265. Sister E's happiness strategy
Su Xueyun took Weng Wencheng to the apartment she had rented in advance, and as soon as Weng Wencheng entered the door, he saw a Bible placed in the most conspicuous place in the house. There are also some oil paintings hanging on the wall with great connotations, all of which can reflect the meaning of holiness and atonement, the tip of his nose smells a faint fragrance, Weng Wencheng feels that the tense nerves are soothed, since he walked into this room, he can't help but relax, as if he has returned to his base, especially comfortable.
If Weng Wencheng had a trace of suspicion about Su Xueyun before, then now that he saw the layout of her home, he completely let go of his suspicions. Su Xueyun beckoned him to sit on the sofa and poured him a glass of water. Weng Wencheng said with a smile: "I thought that the psychiatrist's home would be a very modern one full of psychology books, but I didn't expect it to be completely different from what I thought." ”
Su Xueyun raised her eyebrows and smiled: "That's an ordinary psychiatrist, I don't like to see people like that, I have been concentrating on studying the deep meaning of psychology all these years, I think this is not a disease, but a kind of emotional venting, and it cannot be identified as a patient because it is different from the public." "I think the highest achievement of a psychiatrist is to be a messenger of the Lord, to guide the confused to find the right direction, and to help the sinful to be redeemed." ”
Weng Wencheng said excitedly in his heart: "Doctor Su, what you said is right! I thought I was normal, and they said I was sick. When I was younger, they said I was sick, and my mom said I was demon-possessed, but now after all these years, I'm not as good? I'm all fine at all, it's them who make a fuss! ”
"Of course, you are the victim, and if they can care more about you instead of jumping to conclusions, they won't let you live without understanding." Su Xueyun nodded in agreement, and then asked as if unintentionally, "By the way, your original name is Bao Guoping, why did the split personality have the surname Weng?" ”
Weng Wencheng showed a nostalgic smile on his face and said: "My father and I saved Guoping before, he couldn't stand being beaten by that woman, and it was just when we met him that he got out of the sea of suffering." So he was very grateful to us, and I and Kohei became best friends. It's a pity that I died early and didn't grow up with Guoping, ah no, now I'm also back from the dead, with Guoping every day, it's a pity that he's so old or so useless, like a waste, if I don't protect him, I really don't know if he can grow up. ”
Su Xueyun praised: "You have done so well, protect your friends like this, Guoping must rely on you very much and admire you very much." ”
Weng Wencheng said with a smile: "When our father and son rescued him, my father was driving a taxi, so Guoping especially admires the righteous heroes who drive taxis. Now that I'm older, I'll continue to be a righteous hero as well. My dad and I once saved the bullied Kokuhei, and now I will continue to save people. ”
Su Xueyun followed his words and continued to ask, "Oh? Looks like you've found the person to be taught a lesson, is it also a woman who abuses children? ”
Weng Wencheng shook his head and said defenselessly, "It's a water-based poplar woman, I heard that she has a son, although she hasn't abused the child now, but who knows what happened?" In short, her water-based poplar and hooking up will definitely have a bad impact on her son, and I won't let her go. ”
"Well, she must be washed away." She said with some hesitation, "But is it okay for you to do this kind of thing for the first time?" Otherwise, if you bring her, I can try to persuade her. ”
Weng Wencheng suddenly thought that Dr. Su in front of him was introduced by Sister E, and the relationship between the two of them was still relatively ambiguous, if he said his real name, maybe Dr. Su would turn his face, even if he didn't turn his face, he didn't want to see Dr. Su uncomfortable. So he thought for a while and said, "I think it's okay, it's useless to persuade that kind of woman, since she likes to seduce men, she must be made to remember how terrible men are, and she is so afraid that she never dares to approach men again." Then I will let her shed her filthy blood and be reborn in the Lord's forgiveness, so that she will surely be cleansed from her sins......"
