Before this, Chu Mobai's cocoon god has always been dismissive of the statement of "soul fit", he thinks that this is just a romantic way of saying used to deceive ignorant girls - probably Chu Mobai's body itself has some flaws in this regard, even when he was with Wang Chaodong just now, he has never felt the so-called "love period", a qiē qiē happened naturally, Wang Chaodong confessed, he felt that this person was not annoying and smart, and he could have something to say when he stayed together, So they were together.

Except for hugging or kissing in a corner where no one is around, the interaction between the two is not much different from friends - at least for Chu Mobai, he has never felt that he urgently needs Wang Chaodong for a moment.

Even if it's in bed.

For him, a qiē is just a step-by-step product, at what stage, something must happen, just like completing a real project, triggered step by step in an orderly manner and then completed.

Wang Chaodong has always been very dissatisfied with this, and sometimes even quarrels with Chu Mobai because of this, he thinks that he is a dispensable person for Chu Mobai at all, even if he is not there one day, it is not impossible to change someone Chu Mobai, or Chu Mobai has long had the idea of wanting to change someone...... Whenever this time, Chu Mobai would feel very aggrieved: he was already very tired of dealing with Wang Chaodong, why did he have to change to another one that might be more troublesome?

However, habit is a very terrible thing, and after being together for a long time, this kind of relationship that is not salty and light has also been stumbled and maintained, Wang Chaodong has almost become a part of Chu Mobai's daily life, especially when the two are dependent on each other in foreign research institutes, Wang Chaodong's identity becomes more subtle-

Like a second relative who is stranger than his parents, but he is also the best in the world but knows himself best.

He didn't know how to give Wang Chaodong a position fairly.

So when Wang Chaodong proposed to him, he was very happy, because he felt that he was finally able to give the man who had been with him for many years an accurate positioning-

For example: husband, legal partnership.

Although sometimes even Chu Mobai himself felt very strange, he couldn't help but want to ask himself: So love should be so bland? In the TV series, the heartbeat is racing, the ecstatic anticipation, and the longing of the deer crashing around...... None of the qiē has appeared, as if they have unconsciously skipped this step and come to the stage of "living together".

Chu Mobai didn't understand, even if he saw his partner entangled with other people, he didn't have a heart-rending pain, and the disgusting feeling of "betrayal" was even stronger in comparison.

In other words.

This stupid test subject, until the day he died, did not know what the real definition of "love" was.

But now he seemed to understand a little bit in a daze.

will seriously think about the question about Wang Chaodong, probably because after he understands it, he finds that the "correct" he mistook before does not seem to be really "correct", and he begins to face this problem head-on-

He realized that sometimes he was probably not as he thought he was, and it didn't matter.

When he was confused and hesitant, he no longer hid and tried to deal with the problem on his own, such as that night in India, when he saw his parents trying to replace him with a new body because of his Eye of Knowledge, the first thing he woke up was to burrow into another person's snow nest, although he didn't know what the purpose of this was, but when he and Subject Six huddled side by side, he could feel himself a little more grounded......

It's like a heart that has been left empty and suddenly filled.

-- This is a feeling he didn't have before.

Later, he began to care about the feelings of the test subject around him, he was angry or happy or said something that sounded very unreasonable, whether or not he scoffed at it or simply wondered if it was something with intelligence, but he listened to it anyway...... What, "I'm looking at you", "I won't let you mess around", "I'm here" and the like, now that I think about it, I still remember it clearly.

-- This is a feeling that he didn't have before.

Of course, if that wasn't enough to make it seem incredible, then the most incomprehensible thing for the god himself was that before he made a self-destructive move in exchange for Shiva's will, he chose to give him a kiss that he knew Subject Six would forget......

What this kiss represents, even the cocoon god himself can't tell.

All he knew was that if it really mattered, he didn't care too much if Subject Six could remember it.

He was like a child who had done something bad about stealing chickens and dogs, careful and hesitant.

The only thing he remembered was that when he lifted Enochet's face and looked at his red eyes, the powerful beating of his heart in his chest made him feel like a real human being, his heart beating like a drum, full of anticipation, despair, and caution.

For the first time, he had a hesitation that he was too afraid of losing and would rather wait until the end than try to take a new step and break the status quo.

What is it?

What Chu Mobai didn't know, Le Fu God didn't know very well.

This is a truly new definition of the world for him in a sense.

"But you don't remember ......"

