Chapter 43: The Past

Su Bei's gaze became distant and deep, and sadness drifted in the air in the study, and from Su Bei's slow words, Zuo Xinrou learned about the situation in Su Nan.

Su Bei and Sunan's mother Yan Bai died on a trip ten years ago, when Yan Bai took his youngest son Sunan out on a trip, but something happened on the passenger ship back, the passenger ship sank inexplicably, and Yan Bai put the only remaining life jacket on Sunan at the last moment, and he accidentally died.

The death of his mother, who had always relied on him, in front of his eyes, completely collapsed the small world of Sunan, who was less than eight years old at that time.

And when the two brothers were sad, when Yan Bai's bones were not cold, Su Haotian brought Ren Qing back to the Su family at this time.

For Su Bei, who was nineteen years old at that time, of course he had no way to accept such a thing, his parents had always loved each other very much in his eyes, but his father married a new love without even finding his mother's body, how could he swallow this breath.

So when he discussed and quarreled with Su Haotian again and again, but it was still useless, Su Beiyi gritted his teeth and moved out of Su's house with Sunan.

Even if so much time has passed, when it comes to these things, Su Bei's eyes still can't help but moisten, the noble and elegant mother in the depths of his memory, the mother who accompanied Su Haotian to fight the world and endure hardships, every time he thinks of him, he will be worthless for her.

Every time I thought of him, there was no way to forgive Su Haotian in my heart, and that hatred in my heart not only did not disappear day by day, but was accumulating deeper and deeper.

It took a long time for Su Bei to wake up from his memories, and he withdrew his gaze that had been in a daze, he looked up at the study, and a mocking but bitter smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "You know what? That year, I resolutely took Xiao Nan to leave the Su family, without touching a penny of the Su family, at that time I took Su Nan to live in the bridge cave every day, drinking cold water to satisfy hunger, Xiao Nan was only seven years old but never called a bitter, did not mention to return to the warm and comfortable Su family. ”

Su Bei's face was a little relieved when he said this, and then he continued: "From that time on, I swore that I would not use a penny from the Su family, and I would not accept a little favor from him, and I would rely on my own hands to support myself to support Xiaonan."

Listening to Zuo Xinrou's eyes moistened a little, she looked at Su Bei with a resolute face, and her heart swelled with distress for a while. The Su Bei she saw and knew was a man with a bright appearance and a warm smile, who had something that many people didn't have.

But she never thought that he had also been wolf, unbearable, and had nothing. It turns out that he also had to worry about where to go tomorrow, whether he will be hungry and raining, and whether there is a place to hide.

Everyone has a story, and she is quietly listening to his story, feeling the joys and sorrows, love and hatred in his story.

"Huangtian lives up to his wishes, my current qiē has nothing to do with Su Haotian." When Su Bei said this, his voice was very heavy, as if he was full of hatred, and it was more like he was covering up, covering up the sadness, the sadness that emanated from the bottom of his heart.

Out of the door of the Su family, Zuo Xinrou refused Su Bei to send her, the two doors were so close to each other, there was no need to worry about her going back alone at night.

In the night, Zuo Xinrou walked slowly under the dim street lamp, she was very busy, as if she was moving step by step, looking down at the tips of her shoes with a thoughtful look.

The Su family was only a dozen steps away from Li Zeqi's house at most, but after she turned back and forth, she decisively chose to walk again.

At the moment when she turned around, the door of Li Zeqi's house opened, and she habitually turned her head to look, not wanting to turn her head to see a pair of deep eyes staring at her, which made her heart suddenly skip a beat.