Sitting on the bed, Jin Se stroked the water in front of him over and over again, from the hilt to the blade to the tip of the sword.

Her movements were very gentle, but in her eyes, there was an unconcealable sadness.

She looked at it as if she were looking at the treasure of the world, and she was reluctant to look away.

"Jinse, what are you going to do?"

Looking at such an abnormal Jin Se, Yu Shenghan's heart swelled with unease, and he asked with a slight frown.

Jinse smiled and didn't answer.

It's just that she leaned her sword lightly against her cheek, and the cold touch made her shiver slightly, but it made her heart strangely calm.

After a long time, she looked sideways at Yu Shenghan beside the bed, looking innocent and ignorant, and she asked sneeringly, "Why did I fall in love with you?" Why should I fall in love with you? ”

"Jinse, you ......"

She stared at him closely, no longer the sadness and sadness just now, but extremely determined.

"I can't get your love, and I want you to remember me. Whether it's love, hate, or apology, I want you to remember me. ”

The hand gripping the hilt tightened, and she bit her lip and jerked the sword around her neck.

"I want you to remember me, remember me, feel guilty and blame myself, in this life, in this life, forever and ever, until your soul is gone."

Yu Shenghan's heart tightened, and he hurriedly persuaded: "Jin Se, don't do stupid things. ”

"Silly?"

Jin Se suddenly laughed out loud, but there was more sadness and relief than usual, and less lightness and gentleness.

Call her selfish, call her stupid.

She just wanted to use her last life to make her feel different in his heart.

She didn't want to, she was just a passerby in his life.

Even if he is guilty, let him always remember her.

"Yushenghan, I want you to remember that I died because of you. If it weren't for you, my ending wouldn't be like this. ”

It's ridiculous, she was so scared of death.

No matter how she was tortured by illness before, she chose to survive.

But now, she chose to end her life by herself, so fearless and resolute.

"Don't."

Yu Shenghan stretched out his hand to stop it, but his hand went straight through her body.

He watched as her wrist flicked, and after a beautiful arc, the sword left a vivid mark on her neck.

Blood kept flowing from her neck, but her expression was so satisfied and relieved.

"Yusheng Han, if there is another life, I don't want to know you again."

He never blamed himself for his powerlessness so much, nor did he recognize the difference between him and others so clearly.

It was all his unknowingness that harmed her.

But I can't go back.

Liu Huanxue quietly listened to him talk about his past, and it wasn't until she finished talking that she breathed a sigh of relief.

It turned out that this was the knot that had been hidden in his heart.

Is it because of this that he is hot and cold to her?

It's just because he's afraid that the old things will happen again.

He choked like a frightened bird, carefully measuring the distance between them, not allowing the slightest difference.

But even so, she still couldn't control falling in love with him.

"Cher, I hope you don't be like her."

Lowered her eyes, swept away all the untimely feelings in her eyes, and when she looked up again, she didn't care in her eyes, she raised her head and chuckled.

"Well, I'm never going to like you in my life. I don't like people like you. ”

She rubbed the tip of her nose, full of disdain.

But only she knew that her heart was so painful that she couldn't breathe.

Her love is just buried in her heart.

All she wanted was to be by his side all the time.