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Just like the slow motion in the movie, every qiΔ is frozen in Xiao Ze's eyes, clear and unambiguous.
The hat!
β¦β¦ and a similar pace to Ataki.
Xiao felt as if he was wrapped in a huge whirlpool, and the people, objects and scenery around him suddenly disappeared, leaving only the neat and brisk figure in his eyes.
ββ¦β¦ Ataki? His throat felt like it had been smoked, and he couldn't even pronounce her name.
Ahead, Lin Long had already pulled his hat aside and stood firmly, his heartbeat was still spurring, and he was afraid.
She's so scared...... I was really afraid, I turned my head to look at Jinyang, and Lin Long's tears flowed out all of a sudden, and I couldn't control it at all.
"Lady!" Lilac hurriedly arrived, and when she saw Lin Long's face full of tears, she was startled, and her tone became flustered, "Lady? You...... You ......"
Holding the warm and soft little hand in his hand, Lin Long's cold body temperature gradually warmed up, maybe she was too strong, and Jin Yang screamed in a low voice, "It hurts-"
Lin Long suddenly came back to his senses, let go of Jin Yang like an electric shock, and didn't dare to look in Xiao Ze's direction at all.
She lowered her head and wiped her tears, trying her best to calm down: "It's okay." β
Lilac and Mama Qin surrounded Lin Long, and the nurse and others surrounded Jinyang to appease, and the atmosphere was quite harmonious. Only Lin Long's lungs kept surging with coolness wave after wave.
She closed her eyes with a sigh, and when she opened them again, her eyes had regained their previous calm and indifference, and there was no trace of panic.
"Let's go." She spoke.
The group surrounded Lin Long and Jin Yang and slowly returned the same way, but everyone's mood was different from when they came, and they all quietly changed.
Sent Jin Yang back to the dormitory first, at the door, Jin Yang reluctantly took Lin Long's hand, his eyes were red, and he looked like he wanted to cry.
"Good." Lin Long patted her head and said softly, "I'll come back to see you." β
"Sister Shizi can't lie to people." Jin Yang stretched out his little finger, "Pull Gougo." β
"Okay." Lin Long nodded.
The two hooked up, and Jin Yang was finally satisfied, jumped into the dormitory, and promised to apply ointment to the chilblains on the back of his hand.
Lin Long stood at the door, waited until Jin Yang entered the room, looked at her back stupidly, and only after a long time did he tighten his clothes and turn around and walk towards Yong'an Palace.
Sensing that Lin Long's feelings were low, Ding Xiang wanted to say something happy, "Lady, you are so good to the princess, you and the son will have a grandson in the future, and with a gentle mother like you, the little grandson must be the happiest baby in the world." β
Thinking of the child, Lin Long was suddenly stunned, and subconsciously covered his lower abdomen, but soon showed a smile and nodded: "Well, I will have a baby." "I'm going to take care of him this time.
Back in the room of Yong'an Palace, Zhang Zhao had been waiting for a long time, and she came to see Lin Long. After a few days of getting along, especially seeing her attentiveness and gentleness to Princess Jinyang, Zhang Zhao loved this princess who seemed cold and detached, but was actually kind and soft in her heart.
But in just a few days of getting along, I was a little reluctant.
The two talked indoors, knowing that Lin Long was going to leave the palace tomorrow and had a lot of things to do, Zhang Zhao didn't stay long, and sat down for a while before offering his leave.
Lin Long got up to send her to the door, and when Zhang Zhao turned around and walked a few steps, he suddenly opened his mouth and said something inexplicable.
"Ah Zhao, you will definitely get what you want."
"Huh?" Zhang Zhao didn't know why, looked back at her, and was about to ask, Lin Long had already turned around and returned to the inner room.
In this way, Zhang Zhao could only keep his doubts in his heart.
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After Xiao Ze returned to the dormitory, he didn't sleep all night, and that picture always appeared in his mind, repeating it over and over again, down to every detail, about Lin Long's hand and foot, and the curvature of a cuff, he remembered it clearly.
Maybe he thought too much, and his mind was confused, and in the end, the figure changed his face and changed into something else.
Xiao Ze always thought that he had forgotten about Jì and forgot about Ah Long's face, but in his mind, that face was clearly comparable to a picture scroll.
Impossible!
Xiao turned over and didn't let himself think about it anymore, the princess obviously had no resemblance to Ah Long, Ah Long was bright and flamboyant, she was gentle and peaceful; Along's personality is prominent, but she is as plain as flowing water, without a trace of personality.
These are two different people, completely different.
Xiao tried to convince himself, but his heart was pounding and beating hard, he could deceive himself, but he couldn't deceive his heart.
Xu was thinking too much, and when the sky was bright, Xiao fell asleep in a daze, and woke up until near noon.
In the previous dynasty, the practice of the saint was three days, Xiao was diligent, and he was the founding emperor, ambitious, and wanted to achieve the eternal emperor's cause, so he changed it to one day, until in recent months, his body could not support it, and it was changed back to three days.
There is no need to go to court, he is rarely asleep, where does the chamberlain dare to wake him up.
Xiao Ze slept until noon like this, and the first thing he did when he woke up asked where the princess was?
Chen Yu was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Your Majesty, the princess will leave the palace in the morning." β
"Oh." Xiao Ze nodded, his expression gloomy.
