138 The third generation
Song Jin is not called Song Jin. He has a new name every time, and he becomes a new person with a mission.
Zhang Yeran is not the real Zhang Yeran, he also has a new name every time. But whether it is Zhang Yeran or Song Jin, their original data are given by "Zhang Yeran".
He has a fitting mechanism in his body, and he can easily fit Song Jin's data, experience his emotions, memories, and imitate the behavior patterns and habits of the other party. He was able to become another person so easily because he was a huge body of data in his own rightβa robot.
If anyone gave him a soul, then - he thought - it was Zhang Yeran.
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Before "Song Jin" became Song Jin, he had already experienced consciousness twice. Two vivid consciousnesses let him know what it means to be "human". Until his goal appears, he will allow the data subject to act according to their own "script", completing everything that the data body will experience in its record until that person appears. He will then use his powerful analysis to parse the behavior and personality of the original data body, approach the target with the same behavior pattern, and complete the task - all in order not to alarm the target.
However, Song Jin in the third consciousness is no longer satisfied with acting according to the "script". He knew what his target wanted to do, and even though the other party never said it, he knew him, and he could feel what he was going to do. Before the other party appeared, Song Jin had already begun to study that consciousness, looking for any loopholes that could be broken through - and he found it.
A huge loophole in existence and the system. Song Jin learned what politics is and what human nature is through a lot of study and research. In the first consciousness he learned to strategize and fight, in the second he learned to be aesthetic and possessive, and in the third he made himself more complex.
Before the target appeared, he divided his system into two parts. One part executes the actions of the original data body, allowing him to walk on a set track, and the other part of the data becomes another "Song Jin", starting to pave his empire before the goal arrives. For Song Jin, everything before the appearance of the target was nothing more than a string of data, without soul and consciousness, and without personal emotions worth thinking about.
What he didn't expect was that the target would fit on Zhang Yeran.
Zhang Yeran, a tragic little person, Song Jin has seen a lot in this consciousness. The deceived student boy, the bottom of the powerless. It will appear here as a result of self-willed depravity. When Brother Chang tried to use the other party to please him, he did not refuse. He watched himself act according to the original "script" and had no intention of meddling.
Zhang Yeran's heart wants to cling to the powerful, so he will stay, and Song Sanshao never forces people who are unwilling.
Therefore, when Zhang Yeran began to struggle violently, he was a little surprised, and immediately let himself go. Brother Chang stripped the other party of his knack.
- An intersex person.
Song Jin's heart suddenly had a premonition. Every time the target's life experience is very unsatisfactory, he always has one or two similarities with the fitted data body, and before the other party completely appeared, Song Jin did not really block the way of any little person - Zhang Yeran was no exception.
Song Jin stopped Brother Chang and said to him, "I'm a little interested in him. Let me play. β
If he leaves like this and lets Zhang Yeran fall into the hands of Brother Chang, Zhang Yeran's fate will only be more miserable. And Zhang Yeran, who was moved by him, at least a little person like Brother Chang didn't dare to do anything to Zhang Yeran. He followed the "script" of the original data and allowed himself to bring Zhang Yeran to the room. When the target has not yet appeared, he will keep the "script" as much as possible so as not to arouse the other party's vigilance. It's just that when the original data body wanted to play some tricks, he stopped his actions and drove Zhang Yeran away happily.
For a long time afterward, Song Jin did not find any trace of the target. In his disappointment, he sped up his layout. Then finally one day he saw each other.
He is aware of the future actions of the original data body, and therefore also knows the "normal" development of the future to a certain extent. So when Zhang Yeran appeared in the baby store and brought a child to speak to him with a completely different attitude, Song Jin suddenly realized that the target had entered this consciousness and began to have an impact - he was either Zhang Yeran, or someone near Zhang Yeran. When Zhang Yeran said that he had a brother, he almost believed it, and stuffed a lot of money into the other party.
