Chapter 142: Crossing Mary Sue [41]
Lan Xiaofan looked at her in astonishment, stunned: "What? "What is purposeful amnesia?
Xia Meng couldn't help but feel a little funny when she saw her look so stupid, so she reached out and pulled her cheek, smiled and tilted her head: "It's just pretending to be amnesia!" to achieve your own ends! "She's always fought alone, and she suddenly wants to have an ally who will never betray! Even if she can't tell Lan Xiaofan about her origin and mission, she can tell her for her short-term purpose!
Lan Xiaofan's face darkened: "Just say that you are lying to Miss Ben!" Okay, you're not a little daring! Even Miss Ben dares to lie! "Really, she thought it was true, and she was still thinking about how to go to the master to go out of the mountain to help!
Summer smiled cutely and picked up the brewed tea and took a sip slightly: "No, it's a lie to the whole world, only you know." ่้บ็ฑๆตท่ฎๅบๆณ"
Lan Xiaofan froze as she was about to knock on her head, and blinked: "Lie to the whole world?" Including Xia Taishi, the second prince ......"
"Yes." Xia Meng interrupted her and looked at her fixedly, "Because I only believe in you." "The people on the side will have interests with her, but Lan Xiaofan will not have it.
Lan Xiaofan straightened his face and sat down: "What the hell is going on?" "How can you pretend to have amnesia in a good way?
Summer Meng lowered her eyes slightly, and her long and thick eyelashes trembled slightly, flickering but easy to make people feel pity. She whispered: "The Nine Emperor Princes and the Emperor said that they like me. She raised her eyes to look at the shocked Lan Xiaofan, her face full of bitterness, "Do you understand?" Me and the Prince... No way. โ
No matter what the reason, an emperor would not let the two brothers turn against each other because of a woman. What a strict moral problem it is for a younger brother to covet the imperial sister-in-law! If it spreads, not only will she be ruined, but her reputation will be damaged as well as Nan Qi and Nan Jiu! One is a prince with a green hat on his head, and the other is a general who is famous but covets his elders.
They should be brothers who help each other, not turn against each other.
Of course, even if it was for the sake of Xia Yingshen's face, the Emperor Deterrence would never move her. But these are all unknown to others, and no one will think that she can escape the dead.
Lan Xiaofan was stunned for a long time before he angrily reprimanded: "The Nine Emperors' brains are in the water, right?" Doesn't he know what will happen to you if he says these words? "How simple-minded is it to think that the Emperor of Deterrence will agree to him being with the future mother of the country who knows all over the world because he loves him?
Seeing Xia Meng such a pitiful appearance, she suppressed the anger in her heart: "So you pretend to have amnesia? Don't even know about it? "Maybe this is also a way, if everyone thinks that she doesn't remember anything, then the deterrent emperor may pretend that he doesn't know anything and choose to let Mengmeng continue to marry the prince?
But...... If the emperor thinks that Mengmeng can't remember anything now, it can make her completely disqualified from marrying the prince?
Xia Meng pursed her lips slightly, but her beautiful face was full of bitterness at the moment: "I don't know how to face it, I can only choose to escape." Shinoshi, will you help me? โ
Lan Xiaofan was irritable and wanted to curse, but he had to sigh: "Of course." But are you really willing to give up? "How long has she been in love with the prince, and as a good sister, she naturally knows better than everyone! Because she wants to be his wife, Mengmeng has been working hard to make herself better over the years, practicing piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and becoming the future mother of the country known to the Manchu Dynasty, but she can't get his approval.
Xia Meng looked at her steadily, with reluctance and determination in her eyes: "Time doesn't wait for me, maybe letting go is a good decision for each other." "The original owner is naturally reluctant to let go, otherwise he wouldn't be hated like that by Ye Rushuang in the original text. She died tragically, in addition to wanting revenge, she also wanted to get a look back from the man she had loved all her life.
Since she wants to get him now, she must lose it first.
At least let Nanqi, who has always been spoiled, understand that Xia Meng is not a woman he can get by beckoning casually. Even his invisible fiancรฉe can leave him.
Lan Xiaofan sighed, not knowing what to say, but suddenly remembered himself. I could only pat her on the shoulder comfortingly: "Don't be sad, it's just a stinky man!" What's wrong with you? The first beauty in the world, still worried about not marrying a good husband? What's more, isn't there still the Nine Emperors? But then again, does he know you have amnesia? "I worked hard and had the courage to tell my father that I loved my brother and sister-in-law, but I was forgotten in a blink of an eye, how can I think about it?
Xia Meng smiled when he heard this: "He already knows." โ
She knew she was ashamed of Nan Jiu, but she had a task that she had to complete.