Seeing this situation, Chen understood that his heart was pounding, although he didn't understand the love of men and women, but his mind was exquisite, where could he not see Xiao Ze's attention to the princess, since yesterday, after the saint saw the princess, the love was not right, and the whole person was wrong.
Oh my God, don't be kidding!
He secretly prayed in his heart, hoping that he would have more heart.
Xiao Ze sat for a moment, and suddenly said, "Go to the Longevity Palace." β
Chen Yu stepped forward and persuaded tentatively: "Your Majesty, you haven't used the morning food yet?" β
"No need, go to the Longevity Palace, come here, change clothes!"
"Yes."
As soon as they finished cleaning up, the group hurriedly walked towards the Longevity Palace.
The hat sat on the ground and gave Lin Long the machine pig to her, and when she was fascinated, someone from the palace rushed in and said, "Princess, princess, the saint is coming, and he has arrived at the door." β
"Huh?" The hat was stunned, and he didn't react for a while, "Is my father here?" β
"It's a saint." The palace man's tone was excited.
"What is he doing here?" The hat ignored the excited palace people, and lowered his head again, his expression was silent, but the hand that was fiddling with the machine pig subconsciously clenched, as if he was afraid.
Xiao Ze came in quickly, and as soon as he entered the inner room, he saw that the hat was sitting on the ground and fiddling with toys with his head down.
Chen understood that he wanted to open his mouth to call her, but Xiao Ze raised his hand to stop him, he turned his head and whispered: "You guys retreat first." β
The palace people were well-trained and retired under the leadership of Chen Dong.
The hat still lowered his head, as if he was unaware of this qiΔ, and buried his head low.
Xiao stood to the side, quietly looking at the hat.
He was a little afraid, as if a stone had been tied to his ankle, and he couldn't take a step heavily. Just looked at her without blinking, looking at the strange hat that had grown up.
This is his daughter, his daughter and Along's daughter, but he has never looked at her seriously, and he has not even met a few times, even if it is necessary to meet, he avoids his eyes and deliberately ignores her.
He didn't know what she looked like when she grew up, and he didn't remember what she was like when she was a child.
In my memory, there was only a stunned little face, staring up at him with big eyes, with doubts, dazedness and fear: "Father, what happened to the queen mother?" Why doesn't it move? Is she bleeding? β
In fact, after the hat was stupid, he was glad in his heart, glad that he didn't have to face her questioning.
Over the years, what he has done the most is to whitewash the peace.
He's making excuses, excusing himself, and thinking he's okay to do that.
It was she who crossed the line first, and it was Gu Yanlong who forced him!
And...... Moreover, he didn't want to hurt her, no, really not. Doesn't she have Sumeru space, how can she die if she is so powerful, no, she must be hiding somewhere, she must be alive!
Thinking of this, Xiao walked quickly to the hat.
The hat looked up in fright, and then got up in a panic and saluted: "Daughter to see the emperor." β
"Don't be afraid." He placed his arm on the shoulder of the hat, and the moment the palm of his hand was pressed against the shoulder, the hat shook slightly, and buried his head lower and lower.
"What is the hat doing?" Xiao Ze put his tone very soft, he tried to make his tone softer, but he hadn't been gentle for more than ten years, and he wouldn't lower his tone, so his voice seemed very weird.
The hat shrank in fright, timidly handed over the trap pig in his hand, showed it to Xiao Ze, and whispered: "Play." β
"What is this?" Xiao Ze smiled.
"Trap pigs."
"Organs?" Xiao Ze's heart tightened, "The princess sent you?" β
"Uh-huh." Mao'er nodded, "Sister Shizi gave it to me." β
"She loves the hat very much, and she is very good with the hat." Xiao Ze's tone was complicated.
Mao'er didn't understand the meaning of Xiao Ze's words, so she only nodded ignorantly, and emphasized by the way: "Mao'er also likes Sister Shizifei." β
Xiao Ze ignored the hat's words, his eyes fell on the machine pig in her hand in a daze, and after a while, he suddenly spoke: "That, can you show me?" β
He spoke slowly, as if he had made up his mind.
The hat subconsciously held the trap pig and shrank to his chest, raised his eyes and glanced at Xiao Ze timidly, and after a while, he handed it out again: "Here you go." β
"That's good." Xiao Ze wanted to raise his hand and touch her head, but when his eyes touched her phoenix eyes that looked like Gu Yanlong, his hand suddenly paused, as if it was hot, and he quickly withdrew it.
He reached out and took the pig, and took the hat out, "Can you go out first?" β
The hat glanced at the pig reluctantly, tugging at his fingers and not speaking.
Xiao Ze smiled and comforted her: "I'll just take a look at it and I'll give it back to you later, okay?" β
The hat looked up and down, and obediently withdrew.
Xiao Ze was the only one left in the room, he was holding the trap pig, and he was suddenly a little dazed, like holding a box with the answer, he worked hard to find the box, and he could get the answer when he opened it.
However, at the moment when the answer was revealed, he was scared again and wanted to shrink back.
He has been waiting, waiting, and is extremely convinced that Ah Long is still alive, looking for clues to prove that she is still alive.
But when he really found out that she might be alive, he was terrified againβ
If she was really alive, how would he face her, would she hate him, would she question him?
"Ahem, cough, cough-" Under the violent ups and downs of his heart, his body couldn't hold on, and he actually coughed, he bent his waist, held the pig tightly with one hand, and chiseled his chest with the other.