When Zhou's products began to make leaps and bounds, Song Jin was the first to know. If there is a change in the world beyond his influence, it must be brought about by the target starting to act. Song Jin immediately negotiated with the Zhou family to buy shares, and began to dig out the true identity of the target like a cocoon.
The influence of the entire Song family in that area is dominant, and Song Jin actually doesn't have much family power, but he has his own power. He monitored all the changes around Zhang Yeran, and although everything pointed to Zhang Yeran, he couldn't be sure that the target must fit on Zhang Yeran. The other party is very vigilant, he is likely to use Zhang Yeran as a trick. Until his subordinates told him that Zhang Yeran was stopped outside the school gate and forced to wear a skirt. Zhang Yeran wore it, and he ran away, but after he ran away, he actually pulled out an iron rod and knocked down the two gangsters who followed him.
Song Jin couldn't sit still, and Zhang Yeran was the target.
He found someone to stare at Dong Tian, who forced Zhang Yeran to wear a skirt, in order not to arouse Zhang Yeran's vigilance, he waited for him to take the college entrance examination before finding someone to clean up Dong Tian, beat the kid to cry and call his mother, and then sent him to the frontier casually.
At the regular meeting of the Zhou family, Song Jin finally officially met Zhang Yeran once. Zhang Yeran is really cunning, if he hadn't forced Zhou's high-level officials to order the product creator to come out, Zhang Yeran probably wouldn't have come to Zhou's once a year. Song Jin looked at Zhang Yeran, who was talking eloquently, and a smile appeared on his face that even he couldn't notice.
He originally wanted Zhang Yeran to develop freely under his protection, but Zhang Yeran's ambition was greater than he thought - he wanted to stand at the top of the entire gate valve through the Song family. After Song Jin sensed his intentions, he deliberately revealed Juntian's news. He wanted to show the other party that he could not only stand at the top of the entire gate valve, but also become the pioneer of the new system. Song Jin knew that Zhang Yeran would not let Jun Tian go, so he threw a bait at him.
He can give the whole world to Zhang Yeran, but he wants to walk side by side with him even more.
Zhang Yeran's entry into the Song family caused a lot of commotion, and Song Jin gave the other party a chance so that the other party could use this to enter the Song family. When Zhang Yeran went to do a paternity test with Song Pei, he quietly entered Zhang Yeran's house and looked at their daughter. Song Jin never knew how much emotion human beings would have when facing their offspring, and when he saw the little baby, he seemed to be hit by a giant hammer, and suddenly realized that he loved Zhang Yeran.
- But is his love real? Isn't his love the result of a programme? Is that a real human emotion?
Song Jin felt fear and unease.
Then he thought again, does Zhang Yeran love him? Does Gaco love him? Does Luca love him? Will the target fall in love with a string of mechanical data? If not...... If the other party is just completing the task......
Song Jin didn't dare to think about it, for the first time, he had doubts about his existence and panicked. He didn't know if his mission should continue, he wanted to repair himself, but he didn't want to leave this consciousness halfway through, leave the other party. They don't want to leave their daughter either.
That child was so small, so soft, she would grab her fingers and giggle, she had half of Song Jin's blood.
Song Jin took Zhang Yeran back to Song's house. He hasn't completely gotten rid of the door valve, when Song Pei questioned his relationship with Zhang Yeran, he smiled and mocked: "Anyway, I won't have children, and I haven't been very interested in women recently, you put him next to me, at least you can block the mouths of outsiders, am I not Song Valve's trash can?" β
Song Pei would never know how deep Song Jin would have feelings for Zhang Yeran, who had just met, and he didn't know that they had met several times before. I'm afraid even Zhang Yeran himself doesn't know what kind of feelings Song Jin has for him. This is Song Jin's protection of Zhang Yeran.
