Leaves dancing in the boiling hot water, this is Zhu Yunhuan's favorite Pu'er tea, and he has a small secret room dedicated to all kinds of tea, and each tea is paired with a different teapot and bowl. The aroma of tea is like the smell of grass just after rain, mixed with a hint of sweetness, wafting around, which is refreshing.

He handed the brown tea bowl to Helan Qiubai: "Taste it." ”

"It's bitter."

Zhu Yunhuan also took a sip: "Tasting tea and tasting tea, in fact, it is not only about tea, but also about mentality." If your heart is sweet, this tea is sweet, if your heart is bitter, how can tea be sweet? ”

"Grandpa Zhu, in fact, I don't know why I came here, but it's just ...... here" Helan Qiubai smiled, mixed with a little helplessness, "After living for more than thirty years, in the end I realized that I don't even have a friend to talk to." ”

"Qiubai, your heart is too heavy. I don't know what happened between you and Xifei, but I can see that you are not a bad person. Although I finally gave the secret recipe last time, it doesn't mean that I don't appreciate you. ”

"Thank you Grandpa Zhu, at least, thank you, for being willing to see me."

Zhu Yunhuan looked at her with loving and gentle eyes, as if he was looking at his granddaughter: "Qiubai, I can see that you are in a very bad mood, my old man is alone, you will be willing to come to me at such a time, to be honest, I am very surprised, at the same time, I also hope that I can help you." ”

"Grandpa Zhu, I, I want to tell you a story......"

Bai Ying and Qiao Yixia stood side by side, looking at Lu Xiyu who was getting closer and closer to her, she was as beautiful and confident as ever, but she was also as strange as ever. Bai Ying thought that the person in front of her must not be the Luxifei who went to the night market with her not long ago, nor the Luxifei who was confident in helping high school students solve physics problems in the café, she must have been possessed by strangers, she must not be Luxifei.

"Luci, you are S. The demon who played with us all, the crazy mystery man, S. Bai Ying didn't know how hard it took her to say this, and the day she first saw her, she probably never thought that one day, she would stand on the opposite side of Lu Xifei and talk to her in such a hostile tone.

Lu Xifei took her eyes off Bai Ying, and her slender fingers ran through Qiao Yixia's hair: "Xia, what about you." If you want to know the answer, then I can sue you, I ......"

Qiao Yixia held her hand tightly and shook her head firmly: "It's not you." ”

Yesterday's events are vivid, she deliberately wrote Sudoku incorrectly, told her not to believe her, and deliberately led to the anagram game, all in order to let her follow the clues and find the evidence that she is S. Just like Bai Ying said, Qiao Yixia is so smart, the moment she handed her the book, she should have figured it out.

"It's not favoritism, it's because I don't believe it."

"Sister Yixia!" Bai Ying suddenly shouted hysterically, she burst into tears, she was no longer strong at the moment, she was just a weak woman who had lost her husband and was isolated, "Could it be that Shang Lu's death is fake?" Could it be that this qiē is all fake! ”

"Yingzi, I didn't favor Xifei." Qiao Yixia held her shoulders and wanted to help her wipe her tears but didn't stretch out her hand after all, "Think about it carefully, what reason does Xi Fei have to hurt Shang Lu?" We're such good friends, she doesn't have a reason to do it at all, you be sensible, don't get carried away by hatred......"

"Don't talk to me about sanity!" Bai Ying pushed her away and took a few steps closer to Lu Xifei, she was not as tall as her, so she could only look up at her, Lu Xifei's indifferent eyes angered her even more, making her want to hit her, "Reason? Oh, when it comes to reason, is there anyone in this world who is more rational than the smart Professor Lu? ”

She didn't directly tell Sù Shiwei about her suspicions, but came to the hotel and confronted her face to face, in fact, because she still had a bit of luck, she kept hypnotizing herself, maybe she was mistaken.

The impact of Lucy Bloom's "You're right" on her was too great, whether it was true or not, it already made her unable to face her calmly.

"Luci, you give me a reason. Anyway, I want you to give me a reason. ”

"It doesn't matter if you save people or kill people. I do things and I never need any reason. ”

"Good one doesn't need a reason!" Bai Ying smiled, laughing and stepping back, "How good is that......

The hyacinth on the windowsill was faintly scented, Luxi's eyes were dark, and she looked at Qiao Yixia with spring water in her eyes: "If I have a choice, I hope that the person who handcuffs me is the one I love the most." ”

"I won't. Neither will you. ”

Lucie's lips trembled a little, she turned her back and stopped looking at her: "Yi Xia, I said, don't trust others. ”

"You're no one else, you're Xihua."

