Chapter 46: Mutation
But suddenly, Liu Xiaohua discovered a strange thing.
She could feel the light and the temperature.
She could occasionally feel a bright light flickering in front of her eyes. It wasn't obvious, but she could feel her body slowly waking up.
If there is one word to describe it, it is "recovery".
This discovery made Liu Xiaohua optimistic about the situation she would face. I feel that I may have been frozen too much before, and my body function is at its weakest, so I can't control my body.
This is the same reason that a seriously ill and weak person cannot even sit up. There's nothing to be afraid of. Just stay in a warm place long enough to recover.
Although there is still no way to move for the time being, Liu Xiaohua is in a much more relaxed mood.
I felt that I seemed to think too strictly about a qiē before.
In the days that followed, as her feelings slowly returned, she was able to do more and more.
For example, she can gradually feel her own hands and feet.
I felt my heartbeat again.
I can smell it.
Compared to the moment when I first woke up, my brain reacted faster and my thinking was clearer.
Although she still occasionally loses consciousness - at first, she can't judge the passage of time and has relatively little access to information from the outside world, so she doesn't realize that she has ever lost consciousness. But as her body recovered, the more information she could gather from the outside world, the more obvious it would become that she would often lose herself for a long time. But this is also becoming more and more transient and less and less.
Maybe it's like people are going to sleep? Although her body is not controlled, she still needs to rest mentally. So this situation was summarized by Liu Xiaohua as within the normal range.
Moreover, this situation has become less and less. In the later stages, it may only happen once every three or four days on average.
However, even so, Liu Xiaohua still couldn't regain control of her body.
During the time she was exploring her bodily functions, the car moved silently, and sometimes the sound of the coachman flicking his whip could be heard, but the driver never spoke.
Including the person named Changchun, there is none. If he hadn't helped Liu Xiaohua from time to time when she was jolted and about to fall to the ground, she would almost think that she was alone in this carriage.
Seven or eight days passed like this.
Liu Xiaohua found that her recovery seemed to have reached a bottleneck.
Her bodily functions should have fully recovered, but she still couldn't move.
At this time, Liu Xiaohua felt frightened again. Realize that things may not be as simple as you think. Something was going on in her body that she didn't understand. And she had a very bad premonition - maybe she was wrong in the first place. The situation was not at all what she thought.
This feeling is strong though.
But she couldn't say exactly what she was doing wrong.
It is a fact that she did not die.
It is also true that her health is improving.
Where did that strange sense of dissonance come from?
Finally, one day, the people in the same carriage seemed to suddenly change their minds. I don't stay silent all the time, sometimes I will talk to her a word or two.
However, Yu Qi said that he was talking to Liu Xiaohua, so it was better to say that he was muttering to himself.
Most of these words are idle and have no clear logic to speak of. Sometimes, it's even a simple description of what the weather is like today.
After a few days, the other party finally noticed something.
He pressed her against her chest, tried her breath again, and ...... Without any suspense, he gave her two slaps again, "Liu Xiaohua!?" Wake up. ”
This time her feelings were clearer.
Pain!
The other party is just trying too hard.
That's enough! If I could have woken up, I would have woken up! She was furious. But there was nothing to be done.
The other party didn't get any response from her, but she didn't seem to have any intention of giving up.
"Really not waking up?"
It's that I can't wake up at all!! Liu Xiaohua simply wanted to open his brain to see what was inside. Normal people should see a doctor immediately when they encounter this situation! How can you slap a patient! Is this a suspicion that she deliberately faked her death? She's not crazy, she pretends to be dead!
"In that case. Then I'll have to try something else. ”
Something else? Finally thinking of going to the doctor? Before Liu Xiaohua could be happy, she heard a 'bang'.
The metal emits a short 'hum' in the air.
"I count to three. If you don't wake up, I'll cut off one of your feet. After cutting off this foot, if you don't wake up, I'll cut off one of your hands. ”
Lunatic!
Really crazy!
Liu Xiaohua was angry and anxious.
"One"
…………
I can't wake up!! I really can't wake up! Liu Xiaohua wanted to scream, wanted to stop this person. But she still couldn't make any sound, and she couldn't make any movements.
…………
"Two"
Possible. He's just scaring me. Liu Xiaohua comforted herself. How could anyone actually cut off a patient's leg or foot? It's the same as saying something to a long-term comatose vegetative person to stimulate the other person to wake up.
"Three!"
