Chapter 394: The Past Is Hard to Trace

But Cheng Suhan really didn't expect that Song Yuanxuan would still be obsessed with this matter now, after all, so much time has passed, even if he knows the cause of the death of the second prince now, what is the use, after all, death is death, and it is impossible to come back to life. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Cheng Suhan smiled bitterly.

She now thinks that Song Yuanyu is actually better than her, at least she now has a position as a queen, although the child did not survive after all, it once existed, and she lost everything without even having a child.

However, I just don't know how long she can sit in the position of queen.

Cheng Suhan got up from the ground, then sat down at the table and continued to eat her unfinished meal.

"Concubine Xian is really a little down now."

Cheng Suhan suddenly heard a familiar male voice, and she was stunned to see the man who suddenly appeared in the room.

Qi Shen.

He was dressed in a jet-black robe, and there was a hint of banter in his eyes, as if he was watching some good show.

Cheng Suhan pursed her lips, she didn't know what to say to Qi Shen now.

Qi Shen looked at the food on the table and smiled: "Why, the eldest lady of the Cheng family, the high-ranking concubine, can she eat these things now?" ”

Cheng Suhan looked at Qi Shen, she didn't know what Qi Shen wanted to do, she didn't understand the reason why Qi Shen came to her frequently, and now she naturally didn't understand it even more.

"Thunder, rain and dew are all Jun'en." Cheng Suhan said this.

"Oh, that makes sense." Qi Shen nodded, "But this king wants to know now, do you regret entering the palace?" ”

Cheng Suhan pursed her lips and didn't say anything.

What if she doesn't regret it, even if she regrets it, she doesn't want to admit it in front of Qi Shen, because she doesn't have this face.

But she wanted to know what Qi Shen wanted to do.

Suddenly, neither of them spoke.

"Ziyun, how is she now?" Cheng Suhan opened her mouth and said, although she knew that Ziyun was sent to her by Qi Shen and didn't know what she wanted to do, but after all, Ziyun had indeed been with her for many years, and she still had some feelings, and she didn't want to see the other party end badly.

"Since he is a person by the king's side, he is naturally back to the king's side now." Qi Shen opened his mouth and said, "You don't need to worry about this. ”

Cheng Suhan nodded silently, yes, Ziyun still has a place to go.

"Speaking of which, Ziyun has a lot of mistakes in this matter," Qi Shen said, "But obviously your scheming is not as good as before, and there is such a big omission." ”

Cheng Suhan shook her head, in fact, it was not that her scheming was not as good as before, and she miscalculated the emperor's thoughts, and she didn't expect that Qingshao's status in the emperor's heart would be so high, so she ended up like this now.

But there is nothing to explain, after all, failure is failure.

Qi Shen looked at Cheng Suhan, her hair was simply loosely tied up with a wooden hairpin, a few strands of hair hung down on both sides of her cheeks, her cheeks were not powdered with any fat, and she looked a little clear with a plain dress, which was very different from the temperament of the former "virtuous concubine".

In this way, it really looks like when he met her.

But even if there are some similarities, the inside is already very different......

Qi Shen actually still has a little concern for Cheng Suhan in his heart, after all, Cheng Suhan is also the first woman who made him fall in love, although the later result was different.

Of course, it may also be that I couldn't ask for it back then, so there are always some knots in my heart now.

"This king wants to ask you, were you forced or voluntarily at the beginning?" Qi Shen suddenly spoke, "This king wants to listen to the truth. ”

Cheng Suhan hung his head slightly, and his finger joints were faintly pale: "You...... What's the point of asking this now......"

Qi Shen looked at Cheng Suhan, wanting to see something from her appearance.

In fact, Qi Shen was never sure whether Cheng Suhan's entry into the palace was voluntary or forced. If he was forced, but she never passed on the word to him, then he could still think of some way. But if it's voluntary...... He felt that his vision was not so bad, and the person he liked turned out to be a woman who loved power.

So even though there was no possibility of the two of them being together, he still wanted an answer.

Cheng Suhan's heart was also turning a thousand times at this time.

Back then, she was still the eldest lady of the Cheng family, and when she went to worship Buddha on the mountain by chance, she met Qi Shen for the first time in her life when she met a foreign man who was not her father and brother, and she was still such an outstanding person, her heart naturally moved slightly, and then she also met Qi Shen in the palace, as if she was destined in the dark.

So although the two people did not have any deviant behavior, the two people had a tacit meaning.

However, at that time, it happened to catch up with Qizhou and Qi Shen needed to go back, so it was actually decided, and when Qi Shen came back, he would ask the Queen Mother for marriage. But Qizhou is a long way away, and it has been more than a month since Qi Shen even received that Cheng Suhan was selected by Qi Yuan into the harem, and some of them have become a foregone conclusion.

But in fact, this matter is really not what Cheng Suhan wants.

Back then, she secretly told her mother about her and Qi Shen, but she didn't expect to be strongly opposed, and the most important reason was because the Cheng family needed a daughter to enter the palace to maintain the glory of the Cheng family.

Even when he received the holy decree of canonization, Cheng Suhan did not react for a long time.

But it was impossible for her to resist the decree, because it would affect the entire Cheng family, and she couldn't do it at all, so her only choice was to enter the palace, and she definitely couldn't be a concubine who had no ability, so she started her real harem life under the teaching of the grandmother sent to her by her mother.

So she gave musk to Yang Yueshu, poisoned the two princes, blamed Concubine Wan, and murdered Qing Shao...... She did everything a vicious concubine did, so now she can only suffer the consequences.

But these ...... She didn't want to say it and couldn't say it.

Cheng Suhan raised his head and glanced at Qi Shen, the hidden pain in his eyes flashed, and then said in a deep voice: "We have no fate, I am destined to enter the palace, no one persecuted me, and it is also my own choice......

Her life has never been up to her.

Qi Shen is only the one she missed, so it's better to let Qi Shen think that she has always been a bad person, it's better than becoming bad later...... (To be continued.) )