100 What the hell is going on
I couldn't see Lin Yue's expression at that time, but he still picked me up, the kind of princess hug that was horizontal, my face was against his chest, the temperature was lukewarm, very comfortable, his hands were loosely wrapped around his neck, and his legs were dangling.
That feels good.
Lin Yue looked down at me and didn't say a word, and I opened my eyes violently as if I sensed it, and the moment I looked at each other, I felt my heart beat very violently. That's an experience that all girls have.
Lin Yue pursed her lips, smiling rather than smiling, "Is it a person holding you like this?" ”
I was a little confused, and I didn't hear the mockery in his tone, but I wasn't stupid enough to admit it, but not answering was almost acquiescing.
Indeed, I am such an unprincipled person. I like hugs very much, whether it's between people of the same sex, whether it's from the opposite sex, there are only two criteria, look at the face, look at the body. After all, it's very comfortable to be held, and it's not like kissing and exchanging saliva.
Of course, if my boyfriend hugs another woman, I'm going to be angry. And my current state is that I am a single person in the three-way zone, and I enjoy my own unprincipled without any worries.
It's not a long distance from the door to the bed, but I feel that the time is very long, and Lin Yue didn't throw me on the bed, but put it down very gently. By this time, my mind was clearer. He didn't turn on the lights, and the only light source in the room was from the street lamps outside the window, oh, and the moon.
Looking at it from a distance, there was a bit of a growing smell of moonlight, and it turned out that I had been sitting in front of his door all day.
I looked at Lin Yue, he also looked at me, the direction of the backlight, I still couldn't see his expression clearly, so I inexplicably made a round of eye contact. During this time, I put my own pair of questions aside again, but he ignored me.
Forget it, I still felt a headache, rolled to the side of the bed, only occupied less than a quarter of the position, I turned my head to look at Lin Yue, "I'm going to sleep!" ”
I lay down for a long time, but I still didn't feel the mattress around me sag.
I remember when I used to practice boxing, there was a senior brother in the gym who was very tall and weighed almost 300! Every time he goes out, he likes to sit next to me, and if it's one of those soft-wrapped booths, I feel like I'm going to bounce up as soon as he sits down.
But Lin Yue is different, his small figure, tsk, he is lying down next to me, I won't notice anything, so I turned around suddenly, and when I saw a face less than ten centimeters away from me, I almost screamed.
When I could see his face clearly, especially in the moonlight, the already pale face was no longer bloody, his deep features were clearer, and even his eye sockets were a little sunken. I had the urge to scream again, but this time I was stopped by Lin Yue.
The tool is the mouth.
I can't remember how many times Lin Yue kissed me, maybe it was really too many times, and I gradually did not reject it, and even enjoyed it without guilt.
But suddenly, Lin Yue's kiss became rough, like an oncoming storm, he sucked me very painfully, and even had some gnawing movements, and my chapped lips soon oozed blood again, and the familiar rust smell spread little by little. I pushed Lin Yue, but I didn't have much power, but reminded him to take the next step.
Rip clothes, pull clothes, pull clothes.
Perhaps because she was too impatient, Lin Yue couldn't successfully tear or shred the slightly thicker and slightly tighter dress on my body, and couldn't even find a gap where she could put her hand in. He lifted his face and slid his palm over me through the fabric.
I slammed the spirit, and the person came to his senses a little, Lin Yue This is the rhythm of the beast, probably the same as the day before he disappeared. And I not only didn't think about it, but I didn't even think about it at all, even if I wanted to be with Lin Yue, this kind of intimate movement had to come gradually.
I pushed Lin Yue again, but he didn't care about my reaction, and directly freed up a hand to press me. I shouldn't have been so weak, but every action of resistance is very weak.
Probably in the eyes of outsiders, it is the state of wanting to get away with it.
But in fact, I really wasn't like that, I really didn't need my strength, my head still hurt, and my whole body hurt.
Lin Yue still successfully found the zipper behind me, he easily opened the zipper, and his hand reached in, feeling cool. I frowned vigorously, and finally squeezed four words out of my mouth.