The huge pain in her leg made Liu Xiaohua almost faint again.
How could it be?!!!
He really chopped !!
"Still not awake? This time I'll just count once. If I finish counting and you don't wake up, I'm going to cut off a hand. "The voice is slow and not in a hurry at all" Although it is inconvenient to walk without a leg, you can barely move, and if you lose a hand, you are really a complete waste. Even if it's Liu Yourong, I'm afraid he won't accept a cripple as a disciple, right? ”
No. No!!!
"One"
Liu Xiaohua hugged her head violently.
However, the expected pain did not occur.
She peered through her fingers, and a familiar face was right in front of her. He showed a very gentle and relieved expression and said, "Are you awake?" "I seem to be sincerely happy for her.
Although his face looked tired and dusty, his eyes were as bright as ever.
Ji, Ji Liu?
It's him? He is ranked sixth, is his name Changchun?
It turned out to be him!!
"It's you madman! Are you crazy!! Liu Xiaohua finally got out of control: "Are you crazy?" Thinking that this person ruined her life for such a nonsensical reason, her hatred reached the extreme.
Kill him!
The thought rushed through me. There are no guards for him here, and the body is his weakness.
She could kill him - just do her best and catch the weakness. Hold on to his lifeline.
At the moment of making this decision, Liu Xiaohua jumped up sharply and threw herself at that hateful and disgusting smiling face.
But this action only made her head, and she went limp, and fell back again. She struggled desperately, but although she regained control authority, her body was too weak.
She stared at the smiling face in a daze, and tears couldn't stop surging out.
It was the first time she had really cried in front of him.
Her sadness and despair are so vivid and real. Ji Liu was stunned.
He was accustomed to seeing her pretentious, and regarded her vague arrogance buried deep under the flesh as a thorn in the flesh, but suddenly, seeing her completely crushed, he didn't know why, and he didn't have the slightest joy and pleasure.
Liu Xiaohua just cried silently at first, gradually, she began to sobbed quietly, and finally, she cried bitterly.
What backbone, what face, all of them are gone. Her legs are gone, she's a wreck, what else do you want to do?
She thought that she had really suffered so many grievances in vain before.
If you had known that there was today, you should not show weakness when you first saw him. At least with dignity.
Bow your head step by step, what do you get in the end?
Why the hell is she living like this?!
This time, she even had some hatred for Liu Yourong.
He knew that he was powerless, and he knew how dangerous the world was, but he made a gesture of mercy while abandoning her. And she has repeatedly deceived herself, inspiring herself to move forward with a false bright future.
She pinned all her hopes on a person who had only met once, and lied to herself that he was the best person in the world. As long as you walk by his side, you will find shelter and peace.
If he was really such a good person, he wouldn't put her in fire and water because of the so-called rules, and he would sit on the wall and watch the flowers. The so-called path of enlightenment, while showing the firmness and perseverance of the will of the world to those so-called immortals, also shows the ruthlessness and ruthlessness of the path of cultivation to the world?
Could it be that the Heavenly Dao is such a cold-blooded existence?
Or maybe there is no such thing as Heavenly Dao at all.
What follows the way of heaven is nothing but nonsense made up by those people.
Maybe Mr. Li Da is right.
He said, 'If you want to cultivate immortal bones, you will take the path of killing, you look at them one by one, but there are few corpses and a sea of blood under your feet. ’
He also said: 'If you are a human being, but you are unwilling to be a human being, and you go against the sky, how can you follow the way of heaven?' \-
Heaven and earth are furnaces. All beings are suffering.
There is no way out at all.
Her previous thoughts were nothing but self-deception, she was so weak that there was no way to survive in such a cruel world. No matter how hard you try, no matter how hard you struggle, no matter how desperate you try, it's useless.
But she was so unwilling in her heart.
Ji Liu looked at Liu Xiaohua in front of him for a long time, lowered his eyes, restrained the strange feelings in his heart, and asked coldly: "Do you really want to kill me?" ”
"I'm unlucky to have met you, what is there to say?" Liu Xiaohua looked up at him, the tip of her nose and cheeks were flushed. The expression was blank.
"Do you really want to kill me?" Ji Liu repeated this sentence.
"Me? Why should I kill you? Liu Xiaohua asked blankly, tears rolling down, "Why should I?" Why?!! ”
Ji Liu took out a handkerchief from his sleeve and stuffed it into her hand.
She didn't take it, and let the handkerchief fall to the ground.