Weng Wencheng said a lot, described the revenge scene he expected in great detail, and even became more and more excited the more he talked, and even stood in the open space of the living room to compare how to let blood and how to read the Bible, and so on. Su Xueyun praised him from time to time, but she was very disgusted with him in her heart. She noticed that Weng Wencheng's eyes were a little sluggish, and his speed of speech was a little slower, so she rarely spoke, and only let Weng Wencheng speak alone.
Gradually, Weng Wencheng felt as if he was punishing that slut now, as if the person was on the ground, he couldn't tell the difference between imagination and reality, and began to punish the person he had just caught according to his own ideas.
Su Xueyun glanced at the half-burned spice in the corner, the corners of her lips were slightly hooked, and there was a faint doubt in her voice, "Weng Wencheng, why are you doing this?" This woman is pregnant, and you have killed a baby who is about to be born. ”
Weng Wencheng slammed his movements and said in surprise: "What? I killed this slut's child? How so? How...... Yes, because the slut is pregnant with a wild seed, so ......"
Su Xueyun continued to question, "However, this child was bought by this woman and her husband for five years, and this child begged under the Lord's knees for a hundred years to get the opportunity to be reincarnated, and now you have killed him, what should I do?" He has no chance to be reincarnated again, Guoping was abused and is still alive, you killed this child, he will never live again. ”
Weng Wencheng's eyes were blank, and he was a little frightened after thinking seriously, "Abuse? Kill? This child has been praying at the knee of the Lord for a hundred years? How so? ”
Of course, every reincarnation is a new birth, and all sins must be washed away in heaven, so every child who comes to this world is clean and comes with the blessing of the Lord. You, alas, the Lord will be disappointed in you. Su Xueyun was making up nonsense in a serious way, but Weng Wencheng, who was swayed by spices and hypnosis, had completely fallen into it, and hugged his head in pain.
Weng Wencheng's voice was a little painful, "The Lord is disappointed in me? I just want to punish this slut, I want to help her clear her sins, am I wrong? ”
Su Xueyun said lightly: "You have punished many water-based poplar women, you raped them when they have not washed away their sins, you have been polluted, and the Lord will not let you serve anymore." Heaven is pure and must not be defiled by you, a filthy person. ”
Weng Wencheng had forgotten who Su Xueyun was at this time, grabbed her arm and said anxiously: "Messenger, you must be the messenger of the Lord, right?" You help me sue the Lord, I'm not wrong, it's those sluts who are wrong, I, I'm just doing the right thing for heaven......"
Su Xueyun pushed him away coldly, and played the messenger of the Lord in an arrogant tone, "You don't need to say it anymore, the Lord is the most powerful person to represent the Heavenly Dao, have you ever seen when the Lord has had a relationship with people?" Have you ever seen the Lord spare the blood of others? Jesus would never do something like that, because it would be a work of iniquity. ”
"Iniquity? Do evil? Weng Wencheng stumbled, a little unacceptable.
Su Xueyun continued to question: "You keep saying that you believe in the Lord, but what you do is despised by the Lord, you should stop using the banner of justice, because your behavior is worse than the dirtiest rat!" ”
Weng Wencheng shook his head excitedly, "No! That's not true! I'm atoning for their sins! ”
Jesus preferred to be crucified for the sake of his followers, and to wash away the sins of the believers with his own blood and to enlighten the believers. And you, alas, you actually turned away from Jesus, and you called yourself the messenger of the Lord, but you made those people afraid of you, and then they were afraid of the Lord, and they no longer believed in the Lord, and they were no longer believers, and naturally they could not be washed away from their sins by the Lord. You have caused the Lord to lose his followers, and you have been unfaithful to the Lord. Su Xueyun is another nonsense, but it makes sense in Weng Wencheng's ears, after all, the high Lord is merciful and tolerant, and he has never forced the believers to do anything, but there are more and more credible people, who will repent, pray, and correct. Could it really be that he did something wrong?