"I'm not feeling well."
After saying that, the two hands on my face that were still resisting relaxed their strength, and I closed my eyes a little self-defeatingly, and the corners of my eyes felt moist, and I said, "Whatever you want." ”
Very desperate tone.
Lin Yue didn't make the next move after all, he put the back of his hand on my head, and then the whole person left me. Released from the shackles, I have no intention of escaping.
It's not pretending to be uncomfortable, I haven't felt very comfortable this day and night, but now it's more obvious, and I feel weak when I have a fever of 38 degrees and have to practice boxing.
Or Lin Yue also sensed that something was wrong with me, he gently patted my face with his hand, and his tone was still cold and cold, "Open your eyes." ”
I turned a deaf ear to his commands.
Lin Yue slapped my face again, increasing the intensity a little, I could feel the pain, not that I had pumped too many times before. I felt aggrieved in my heart, and there were more tears.
Not the kind of crying, I swear I didn't cry, just tears running down the corners of my eyes, like untightened faucets, a little bit of seepage.
I don't know what happened next, before falling asleep, I heard the sound of Lin Yue clenching his fingers tightly, and the sound of his footsteps that he didn't deliberately lighten.
I woke up again because I felt that my mouth was being pinched open, and the movements were not gentle, I frowned and wanted to say something, but it couldn't happen at all, and in the end I could only wake myself up.
When I opened my eyes, the light had been turned on, Lin Yue's face was at a safe distance of about fifty centimeters from me, of course, it was his hand that was pinching my mouth, and his fingertips were so cold, if he hadn't worked so hard, I think I still needed this kind of temperature.
Because I feel like I'm hot all over.
Before I had time to think, Lin Yue had already raised the bowl in his hand and poured it into my mouth. With just one bite, I coughed vigorously and choked on tears.
I hate ginger soup the most, I don't like ginger, I don't like the taste of red dates, and when these two things are mixed together, I feel like throwing up. But my obvious resistance failed to exchange Lin Yue's mercy, he was squeezing my mouth harder, and before I stretched out my hand, the whole bowl of ginger soup poured in.
Not only is it unpleasant, it's also hot.
Lin Yue covered my mouth, I couldn't speak or vomit, I could only resist with my eyes, but he turned a blind eye, knowing that I had no choice but to swallow the last mouthful of hot liquid, and tears also slipped to the corners of my mouth, adding the last spice to this bowl of ginger soup.
Lin Yue finally let go of his hand, I stared at him hard, and I didn't want to speak.
If before I only had the worry of his disappearance for seven days, now these concerns have completely turned into blame, why did he disappear silently for so long to worry others, and then after he came back, he treated me as if nothing happened, even inexplicably.
I didn't want to pay attention to him, and I realized that I had no need to stay here at all, the zipper of my skirt had been re-unzed, and I sat up from the bed with difficulty, almost half of my strength, I knew that I had a fever, and when I raised my hand, I saw that my finger had been wrapped in gauze again into a white dumpling.
I tried to ignore the physical blocking signals, reluctantly walked to the door, and reluctantly opened the door. And Lin Yue was always behind me, I couldn't see his eyes, so I didn't know how he looked at me, in fact, it was like seeing a little animal that wanted to bully me when I was a child, letting them go free, watching them walk to the cage step by step, and then catch them back the moment before they escaped.
Enjoy the thrill of being in control of everything.
And I was caught by Lin Yue when one foot had already stepped out of the door.
Unable to do anything, I lay on that bed again. Maybe it's because I don't like to drink ginger soup since I was a child, the effect of this thing on me is obvious, only a few minutes, I was already sweating all over, Lin Yue tested the temperature of my forehead, and then wrapped me in a quilt.
I frowned and resisted, feeling very hot all over my body, and I was forced to wrap myself in a quilt.
But Lin Yue didn't know why, at this moment he probably wanted to see me sad, he turned off the light, hugged me through the thick quilt, and used the strength that I couldn't escape.
Finally, the cruel command, "Sleep." ”
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