Chapter 248
Chen Xiaoyu sat on the sofa opposite, watched Lu Chongqing leisurely drink the pigeon soup one by one, and after drinking, he put down the thermos bucket, wiped his lips, and sighed with satisfaction: "It's delicious." ”
It's been many days, and I get up early in the morning to buy vegetables and make soup, go to work, go to the hospital after work, and my face is so tired that my face is sharp.
Lu Chongqing was distressed: "Otherwise, don't send it, I'll let my aunt send it over." ”
Xiaoyu said: "Auntie sent it to aunt, and what I sent was sent by me, which is different." ”
With such a virtuous and gentle girlfriend, how could he not be moved, but when he was moved, he had a feeling of unease.
He squinted his eyes, looked at the person in front of the window who was in a daze, and patted the edge of the bed beside him, "Why are you sitting so far away, come here." ”
Chen Xiaoyu shook her head and refused to go.
Lu Chongqing snorted, looked at her with a smile in his eyes: "What? Afraid of me so much? I haven't been to you for a few days. ”
Chen Xiaoyu blushed slightly, and reprimanded in a low voice: "You can't say anything else." ”
Lu Chongqing looked innocent: "What did I say?" I didn't say anything, are you thinking too much about yourself? ”
Chen Xiaoyu frowned and turned her head to look out the window, and didn't say anything for a long time.
suddenly remembered that before coming, Deng Yinan said, "What's wrong, aren't you happy?" Didn't he come back? ”
In fact, she is also asking herself, why is she unhappy? Didn't he come back? Didn't the person who had been thinking about it come back? Right in front of you, within reach.
But I'm still not happy.
The chest seemed to be blocked by something, and it was depressed.
She chalked it up to being too busy at work. The time is too rushed, the body is too tired, but I know it in my heart. None of this is an excuse.
That night, I heard Lu Chongqing say: "Gather less and leave more, don't worry." "Can she rest assured?
His wound gradually healed, and the doctor said that he would be able to be discharged from the hospital in about ten days, and being discharged from the hospital meant returning to the team, and it was that unreachable distance.
The main thing is not geographical distance, but ....... She sighed.
Are you asking too much? Give yourself to him when you give it. Didn't think about asking him to reciprocate, he had already given her a deep enough affection, what more could she ask for?
"Xiaoyu. Come here, let's talk for a while. Lu Chongqing said.
Chen Xiaoyu didn't move, and looked at the door of the ward, "No." The doctor will come to do the rounds in a moment. ”
Lu Chongqing frowned. got out of bed, walked to the chair opposite her, and muttered, "I don't do anything to you, what do you have a weak heart." ”
Stunned halfway through speaking, Chen Xiaoyu raised his face to look at him, with crystal tears floating in his eyes.
The tip of his heart was like being stung, and he shrank in pain.
Lu Chongqing stared into her eyes and reached over to take his fingers in his hands. He was silent for a while before he asked, "Actually, I wanted to ask you a long time ago, what's wrong with you?" ”
The body is getting thinner. There is a trace of tiredness in the eyes, and there is always a hint of bitterness in the seemingly gentle smile, where is the original pride, where is the original stubbornness, where is your original aura?
If I had known that this was the case, it would have been a little slower.
"Nothing. It's just a little tired. ”
Lu Chongqing was even more distressed, and he didn't dare to hug her, so he had to ask in a low voice: "Do you think we are developing too fast?" ”
Chen Xiaoyu was stunned when she heard this, and wanted to say something but didn't speak. Shaking his head, is it fast? Combined, these two lives have known each other for decades.
Lu Chongqing's fingers stroked the hair next to her sideburns and said in a low voice, "I know I'm not good, I didn't control myself well...... I'm ...... with you if I'm not married" His face turned red, and he whispered in her ear: "I'm sorry, I'm a normal man, and you're my first woman, you don't know how beautiful you are...... I...... I can't hold it when I think about it......"
Chen Xiaoyu blushed and pushed him.
"Really." Lu Chongqing said.
The body as white as the moon, the tossing and turning graceful posture, it is difficult to grasp when you think about it, Lu Chongqing closed his eyes, and even felt that somewhere in himself was hard again.
He held her to his chest, and Chen Xiaoyu snuggled in his arms
He took a deep breath and calmed his feelings, his eyes staring at a certain place, deepening his depths: "I know you are wronged...... But give me a little more time, and I'll fix those problems. ”
He hugged her tightly: "You have to believe me." ”
Chen Xiaoyu didn't say anything, and snuggled him more tightly.
They all know what the problem is, how difficult it is, Lu Chongqing is much clearer than Xiaoyu.
He can't deal with it in a broken way, because in this way, Chen Xiaoyu will never be able to raise his head in front of his relatives in the future, and no parent likes to snatch his son's daughter-in-law with him, even if this son has never cared about himself.
The Lu family is not an ordinary family, once it angers someone, it is not only their love that is ruined.
He couldn't let Xiaoyu be in that situation.
So a qiē can only be considered in the long run.
Chen Xiaoyu couldn't understand his thoughts, but he still felt embarrassed.
In this life, I didn't want to have any more entanglements with him, but I didn't expect to fall deeper and deeper.
Chen Xiaoyu thought for a while, "Chongqing, I didn't blame you, that ......" She choked up and whispered: "It's your love for me, you really don't have to carry any ......"
After saying that, I was also stunned, this is the concept of most people in the previous life, but in this era, is it a bit ahead of its time? Can Chongqing accept it?
Lu Chongqing: "Even if I carry something, I do it voluntarily. ”
Chen Xiaoyu stood up, not wanting to talk about this topic anymore, "Actually, I'm not bothered about this. ”
Lu Chongqing snorted, raised his face and looked: "Before I left, I was worried that you were bored at home all day long doing stocks alone, except for Lulu, there is no one else around you who can help you, Lulu's personality I know, she depends on you more, Yang Chang is my friend, unless it is absolutely necessary, you will not go to him to do things, so I will hand over my companies to you to pass the time, now that you have your own job, you don't have to care, anyway, someone will take care of it, but it is your own work, I always feel that something is wrong." ……”
"It's nothing, it's just an investment company, doing stocks, doing investment,"
"I met Zhang Jun a few days ago, and I also brought back your uncle's loan agreement, you just need to collect it."
After speaking, he got up and went to his bag, took out a few pages, and handed them to Chen Xiaoyu, "You see if it's this?" ”
Chen Xiaoyu looked at the signature on the last page of the contract, it was Chen Wenhui.
She held the contract and asked, "What are you going to see Zhang Jun for?" (To be continued.) )