If she can finally conquer all the male protagonists, Nan Jiu is still the same to her, maybe she will choose him.
Not for anything else, just for ten years and not giving up.
No one can have that kind of perseverance to wait for a person all the time, let alone in this era when a man can have three wives and four concubines as he wants, he is willing to wait for a woman to turn back.
Thinking of Nan Jiu's stupid and aggrieved appearance, he couldn't help but smile, and when he saw Lan Xiaofan looking at him in surprise, he asked her with a straight face: "How are you and the regent?" The original text did not describe too much about the relationship between Lan Xiaofan and Ju Shizhao during this time, but only roughly said that the two were in a cold war.
Speaking of Jushi, Lan Xiaofan smiled, sighed, and lay down to rest his chin on his arms: "Alas! Meng Meng, I really feel so lost, I don't know what I've been holding onto. I had not been in contact with him for three months, and I had not written to him since I returned from Kuwabara Province, and he had not even asked why he had cut off contact. โ
Xia Meng frowned slightly, she naturally knew what Ju Shizhao was thinking. He just chased him with Xiao Fan's admiration for him, so he squandered her love so unscrupulously. Because he knew that whenever he turned around, he could see her waiting for him, so he could stride forward so indifferently.
In the original text, the ending of him and Xiao Fan, although it is he. But in Xia Meng's opinion, it is be, because he has exhausted Shinofan's love for him, even if Shinofan is still attached to him to live.
Seeing Lan Xiaofan's listless appearance, she couldn't help but reach out and push her: "You said me just now, what about yourself?" Could it be that there is only one man in this world? How many years have you admired him? The result? What do you get? Don't care or don't care? Even if she knew that Ju Shizhao actually cared about Lan Xiaofan in her heart, she didn't want to persuade her to insist at this moment. She didn't want to destroy the destined marriage, she just wanted to give Lan Xiaofan more advantages.
Women are different from men, and men can still concentrate on their careers while having love. For example, when he married Empress Showa, even if it was for the throne, he still chose to let Lan Xiaofan, who had always loved him, be wronged. And a woman is once she falls in love with someone, she will put all her thoughts on her lover. Love is like this, which party pays more, then which party has no chance of winning.
Confused for love, hurt for love.
Lan Xiaofan didn't expect Xia Meng to say this, in the past, every time she talked to Xia Meng about Ju Shizhao, she was very helpless and said that she had no choice, after all, Xia Meng admired someone as much as herself. It's just that she has a hint of response, while Xia Meng is completely lost.
Now that Xia Meng suddenly said this, she felt a little dazed.
She has paid so much for Ju Shizhao, she has loved her for so many years, and even because of herself, Ju Shizhao gets more advantages every time she comes to Dixia, just because her father is on the right side, and too many people open the back door for him.
But what about him? What did he give himself? Even if she doesn't love him in return, but if it's really such a completely fruitless effort, everyone will feel tired, right? She is also a pampered eldest lady, favored by her father, and famous, but she only gets grievances from him.
In Kuwabara Country, she was always harshly reprimanded by the empress, and every time she fought back, she would be said to be childish by Ju Shizhao, saying that the empress was still a child, and she shouldn't care like this.
But...... The empress is now 14 years old, she is 16 years old, how big is the difference? Just because he grew up watching the empress, the empress will always be a willful child in his mind, and he can't, right?
He once said that in his mind, the empress was never a woman who could marry a wife.
She had rejoiced in this sentence for a long time. Now that I think about it, yes, the child he has seen grow up with his own eyes is naturally the same as his daughter or sister, what advantage does he have?
She's just a big smug and doesn't care about anything. But she didn't understand many things, she understood how malicious the empress was every time she targeted herself, and how vicious her eyes were every time she saw herself and Ju Shizhao together. But she endured all of this alone, and she didn't want Ju Shizhao to worry about herself. The result? Because she can't cry, doesn't she need comfort?
"Shinoshiba." Xia Meng reached out to hold Lan Xiaofan's hand and smiled slightly, "I will always stand behind you." So, don't be afraid. โ
Lan Xiaofan clenched his hands tightly, and tears almost burst out of his eyes. She gritted her teeth and squeezed out a smile: "Mengmeng, I really like him." I've loved him since I was thirteen, and maybe I'm not the best woman to give him all the best. But what I give is the most genuine, and the best I can give. โ
But what about him? Did he care?
If he really cared about her, would he let her lose news for three months?
"Shino, you just love him, not owe him." Xia Meng clenched her hand and looked at her sad eyes fixedly, "No one can hurt others so recklessly just by being loved." โ
"Love is not eternal. Who knows that someone who is still saying that they love you one moment will not be bored the next? โ
No one can not cherish it, and the result of squandering will only be loss-
It's early today, right? Come on!
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