Chapter 68
"I'm back in the UK."
After twelve hours, Li Yueqing finally heard his voice after making countless phone calls.
"Brother, you ......" she doubted her ears.
"When I returned to China that year, I was in a hurry, and I didn't have time to deal with many things. I want to think about it...... It's time to go back, too. His tone on the other end of the phone was calm, seemingly unfazed.
"You're running away!"
"If escaping works, let me be an evasion. Take care of yourself, I'm not here-"
"I'll be better off if you're not here!"
She stood where she was, hung up, tears streaming down her eyes.
When she got home, she rushed into Li Mingfeng's room as soon as possible. His room was still as clean as ever, except that there were a lot of clothes missing, his smell was missing, and everything was different.
Li Yueqing lay down slowly, her cheek pressed against his sheets, breathing hard, but all she exhaled into her body was sad air.
Li Mingfeng seemed to have completely disappeared from her life, and her life was blank. Going to work, getting off work, eating, sleeping, it's all mechanical.
After he left, she learned to be in a daze, often sitting in the company's office chair and watching the clouds in the sky slowly darken and darken, and it was a long time to look at it.
Sometimes her thoughts would turn into a gust of wind and a drop of rain that would fall from the sky in a hurry...... I just don't know if it will land on his land.
Three full months passed, from the early spring to the early summer when he left.
For three months, she didn't wait for Li Mingfeng, but she waited for Lin Xi.
That day, he stood downstairs with a smile as he did when she first met him. There was no more sadness in his smile. And it was as if time had turned back, which made her unbelievable.
"Yueqing!"
They hugged like two old friends who had been absent for a long time.
"Where have you been these days? I haven't seen you since my aunt died. I thought you were the same as my brother...... Went to a far, far away place and will never come back. Li Yueqing asked kindly.
"You're here, where else can I go?"
Li Yueqing was stunned for a moment, and her body stiffened.
He put his arm around her neck and said, "Let's go, let's go have a drink." ”
Li Yueqing laughed out loud under his "hijacking", she hadn't laughed like this for a long time.
It's not too late, and there are still very few people in the tavern.
They sat opposite each other, their glasses clashing with a crisp sound, the sound of something shattering. "Goo Dong Goo Dong" takes a sip of wine, and the troubles have disappeared.
Li Yueqing got drunk, so she began to talk nonsense: "You know what? When I used to be with you, although we often quarreled, our hearts were sweet. I love you, that was before. At that time, I loved you, I loved you so hard, so tired...... Right now! I don't love you anymore, and my heart is so much lighter. Really, here...... Much more comfortable! I'm sorry I don't love you anymore......"
"You're drunk."
"I didn't, it's you who got drunk, not me!"
“…… Yueqing, I didn't know that my love would bring you such a burden. All these years, I'm sorry. ”
Li Yueqing stared at him, and suddenly laughed: "You didn't feel sorry for me. Everyone thought it was your departure that hurt me. To be honest, I used to think so too, so I hate you and hate you. But then I found out...... I'm not hating you, I am complaining about you, I'm blaming myself, I hate myself! ”