After Feng Ranran finished the shot, she stood there still.

Everyone looked at each other, after Feng Ranran's outbreak, everyone was a little afraid to talk to her more, and Feng Ranran silently opened her eyes. She needed to take a little time herself.

It is easy for negative feelings to come in, but it is very difficult to expel them, especially with so many negative feelings, she is equivalent to recalling all the bad things just now, not only her own pain, but also the pain of many others, so that she can have such a profound expression that seems to be able to penetrate into the soul.

Feng Ranran took a deep breath. In fact, she didn't know why, she wanted to cry at this moment. She doesn't think she's a bigoted person, and she doesn't force many things — but maybe it's acting.

If she can do 10 points, she can't accept that she only plays 7 points.

She closed her eyes and tried her best to let herself think about those beautiful things, the assistant helped her to the side, the set became very quiet for a moment, the director glanced at the girl sitting on the edge of the wall and stopped talking a little, Feng Ranran just smiled faintly, she said in a low voice:

“I-MOK。”

With her head down, she pulled out a picture from her bag. She got the photo of him when he was a child from Pei Yifei's mother, she looked at Pei Yifei's smile when she was a child, and she didn't know why she was almost in tears, Feng Ranran took a deep breath again, and she choked up.

For her, it was actually a very difficult process.

After this scene, it's time to rest, and when the male protagonist makes up a few shots, it can be over today, Feng Ranran sat on the stool and rested, but he was a little out of breath in an instant. She felt exhausted from the filming of this scene, she didn't think there was anything great at the time, her whole person was blank during the filming, and the whole person was trapped in love and couldn't realize anything else, but after the filming was over, she really sat down quietly and felt that the moment just now was really the limit, and at the same time, a large amount of love poured in, and her mind seemed to burst open in an instant.

Feng Ranran is now looking at the qi qi around her, the negative feelings in her heart are still withdrawn, she has a feeling of frantically wanting to ruin a qiē, that feeling - maybe a bit like Shen Burning in "Breaking the Sky". Feng Ranran felt that now that she was called to fight against Shen Ran, she would definitely be able to act very well. But now that she lowered her head, feeling her exhaustion and weakness, she gently exhaled a cloudy breath.

The surrounding qiē looked lifeless, and the world instantly turned black and white. For a moment she wanted to wallow in that dark consciousness, but she clenched her hand. The neck was cold, and she touched it, it was the pendant of the flag-raising given to her by Pei Yifei. She lowered her head and clenched the pendant tightly.

Many beautiful images could come back to her mind, and she bit her lip.

The most terrifying moment in her mind just now was the moment when she was washed away by the mudslide and fell into a cliff. In fact, she had long forgotten about this pain, and even those things had become vague bubbles, and she even thought it was a dream—it was just a terrible dream, and

But just now she dug it out herself.

The feeling of suffocation became clear in an instant. Feng Ranran covered her mouth, her head ached faintly, she lowered her head and pursed her lips, she remembered a lot of bad things in life, those black fans who used the most vicious words to scold her under her social accounts; When I was filming at the earliest, I made mistakes again and again, and other people's gossip; Even more recently, when she was a child, her parents harshly criticized her when she failed an exam.

"If you can't even pass the exam, what can you do in this life, you can only beg for food in the future, you can only go out, take a bowl and be a beggar."

Little Ran Ran sobbed with tears.

Even such a long-term memory was turned out by her, she cried so much that she felt that the sky was about to fall with the paper that she didn't get 100 points, and the pain of her youth was actually turned out and became a fragment of attacking herself.

There are many more bad pasts—in that sewage slum, she saw the fallen scavengers, she saw more of the greed and hatred of others, and she saw a lot of pain in this world, she had seen it little by little.

And at this moment, these feelings are hitting her heart - so Tom is not wronged at all when he loses, so many feelings are facing him head-on, how can he treat them calmly?

And Feng Ranran, who was bearing these head-on, felt that she was about to lose it when she stopped.

She wanted to cry, but she couldn't cry on set. There is a depressed anger in my heart. Of course, there will be times when she is not so happy and not so cheerful.

was criticized by others, attacked by black fans, and only slept for three hours for a few days in a row, in order to catch up with the show, when she was shaken awake in the car, she also wanted to get angry and wanted to do nothing, lying there and sleeping peacefully.

Those bad negativity, endless complaints, she also wants to pour them all out in front of others.

But no, Feng Ranran knows, that can't.

