Lin Yue didn't comfort me, because he understood that what I needed at this time was not comfort, but to be alone and quiet.

I should also be alone and quiet.

Lin Yue walked to the balcony with a pack of cigarettes, I raised my head, just watched him light a cigarette with a lighter, probably his hand was shaking, he failed to light it several times, he raised his hand, and wanted to smash something, but finally endured it.

And I found a comfortable corner and habitually buried my head between my hands. You don't even need to cry, just be quiet, just be quiet. When all the facts are in front of me, I don't know if I should question and verify them again. If the outcome is self-defeating, I'd rather just treat it all as a ridiculous joke and laugh enough, and then click it to the end.

Like a silent horror movie, the so-called mysteries are not the point, the point is that I, the person who watched the film, has been killed.

I sat on the ground for a long time, I felt that my physical condition was very bad, my hands and feet began to stiffen, I felt dizzy, I wanted to look up, I felt that the world was spinning, and I probably had a fever again. Lin Yue also walked back to my side at this time, he didn't say anything, bent down and wanted to hug me, I raised my hand and nestled in his arms obediently.

A cool embrace, a powerful heartbeat. I closed my eyes and cried out, although not heartbreaking, but my ears were buzzing when I cried. Lin Yue patted me on the back, and he cleared his throat, "Cry." ”

For the first time, Lin Yue made me cry. And I cooperated with him and cried until I fell asleep.

When I woke up again, I opened my eyes, and I was faced with the darkness again, but I could feel that Lin Yue was still beside me, and there was no light in the room, so his deep, bright eyes were particularly obvious.

I inhaled, sat up slowly with my hands on the bed, looked at Lin Yue in the dark, and asked in a hoarse voice, "You already knew, didn't you?" ”

Lin Yue nodded.

I think before he disappeared, I remember he said he was going to help me check that mailbox, and after that day, he was gone. I'm not smart, but I'm good at cranky, so I completely connected these trivial things and told them to Lin Yue.

"Because you found out that those photos were sent to me by Yu Tian, so you went to find him? Then in order to threaten you, he will count Li Xiaoming's theft of customer information on your head before? ”

Lin Yue pursed his lips, he was still clear in the dark, but he couldn't see the specific expression clearly, which made people feel incomprehensible.

I continued, "So you've been missing for so many days and come back ignoring me, you just don't want me to worry about you, do you?" I took a deep breath, "I believe that Li Xiaoming's matter has nothing to do with you." ”

Lin Yue stretched out a hand to hug me, his eyebrows were slightly strained, and the wrinkled appearance looked a little sad, and I also wrapped my hands around his waist, this time I didn't cry.

The apartments here are all high-rise, so we can't go to the rooftop, I sat on the balcony with Lin Yue and drank, there were more and more dark clouds, even the stars and the moon couldn't see clearly, Lin Yue and I couldn't see each other's faces clearly, probably only in this way could I feel more secure, I laughed at myself in my heart, I originally planned to comfort Lin Yue, and finally I became the person who needed to be accompanied, and Lin Yue never said anything, he only occasionally tilted his head, I could see something shiny in the corner of his eye.

And I just laughed.

Some people say that no matter how much you drink, whether you are drunk or not depends on yourself, sometimes you don't want to get drunk, and sometimes you want to get drunk but you can't.

I knew I wasn't the first, but I felt unusually clear when I got sick to my stomach. Lin Yue was drunk, and when he was drunk, he came over and hugged me, his mouth was on my face, rubbing it gently, and then his expression showed great sadness.

I helped Lin Yue to lie down on the bed, ran into the bathroom and vomited for a while, then washed my face, and wet a towel to help Lin Yue wipe her face. Half-asleep, he still took my hand, "I'll protect you." ”

I chuckled lowly, not that I thought this sentence was very naïve, but that it was a bit dramatic, originally I thought that there are so many dangers in life, and how many times do I really need to be protected by others, shouldn't I be stronger? However, Lin Yue really sacrificed himself to protect me this time. I didn't know what to say, so I had to shove his hands under the covers.

