now I believe it a little. ”

Han Muze laughed as he spoke, Li Xin complained in his ear, accusing Qu Mohan of discriminatory treatment, and frantically asked him to write tens of thousands of words of review at every turn.

Han Muze thought about it and laughed, Li Xin's guy also said that his friend, who had always been facial paralysis, often remained silent in the group of relatives and friends, but as long as someone said a word about Qin Ziyan, Qu Mohan could always appear as soon as possible, at that time, Li Xin's guy patted the table and gritted his teeth and said that Qu Da Devil definitely set Qin Ziyan's keyword reminder.

Qu Mohan just looked at the wine glass in his hand lightly, he didn't think that his love for Qin Ziyan was wrong, Qin Ziyan was the person he wanted to love for a lifetime, even if he was said to be a "crazy man, a crazy man who loves his wife", he didn't care, he loved Qin Ziyan, and he wanted to give all of his life.

Qin Ziyan walked into the aisle leading to the bathroom, and the door behind him isolated the deafening music in the bar, and suddenly felt that the surroundings were clean, and people became a little sober. He exhaled softly, walked briskly to the bathroom, and as soon as he reached the corner, he saw two familiar figures pulling together.

"Xiao Ning? Mr. Sheng? Qin Ziyan stopped in surprise.

"What's wrong?" Li Xin and Ye Zhichen behind him walked up quickly.

"Xiao Ning?" Ye Zhichen was also surprised, "Why are he and Teacher Sheng here?" ”

Sheng Xuanling had obviously drunk too much again, and his vain steps couldn't support his tall body at all, but his eyes were exceptionally clear and cold, and his handsome face had no trace of emotion. Xiao Ning, who was anxious on the side, stepped forward to support him, but he was ruthlessly pushed away.

"Teacher Sheng, don't be like this, I'll send you back." Xiao Ning was pushed by Sheng Xuanling without prevention, even if the other party was drunk, his strength was still very strong, and his cold face even had a hint of vigilance, looking at him, it made his heart ache sharply like an ant gnawing at him.

Sheng Xuanling withdrew his pulled arm, looked at Xiao Ning with an indifferent expression, and said in a deep voice: "Don't meddle! ”

"Sheng Xuanling!" Xiao Ning, who was pushed away again, suddenly yelled and suppressed Qin Ziyan and the three of them, who were about to step forward to help.

Xiao Ning raised his head and stared deeply at Sheng Xuanling, the handsome face that made him obsessed to the point of heartache, and was still expressionless at this time, tears finally burst out of his eyes, and he choked up: "Sheng Xuanling, when are you going to be self-defeating?" Teacher Qin is dead, he is dead...... Why don't you cherish him while he's alive? Don't go to have? Now that he's dead, what's the use of you being heartbroken and giving up on yourself for him? He'll never come back to life......"

"Shut up!" Sheng Xuanling roared with red eyes, "Even if Ziyan dies, he will always live in my heart, irreplaceable!" ”

Xiao Ning sobbed in a low voice, even if he had long known that Sheng Xuanling loved Qin Ziyan deeply, even if Qin Ziyan had passed away, Sheng Xuanling was still unforgettable, but when he heard his beloved and the words of deep love for others in his mouth, his heart seemed to be cut like a knife, and the knife went down, reaching the deepest part of his heart, and blood gushed out.

"Sheng Xuanling, can't you look at the living? In this world, you are not the only one who can't ask for it, those who care about and love you are the same as you when you are sad and sad...... I'm sad for you......" Xiao Ning sobbed lowly.

In this world, the living can never be compared with the dead, not to mention that the dead person is so perfect, a perfect person in the eyes of everyone, passing away when he is the most dazzling, like a meteor crossing the bright night sky, leaving behind an indelible eternity.

He will not grow old, will not leave traces of time, will not be erased by the world, whenever someone remembers him, it will always be that radiant face that remains in the mind. And the living person, when he is young, may bloom with a moment of brilliance, but he will gradually grow old, be contaminated with dust by the world, and become a worldly person who is running around for life and thinking about everything.

What does he, Xiao Ning, compare to an already perfect dead man? Everything Qin Ziyan has will be deeply in Sheng Xuanling's mind, and it can no longer be erased, just like Sheng Xuanling himself said - irreplaceable!

"Can't you ask for it......" Sheng Xuanling suddenly chuckled, but his laughter was full of sadness, Qin Ziyan was not his past tense, nor was it his loss, but his never got it, "Ask for it but can't ......"

