[Memoir 1: Yang Qingyi]

I don't think my sister died.

The reason why I didn't use more solemn terms like "passing" and "passing away" is because the word "death" expresses a state in which I don't think my sister has entered.

We only have two children in our family, my sister and me, my sister is six years older than me, she was already in school when I was born, to be honest, there is a generation gap between us, and because she has been "someone else's child" since she was a child, as her own sister, in order not to be pressed too hard by her, I can only study hard.

While trying to catch up with my sister's footsteps, I will also deliberately be different from her, for example, she will use her vacation time to work, and I will stay at home every day and never go anywhere, of course, this does not make much sense.

Since my sister went out to work on holidays to earn wages, I always have a share of my pocket money from my sister, as the youngest child in the family, I am like being brought up by three parents, and I don't have to worry about anything.

Until I went to college.

My sister stepped into the screenwriting industry, and my life changed with it.

At first, I thought that my sister's work in the screenwriting industry brought me just to be able to get close to idol stars, but then I embarked on the road to becoming a star, because of my sister's escort, I had a smooth journey, and I didn't encounter even a little twists and turns.

I saw someone on the Internet summing up my life and condensing my experience into one sentence -

"Yang Qingyi is just Qiu Xuyao's little tail."

I don't want to dwell on how hard I've worked here, because that's not what I'm trying to make today, and different people have different opinions about "effort", and I don't think my statement can change their self-perception.

Of course, I agree with some of what they said, such as the fact that my sister is a genius.

I made my debut as an actor since I was in college, and at first I just took on some small roles, and until now, for decades, I have played countless roles, and in terms of experience alone, there are few people in China who are more than me.

My sister is different, she has always focused on script creation, and rarely stands in front of everyone as an actor, but no matter who she is, she must admit that if she focuses on actors, she must be the one who can stand firmly at the top.

At first, I was very, very envious, and sometimes even jealous, but when I saw my sister's work status, all the negative emotions disappeared.

In fact, it is already a miracle in the world that my sister wrote the script for a short time, I remember that she participated in a show when she just passed her thirty-fifth birthday, and the program team asked her to complete a script in half an hour according to the limited topic proposed by the audience, and not to draft, but to complete.

With a time limit of half an hour, a different person would definitely feel that this was a deliberate effort by the program team, but she did it.

Later, the script was bought by the film company and made into a movie, and the box office was very good, but in fact, that was not her limit, because I once saw my sister suddenly wake up from a dream, jump out of bed, and then complete a script in 20 minutes, the name of that script should be clear to everyone, it is the one that won the world-class film palace award for the first time, when she was not yet 30 years old.

I don't mean to brag about this, after all, her achievements have been recognized all over the world, and there are many rumors about her deeds, I just want to tell you that she has been burning all her life.

Like a match, from the moment of the outbreak of light and heat, it is doomed to the fate of giving it all.

But is she dead?

Not really.

When I say this, some people may think that when I say that my sister is not dead, I mean that the spiritual wealth she left behind will last forever, but I don't mean that.

My sister gave me a very strange feeling, as if the reason why she was burning so hard was because she knew that she was going to leave everyone on this day, in other words, she was actually preparing for this day in her life.

What I said did not contain any philosophical implications, let alone metaphors and other rhetorical devices, but was very literal.

Her death was a script written by her, and this script was her curtain call.

As for where she is?

Anyway, she's still alive and continuing her legend somewhere, maybe one day we can hear about her legend from other sources.

You say I'm confused?

Ha ha!

My sister is very sure that I will live to be one hundred and twenty years old, and it will be too late for you to say that I am old and confused!

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[Memoir 2: Qiu Mengmeng]

My name is Zhuo Yunling.

This is the name my parents gave me, and it is recorded on my household registration book, ID card, etc., but everyone is more familiar with my other name.

Qiu Mengmeng.

My biological mother was very capable of giving birth, the first child gave birth to three, the second child gave birth to two, and the third child gave birth to two, and I became the youngest child in the family as the one who came out after the third child.

At the beginning, everyone called me Zhuo Xiaoqi, and I thought that I was called Xiaoqi, and after listening to a lot of fairy tales, I named myself "Seven Princesses", and called my parents "Father, Queen Mother".