In the darkness, the entangled bodies of the two on the bed rose and fell with their movements...... Pillows, quilts and scattered clothes fell to the ground, creating a hint of life in this black-based room with simple and even boring decorations.

Pressed under the tall man, he could only see the black-haired young man's body exposed little by little, his hands wrapped around the man's neck, his hair became slightly wet because of sweat, his cheeks were slightly red because of drunkenness or emotion, his eyes were closed, and at this time, he arched his back slightly because of a fierce entry by the man, and a low groan escaped from the lips that were bitten a little red and swollen......

"You're ...... Hmm," he frowned, "I don't remember." ”

The man's slender and clean fingertips crawled up the distracted cheek like feathers, and he let out a low sound from the depths of his throat, and then kissed it like a fine raindrop and fell on the frown, which looked rather annoyed—

"Don't remember anything? Well? ”

The man's voice was still wheezing.

He saw the eyelashes of the man below him tremble slightly at his response, and after a moment, faintly opened, and he glanced at him with black eyes full of chaos......

Such a sleepy look is overwhelming.

Feeling the heat in his body concentrated in one place with passion, the man frowned fiercely and could no longer maintain the gentleness of a second, he almost roughly pressed the person under him into the soft bed, took his hands off his neck and fixed them on top of his head, one hand pushed away his fist-clenched hand and interlocked his fingers-

He entered hard.

Until the person below him let out a rapid whimper that seemed like a sob.

"You have forgotten," he said in a soft, wet voice, "you confessed that you missed—"

His voice was muffled, like a dream.

However, Enoch heard it clearly and truly, and knew that the person in his arms was drinking too much and talking nonsense, but once he thought that such words might indeed be said to some specific person, his heart burned with a fire.

Burned completely inexplicably.

After all, he and the person he was doing at the moment had known each other for less than twenty-four hours.

He has a strange possessiveness.

He was almost annoyed, so he tossed the child more unscrupulously, and with the strength and ruthlessness that a first-time person like him could never resist, he washed away his strange fragments.

"Lying in my bed, can you still complain to others?"

He stretched out a hand, pinched the slightly pointed jaw of the person under him, shook it playfully, and gritted his back molars and smiled-

"Is it because I'm not trying hard enough?"

"Ahhh......h Slow down......"

"Legs open, don't move - hiss, let go, don't clamp me, I'm coming out."

Almost violently shaking the man who was crushed under him, I don't know when it began, but Enoch only knew that when he finally released himself and climbed down from the young body and collapsed beside him with a bang, the sky outside was already dark.

I can't count the number of condoms used on the ground.

The moment he dragged the one off his body, Enoch felt that he might have to abstain from sex for the next three months.

…… Of course, he quickly dismissed this idea.

Ever since he turned his head to look at the person who had been pressed all night.

At this moment, the black-haired young man in a semi-sleepy state frowned slightly, and Enoud paused, a trace of frivolity flashed in his eyes, and he muttered: "How many troubles can there be, doesn't it mean that the young man doesn't know where the sorrow is?" ”

Although he said this, he involuntarily stretched out his slightly sweaty hand to forcibly smooth the man's eyebrows.

Probably a little painful from the rough fingertips, the frown between the eyebrows was fiercely wrinkled, but after a while, it suddenly released like a miracle.

It's like a puppy that has had a nightmare and has been soothed.

The man retracted his hand in satisfaction, looked at him again, and after listening to his muttering "Don't touch me" and the white-eyed wolf complained to the extreme, he rolled over and fell asleep......

When there was a sound of gentle sleep around him, Enoch had no sleepiness at all.

He sat up and turned his head to look at the young man who was bathed in the morning light, wearing a crumpled white shirt but sleeping peacefully. Naked, with slender legs without a single blemish, and further down, there were suspicious undried stains left between those legs......

It's tempting.

If it weren't for Enoch's death, he would have wanted to come back at least twice.

But the gaze moved up, just looking at the face......

Just look at the face half-hidden in the darkness, the strong desire. Hope was extinguished again.

Ah, of course not because I was frightened by anything.

It's just ......

For example, you don't want to Cupid, a fat angel sleeping in the clouds with his eyes closed in a famous oil painting.

It's not amazingly beautiful, but after looking at it for a long time, people are shocked to realize that they haven't been willing to take their eyes off for a long time; forcibly moved his gaze away, and unconsciously stayed in his messy hair, and the strangely shaped earrings that were faintly exposed under his hair-

Enoch lit a cigarette.

In the smoke, he vaguely felt that he had probably come across the most perfect model of the human body in the world.