"Sheng Xuanling, you coward!" Xiao Ning listened to Sheng Xuanling's almost crazy muttering, and for a moment, he felt that Sheng Xuanling's feelings for Qin Ziyan had reached the point of pathology, Qin Ziyan had become Sheng Xuanling's inner demon, and his feelings for Sheng Xuanling were only despair, and finally collapsed and threw down a sentence, turned around and ran in the opposite direction.

"Xiao Ning!" Qin Ziyan hurriedly caught up with him, "Zhichen, Li Xin, you go and watch Xiao Ning." ”

Ye Zhichen glanced at Qin Ziyan with a complicated face, and finally nodded: "Then Teacher Sheng will be handed over to you." ”

Li Xin woke up at this moment, glanced at Qin Ziyan and Sheng Xuanling, and hurriedly followed Ye Zhichen's footsteps.

Qin Ziyan stood a few steps away from Sheng Xuanling and said lightly, "Do you need me to help you book a lounge?" ”

At this time, Sheng Xuanling no longer saw Fang Cai's madness, his face calmly stepped forward, walked in front of Qin Ziyan, and stared down at the delicate face in front of him, this extremely beautiful but unfamiliar face, it is the soul in the body that gives this face vitality, only the soul in the body makes this body dazzling, and only the soul in the body makes this body amazing.

Sheng Xuanling's eyes gradually became confused, and he hugged the body in front of him: "Ziyan, Ziyan......"

Qin Ziyan said calmly: "Teacher Sheng, you are drunk, I will help you to the lounge." ”

"Heh......" Sheng Xuanling let go of his arms, his laughter was full of bitterness, as if he was talking to himself, "You will always be like this, so calm that people dare not approach easily, lest it disturb you, your world never lets anyone enter...... No, someone has already entered the ......"

Qin Ziyan didn't speak, and sent Sheng Xuanling into the single lounge of the 1987 Encounter Bar, turned his head to look at the person lying on the sofa, and sighed softly. He is not indifferent, but Sheng Xuanling's feelings are too heavy for him, no matter whether he starts over again or not, he can't respond to this feeling, not to mention that now that he is living again, his heart has long been filled by a person named "Qu Mohan".

Qin Ziyan put a glass of water on the coffee table, leaned over to look at Sheng Xuanling, who closed his eyes and recuperated, and said softly: "You have a good rest, I'll go out first." ”

As soon as Qin Ziyan turned around, his arm was pulled by a force, and he sighed: "Sheng Xuanling, let me go!" ”

Sheng Xuanling didn't let go of his hand, but instead stepped up his strength, and said in a hoarse voice: "I know that there is a devil living in my heart, otherwise I wouldn't have preferred that you are dead every time I see you and Qu Mohan together." If you do die, no one in this world will ever be able to get you, and you will never be owned by anyone. Instead of being like now, knowing that you are still alive, you can only watch you being owned by others. Tell me, isn't it scary for me to do this? Like a devil, I wish you were really dead, and I was madly jealous of Qu Mohan who could have you. ”

Qin Ziyan turned around, looked at Sheng Xuanling lightly and said, "Sheng Xuanling, Qin Ziyan is dead, it is Qin Ziyan who is alive, you have already seen it, what is the other point of this face that is Qin Ziyan?" It is Qin Ziyan who is already dead who lives in your heart, not Qin Ziyan. Sheng Xuanling, no one is qualified to judge your feelings, including me...... In this life, I will never be able to live as Qin Ziyan again, not everyone has a chance to do it all over again, so Sheng Xuanling, even if death makes me lose everything I originally had, I have to start all over again, and I have never resented anyone. From the moment I woke up again, I was Qin Ziyan, and Qin Ziyan was just a person who had passed away. ”

Sheng Xuanling raised his head and looked at Qin Ziyan steadily, but the hand holding Qin Ziyan kept tightening.

Qin Ziyan didn't break free, but said softly: "Letting go of obsession is rebirth!" ”

Sheng Xuanling firmly grasped Qin Ziyan's wrist, as if he had grasped the soul in Qin Ziyan's body, so long that Qin Ziyan thought that Sheng Xuanling would never let go anymore, and was about to break free, but Sheng Xuanling easily opened the strength of his clench, leaned his head back on the sofa, and closed his eyes.

"You rest!" Qin Ziyan breathed a sigh of relief and turned to leave.

"Do you love him?" Sheng Xuanling sat up straight and stared at Qin Ziyan's back.

Qin Ziyan's hand holding the doorknob paused slightly, and said softly: "Love, I love him!" ”

Sheng Xuanling leaned his head back on the sofa, and the empty lounge was quiet again after a slight sound of the door closing. Between shallow breaths, there seemed to still be that familiar breath, and between greedy breaths, he raised his hand to cover his aching eyes, and the water slowly slid down his face. 166 Reading Network