Chapter 33: The heart is in turmoil
Li Qian also cried sadly, she didn't say a word, just shook her head vigorously, crying very sadly, both of us were crying, the rain seemed to help us cover up the crying, it was getting louder and louder.
Suddenly, Li Qian pushed me away and rushed out towards the school gate, I was just about to catch up and hug Li Qian, Li Qian pushed me hard, crying and said, "You let go of me!" I beg you! Let go of me! ”
Li Qian's voice was like a knife, slashing through my heart, she actually begged me to let go of her, but if I let go, would I have to let go for the rest of my life? I suddenly remembered the name of a song, called There is a kind of love called letting go, and at this moment I was very sure that I loved her.
I finally let go of my hand, and Li Qian ran out crying. At the moment of letting go, I suddenly felt that something was missing in my heart, and I stared blankly at the back of her leaving, and I knew that even if I caught up with her, she would never look back, and this time, I was really going to lose her.
Li Qian left, I seemed to have exhausted all the strength of my body, paralyzed in the pouring rain, let the heavy rain wash over my body, I didn't feel the cold, the pain in my heart had already outweighed the cold, I raised my head sharply and roared loudly.
There are some things that you don't regret until you lose them.
I got up from the ground with my tired body on my feet, but as soon as I started fighting, my feet suddenly slipped and I fell heavily in the rain, and I finally couldn't bear it anymore, and I fell on my stomach in the rain and cried loudly.
I don't know how long it was, suddenly the rain stopped, but there was a ticking raindrop, and when I looked up, I saw An Xin holding an umbrella on top of my head, she held all the umbrellas on top of my head, and she herself was soaked, the bangs on her forehead were stuck to her forehead, An Xin stretched out a lotus-like arm to me, and said, "No matter what happens, my sister will always be by your side." ”
I grabbed An Xin's hand and got up from the ground, hugged An Xin in my arms violently, and cried loudly, I suddenly realized that even if I lost the world, there was still my sister by my side.
After crying for a long time, I realized that I and my sister were still in the pouring rain, and hurriedly took An Xin's hand and ran, An Xin didn't break free, let me hold her hand and run in the rain, I didn't want to play romance, but to take her to open a house, at this time we were all in the rain for so long, I can be indifferent, but I can't let An Xin get seriously ill because of this.
It wasn't until I ran out of school that An Xin asked me where I was going, I said to open a room, An Xin was stunned for a moment, I quickly explained, and An Xin laughed.
I didn't go far, I took An Xin directly to the nearest small hotel, I just wanted her to take a hot bath early. The camp aunt of the hotel looked at me and then at An Xin, and suddenly asked, "You are all minors, right?" I'm not going to open a room for you when you're a minor. ”
I hurriedly took out my ID card and said, "Just an adult!" ”
Auntie glanced at my ID card, and then happily went through the formalities, An Xin and I took the key and were just about to go over, when the aunt behind me suddenly said: "Don't get blood on the sheets!" If it is dirty, the deposit will not be given. ”
I was wondering about my aunt's words, when I heard her say again: "The bedside table has a TT, use a ten!" ”
I don't know what was going on in my head, but suddenly I said, "So expensive?" ”
Auntie came angrily: "Then don't use it!" ”
An Xin suddenly reached out and twisted it around my waist, and I came back to my senses in pain, and hurriedly pulled her to the room. After coming to the room, I found how simple it was, only a big bed, and there was a bathroom with frosted glass next to the big bed.
But at this time, I was in a hurry, An Xin was soaking wet, afraid that she would be sick, and she couldn't think so much, so she hurriedly urged: "Sister, go in and take a hot shower." ”
An Xin bit her lip gently, with a look of wanting to speak and stopping, of course I understood what she meant, and said helplessly: "Why don't you go and wash it first, I'll go and wait outside the door first." ”
As I said that, I was about to walk out, but as soon as I took a step, An Xin suddenly grabbed her hand, she blushed and shook her head, and said, "It's okay, just turn around and don't peek." ”
Looking at the delicate An Xin, my heart suddenly became chaotic again, I don't know why, I just separated from Li Qian, I should be very sad now, but I suddenly found that I didn't seem to be very sad at this time.
