Old acquaintance chat 2
"Yes, we've known each other for thousands of years." Tianxue's voice was filled with nostalgia, and that distant memory had long been buried deep in his mind, and now that he remembered it again, he felt differently in his heart.
"Actually, I'd rather you hadn't come looking for me. In that way, you will only be the pure you you used to be" Shen Aohan sighed, his deep eyes hinting at regret. "What I didn't want to happen, it happened."
Tianxue raised her eyes in surprise, "You know? ”
"If I didn't remember your reincarnation, how could you come to me?"
"You know me."
"After all, we've known each other for thousands of years." Shen Aohan's expression was slightly condensed, and his sword eyebrows were furrowed. "I don't know whether to be happy or not for you, and whether joy and sorrow are a blessing or a curse for you."
Tianxue stared at her, not angry but mighty. "I am an immortal, and there is no joy or sorrow. Shen Aohan, have you slept for so long that you have even forgotten this? ”
"Tianxue, we have known each other for thousands of years, why do you bother to hold on?" Shen Aohan sighed, "Now you have feelings hidden in the corners of your eyes and eyebrows, which are emotions that are truly controlled by your heart and naturally revealed, and you can't hide them if you are not deeply involved in the world." ”
Tianxue was stunned for a long time, speechless, just staring at the pool intently, not knowing what she was thinking. After a long time, he said: "A completely unfamiliar memory suddenly flooded into my mind, I wanted to forget, I wanted to pretend to be ignorant, but the memory was so vivid, I was always unintentionally affected by it." ”
No matter how much she pretended to be indifferent, she was indeed swayed by the memory, and she was no longer her former self.
"You have said before that you have no sorrow or joy, and you are born not to cry. But now, it looks as if you will cry at the slightest touch. ”
A touch of softness flashed in Shen Aohan's deep eyes, and the appearance of Tianxue when he said this in the past appeared in his mind. Her face was like a peach blossom, her willow eyebrows were raised, and her beautiful eyes seemed to contain the stars in the sky, but her tone was so puzzled.
It's just that now, she no longer has such pure feelings.
"You are still so ruthless when you speak, as a close friend who has known each other for thousands of years, shouldn't you be comforted?" Tianxue smiled faintly, "I understand where the outside world's evaluation of you is ruthless and vicious, indifferent and ruthless." ”
"When did you care so much about other people's comfort?"
Tianxue was stunned for a moment, and suddenly laughed, and the sadness and unhappiness in the laughter were not concealed. yes, she wouldn't have said that before.
"Don't laugh." His deep and sharp eyes narrowed, and Shen Aohan asked in a low voice: "Have you sorted everything out, have you thought about what to do in the future?" ”
"What should I do?" Tianxue smiled self-deprecatingly, "Shen Aohan, I promised Fu Yuxuan to marry him." ”
Shen Aohan only felt that his eyes were dark, his mind was dizzy, and it took a lot of strength to barely maintain his complexion as usual.
He guessed that she might remember the events of her previous life, or that she might be affected by the events of her previous life, but he never thought that she would marry someone else.
The hands on both sides were tightly clenched, Shen Aohan pursed his thin lips, and said in a dumb voice: "I, I don't want to congratulate you." ”
"I don't want to hear congratulations from others."
Tianxue closed her eyes, and the memories in her mind resurfaced, and that scene showed her stupidity and ignorance.
Knowing that Tianxue misunderstood what he meant, Shen Aohan didn't break it, just quietly listened to Tianxue's next confession.
"In these long thousands of years, I have only been accompanied by you and Squish. But suddenly one day, Fu Yuxuan appeared in front of me. The way he appears is very unique, and I have a lot of opinions about him, but he treats me very well, treats me gently, has an elegant temperament, and is attentive and considerate. ”
"I thought that Fu Yuxuan was sincere to me, and I was very happy to stay with him, so I was willing to marry him and spend the rest of my long life with him. But now, what should I do? ”
She originally thought that she had found someone who was good to her except Shen Aohan, but it turned out that everything was fake.
"The appearance of Yusheng Han made me feel very strange, and the more I got along with him, the more I couldn't understand some of my involuntary behaviors. It wasn't until I regained my memory that I understood it all. It turns out that I loved him deeply! ”
"Whether it's Yushenghan or Fu Yuxuan, what they love is Liu Huanxue. And I, it's snow! "For the first time, Tianxue resented the memory of her reincarnation, because that memory showed that all the good things she enjoyed were stolen from others." The person they want to make amends is not me, and the person who wants to be gentle is not me. The best person for me, the best person for Tianxue, only you, Shen Aohan. ”
Shen Aohan's eyelashes trembled a few times, covering the strange emotions that flashed in his eyes, and he just said lightly: "Actually, you don't need to care so much. Liu Huanxue is your reincarnation, or you can be said to be you. ”
He was the best person to her, but Shen Aohan knew that they would never be together.
It's not the difference between immortals and demons, it's her emotions, which won't change because of him.
"No, I can't." Tianxue shook her head, looking at Shen Aohan with a pair of eyes that were full of emotion, with a helpless confusion on her face that had not dissipated. "Shen Aohan, what should I do when I know that what they are thinking is not me, what should I do?"