I don't trust others lightly, and the person I willingly believe in my condition is only you. Qiao Yixia gently hugged her from behind, "I don't know why you want to lead the suspicion to yourself, it's all because of my poor ability, I haven't been able to find out who the real murderer is, but I won't let you be a scapegoat, I won't." ”

"Two people who love Dorn." Bai Ying looked at them with a smile, "Two people I used to think of as my own sister, heh......"

"Sister Yixia, Sister Xifei." Bai Ying slowly squatted on the ground, her smile became deeper and deeper, and tears rolled down to the floor, "It wasn't until this moment that I felt more clearly that what made me more uncomfortable than Shang Lu's was that my two sisters didn't shed a single tear for his death...... Actually, whether the murderer is Lucy or not, it doesn't matter to me anymore, because my heart really hurts......"

Zhu Yunhuan took out a tissue from the paper drawer and handed it to Helan Qiubai.

He thought that what had happened in his life was bleak enough, and that a person, alone in the thought of his grandson, was about to live the rest of his life. But there are always people in this world who are more pitiful than themselves, they are forced to smile in the prosperity, each is high, they hide their hearts, and no one can see their scars.

"Autumn White."

"Grandpa Zhu, I'm bad, don't I ......" She didn't sob, but tears rolled down her cheeks, "If the book knows something, he will definitely hate me." ”

"Qiubai, in this life, we have to experience too many things and meet too many people. And love, just two words, throughout the ages, how many literati have spent their lives to interpret and annotate? We often say that it is unreasonable to love someone and it is uncontrollable, so, Qiubai, from the moment you fall in love with Shuye, you are already destined to accept this inequality, to accept, he will always love his sister more than you. I know, you're a kind child, so even if you're occasionally wronged, occasionally frustrated, you've endured it, although it's hard not to be jealous, but you've always done a good job, you really care for Xi Fei, and care about this Shuye's favorite sister. Qiubai, you, really did a great job. ”

Helan Qiubai shook his head dejectedly: "But I've already harmed Xi Hua too badly, I'm already sorry for too many people......"

"Qiubai, you sue me, do you regret it? Did you regret killing Shang Lu? ”

"I don't know......" Helan Qiubai took a deep breath, her long hair was stuck with tears on her cheeks, making her look extraordinarily wolf, "Actually, I just recognized that she owed me something in her heart to dare to do this, I thought I would be very happy, but I didn't, I felt like I was going crazy......"

"The matter of Shuye is something we don't want to see, of course, when this happens, the most painful person will not be someone else, not even Xifei, but you. Husband and wife are connected, one person's heart has disappeared in the vast universe and turned into dust, so will the other person still feel good and happy? It's going to be hard.

Good boy, you know what, in fact, before the dinner, Xi Fei came to me, and she told me a lot that day, and she also mentioned you, although I didn't know what misunderstanding there was between you at that time, but I could hear that she was full of guilt for you. She told me that even if you killed her, she would take it for granted. But you don't, because your love for her is not just out of love for Shuye, people always have feelings, as long as the heart is still beating, you can't avoid seven emotions and six desires. Hurting someone will also form a habit, just like now, even if you don't want to admit it, you have already imperceptibly regarded Xifei as your family. ”

Helan Qiubai listened to Zhu Yunhuan's words, and remembered Lu Xifei's stubborn and beautiful little face when she saw Lu Xifei for the first time: "That day on the basketball court of the school, I saw him for the first time, and he said that his name was Silver, and from that moment on, I knew that I couldn't escape......"

"Qiubai, I don't mean to let you let go of your book, it's not an easy task to let go of the people in the deepest part of your heart, just like my son, who always persuaded me, Dad, look at the point, Xiaolin will not come back after all. But I can't help it, I really can't see it, I can't let it go. I just want to tell you, keep loving, stop hating. ”

If hating someone doesn't make you happy, then why keep hating.

"You've never really hated her for a second, hated her, and never let you get even a moment of happiness. Not to let Shuye rest in peace, just to be able to really let yourself go and stop torturing yourself. You've lived for him for too long, and from this moment on, live for yourself, right? ”

At this moment, Helan Qiubai finally took off the defense in his heart, tore off the thick mask, and cried on the table like a child. Living for herself, these five words are really too far away from her. For a long time, she was always alone, eating alone, shopping alone, drinking alone, and fighting against time alone. No one really cared about her.

"Shuye, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you ......"

I'm sorry you guys.