I secretly took Lin Yue's mobile phone, rummaged through everything from text messages to emails, and finally found a recording record.

I wasn't too familiar with the sound inside, but I quickly remembered that it was the bald man from the bar. The bald man admitted in the recording that the group of people who robbed me was arranged by Su Lu, and he also said that Su Lu planned the fight from the first time we fought in the bar.

I don't know what happened to the whole thing, why did Su Lu do this?

After making sure that Lin Yue was asleep, I went out with his mobile phone, and when I got downstairs in Yu Tian, I called him, and he answered quickly.

There was confusion in his tone, "Sixi? Why is there something wrong with you so early? ”

I said, "I'm downstairs at your house, and your girlfriend isn't there, right?" ”

Yu Tian said, "Wait a minute, I'll go down and pick you up." ”

"No need, I'll go up now."

I used to be afraid of taking the elevator alone, so when it was dark, I would come down and pick me up the rest of the day. And now I'm standing in it, and I don't even feel afraid, probably because there are so many ridiculous things, I don't have time to be afraid of those things that humans have constructed in their fantasies.

When the elevator door opened, Yu Tian was already standing outside waiting for me, he should have been woken up by me, looking very tired, and reached out the first moment he saw me, probably trying to pull my hand.

I dodged, I said, "Let's go in and say." ”

Yu Tian nodded, he looked at me as if he was not at ease, and he asked me, "Are you really okay?" ”

I didn't answer, walked to the door and waited for him to open it.

When I saw that the password that Yu Tian pressed was still my birthday, I didn't know if I should be happy or feel ridiculous.

I sat down on the couch and looked at the room as it had been before I left, except that the bedroom door was closed. Because my girlfriend is still a student, it's inconvenient to move in, right? Yu Tian poured me a glass of warm water, and instead of sitting next to me as before, he sat in the corner.

I was holding a glass of water, and it was stuck in my throat when I was supposed to ask right away, and I was a little afraid to say it, I knew that when everything was put on the table, there was no room for recovery, but I really didn't know what Yu Tian was doing all this for.

I took out Lin Yue's mobile phone and played the recording of the bald head.

Yu Tian frowned hard after hearing this.

I said, "Do you want to pretend you don't know at all?" ”

"Si Xi ......"

"And what about these?"

I logged in to my mailbox on my phone, found the email, and clicked on the contents, which were filled with unsightly photos. Sometimes I feel that there seems to be nothing to hide in front of Yu Tian, hasn't he seen it so many times?

Yu Tian snatched my phone excitedly, he grabbed my hand, "Who gave it to you?" What happened? ”

I pushed him away, "Don't pretend to me, okay?" Didn't that email come from your computer? You sent it to me, right? I'm probably asking you what you want to do, right? Don't you think it's fun to play me over and over again! ”

I shouted loudly, poured out all the words in my heart, and the whole person became more and more chaotic, I hit Yu Tian hard, scratching in no order, Yu Tian silently endured, and then reached out to hug me.

I couldn't break free, and I couldn't help but start crying again.

"Why are you doing this?"

Yu Tian said, "I don't, can you listen to my explanation?" The email was sent from my computer, but it wasn't my ......."

"You don't have to say it!" I really couldn't listen to it, or I didn't have any reason at that time, I just felt that Yu Tian was admitting it when he said this.

I cried as I pushed Yu Tian harder, he wanted to say something but didn't have a chance to say it. Until the bedroom door was suddenly pushed open.

Yu Tian and I stopped moving at the same time, and Yu Tian shouted, "You go in!" ”

I laughed and watched Su Lu walk into me step by step, wearing only Yu Tian's shirt, like that, it was hard to believe that they were nothing.

Su Lu sat down in front of me and looked at me with very compassionate eyes.

"Let me tell you, four years ago, you killed the person he loved the most and their unborn child was hit by a car, and Yu Tian did all this to take revenge on you."

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