I knew that An Xin was shy, so I sat on the other side of the bed, with my back to the bathroom, and then I heard An Xin say that she was going to take off her clothes, and asked me not to turn my head, and then I heard the sound of squirming, I felt that it was torment at this time, and suddenly my mind was full of the way I saw her standing up with her panties lifted that night, and the feeling of me kissing An Xin last night.
It wasn't until the sound of water came from the shower that I came back to my senses, and I suddenly found that An Xin always appeared in my mind, could it be that I already liked her? Thinking of this, I slammed my mouth at it, and I started to think cranky again.
I was also soaked, sticking to my body was very uncomfortable, I only then remembered that we didn't change the clothes, at this time it must be unrealistic to go out to buy, after thinking about it, I directly hung my clothes and An Xin's clothes in the house, there is air conditioning in the room, I won't go to class in the afternoon, and I will definitely be able to do it tomorrow.
After drying the clothes, I lay on the bed, and I didn't peek at An Xin taking a bath, but thought about me and Li Qian. Thinking about it, I thought of An Xin again, when I thought of her, my heart was warm, but the spring light I saw that night always lingered, and the picture of me kissing her last night always appeared in my mind.
Just when my mind was full of An Xin, suddenly a scream came out of the bathroom, and when I heard An Xin's cry of pain, I was immediately anxious, I didn't think about it, and rushed directly into the bathroom, but when I opened the door, I froze, because An Xin didn't have a trace of clothes on her body, I saw everything after I rushed in, An Xin was sitting on the ground with a painful face, rubbing her ankles.
I suddenly felt that my nostrils were wet, and a domineering masculinity in my body was soaring, and An Xin also raised her head at this time, and when she saw me standing at the bathroom door staring at her, she suddenly screamed, and hurriedly blocked her chest with her hands, but what she didn't know was that I saw below again, and this looming feeling made me almost faint.
"Get out of here!" An Xin was about to cry in a hurry, I came back to my senses, quickly left the bathroom, took a deep breath, and asked carefully, "Sister, are you okay?" Is it a twisted foot? ”
An Xin hummed softly and said, "It's okay, you wait first, I'll come out immediately." ”
I waited for a while with my back to the bathroom, and then I heard An Xin open the frosted glass door of the bathroom, and as soon as I turned around, I saw An Xin limping out with a bath towel around. I hurriedly put aside the distracting thoughts in my mind and helped An Xin sit on the bed, I don't know if it was hot water or shy, An Xin's face was red and could drip water.
I put the quilt on An Xin's body before saying, "You stretched out your feet, I'll help you rub them." ”
An Xin hummed and stretched out her foot, but her eyes never dared to look at me, I smiled bitterly, I was really a bastard, An Xin, a big girl with yellow flowers, was actually seen by me, but I swear, it really wasn't intentional just now, I heard her cry of pain, and rushed in too anxiously.
An Xin's right ankle was a little red and swollen, but it was no big deal, I rubbed it for a while, An Xin took her foot back, and said delicately: "You should also go take a bath!" ”
At this time, I realized that I was wearing only a pair of underwear on my body, and I just hung up my clothes, and I suddenly understood why An Xin didn't dare to look at me, it turned out that I didn't have any clothes on me, even if I was thick-skinned, it was quite embarrassing at this time, and I hurriedly ran into the bathroom.
An Xin was outside, and the bathroom was surrounded by frosted glass, I felt like I was being stared at in the bath, and I felt weird, so I took a good shower and walked out of the bathroom with a bath towel.
At this time, the expression on An Xin's face also recovered, she was sitting in the quilt, her back against the back of the bed, the room was just this one bed, An Xin moved to the side, smiled and said, "Come in!" ”
Hearing An Xin's words, I felt my heart beat out, fluttering, I felt a little floating when I walked, and I carefully got into the quilt.
An Xin suddenly snorted and said, "What's wrong with you?" Nervous? My sister won't eat you, look at your stupidity. ”
Listening to An Xin's words, I suddenly raised my head and stared at An Xin, looking at the face of the disaster that was close at hand, I had a strong impulse in my heart, and an inexplicable throbbing, and my eyes gradually became hot.
An Xin saw my expression, her face changed, and just about to say something, I suddenly hugged her into my arms and imprinted it on her lips, at this time I didn't want to care about anything, I just wanted to do it according to my own heart.