Ji Liu frowned and said, "Do you really think I cut off your legs?" ”
Liu Xiaohua lowered her head, and through the hazy tears, she saw that her legs were growing well on her body. But she didn't turn her anger into joy as Ji Liu imagined, and she smiled. She was stunned for a moment, and then sat there distracted. It seems that he has seen through the world, and he has no attachment to this world.
Ji Liu bent down to pick up the square handkerchief, and wiped it on her face. Suddenly, I don't know why, I got angry, threw the handkerchief on the ground, and said coldly: "Can't you kill me, can you be so sad and sad?!" ”
Seeing that Liu Xiaohua was just stunned. said coldly: "Since you hate me, and you know that you can't kill me, you should work harder to get ahead." It's disgusting to be disrespectful to just do this without enterprising. If you really hate me, go and learn how to kill me. ”
With that, he turned around and got out of the car. said sharply: "Send her to the Sanqing Palace!" I'm waiting for her to learn a great skill to kill me! ”
The driver of the car exclaimed: "But, Ke Gongzi, we just have a car." What do you do if you send her? ”
Ji Liu ignored him, turned around and walked forward. Because he was walking too quickly, he tripped over his robe and fell.
Liu Xiaohua stayed for a while before staggering out of the car.
There is no way to come and go, and there is only a small carriage between heaven and earth.
But Liu Xiaohua was not at ease and didn't believe that he really left like this. I think he must have some kind of conspiracy. I also felt that he couldn't take only this one person, one car, and there must be some people hiding somewhere. Turning to the coachman, he said, "Didn't you hear him?" Not on the road yet. ”
No matter how dissatisfied Liu Xiaohua is with Liu Yourong, she still wants to see him and go to Sanqing Palace.
She wasn't woken up by Ji Liu's scolding.
She just suddenly understood, how is the way of heaven, and what does it have to do with herself? What kind of person is Liu Yourong, and what does it have to do with her? She just had to keep in mind that it was someone who would give her strength. She must be worthy of the hardships she has endured and the ups and downs she has experienced. If you come here and give up, it means that the previous qiē is meaningless. Her passion may have been extinguished, but her persistence remained.
The coachman was anxious and angry when he heard Liu Xiaohua's words, and said sharply to Liu Xiaohua: "Do you want to kill my son-in-law?!" How can you leave him here? ”
Liu Xiaohua looked at the coachman and remembered that he seemed to be called Ji An.
"Although my son-in-law's mouth is a little bad and his actions are unpredictable, you have to touch your conscience when you do things. Not to mention that it was Gongzi who saved you in the clan temple, that is, in your Liu clan studies, if it wasn't for Gongzi's words to wake up, where would you be able to come up with that set of rhetoric to get out?! ”
Liu Xiaohua is at a loss, in the midst of ethnography? Did he say anything? He said, "The two saints are merciful, not the ones who can kill the killer, it's all my idea." She did have an idea because of this sentence.
Ji An pointed at Liu Xiaohua angrily, "In Tiancheng, if it weren't for my son-in-law dragging the Lin family's people, they would have chased after them a long time ago." How far can you run? On that snow track, if it weren't for my son-in-law looking for you everywhere along the road, you would have died in the snow a long time ago! Can you still stand here properly? My son-in-law knew that you were out of gas, but he still didn't hesitate to turn his face for you and Miss, and took you all the way to Sanqing Palace. You're good to go! …… Your heart, isn't it fleshy?! ”
Liu Xiaohua grabbed the car door, barely supported herself, and stood in a daze for a long time. Only then did he say expressionlessly, "Maybe what you said is true." However, in order to catch a colorful golden pheasant, Orion not only crossed the mountains and mountains, but also fought with the fierce beasts in the mountains, in order to catch the prey that was chased by the fierce beasts and trapped in the middle of the mountain cliffs, but also disregarded his own life, and finally, the colorful golden pheasant was brought out of the mountain safely by him. According to you, should the chicken be thankful to him? But the next day the hunter will take the chicken and skin it...... If this chicken has a chance, shouldn't it run away and go as far as possible? ”
Ji An was so choked that she couldn't speak. Of course, he knew that his explanation was a bit far-fetched, and Ji Liu did have plans to kill Liu Xiaohua several times and did many contradictory things, but ............ Isn't the last qiē all beneficial to this little lady? Didn't he kill her either?!
How can we find out what a person is true to and not what he does?