Feng Ranran tightened the chain around her neck, at that moment she wanted to call Pei Yifei but she couldn't bear it, at this moment, she felt that she could only calm herself. She didn't want him to worry.

……

Feng Ranran sat there without saying a word for about half an hour. In this half an hour, little by little, she carefully recalled all the things she thought were sweet, life was still beautiful, when she was raised to hold her thighs and sold cute, when she held Pei Yifei's hand, she heard others say - because of Ran Ran, so it brought us a lot of motivation - when the fans were desperately shouting for her - when she said Ran Ran, you are okay -

Feng Ranran actually calmed down halfway through thinking about it.

She took a deep breath, she blinked, and she felt that she was really much better this time. She pinched the pendant, tears actually rolling in her eyes, but she supported herself to keep herself from crying. Feng Ranran lowered her head, she remembered that when she was with the flag, the happiness of that moment was really as happy as if the whole person could fly, she sniffed - there are many more.

Every minute with Pei Yifei is sweet and happy.

When he held his hand, when the two of them were acting together, they would get together and chat between acts, she was not so busy at that time, and she could often bring him her own bento, and seeing others eating their own food was very happy, which was Feng Ranran's happiest moment. And—

Also, it's very sweet when I kiss him.

There were really too many sweet moments when she was with Pei Yifei, Feng Ranran couldn't think about it all at once, she was really not so sad.

She stood up, the filming of the crew was almost done, and the director came over and hugged her gently.

"It's amazing, don't be pressured, you're the best girl I've ever seen."

His compliment was sincere, and Feng Ranran nodded. She quietly raised her head and looked at the crew in front of her, to be honest - she felt that the crew looked terrible, the sloppy background looked uncomfortable, the background was biased towards dark tones, Feng Ranran even felt that this set looked unappetizing - she restrained it.

It was a process of completely detaching herself from all kinds of negativity, and in this process, the only thing she could do was to digest it slowly and try to stay away from others.

Otherwise, she was afraid that she would not be able to resist her poisonous tongue if she had not yet suppressed her negative feelings.

For example, now she wants to complain about the smell on the director's body, director, you have a bit of a bad smell on your body, do you know it yourself - it's really smoky......

……

The first thing Feng Ranran did when she went back to the hotel was to turn on the panda live broadcast, and she was lucky that there was a flag raising today, and she also caught up.

Thousands of miles away from the flag-raising will not know what kind of pain and psychological activities have just experienced by their own hemp just now What kind of magnificent psychological activities are magnificent, this little fool still holds the bamboo and gnaws violently, it is the simplest one, every day in addition to eating and sleeping, it has no heart and lungs, it bites two mouthfuls of bamboo, it chirps its mouth, bites two bites and then throws it aside, to grab a strong bamboo.

Two pandas, you push me, the picture is not too beautiful. As soon as the documentary came out, I heard that it directly drove the number of viewers of the panda live broadcast, and now the base has also cooperated with the imperial court, basically every household can search for this channel for free on the TV, often at night, families with children watch the rhythm of the panda, either a documentary or a live broadcast, especially if there are relatively small children at home, the milk said "Ma Ma I want to see the flag-raising ......", parents can only give up all kinds of soap bubble dramas, accompany their children to watch the live broadcast with peace of mind, As a result, I fell in love with it when I watched it......

Ahem. Now the value of the flag raising can be directly doubled.

The Propaganda Department at first only thought it was a petty fight, but it has achieved great success in raising the flag in various countries, and it is not just an ordinary panda - it can be said that its every move has touched the hearts of countless people.

This panda is really more popular than any star.

Feng Ranran watched the live broadcast of the flag raising with special relief, it rolled and then yawned, it was a little sleepy.

Life has been a bit boring lately, eating, sleeping, and eating every day - and there is nothing new to play with.

It was lying there revealing its bulging belly and selling cuteness, Feng Ranran looked at the flag raising, so she couldn't wait to fly back to China now and hug it.

Feng Ranran always felt as if he had forgotten something while watching-

She lay on the bed and thought desperately, and thought for a long time before she remembered......

Oops, I promised to call Pei Yifei when I came back from filming in the evening!

……

On the other side, Pei Yifei, who had been waiting for an hour with the phone and couldn't wait for his girlfriend's call, raised his eyebrows. He was a little worried about Ran Ran - didn't the filming go well today, why didn't he come over for so long, and the filming was too late?