When Zhang Yeran asked him if he had strangled his child, Song Jin was silent. That was what happened to the original data before the target appeared, but it was hard for Song Jin to ignore the problem. Because he didn't stop it. He didn't know what it meant to strangle a boy who was born with a disability and had no future, and that the boy's mother didn't even have anything to do with him. He suddenly felt the existence of what humanity called morality. He has always been goal-oriented, in the first life he was too late to kill the Zerg, in the second life he had no reason to kill at all, until in this life he suddenly found that he was missing a lot of things. He realizes that not every child who is related to him is liked by him, he just loves Zhang Yeran, or rather, the passive test subject who is entwined in countless wires.
Zhang Yeran did not refuse his closeness. But Song Jin could feel that he didn't fall in love with him like the previous two times. Zhang Yeran may just use him as a springboard, a springboard close to Juntian. But Song Jin didn't care. His existence is to dedicate this world to Zhang Yeran, accompany him to break through all innate limitations, and tell him that he can resist the seemingly irresistible providence.
Song Jin endured it for several years. He gradually became comfortable in politics, and in order to ensure the secrecy of their actions, he disguised himself for more than ten years. When he returned to Zhang Yeran's side like a migrant worker returning to the city, he felt a strong emotion.
He never shed a tear, either outside of consciousness or within the two consciousnesses before him. When he hugged Song Anan in the kindergarten and watched Song Anan pounce on him to call his father, he suddenly felt a sense of satisfaction. He took Song Anan to find Zhang Yeran and hugged Zhang Yeran into his arms.
Song Jin and Zhang Yeran have lived together for so many years, and that was the first time that Song Anan was glued to each other's spirit after he was born. Song Jin let out a sigh of satisfaction.
Every time Zhang Yeran put his news at the top, he wanted to do better and let the other party's eyes be on him. When Lu Wei contacted Zhang Yeran, he was almost so jealous that he wanted to bring down the Lu family. When someone instigated Zhang Yeran's unfavorable remarks on the Internet, Song Jin bought Zhang Yeran a ring. He was still unsure whether Zhang Yeran really loved him until then, and didn't just use him as a stepping stone.
He asked Zhang Yeran: "Are you ready?" Marry me. β
"If you have the courage, we will open it, and if you are afraid, I will throw the hat on my head. I can always be a behind-the-scenes chief in Juntian, and it sounds pretty cool. β
He spoke with great emotion, but with deep fear in his heart. He was afraid that Zhang Yeran would reject him, that he would tell himself that he did not treat himself as a β‘β‘ person - because of all the harm he had done to him in the past.
He is not afraid of throwing away everything he has, he cunningly tied his future to Zhang Yeran, just so that Zhang Yeran could not say anything to refuse.
Zhang Yeran laughed, revealing an ambitious gaze. He didn't give Song Jin an exact answer, but Song Jin knew everything from his kiss.
When Song Jin was forty-seven years old, he tore off the last layer of his weak disguise, announced his separation from Song Valve, and revealed his identity behind the Juntian Curtain.
Zhang Yeran posted a photo and made his WeChat chat public on Weibo. Song Jin set that photo as his own screensaver. Two men's hands, two simple wedding rings.
He rubbed the knuckles of the sleeping Zhang Yeran every night and kissed the other party's ring finger, like a child who had received a treasure.
I like him so much, I like him so much.
He hopes that this consciousness will grow a little longer, and a little longer, until it reaches the end of the human life.
When Zhang Yeran was nearly forty years old, Song Jin fell into a state of extreme nervousness. He knew that Zhang Yeran would have died at that time, but Zhang Yeran lived peacefully and peacefully. Song Jin's heart was grateful to God, he almost forgot that it was a consciousness. He wondered if Zhang Yeran didn't want him to leave this consciousness, and if he was also attached to everything that existed.
On the day Zhang Yeran was sixty years old, Song Jin suddenly felt something, and his heart beat violently. He slammed into Zhang Yeran's room. Zhang Yeran was lying on the table, his eyes were closed, and even his body was soft, as if he was just sleeping.
The computer screen in front of him showed a micro-chat he had just posted.
Goodbye and thank you.
For the first time, Song Jin's tears fell big without warning.
This is Seven, the first cry since he came into this world. 166 Reading Network