Chapter 29: Hurt self-esteem

In the next few days, Xiao Yan's attitude towards Lin Long changed 180 degrees, but it was a little greasy in the eyes of those who cared about it.

The injury on his chest was almost healed, and the reason why he didn't leave for Beijing immediately was mainly because he was worried that he would travel thousands of miles and recur his injury. If you want to raise it better, then you can set off.

Several letters have come from the Jingshi to urge, and Datou Khan has already been escorted to the Jingshi, but this biggest hero has not shown up for a long time. Neither to the saint nor to the parents at home can be explained.

Especially Princess Qin, when she heard that her son had a poisoned arrow in his knee and couldn't walk, she was so sad that she had two more wrinkles, and summoned all the famous doctors to march to Jingshi.

Anyway, Xiao Yan can't live in the Lin family anymore, and he must return to Beijing immediately.

The woman was careful, and after Xiao Yan's attitude changed, Mother Lin noticed it for the first time. She vaguely heard that Father Lin inadvertently revealed a little bit of Xiao Yan's identity, it seemed to be Wang Sun Xungui, such an identity was really not something that their small family could afford.

Even if someone has a heart, the daughter has at most a noble concubine.

But where is Mother Lin willing to hold her daughter in the palm of her hand to be a concubine, and she will be tormented by the eldest woman in the morning and dusk, and even if she gives birth to a child, she can't call her daughter a mother.

Her daughter was already miserable enough, she was originally a beautiful jade, but she was flawed, and her legs were not good. After entering a high-ranking family, their status as parents is low, and they can't help at all, what is the difference between this and stepping into a ghost gate.

Mother Lin wanted to speak several times and stopped, wanting to persuade Lin Long, but she didn't know how to speak. Lin's father and Lin mother have always been sorry for Lin Long, so basically as long as they can do it, they will try their best to meet Lin Long's requirements and give her absolute freedom.

Accustomed to nature, she has become accustomed to being at Lin Long's will, and now it is difficult to persuade and discipline.

Lin Long's purse was ready, but she couldn't give it to Xiao Yan directly, otherwise it would be a private gift. So, she took a detour and put a porcelain bottle containing the pills in her purse.

She is a doctor, and it makes sense to give medicine to patients.

Counting Xiao Yan's injuries in the Lin Mansion for a month, the weather has just emerged from summer to midsummer, and everyone has changed into light summer shirts.

Xiao Yan's gaze fell on Lin Long lightly, she wore a goose yellow straight-necked skirt, the neckline was slightly lower, revealing a fair and delicate collarbone, and a slender and elegant neck.

The skin is like snow, cool and sweatless, like the deepest lotus petals, moist and full. As soon as his gaze fell on it, he couldn't move away, and he seemed to be able to feel the touch of the ice muscle and jade bone.

After watching for a long time, Xiao Yan suddenly became sensitive, his eyes swept around, and he found that Xiao Lan and the others were all lowering their eyebrows, and they relaxed slightly.

But he was still a little unhappy, as if something that belonged to him had been spied on, and he was anxious to hide her and keep her secretly, and no one was allowed to look at her.

In the small courtyard at the back of the Lin Mansion, there was a shed covered with grapevines, and the leaves were wide and dense to block the sunlight, leaving a shade.

A small round table and a few high stools were placed under the grape trellis, and Xiao Yan and Lin Long sat opposite each other.

Lin Long took out his purse.

Xiao Yan glanced at it, knowing that it was for himself, but his face became more and more indifferent, revealing an awe-inspiring and inviolable pretend.

Lin Long fiddled with the purse, his slender and white fingers twisted and entangled, and it took a while before he opened the purse, took out a small porcelain bottle, and pretended to be calm: "This is the pill I deserve, nourish qi and replenish blood, and after the son goes back, take one a day and take care of his body." ”

Xiao Yan raised his head, ignoring the purse, and then nodded reservedly, "Thank you, lady." ”

"You're welcome." Lin Long lowered his head, his white and tender fingers pinched the purse back and forth, and he didn't know how to speak, and finally he was ruthless, put the medicine bottle into the purse, and handed it over.

Xiao Yan took the purse, his gaze inadvertently swept over Lin Long's pink cheeks, and a smile spread on the corner of his lips.

Xiao Lan, who was standing opposite, couldn't help but roll his eyes when he saw his master's expression, and said in his heart: It's over, the master has started to ripple again.

It was already scheduled to leave tomorrow, and the things were almost packed, but Lin Long still didn't say it, and didn't implore him to take her away. Xiao Yan was anxious, but his face became more and more indifferent.

Alas, the little girl is still too shy, and she makes soup with her own hands and sends purses, but she doesn't say a word about the key words.

Xiao Yan felt that she should give her a hint, so she said: "Lin Niangzi saved her, and Lin Mingfu took care of her under it, so she couldn't repay her." If Lin Niangzi has any requirements, just mention it, as long as she can do it, she will do her best. ”

As he spoke, he looked at Lin Long expectantly, his eyes encouraging.

Say, you say, as long as you say, I will take you into Beijing.

Xiao Yan's heart couldn't help but get hot, and it was rare to feel a little nervous, and finally he was restless.