But unlike my siblings, I don't depend on my parents, and I especially like to cling to my aunt, and according to my mother, maybe it has something to do with the fact that the first person I see when I open my eyes is my aunt.

This dependence has not only not diminished as I have grown, but has become more and more serious, especially when I was 12 years old, from one day I suddenly felt that I could not leave my aunt, and when I couldn't see her, I felt insecure, and even my parents didn't let me get close.

I was sent to a psychiatrist, but no matter what treatment I used, the only solution was to stay with my aunt.

So on my thirteenth birthday, my mother gave me a gift --

She moved my account to my aunt's name.

All of a sudden, my illness got better.

Since that day, I have lived and studied with my aunt, who arranged for me to learn acting in order to allow me to really return to a normal life, and she said, "Playing someone completely different from yourself may help you find yourself."

So I had a new name, Qiu Mengmeng.

Some people say that I am very talented in acting and very aura, but I don't like this profession very much, because I am too easy to get into the act, and when I become someone else, I will completely lose "myself", and it will take a lot of effort to get it back.

So it didn't take long for my aunt to stop me acting, and I started to learn screenwriting with her.

Acting only needs to be a person, but a screenwriter needs to create a lot of people, and I immediately liked this work, and I grew step by step until I had my own independent work.

I became the second contracted screenwriter of Rose Studios, and my aunt's agent, Uncle Yin, also became my agent.

Speaking of Uncle Yin, many people have speculated that there is an inexplicable relationship between him and my aunt, but I know that there is not even a little room for reverie between them.

However, it is true that Uncle Yin likes my aunt, because of this relationship, he has always raised me as a daughter, and in order to ensure that I have the right to inherit his property, he also deliberately went to do a notarization.

Such a good man, I once asked my aunt why she didn't accept it, but she just laughed but didn't answer, but I think Uncle Yin must know the answer, but unfortunately none of them will tell me.

I thought the two of them would remain in this relationship until they were old to death, but my aunt suddenly left.

In fact, it was not sudden, because during that time, my aunt gave me the feeling that she was preparing for the future, and even Uncle Yin was very calm and cooperative, although I didn't know what they were preparing, but the moment my aunt entered the hospital, I knew that the answer was coming.

My aunt left me a very large fortune, but I didn't really want these things, since I was very young, I only had one dream, that is, to stay by her side, but unfortunately this time is different from when I was a child, I can't go where she goes, otherwise I firmly believe that she will take me with me.

I have been sticking to her for decades, and this time I am finally independent, and I will live as wonderful as her in the rest of my life!

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[Memoir 3: Qin Yuxin]

I've regretted countless times why I didn't say the phrase "I like you, be my girlfriend" in the two years when I had the best chance.

Later, I consulted with professionals, and they said it was because I was not ready to promise a person the future.

Because I didn't have the confidence, I was afraid of refusal, and even if the people around me knew my intentions, I still didn't dare to take that last step.

Maybe I subconsciously thought that as long as I continued to be in that state, that girl would one day belong to my arms?

If I had been ...... at that time

No, there are no ifs, everything in the world is inevitable.

So later, I found a girl with a similar personality to get married, have children, and start a career, which completely blocked some people's speculation between me and her.

But I still like her a lot.

Very, very much like it.

Like it...... The level of low self-esteem.

I tried to raise my daughter to be like her, but then the child became the complete opposite of her, and then said to me in a contemptuous tone, "I deserve not to chase the goddess!" If you weren't nice to my mother, I'd definitely get you two divorced! ”

I almost kicked this kid out of the house because of that!

At that time, I wanted to refute: It's not my fault that I can't catch up, haven't I seen that Brother Yin has been chasing for decades, and she is still as unreachable as a floating cloud in the sky?!

But I know very well in my heart that I am different from Brother Yin.

The person I came into contact with was an ordinary girl who had not yet transformed, and if she was changed to Brother Yin, she would probably be able to catch up, but they met too late and missed the opportunity.

I regret it, but I am also glad that I was glad that I was cowardly at the beginning, so that she could fly freely, and be remembered by people all over the world in a different way, she is destined to be a radiant person, how can she be delayed by an ordinary man like me?

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