Weng Wencheng muttered unconsciously, "Then what should I do?" ”
Su Xueyun said a little sternly: "Haven't you woken up yet?" You made a mistake! You've committed lust, you've committed murder, and you've abused your children to death! You became the kind of person you hated the most, you made the same mistake as them, and you deserve to be punished! ”
Weng Wencheng's mind was a mess, but he could hear Su Xueyun's words clearly, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that it made sense, yes, he had just killed the child, it was reincarnated, and the new child was as innocent as the young Bao Guoping, but he was killed by him. He also took the initiative to have sex with women, what is the difference between those women who take the initiative to seduce men? Most importantly, he caused the Lord to lose his followers, and he was sad not to see him again. He deserves to be punished!
Su Xueyun waited for the time to be almost up, and asked lightly, "How do you think we should punish you?" Weng Wencheng? ”
Weng Wencheng squatted on the ground in a daze, falling into deep thought. Su Xueyun said again: "You once thought of a method that seems to be very good, you made a mistake, should you be punished like that?" ”
Weng Wencheng threw away his thoughts just now, and thought about it according to Su Xueyun's meaning, according to his own original thoughts, the first reaction to punishment was of course to abolish him first, so that he could no longer have a relationship with a woman, and then ...... Then put the blood away and become a pure person. He said what he thought, and it felt as if something was wrong, but his mind couldn't turn around, and he couldn't remember it for a while.
In fact, it was because Su Xueyun had denied his revenge method before, but now he had come up with this method, which was fundamentally inconsistent, but sometimes this paradox sometimes became more and more inconsistent, and it was completely drilling, Su Xueyun took advantage of this and made Weng Wencheng formulate a plan to torture himself. And self-abuse can be understood as guilt and self-atonement, which is different from others punishing, strictly speaking, it is not a paradox, just a bunch of inexplicable theories that are enough to confuse people, and the three views destroy Yan zhòng. Fortunately, Su Xueyun's mind was firm enough to fool him so calmly and rationally.
Then Su Xueyun said: "But it was Weng Wencheng who made the mistake, but this body is Bao Guoping's." When you punish yourself like this, it is actually Bao Guoping who is suffering. The Lord is the most merciful, how can the innocent Bao Guoping be allowed to bear this qiē? If you use this body to commit sin, you will also make Bao Guoping bear the debt of sin, you have harmed your best friend, didn't you say that you have to protect him? Didn't you say that your father and son were the great heroes who saved him? But he was abused or a simple victim, and now you use his body to do sin but he has become a man full of sins, he can't go to heaven, he can't see the Lord anymore, are you really saving him? Actually, you hurt him. ”
Weng Wencheng suddenly became agitated, his state was very unstable, and he also showed a painful expression on his face. Su Xueyun was not in a hurry, and continued to casually talk about Weng Wencheng's theory that he had harmed Bao Guoping, that he was an enemy, not a life-saving benefactor, and so on. She knew that this was two personalities fighting for the body, especially Bao Guoping was the master's personality, Weng Wencheng was just a personality split out of his too much admiration and envy of his life-saving benefactor, and now Bao Guoping heard at first glance that Weng Wencheng was not his life-saving benefactor, but the person who harmed him, and immediately struggled to control the sovereignty.
Psychology is so wonderful, just like some people with low self-esteem will suddenly become confident because of a few words, and some strong people will suddenly become weak because of a few words, everyone has a weakness, as long as you grasp that point, you can naturally break through the protective shield.
Weng Wencheng's biggest weakness is that he cannot be completely independent, he can only be a subordinate of Bao Guoping, and he is a personality derived from Bao Guoping's worship and dependence. Once Bao Guoping dislikes him and feels that he is just a despicable and shameless person from the bottom of his heart, then Weng Wencheng's personality will no longer be stable. Especially now that Weng Wencheng has not completed any case, he has also been shaken by Su Xueyun's nonsense, and he has become unconfident. While becoming stronger and weaker, the two personalities of Weng Wencheng and Bao Guoping can no longer restore their former harmony.