Lin Long twisted the handkerchief, it could be seen that his mood was very uncalm, he raised his head and lowered his head, lowered his head and raised his head again, and finally hesitated to speak: "It is the duty of a doctor to treat the disease and ask for help, how dare you repay the favor." ”

Xiao Yan rolled his eyes, suppressed his eagerness, and followed the temptation: "The lady saved me, saving life and death is a great grace, it can be said that my life belongs to the lady, what is a small request." ”

has repeatedly emphasized that grace is as heavy as a mountain, she should be able to muster up courage.

Lin Long shook his head and snorted: "The folk girl didn't ask for it. ”

- Whoa

Xiao Yan was about to die in a hurry, and his expression that had been tense was also a little cracked, and he exhaled deeply, calmed down his feelings, and then continued: "The lady doesn't ask for it, is it looking down on the next, they all say that the great grace is not thankful, and the grace of saving lives is really beyond retribution, I only hope that the lady can make a request, and it can also make me feel a little at ease." ”

"Is it really okay to make a request?" Lin Long raised his head nervously and looked at Xiao Yan with expectant and apprehensive eyes.

"Of course, words must be believed, deeds must be fruitful, no matter what the lady asks, I will do my best to do it." Xiao Yan looked at Lin Long encouragingly, as if he was hiding a little rabbit in his arms, and his heartbeat was about to stop nervously.

Lin Long nodded, relaxed, considered his tone, and spoke: "I hope that Gongzi can take care of the Lin family's tooth powder shop." ”

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Lin Long continued, his little face was glowing, and his tone was joyful and expectant: "My dream is to spread tooth powder all over the week, and everyone can use tooth powder to protect their teeth." I also hope that I can help all the people in the world who are suffering from illness. ”

Smack-

Xiao Yan seemed to hear a crisp slap in the face.

He couldn't come back to his senses, and he was a little incredulous, as if he was stunned, and asked again: "No other requirements?" ”

Lin Long looked at him and shook his head, as if he was a little puzzled, "I like to practice medicine and save people, this is my only request." ”

Xiao Yan's heart seemed to have broken a hole, and the wind blew in.

How so? He was still a little unable to come back to his senses and couldn't believe it, but his self-esteem no longer allowed him to get to the bottom of it.

"I'm tired." He turned his head and said indifferently, "Forgive me for not accompanying you." ”

As he spoke, he got up and left, his attitude was as indifferent as the spring breeze in February.

After Xiao Yan left, Lin Shuo pushed Lin Long back, and muttered unhappily: "Hmph, he also said that you should make a request, but as a result, he changed his face with such a small request." ”

Lin Long didn't speak, lowered his head, and his fingers wrapped back and forth between the handkerchief.

Ding Xiang disagreed with Lin Shuo's opinion, she felt that Xiao Gongzi must be really uncomfortable. The impression he had left on her before was too good, so Lilac couldn't believe that the gentle, modest and polite Jia Gongzi was a shameless villain who went back on his word.

"Lady." Ding Xiang hesitated, "You say, will Xiao Gongzi be uncomfortable?" ”

"Oh." Lin Long nodded, his eyes were dim, but his tone was light, "It should be uncomfortable." ”

It hurts my self-esteem.

Compared with pretending to be weak and pitiful, Lin Long prefers to use a series of blows to make the other party vomit blood. Choked in his chest, unable to get out or down, choked on the tip of his heart, constantly reminding him of his failure, his humiliation, his self-esteem that shattered eight petals when he fell to the ground.

She wanted him to remember it forever, never swallow this breath, and let him take the initiative to approach her.

In fact, arrogant people are similar in their bones, they are all a little cheap, and they are worthless and easy to get with the wind and water, and only after all the hard work, racking their brains, and asking for it will really be on the tip of their hearts.

Lin Long's approach is to arouse his interest first, stir his heart, make him think that it is within reach, and then slip away from his fingertips, so that his past narcissism will become a joke.

Let him suffer in his heart, entangle, toss and turn, and finally ferment, engraved deep in his heart.

However, things are easier said than done. Lin Long has also been nervous these days, and he doesn't dare to make a mistake and make a mistake by half a step, not only inadvertently, but also to ensure that Xiao Yan's itch can be reached everywhere.

Now I can finally breathe a sigh of relief, and the bow that is tightened will be doubly tired once I slack off. Lin Long too, covered it with a handkerchief, yawned delicately, and as soon as he returned to the room, he drove Lilac and the others out and slept beautifully.

After sleeping from morning to dark, Lin Long stretched and sat up from the bed.

"Lilacs." She called.

"Lady." Lilac came in from the ear room, wet the veil and served Lin Long to wash his face, "You haven't eaten for a day, let's use some porridge for a while." ”

Lin Long rubbed his stomach, he was really a little hungry, and nodded, "Okay." ”

Lilac withdrew, and after a while, a bowl of fragrant porridge was served, accompanied by a few plates of side dishes.

Lin Long picked up the chopsticks, thought of Xiao Yan, and asked: "Did Xiao Gongzi take the medicine at night, that is the last pair, you keep an eye on it." ”

Lilac put the dishes on the plate, and after a while, he explained softly: "Lady, Xiao Gongzi and they left in the morning, and you didn't sleep for half a moment, Xiao Gongzi asked Lang Jun to resign." ”

"Hmm." Lin Shuo helped, "It looks like I can't stay for a while, I have to leave, and Lang Jun didn't stay." ”

Hearing this, Lin Long lowered his head, smiled secretly for a long time, and then began to eat casually.

It seems that this time, he was really angry, his self-esteem was frustrated, and he couldn't stay for a moment.